From "I only like your personal design" (4)

Didn't a little cute guy read "I only like your personal design"? Nobody's watching, qaq.

Push hard, and the angel face is attacked by pure angels of VS general attack hardware. It is an avoidant attachment personality, which is not clean. Cutes are lightning ~

Forget it, forget it, plant it as soon as possible.

7 1. Zhou Ziheng's thoughtfulness is like boiling a frog in warm water. Unconsciously, I was wrapped in his gentleness, which made you irresistible.

There is no chance to resist.

72. This is just Zhou Ziheng when I was a child. It's just a kiss from Zhou Ziheng. He may understand, or he may want to pretend not to understand.

All the symptoms of anxiety are likely to come from the same reason.

In any case, he doesn't want to admit that he not only likes Zhou Ziheng people.

73. "The painter's hands can't be used to wash dishes. This is a waste of time. "

74. The emotional world of adults is nothing more than teasing you when you come and go.

75. People's ideas are always varied, and they always think that art is valuable only if it is associated with poverty. Who will believe that the rich second generation can draw any good pictures?

76. Darkness spread, and the illusory light and shadow of the projector blocked the flow of dark colors. The light like running water in the sun cast beautiful colors on Zhou Ziheng's close body, which moved Xia Xiqing a little.

77. If this body can be used as drawing paper, it should be able to draw amazing works.

78. Peaches, mint and cigarettes.

Twisted light and shadow, sweet and soft voice of childhood, sticky kiss.

"Look me in the eye and say it again."

Soft lips rub desire.

"Do you like addictive things?"

79. For him, people's emotional changes are all single-peak curves, brewing a little in ambiguity, rising a little, and reaching the peak when they perceive love.

But at the peak, it will fall irretrievably.

Like a parabola, the higher the vertex, the heavier the fall.

80. From the beginning, he knew that he knew better than anyone, so he would remind himself repeatedly that he was not a good person, but a dangerous article full of flammable and explosive temptations.

8 1. The bell of Baihua Cathedral is beating on the heart valve. Even the soul was shattered and turned into a vast universe.

82. Xia Xiqing was never sure that she would really get someone's love. Most of what they love is his skin. Some people who call themselves Bole admire his talent or look forward to his family background. You can peel off the sugar coating, the bitterness inside is prohibitive.

Selfish, habitual liar, duplicity, romantic addiction.

83. The ambiguity and deviance that happened before are the sublimation of art in the eyes of others, but in their tacit eyes, they are all the products of feelings.

84. How dare he say that he is special? So many people have honeyed with him, been close to him, and even dated people deeper than him, but all of them have lost to Xia Xiqing's morbid desire for games without exception.

He has lost, just pretending that he still has a chance to win.

Once his mind is exposed, Xia Xiqing may abandon him without hesitation.

If this is the result, Zhou Ziheng would rather surround himself in this false sweet trap, even if Xia Xiqing just plays with him, there will be at least a short pleasure.

85. Everyone can see the worst of me. But you can't.

You watch too much. It's very kind of you.

86. "Xia Xiqing, you only have me in your life, and you only have me."

I love you too much to be near you.

He is standing on the edge of heaven and hell at the moment.

Jumped down and hugged each other and died.

88. It turns out that he has loved him so much that his heart is full of guilt. Love loses itself.

89. It turns out that this raft is not drifting to the ocean, but a waterfall cliff. The rushing water made him unable to breathe, and he could only watch himself roll in the depths of the rapids, and the cold pool water flooded his body.

90. They are not real roses. Without life, they will never disappear and wither.

It's always in his heart. It's beautiful.

9 1. He wants to find out the flaw of this honest man in front of him, like the moon in the dark, prying open the gap, entering with the faint fragrance of roses, following the sound of beating gongs and drums and touching the most precious and beautiful soul in the world.

It danced so naked that it would be a pity not to steal it.

92. When the night wind blows, all the ardent desires are shaken off, leaving only nostalgia.

93. The surrounding field of vision is instantly broadened. Broken gold from the sunset covered the sparkling river. Several ferries floated slowly, occasionally sounding a long whistle, watching the red clouds burning all over the sky like a fire on the Yangtze River.

94. Although it is a waterscape, it is completely different from the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River. It's a big river's lake, full of hot and chic rivers and lakes.

95. This is in line with Xia Xiqing. It looks like mild water. Only when it really drips in will it touch his fresh and uninhibited soul.

97. "I think I am quite long." "You said, you can go to the innermost part."

