What is the experience of a child born in a hepatitis B family?

The physical examination of the sixth grade primary school was found to be a carrier of hepatitis B virus. At that time, my parents said that they were found out at birth. At that time, the doctor said it could not be cured, but there was no problem. Like normal people, I have been growing up with nothing. It was not until later that it became a stumbling block. When I was in the third year of high school, I wanted to apply for national defense students. My physical fitness has passed and my cultural achievements are good. Finally, I can't apply for hepatitis B; Then the air force pilots encountered the same situation when they applied for the exam; Later, the students who reported the technical orientation of civil aviation flight of Beihang University were also absent from this item. Then this year, I was a third-year graduate student. During my internship, I thanked the policy and stopped doing two and a half examinations. Everything was normal and smooth. When I went back to school to find a job after my internship, I saw the Graduate School of National University of Defense Technology recruiting people. I once dreamed of it, but now I don't even have the courage to sign up. My eyesight in both eyes is still 5.0. Every time I proudly tell my friends who are waiting for the bus in advance, which car is coming. Then many friends saw that my eyesight was so good, and the first reaction was, "Why didn't you report to the military school?" I was just thinking that if I didn't work hard enough the day after tomorrow, I wouldn't be on the list. This kind of congenital injury has kept me out of the door, becoming a knot, and I am very unwilling.