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There are a few people I will never see in my life.

For example, Fu Xi 'an wore an Armani suit and stood on the beach full of bikini girls with cold eyes.

I thought we would never meet again in my life, so I was a little flustered when I first met him, and then I thought maybe he was just passing by with his new lover, which had nothing to do with me. So I went back to the seaside and turned a few waves before Shi Shiran walked towards him.

"Hey, what a coincidence." I wrung the water from the ends of my hair and walked over to say hello. Smiling at any time is my most skilled skill, and it is also a must-have skill that I can win from the beginning.

Fu Xi gave me a cold look, took off that expensive suit and put it on my wet body. I leaned slightly and said I didn't need it. His cold voice immediately sounded: "Either put it on or I'll pick you up."

I'm shaking all over. Although I haven't seen him for three years, I know this man can talk and do.

I tightened my clothes and took him to a nearby coffee shop. Thai milk tea here is very famous, but it always tastes bitter today. I turned to look at the shadowed beach outside the glass window. I just choked a few times. Maybe the sea water in Bangkok is too salty.

"Where do you live?"

I looked up and looked at him in surprise: "Secretary Zhong didn't mention this in his report?"

It's grandpa Fu An's personal assistant. To put it bluntly, he is a private detective. From the moment I tried to get close to Fu Xi 'an, the old man asked him to dig up the details of the 18th generation of my ancestors.

"Mom, come back with me." Fu Xi 'an is a thousand-year-old ice face, but at the moment, his tone has eased to the extreme. Because of this, I am even more unhappy.

I casually stirred the milk tea: "Why go back? Get married? "

"Man man! Don't be unreasonable! "

I don't want to give a good face by pulling my mouth: "Mr. Fu, don't forget our contract. I am doing very well now, I hope you are all well. "

When I said the word "you", I deliberately raised my voice. I saw his face changed, but I didn't care.

I snapped up the chair and it screeched on the ground. At the same time, with a bang, I turned my head and the glass on the table had been broken by him.

Scarlet blood dripping from his fingers, dripping on the white dining table, bloody and dazzling. I looked at his red palm mixed with glass fragments, suddenly had difficulty breathing and fell back softly.

chapter two

When I woke up, I was in the hospital.

When I got up from the hospital bed, I found that the bikini had changed into a hospital gown, the door was open and there was a faint conversation in the corridor. It's Thai, and one of the voices is Fu Xi 'an.

Many people in Thailand can speak Chinese, so I didn't learn Thai. After nearly a year in Bangkok, I still can only say "Sawadika". Not long after he came in, I glanced at him, and my hand was bandaged. I said wryly, "My qigong practice is wrong. Remind me first next time you play this kind of play. I feel dizzy. "

He glared at me, indicating that he was not depressed at the moment. Usually he is expressionless when he is really angry. "I don't remember you being so delicate."

Of course. When I was in college, planning was my best subject. The frozen bodies were lying on the cold operating table. I cut the skin layer by layer with a knife, and then stitched it up layer by layer. Finally, I can tie a beautiful bow.

"You want to call me melodramatic, right?" There is a bag of fruit on the small table. I picked one up, wiped it with my clothes and chewed it directly. "My parents died, and I grew up healthily in an orphanage until I was 20 years old. When I met you, I pestered you, made your family fly around and made you rebel. Think about it, yes, I am really a terrible person. "

"... he passed away. "

I paused, and I realized at random that this "he" was referring to his grandfather. I "oh", concentrate on eating apples and stop talking.

A person who has turned to ashes, even if he had a deep hatred with him before his death, has nothing to say at this moment, because even if he doesn't hear more ugly words, he won't be angry or hurt himself at this moment. It's really not funny.

Fu Xi 'an handed me a paper bag and said, "Put it on. You just feel dizzy. It's nothing serious. You can leave the hospital. I have booked a plane ticket for tomorrow morning, and you will go back with me. "

I sneered: "When the old man left, is it your decision to pay the family now?" Where's your dad? Where's your old woman? Who are the other uncles? Going back with you won't let me soak in a pigsty, will it? "

"Wei Schumann!"

He seldom calls me by my first name and surname. I felt that I needed cooperation, so I shouted back at the same decibel: "Fu Xi 'an, it was you who respected filial piety and righteousness and gave me up so decisively. Why? If you are not satisfied with Liu Jiaqi, please come back to me? "

When I suddenly remembered breaking up with him, I took a deep breath and said, "I have a price, and now you can't afford it."

I turned to go, and he grabbed me and threw me on the bed in the hospital. The back of my head hit the bed board, and with a bang, I grinned with pain. When I opened my eyes, I only saw his enlarged cold face.