"Long is not important, experience is the most important."

"Experience needs to be accumulated." "My brother taught me."

98. Stickiness is a hotbed of desire.

99. "The integrity of an actor's career lies in the expansion of its scale."

100. His feeling is blue magma, which looks like a quiet ocean. When the tide flooded, he found that he had already been swallowed up by the hot magma and melted in it.

10 1. "Broken works of art are all works of art, and small porcelain pieces are shining with the brilliance of humanity." "Aesthetic value will not depreciate because the canvas fades."

102. Outside is a busy road with tall buttonwood trees on both sides. In early summer, the leaves of plane trees grow wildly, and the branches and leaves of plane trees on both sides of the road are almost connected, covering the sky.

103. Whether you can hug or not, as long as your fingertips touch, everything is worth it.

104. It would be nice to have brushes and pigments, preferably mild watercolors. He wants to paint now, and paint Zhou Ziheng who is passionate about performing arts in his eyes.

105. "I want to see all your emotions, good and bad, no matter how complicated and sharp, don't polish each other, just let nature take its course." "Give it to me, I can bear it."

106. After all, Zhou Ziheng is such an excellent person that there is no reason to tolerate his morbid personality. Although the beginning of this relationship is entirely due to my indomitable spirit of competition, it is almost the same now. It is better to get together and go again.

Consider it a dream.

After waking up, we live our own lives, and no one is responsible.

107. "Actually, I never wanted to play with you. I just want to know ... "

I really want to know where I am in your heart. I really want to know if it is possible for you to like me.

I really want to know ... have you found that I liked you a long time ago and have been thinking about when to dump me?

108. "You are free, do whatever you want."

It's just that my damn possessiveness is torturing me, not your fault.

His heart was once a lush forest.

After I fell in love with Xia Xiqing, this forest caught fire, with raging flames and thick smoke. No matter how fierce the fire brigade is, it is helpless in the face of such a fire. It can only watch the flame spread until it burns to ashes.

He thought he could stop in time, but found that there was no turning back.

109. The sharpest thorn plunged into a mass of soft meat. He didn't flinch, but endured the pain and wrapped his thorn in softness.

Finally, the thorn and the soft meat grow together, and they can't be pulled out and cut.

1 10. "If I don't open this box, I can pretend that he is alive, so as to keep the surface happy." Zhou Ziheng licked his dry lips. "We will be trapped in this superposition state forever. You may or may not love me. In short, no one knows the result. "

"If my feelings simply stay at the level of liking, I will be satisfied with this superposition, as long as we are happy together. I like your talent, your cunning and the style of your eyes and eyebrows. Your shortcomings, your past, and even your affair with others are not enough to affect me. "

"But no, I can't control the madness of this relationship. He turned into love himself, and then I was helpless. I began to be jealous, angry and afraid. I hide for fear that you will find out what I think of you, and then kick me away and turn to the next person. I lost my sense of proportion and could not continue to hide. "

"You know, I have thought more than once that if you are just an inanimate thing, such as a painting or a sculpture, that is my private property, so I won't be afraid."

"These dark sides are terrible. They have turned me into someone else." "It began to torture me and forced me to torture you. I don't want to go on like this. "

He walked in the stagnant water, the sound of water echoed in the empty culvert, and the ripples pushed Xia Xiqing's legs layer by layer, trying to force him to retreat.

He should stand back. He should run away.

But Xia Xiqing did not move.

His brain turns very slowly.

What do you mean he doesn't want to go on like this? ...

Want to end it? I finally don't want to put up with it anymore.

"I hope this superposition will collapse now." Zhou Ziheng stood in front of him, holding his shoulder.

At this moment, Xia Xiqing actually wished that he was deaf and had better not hear anything.

It turned out that he was afraid to lift the lid.

"Xia Xiqing, I love you." The last ray of sunshine of mint sunset shone on his face, and he smiled. "The box is open."

"It's quite simple."

This expression and tone are exactly the same as Gao Kun who forced himself to smoke.

As the sun sets, the culvert begins to get a little darker.

Xia Xiqing still kept his head down. He didn't have the courage to say his answer. In fact, he doesn't know the answer in his heart. All he can see in his mind is the past, and those injuries appear all the time, crushing the self-confidence he finally built.

"I'm not waiting for your answer." Zhou Ziheng touched the top of his head, and his tone was as gentle as hell.

1 1 1. The surrounding lights gradually light up, and when two people stick together, the slow motion is general, and a hug shape is outlined frame by frame.

