A love letter with a hundred words that moved me to tears (a letter that moved me to tears)

What's up with Brother Ye? I have been in the hospital for 11 days, and I have suffered a lot. Now I have been discharged from the hospital for more than a week, but I still have to stay in bed all day, and I can't move if I can. Last Friday, the situation started to get worse again, and I will check it again this Friday. If it continues to get worse, I may have to be hospitalized again. I'm really scared ... But I still got up and secretly kept it from Oba, and published this article in the shortest time (it's really uncomfortable to lie down every day). I'll write another special article about hospitalization when I'm free.

I promised to share a letter written by a netizen with you after leaving the hospital. When I saw it, I was really moved to tears. The origin of this letter is that a friend named "Green Hair" finally couldn't help but write to me after seeing a very sad circle of friends I sent before. (If it weren't for this letter, I really didn't know her.)

I really appreciate her, and let me get out of the vortex of "feeling that what I do is meaningless". It turns out that I once had such a profound influence on a person unintentionally. I must admit that I am a person who needs feedback very much. If I do not receive any feedback, I will doubt it and deny it.

What makes me especially happy is that "Green Hair" students have also found a soul mate in life. Really, only when you really find the right person will you feel how beautiful the world is and how beautiful life is. I really feel happy for her. Do you want to hear about my daily dog food with Oba? Haha)

(The following content comes from the self-report of the netizen Green Mao, and it can be made public with her consent)

Hello, Heehee, in fact, I have known you for a long time, limited to WeChat, of course. At that time, you should have just given birth? (I'm not sure), probably in early 216 or earlier. Actually, I wanted to tell you these words for a long time. When you said in the circle of friends that you were in an emotional dilemma and the headlines almost gave up ...

I was not your student, but I added you before you went to work in the game company, about many years ago. At that time, you posted a part-time copy in the ko group, and I said I could write, so I added you to WeChat. Of course, I didn't use my copy in the end, but I think it's much luckier to add you than to use your copy.

I've been reading your life and struggle for many years in my circle of friends, not intentionally, maybe because I don't have many WeChat followers, I will always see it.

You are always lively and fragrant, making me feel like a sincere person. Of course! The most important thing is, I want to talk about how I was influenced by you. I think I must tell you this and let you know that you are not what you think, and there is nothing but making money:

In fact, my experience is very similar to yours. You are a girl from Hubei who came to Guangzhou to work hard. I am from a small city in Hunan. If I guess correctly, you should be from 1991, right? I am from' 9. That year, I came to Guangzhou to look for a job alone with my suitcase. I suffered some hardships, but none of them were great. It went well all the way.

at first, I started from the copywriting of an advertising company, and my promotion and salary increase were very fast. At that time, I joined the KO group because of the industry, and later I joined you in this group, making an unsuccessful part-time job. But at that time, I worked hard and worked overtime every day, went home at three or four in the morning, and didn't have time to take a look at the kapok in Guangzhou for several years. I gradually became suspicious of the advertising industry, even though it was my major in college.

Later, it seems that you have a child in parallel time and space, and you have a child at home and are unemployed for a while, right? I don't know if I remember correctly. During that time, I just left my job as an Internet planner, had a serious car accident and had surgery in my hometown for a year.

Sometimes I watch you send some money and the communication between you and your husband. What I envy is the smooth communication and communication between you and your husband. How can I put it? I think lively and fragrant is my definition of a beautiful marriage. At that time, I was still single, and I didn't think I would meet a beautiful other half like you.

When I finally get out of the hospital bed, learn to walk again step by step, throw away my crutches and return to Guangzhou, you have already worked in a game company. Seeing a circle of friends always seems to be busy. Me, too. I went back to a foreign company in Guangzhou to do e-commerce planning. The salary was good, and everything was over 1 thousand. I was too busy to see the meaning of life every day. I thought I stood up again and could see through many things myself, but in fact, I didn't.

I still live and die in the mood of busy but meaningless work every day. I met a wonderful lover this year. Like you, I have established a very beautiful and smooth communication with him, but my career is still very difficult. At that time, I often thought, I'm almost 29, but I still can't live the life I want. Can I go on in this life all my life? Until I saw the life track you shared in your circle of friends.

At that time, you started to make headlines. After you got better, you quit your job of always working overtime, and soon you got a good income and started a business. Your career has always been booming. Sometimes you will share some of your fitness process, your struggle, and your guilt that you are too busy with work to take care of your baby and do housework to accompany your family. I can see it in my eyes. I thought, why don't I have the courage to try another life like you?

I know that you started working in the workplace, and later you filmed vlog. I'm really not good at the workplace, so I can only start from the entertainment field (gossip is like me). You said in a circle of friends that you didn't understand the entertainment field, so I took part in the official training of headlines.

do you know where your encouragement is? It is sincerity and courage. If I am not willing to share my life, I think I will always stay in the comfort zone and be in the whirlpool of depression every day. Yes, I have been as seriously depressed as you. I once thought about jumping off the 26th floor of Changsha, but I was scared by my own idea of dying.

The feeling of freedom is really great. I can finally see the flowers and plants that I neglected in the past, and see clearly the expression on everyone's face in the sun. I can observe the world, watch all my favorite movies and books, and even start to raise cats, an animal that I have been afraid of before, and feel its beauty.

I moved to Zhongshan to live with my boyfriend. In the process of living, I gradually got rid of the defensive mentality of living alone for many years, gradually cured the sequela of PTSD caused by my constant rumination, gained a brand-new life, and then I actually entered the marriage in fear of marriage, which was amazing. All this comes from you, and it is your influence!

So it's not just that you didn't expect it. I didn't expect it myself. I learned so much energy from you and saw so many similarities in our experiences. However, you are better and stronger than me, and your ability to make money is so shiny that you feel meaningless. No, you inadvertently influenced others in the rush, but you didn't know it. There should be many people hiding it secretly like me. In fact, I always wanted to say thank you, but I felt so melodramatic that I typed it and deleted it.

Although I'm in the same dilemma as you, I don't like to write gossip more and more, and my writing is more and more perfunctory. After March, the headline won't renew my contract. However, I am still very happy and lucky. I have seen another possibility in life. It turns out that I can. This is too important for me.

Everyone calls you Mr. Yeyao, but I still like to call you by your screen name a long time ago. Thank you, Dongdong Sauce. I knew you unilaterally for a long time before you really knew me. Hee hee. The story is a bit long. I just hope that my sharing will give you some sense of value about yourself. You are really great, super great, super super, far beyond your understanding of yourself. I write a little messy and wordy, I hope you don't dislike it.

(End)

Through this letter, I began to feel that, probably, maybe, as long as I started to do something seriously, as long as it was something I really wanted to share and could influence a group of people I could influence, it might already have its "meaning"?

If there are any other friends who have been "deeply influenced" by me, please leave a message and let me know. Hahahaha, I really need this kind of feedback now, hahaha. Author introduces

Ye Moge

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