Deep eyes are full of cold light, only to hear him say, "this time, I will never let you go."

He was lying on top of me, and I felt my lungs were about to be squeezed out. I pushed his shoulder hard and answered intermittently, "I won't." ... Go with you ... "

chapter three

I was in my junior year when I first met Fu Xi 'an.

I grew up in an orphanage, without the protection of my parents or even friends. I went to high school all the way by subsidies and eating white steamed bread. The dean said that you are a civil servant when you take the police academy, so you don't have to worry about finding a job. I looked at my little arms and legs and walked resolutely towards it.

At the end of last semester of junior year, the Department of Economic Investigation organized a lecture on criminal psychology. It is said that the lecturers invited are Stanford graduates, returnees and typical Gao Fushuai people. It's only the end of June, and it's hot enough to fry eggs directly on the basketball court. There was no air conditioning in the dormitory, so I went to join in the fun and enjoy the cool.

Judging from the frequency of applause, the lecture should be very lively, but I didn't listen to a word, because my eyes stayed on Fu Xi 'an, who was sitting quietly under the podium.

Later, I knew they were good friends. It was Fu An who greeted him at the airport that day and sent him here.

Maybe my eyes were too persistent and enthusiastic, and he noticed me.

One man's wilderness is another man's theme park.

I grew up without love and money. I think this is the biggest problem in my life. Who says there is no shortcut in this world, but you didn't find it, and this man is sitting in front of me. How could you miss it?

So my purpose is simple and direct-to take him into the bag.

Although I know I completely misinterpreted the meaning of this famous saying, what does it matter? If you don't make mistakes in life, you'll never know what mistakes are like, will you?

It was only at that time that I didn't know that some mistakes were not affordable to everyone.

At the end of the lecture, the crowd filed out, and I stayed at the end, holding a newly borrowed "Restore the Crime Scene" to ask questions. The lecturer listened to my nonsense questions gently and patiently.

Fu Xi 'an coldly replied, "Didn't your question ask my phone number?"

I paused and immediately smiled and asked, "Will you give it?"

Since you are calm, why should I hide it?

When Fu Xi 'an and I first started together, everyone was very disciplined. I didn't leave school on time. I ran in the morning and gathered at midnight. He is very busy and only picks me up for dinner on weekends, or gives me a card to go shopping by myself. Occasionally a few phone calls or text messages, I snuggled up in the quilt and looked through the concise text messages sent by him. /kloc-In the winter of October and February, my hands exposed in the quilt are as cold as water, but my heart is as warm as spring. It feels like first love.

In fact, he was my first love.

chapter four

I don't know how the rumor came out. The harm to a girl is nothing more than calling her shameless behind her back.

The instructor talked to me, his face was livid, and he said that he was from the police academy, but he maintained military discipline. He said, "Such a thing is enough to fire you."

I asked, "Is there a school rule that you can't fall in love?"

He patted the table and said angrily, "Someone sees someone driving a Porsche to pick you up every week. Are you in love? "

I laughed without anger: "Is it necessary for the financial conditions of the boyfriend I am looking for to be approved by the school?" Is it necessary to turn it over? "

The instructor was so angry that I almost vomited blood, and I was also advised by the instructor to go back and reflect.

Later, the director of the orphanage gently sent me out, saying that resources should be reserved for more people in need. I stood at the school gate with my suitcase and moved into Fu Xi 'an's villa.

During that time, it was probably the most stable day in my life.

There is no occasional gathering whistle, no boring lessons, and no need to face people and things I don't like. Sleep until you wake up naturally every day, have a breakfast prepared by Fu Xi 'an, and then take a nap.

During that time, he was also very diligent when he returned to the villa. From time to time, he takes time to go home and watch movies with me, or grind and burn bricks.

One day at dinner, he suddenly said, "Go back to school tomorrow. If you miss too much homework, I'll ask the teacher to make it up for you. "

I paused. I didn't say a word to him about the school, and naturally I won't ask him how he solved it. I smiled and said, "I'm not going."

He handed me a bowl of soup and asked, "What about the future?"

I smiled and said, "You support me."

At that time, I thought this person could guarantee my smooth life, so in the auditorium, my eyes would be so hot and direct.

Later, I stumbled on the operating table in the hospital, and my whole body seemed to be drained. I realized that in this world, only I can protect myself.

Those smart people are always smart.

chapter five

I went back to school.

Gossip is a wonderful thing, and it will not end with the overthrow of power. Because you can't control everyone's mouth, let alone people's hearts? On the contrary, the lecturer has become much more amiable.