1 12. The dim and old street lamp hit the ground, making the two people's figures long, intertwined and snuggled together.

1 13. This small storage box is entirely your own mind. Bit by bit sweet, so much that it will overflow when touched, and it will not fit.

1 14. The scenery outside the window has changed, from trees in the distance to tall buildings, and then into a heavy still lake. The starlight broke and sprinkled on the lake, sparkling.

1 15. Xia Xiqing always has a distinctive temperament, which is a delicate sense of vulnerability. When he is quiet, he is like a flawless white porcelain, beautiful and fragile. But as he himself said, even if a work of art is broken, it is still a work of art, and every corner of it shines with beautiful light.

1 16. I used to expect love.

I try my best to show my talents and learn to be a child who won't embarrass them.

But then I found out that what I needed was not the luxury of love at all.

I just need someone to open this door for me when I'm scared.

1 17. When Xi Qing wanted someone to save him most, it was the year when he was five years old and was hurt by his mother.

That year, Zhou Ziheng was born.

1 18. Behind every adult, there is a child who stops growing under time.

The twisted and cruel childhood has become an immune needle under the tempering of time, quietly plunged into Xia Xiqing's skin, injected his blood, and made him lose his sensibility and confidence in the word love in his bones.

Man is not a collection of organisms, but a collection of experiences.

1 19. The meeting of completely opposite things may create miracles. "

"The argument is over."

120. The so-called experience that has stirred countless people's hearts for so many years, the so-called invincible record, has become vulnerable in front of this man. At the moment when he tried to surrender, he found himself unarmed.

12 1.

So, I met you, which is a miracle created by countless tiny particles.

Precious and rare.

122. "My ideal is you. If it is equivalent, I am really willing to die tragically for you. "

"For a performing artist, this is an ending full of dramatic beauty and impact."

123. Absolute and strong possessiveness always turns into a pool of eyes automatically and consciously in the cool morning, drowning the soft and docile body of the lover.

124. Being in love really gives people the illusion that the whole world is beautiful, especially when you have a secret love. Hormone upwelling, dopamine.

125. "If one day I have an open relationship, it will only be Xia Xiqing."

126. "The charm of art comes from inclusive freedom and perceptual singing.

127. Xia Xiqing finally understands the feeling of loving someone. It is not the endless sweetness surrounded by love, but the loss at that moment when you find that everything you have done for him is in vain.

The empty art gallery is full of collections, which are priceless and precious, but in his eyes, they are just inanimate objects piled up in this magnificent building.

128. A gentle kiss is a good medicine, which can bring him back to life in a great loss.

129. Interpret Zhou Ziheng in the form that best explains the essence of Xia Xiqing.

130. "You are my revival."

13 1. IQ is, high-end player Xia Xiqing, member of Mensa Ruanxiao, barb werewolf Shang Sirui, devil screenwriter Xu Qichen, super hacker Xia.

132. "I am miserable. I liked Xu Qichen from the first sight, and we finally got together this spring. "

"I'm still miserable. I was cheated to death by Xia Xiqing, and I dare not say that I like him. "

"I dare not. Although chenchen is so good and soft now. When we first met, he didn't notice me. "

"Then at least you are friends when you are not together." Zhou Ziheng said bitterly, "He and I are not friends. Xia Xiqing just treats me as a booty call ..."

"... or I'm miserable, at least you took advantage of it first and made up for it. "

"I am in pain. I can't play Xia Xiqing at all. I'm afraid he kicks me like this every day. Xu Qichen would never do such a thing. "

"You just lack a birthright. Well, I've been secretly in love for ten years, and I haven't even pulled a hand. For the first time, or in the game ... "

133. such a person who likes art in his bones, the decadent world is also decadent beauty in his eyes. "

134. "Pink roses are the best accessories for girls."

135. A very bright light suddenly broke out in the quiet center of Xinghai, which seemed to indicate the arrival of a young star. The magic star wind in the dark distorts and compresses everything, and those floating beautiful spots in the field of vision are annihilated and reborn, gradually converging into a red nebula and slowly unfolding.

Much like a blooming rose.

136. The roses stained with soil are beautiful. Microscopic beauty is equally shocking. "

137. "Allow me to introduce to you that this is NGC2237 nebula. Or we can call her the Rose Nebula. "

138. the most beautiful rose in the world, stardust is mud, and the milky way nourishes it. It will never wither and bloom in the quiet universe forever.