No one will make friends with a rumor maker, and I don't care. I am not a likable person, except Fu Xi 'an.

I asked Fu Xi 'an to help me arrange a single dormitory, but the tutors in all subjects made appointments and gave me high marks. When I was about to graduate, I met someone.

At that time, I was completing my physical examination: one kilometer long-distance running, fifty push-ups and standing for twenty minutes. The camouflage clothes on my body have already been soaked with sweat, and bangs are hanging on my forehead, and my breathing is difficult and heavy.

She got off a red Audi and walked slowly towards me with a smile on her lips: "Hello, I'm Fu An's fiancee. "

I froze in place.

It took me a long time to wake up. It is necessary to pretend to be calm at this time. I asked calmly, "Then what?" Give me a check to get out of here? Or warn me?

She smiled beautifully, giving people a feeling of being a lady, and even there was a relief in her tone, saying, "You don't have to be afraid. I just came to see and make a deal with you. I don't need to do this. "

At that time, I thought she was just bluffing and knew that her fiance was hiding someone outside. She was not angry or nervous and didn't want to strangle me. She must feel terrible when she says so on the surface. I think women like them just want to keep a posture in front of me, right?

I stood in the wind for a long time that day, and the sweat on my back changed from hot to cold until I trembled all over.

That night, I had a high fever.

Find out two expired anti-inflammatory drugs. After eating, I dialed Xi 'an's cell phone and turned it off.

I found another quilt cover, and I feel a little feverish. I just need to sleep. In recent years, the police academy has been training in life and physical fitness every day, so there should be no problem. So I climbed into bed.

That night, I had many dreams. The whole person is undulating, like duckweed on the sea. I finally drifted to the shore, and a wave swept me back and continued to drift.

I don't know when it was dawn, and I don't know who took me to the hospital. I only remember hearing a lot of people talking and I opened the door.

When I woke up, I was already in the villa.

Fu Xi 'an cooked porridge for me and fed it to me bite by bite. I refused to eat, because I didn't like it, so he added a side dish to me. I feel salty again, drooping my eyelids and refusing to open my mouth. He coaxed me in another way and was surprisingly patient.

From beginning to end, he never asked me what was going on. he knows, i guess.

That's it, my heart is more like being stuffed with a dirty rag, which is very uncomfortable.

I know, this man, one more day around him, one less day.

The drip was made by the doctor in the villa, because I was anorexic and in a bad mood, and I had to burn for a week.

The first thing I did after pulling out the needle was to take Fu Xi 'an shopping.

He refused with a frown, so I acted like a spoiled child. My rebellious period came too late. For about 20 years, I don't know who to show my rebellion to, but I have been converging. Now, I caught this man and set him free.

That day, I sat in the co-pilot and drove to Garden Street. At the end of the street, there is a wedding dress shop.

I tried on the most beautiful and expensive wedding dress in the store. At the moment I opened the curtain, I saw Fu Xi 'an's eyes lit up and then returned to normal.

I walked up and down in front of him with my skirt, and he joked, "You don't think I'll marry you, do you?"

"Of course not." I will answer quickly. I'm afraid to leave myself room for reverie. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled and said to myself, "I will get married in the future." When I get married, I will always wear it. "

I just want you to remember my most beautiful moment.

I said this sentence in my mind.

Chapter vi

See again, it is in fu's villa.

It was my winter vacation in my junior year. Fu Xi 'an heard that I was going to have a boxing class at the university next year, so he ordered me a pair of boxing gloves. The doorbell rang that day, and I thought it was from the equipment store. I was glad to open the door, but I saw the noble, elegant and aggressive Liu Jiaqi, and a group of people followed her.

She pushed open the half-open door and I staggered back a few steps. I saw her carrying an arrogant chin into the room, and Fu Xi 'an came out of the kitchen, frowning: "What's the matter?"

Lu Qijia's face is gentle, and he motioned the people behind him to spread things out in front of him: "I will discuss the details of the wedding and the customization of the dress with my fiance."

"Look, do you choose a suit or a tuxedo? Do you want a black, navy green or big red tie? "

She put the magazine in front of him, compared it and said, "I think this one looks good, don't you?"

Her eyes suddenly turned to me: "Fu An is sometimes lazy, why don't you choose for him?" "

I stood by the door, shaking all over.

Fu Xi 'an frowned and said quietly, "That's enough!" His eyes moved to me. "You go upstairs first."

I don't know how long it took, but I ran downstairs and there was no one in the living room. I sat in the dining room with my hands around my knees. There were four dishes and one soup on the table, hot and cold, and he didn't come back until dawn.