139. "This is what I want to give you, the romance of the universe."

140. Time lit a flame, threw it into the sky, exploded into clusters of fireworks, and finally landed in the calm Wang Yang, and the sparks melted in the ripples.

14 1. "Everyone else is only half, and you are complete and unique."

142. Probably an emotional rose in the cold world.

143. I think I want to give you all the most beautiful things in the world.

144. "How can you say that a person who really cares about the flow of Feng Shui, the law of the replacement of the sun and the moon, and the origin of the universe is not romantic?

145. You are my soul mate.

146. Ten-year-old Heng Heng found the direction of life under the inspiration of a star.

In the same year, 15-year-old Xi Qing auctioned his first work and set foot on the starting point of his artistic life.

Ten years later, Zhou Ziheng returned this painting of Xia Xiqing to him, along with his love, dreams and Zhou Ziheng's own life experience.

147. At first, the crying child stumbled out of the fog of time and hit him with the spring breeze.

Tears turn into gentle kisses, childishness into enthusiasm.

Hold him gnashing his teeth for many years and pat him on the back.

This time it was his turn to say, don't be afraid.

148. "You will always be the best actor in my mind."

149. I am just a flexible container. Until one day, I met someone, and this container finally had what it was supposed to carry. "

"After meeting you, the emotion surging in my chest is really me. They belong to Zhou Zikai and come from Xia Xiqing. "

"No, and vice versa."

"It originated from Zhou Zikai and belonged to Xia Xiqing."

Under the guidance of the fragments of stars, the little rose with claws and claws converged its thorns and exchanged darkness for moonlight.

Jump into a soft universe.

Be permanently arrested.

150. "Xi Qing will always be a small bomb, which is the biggest uncertainty in all competitions."

15 1. "Just like when you like someone. Sometimes, what we are obsessed with is not the thing itself, but an illusion beyond reality. "

"In fact, I am not gentle at all. You also fell into the trap of this rhinoceros. "

152. I have been hypocritical for so long, just because I have been instilled with the idea that no one will love me. No one will love the real me.

But now, someone gave me a chance. I also want to try and face my true self.

153. "He is a better reality than fantasy, and he is an unrepeatable rhinoceros."

154. "Jpua, I want to hear you say you like me."

The soft knife finally pierced the heart, and the tip of the knife gently and cruelly stirred a pool of sweet spring water inside.

"Come in and talk."

155. Time is an hourglass flowing in the dark, and no trace of passing is heard.

156. Stars are fragments from the sun.

157. "I was born to love you."

158. "Little angel who hates Lenz's law, would you like to be my * * * offender?"

159. "People say you should never grow up with a boy. Waste time, waste feelings, and make wedding clothes for others. "

"They lie."

"I should have stolen you when I met you in the park when I was eleven."

"I regret it."

160. "But I am an immature idealist after all."

Xia Xiqing looked up to see him, as if to deliberately help Zhou Ziheng's hand, with a smile on his lips. Zhou Ziheng's hand touched his cheek down.

"I occasionally want to die with my ideals."

16 1. [The vast universe cannot be private, but it can exist in the eyes of pursuing ideals. ]

162. After all, in this materialistic world, even pure ideals are forced to become lonely.

163. "As long as you live long enough, you will always meet someone who can love you."

164. Of course, I don't want you to see my dark side. Of course, I want to cover up those scars, those ugly and dilapidated areas, and all my weak and decadent lonely times. But how can I say that these are not me?

I have so many false moments, but at least in front of you, I don't want to pretend.

Because you showed up and gave me love I never had before. You told me I was beautiful.

Then I'll just ... let's just believe it.

165. [Xia Xiqing's love for himself is just to love me, love my dog. ]

166. "You are not saved, but your tenacity makes you wait for him."

167. When the long bell rang, the roar of metal collision was dragged out, breaking through the clouds and hitting the heart directly. He felt that his body was no longer independent, solidified by this solemn and shocking ancient clock, and his whole body seemed to be penetrated by current, and even his soul trembled with the shocking sound waves.

168. "In fact, I was fascinated by your voice not long after we met." His eyes are full of tenderness, which is a cool mountain stream after Chun Xue melts. "I want to tell you many times that when I listen to you, I always think of the bell of Baihua Cathedral."

169. "You said you never bowed your head."

The tenderness in Zhou Ziheng's eyes will soon fall into Xia Xiqing's heart.

"yes."

"Except when kissing you."