At that time, I didn't know that Liu Jiaqi's appearance was just a warm-up before the war.

On graduation day, the school was very lively, and everyone took photos with their parents actively and enthusiastically. In these four years, my biggest gain is knowing Fu An, and my biggest failure is only knowing Fu An.

I don't need a group photo. The people and places I miss in this world have been engraved in my heart. I was wearing a bachelor's uniform and a hat as a fan, sitting in the shade to enjoy the cool, and suddenly my feet appeared in my sight.

I was invited to give a speech in a cafe near my school.

The person who came is Li Zhong, the spokesman of the Fu family. He was very polite and conveyed his wishes directly.

"Fu Jia and Lujia are business cooperation, and marriage is just a bridge, which has nothing to do with the existence of feelings."

"The previous laissez-faire is just not yet time. Next week, the news of Fu 'an and Lu's marriage will be announced to the media. I hope you can handle your feelings. "

"The man who has paid for his family has been focusing on his career, holding money in his hand and walking very well."

"You don't have to worry about graduation homework. I will say hello to your headmaster and we will arrange your way out. "

Before that, I always thought that the furthest distance in the world was only between heaven and earth, but at least they could still face each other from afar.

Only then did I understand that the furthest distance in the world is the person you think, but he is not the person you think.

Chapter VII

I broke up voluntarily.

Fu Xi 'an sat opposite me coldly. His slender fingers held cigarette butts, making the whole living room smoky. I heard his almost hoarse voice. He said, "Dude, give me some time and I'll solve the problem. Liu Jiaqi is not a problem. "

Yes, Liu Jiaqi is not a problem, because all these problems are mine.

I smiled: "The problem now is not Lou, but me."

He'll look at me.

"I'm tired of it. I want money, a lot of money. "

His eyes were grim, and there was a sneer at his mouth: "Since you want money, you should stay with me and sleep with a golden mountain. I believe you will wake up laughing in your dream. "

I tried to make my voice calm and calm: "Mr. Fu, I have been with you for so long. Can you give me a generous breakup fee? "

This is the first time I have been so distant from him since I met him.

"Wei Schumann, what else can you ask for besides money? “

I have a wry smile in my heart, okay? May I?

This is our last night.

After more than a month, I went for a physical examination. When I came out of the clinic, the cover of the entertainment newspaper on the newsstand was full of news that Fu An and Lu got married, and the whole city was full of their topics, perfect appearance and perfect appearance.

From the night after the breakup, Fu moved out of Villa Ann.

It's time to pay the family. I thought I could leave quietly, but I was stopped by Li Zhong.

Lengthening Lincoln's car, I saw an old man sitting in the first position, and there seemed to be a chill all over him. My left eyelid jumped uneasily and was pushed in.

He only said one thing to me: "The Fu family leaves no evil seeds."

My tears gushed down, and I pressed my flat stomach with my hand, but I still didn't hold back. I know I can't live without Fu Xi 'an in my life, so it's good to leave a hope.

But how could God let the orphanage get what it wanted?

That day, I was tied to the operating table.

I was in a coma for three days in the hospital because of my uncooperative, emotional and bleeding after the abortion operation.

Since then, I have been dizzy.

Chapter VIII

The day I woke up and was discharged from the hospital, the street was full of excitement.

The crowd gathered around the LED screen outside the mall, screaming one after another. I looked up, and the sunlight reflected on the screen, which was very dazzling. But I can still see clearly. That was the live broadcast of Fu He's wedding.

It turned out to be live broadcast all over the city.

That year, he appeared in the auditorium, sitting so quietly, like a god, I saw the light of the whole world in him.

At that time, I thought I was just looking for someone to lean on, and that person happened to be him. But my prediction was wrong. The world gave me the coldest lesson, but I burned love with my own blood.

I held on to the wall and even forgot how to breathe. On the screen, Liu Jiaqi appeared at the door of the church, holding his father and wearing a long wedding dress behind him.

Envy screams are everywhere, and the light on the screen is too dazzling. I turned my head and saw my pale face reflected in the window.

On this day, even the taxi drivers went on strike.

I dragged my heavy body back to the villa without expression. I heard the voice of the priest, Fu An's oath and Liu Jiaqi's sentence. Yes, I do.

I think, in this life, I probably have no chance to say this sentence.

I couldn't lift the box, so I just took my certificate and some necessities and went straight to the airport.

I sent the last message to shian. Although I know that as an official of the groom, he has no time to take care of his mobile phone, I just want to end myself.

Just two simple words, goodbye.

Never again.

If I know this is so frustrating, why don't I get to know each other?

After I sent the SIM card, I still put it in the trash can at the airport, hid in the toilet at the airport and cried.

The last contact with him has been lost. Maybe in this life, I really don't have to see him again.

Chapter 9

I have been wandering in Southeast Asia for a long time.

Vietnam, India. Even in the chaos of the war, I went to the Middle East alone. I think that only when I meet someone who is more painful can I forget my pain for a while.

All the happiness and misfortune in this world are compared.

The moment the plane took off, I decided in my mind that I would never come back in my life.

There is no home for me in this world, so I don't have to go home.

Twenty-five years ago, I was left in front of an orphanage. I have nothing but a piece of paper with the words "Wei Schumann" written on it. I don't even know when my birthday is.

I grew up alone until I met that person.

I thought he was the sunshine in my life, but I forgot that there was deeper and longer darkness after the sunshine.

After playing for four years, I still didn't learn in vain. I overthrew my people and tidied up my clothes. I said, "Fu Xi 'an, all the fate between us ended three years ago. Now, why do you care about the past "

It hurts a little. Once is enough.

Unforgettable, deep into the bone marrow

I thought it was just his whim. Occasionally, I come back in the middle of the night, remembering that I came alone, and I found it. But I can't pay for my family's business without the person in charge. He will go back sooner or later.

Unexpectedly, this time, it was a protracted war.

He rented the room next to mine. From then on, wherever I go, I always have his shadow behind me. He can speak Thai, so he is in the right place at the right time. I've been here for so long that I'm familiar with people within a few miles of Fiona Fang. I dumped him several times, and someone always told him where his fiancee who was angry with him was.

I've been running away all my life.

I knocked on his door, put my hand behind my back and made a fist. I said, "Fu Xi 'an, I once loved you and wanted to spend my life with you, but things in this world can develop in the way I want. "

"Love that can't be made into a positive result is doomed love. Any entanglement is futile, isn't it?"

I finally learned to forget you, and your face is no longer dull in my dreams every night. Which step should I take before you let me go?

He suddenly turned my body around, hugged me from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, rubbed my side face with his cheek and waved in front of me. It was a slender white hand with clear joints, which was very beautiful. He said, "Mom, I'm not married."

My head was buzzing and it took me a long time to turn around. What he said is not that he is divorced, but that he is not married.

Not married!

Final article

The wedding didn't end satisfactorily because of a letter.

The place where I went for a pregnancy test was a private clinic. I didn't know they would send the report in combination with the physical examination. At that time, I casually filled in the address of the villa on the medical record card.

Fu Xi 'an received the letter before going out and put it in his pocket.

When the priest asked him "yes or no", he opened the letter. The priest thought he had prepared a speech with the Bible, but five seconds later, he waited for a groom who had escaped from marriage.

The wedding of the century came to an end in the sigh of all the audience. For a long time, the girls standing in front of the LED screen wondered what was written in that letter.

The marriage was ruined, the Lujia family had a hard time, and the funds and projects were robbed. Fourier's stock plummeted, and I have gone abroad. I have no friends at home, so I naturally don't know these things.

The old man was furious, had a heart attack and was admitted to the hospital. Fu Xi 'an knelt in front of the hospital bed. He promised to stay and clean up the mess he left behind. The only condition is to find me.

It's a pity that he won't tell him, let alone Li Zhong.

It took him three years to revive Fourier. In those three years, the first thing he did after waking up every day was to call Li Zhong and ask him if he had heard from me.

My trail was exposed. About that day, I transferred the money he gave me.

Bangkok is a Buddhist country. I have been to many places: the Grand Palace, the Jade Buddha Temple and the Four-faced Buddha. There are prayers everywhere, and the expressions on their faces are pious and awe-inspiring.

I think people who believe in Buddhism are kind people, and it is also a blessing to pray.

Sometimes, we believe in fate and just want to live easier.

I donated the money left by Fu Xi 'an to the temple. Before I left, I cashed the check and put it in the card he once gave me. I asked for money for the baby in my belly. Now that the child is missing, let's cross over for him.

Things in this world, going around, always have its trajectory and destination.

Fu Xi 'an's tone is very soft. He talked about the past, but I was already in tears.

One more thing, he didn't tell me. By the end of the wedding, he had decided to answer no. He thinks that if he burns his bridges at the last minute and turns the situation around completely, he will turn around and put that person in his heart without scruple.

It's just that fate drew a circle on his way, which lasted for three years.

I covered his hand and shook it gently, only to hear him say, "You walked too fast, but I loved you then, so I spoke too slowly."

Mom, I'm sorry.

I'm just glad to have the opportunity to meet you again in this life.