Long-awaited parting

The long-awaited departure of Saichuan has finally arrived. In her own way, she bid farewell to those old friends who have known each other for a long time. This time, it's not "goodbye, friend", but "we never met again, once friends"

Who stipulates that only gathering and reunion can enjoy a happy mood, and parting is only suitable for brewing sad emotions?

This time, Saichuan was very happy. For the first time, she really realized how happy it was to leave the wrong person.

It feels like there are some pairs of shoes in the shoe cupboard that have long been out of place. Because I have feelings after wearing it for a long time, I still can't bear to throw it away even if I know it's inappropriate.

You made countless resolutions and finally succeeded in throwing away those shoes. You will find that the empty place is not sad, sad and reluctant, but a relief and a pleasure.

Only when you are liberated, can you have free space, because the space needed for freedom is far larger than we thought, and more liberation means more freedom.

This time, it was Cheche that Kikukawa just left his other good friends. She was a friend of Kikukawa's when she was a student.

I thought that "friends will stay together for life", but I didn't expect the beautiful friendship experienced during this period to be exhausted in the second half of everyone's twenties. In order not to let the former friendship become a "lonely soul", Saichuan decided to clean up. She called this action "the long-awaited departure".

They are classmates of Grade One. To tell the truth, Qichuan learned a lot from the car body, and it is these that have become the bond between their sentient beings, which is enough to call it the degree of chaos.

In the first day of junior high school, Che Che offered to make up lessons for Qi Chuan, who had a poor grade in the class at that time, and also took Qi Chuan home. Although this tutorial didn't play a significant role in Hirakawa's achievements, the two became their good friends in the process.

"I remember when you always had candy in your pocket. Whenever you can take out a candy, you are always looking forward to letting me taste it. "

This is one of the first impressions of Ikekawa.

Sweet things always make Qi Chuan happy. At that time, she had no resistance to candy.

For Saikawa, liking someone means sharing what you like with each other. Unfortunately, cars never like sweets. If only Saichuan at that time had seen and understood this.

In the sweet period of friendship, Qichuan and Cheche were inseparable. They watched cartoons, cartoons, visited the night market, took beautiful stickers and chatted in bed all night. In short, they did everything that good friends could do together.

Even when their friendship is gradually cooling down, they will still do the above things, but the interval is getting longer and longer, which gradually produces some friction.

What kind of feelings don't need running-in? Often only in this way can the relationship get better and better, and the feelings between the two will get deeper and deeper.

Until after graduating from college, Saichuan continued to maintain a good friend relationship with Cheche with this idea.

This is the fourteenth year that Qichuan and Cheche met. Unexpectedly, after two "seven-year itch", their friendship ushered in an unavoidable crisis.

A little thing in the eyes of many people completely awakened Qianchuan. That experience taught her a truth. If you want to see someone clearly, you can take a trip together.

Yes, just as this friendship lasted 14 years, the two of them took a short trip for two days and one night, and the destination was a nearby seaside attraction. Hotels, tickets and romantic dinners are all booked. As long as they leave with a happy mood and come back with good memories, all this is perfect enough.

Unfortunately, things are far from as simple as Kikukawa imagined.

At that time, the car had just been hurt emotionally, and she wanted to watch the sea and relax. Unexpectedly, this trip brought "emotional injury" to Qichuan-injury from friendship.

"Don't shoot me, I have a lot of acne recently and my skin condition is not very good."

At that time, Qichuan often worked overtime, with great pressure and lack of sleep. The whole person's state is not very good, and she is not a person who likes taking pictures. Seeing the car and the car holding a mobile phone to find the angle, Qichuan specially reminded her.

"I'm not filming you."

Not long after this sentence was thrown out, Che Che asked Qi Chuan a question: "How many years have we known each other?"

"It's been about ten years. I haven't calculated it carefully. "

Sitting in the opposite car typing on the mobile phone, after a while, I put down my mobile phone and buried myself in eating.

"She shouldn't be a circle of friends?" Qianchuan's mind suddenly flashed such an idea.

She picked up her mobile phone and opened the circle of friends of Cheche. Sure enough, there is a single photo of Jichuan on it. She ate western food that night. In the photo, she holds a fork in her left hand and a knife in her right hand. Because she was photographed without knowing it, and even a little overwhelmed. Without opening it, you can see two huge pimples on her right face and corners of her mouth, and the gas color difference visible to the naked eye. The copy above is "I didn't expect this year to be ours."

If you just look at the words, this state is completely no problem, but there is really no way to ignore the existence of your photos, and even the food in front of you can no longer attract her attention.

"How did you put my candid photos in the circle of friends? Didn't I tell you not to film me? You put it where there is no P. "

"I have passed P and changed the background color. Besides, what does it matter if people who can see my circle of friends don't know you? "

Che Che confidently refuted Qi Chuan.

Look at that photo again, where there are obviously teachers, friends and classmates.

"You quickly delete this state!"

"No, this is my circle of friends."

Seven Sichuan plans to talk to the car after dinner and ask her to delete that state. The key point is to delete her photos.

After dinner, they walked back to the hotel. Qianchuan used various methods, both soft and hard, slightly positive, and joking, but the attitude shown in the car was extremely firm.

They walked into a convenience store and asked Qichuan to treat her to ice cream.

"No problem, you can delete my photo now."

If only I could delete the photos while waiting for the bus! This is a good step for both of them.

"Don't delete, hum! It's not that I can't afford ice cream. I pay for it myself. "

Seven Sichuan can't make up her mind to fight with cars, so she has to continue to endure, thinking that maybe cars will be deleted soon, or she will set her circle of friends as "visible for three days", or ...

It turns out that there is no "possibility" or "or" at all. The photo of Seven Rivers was "publicly executed" in the circle of friends of Cheche for more than a week.

"Could it be that I am too sensitive? Could it be that I care too much? It's just a picture. Let her go if she wants! But ... "

That's not true. Saikawa knows very well that no matter how sensitive or picky she is, what she always knows is "I am unhappy". The root of unhappiness is that she told Cheche not to take pictures of herself in advance. She not only took photos secretly, but even put them in a circle of friends without Saichuan's consent. Afterwards, Saichuan clearly told Cheche many times that she didn't like the state of her own photos and asked Cheche to delete them, but the result was rejected.

I asked many friends around me what they thought, but they didn't understand what was behind the car. Why do they know that their friends don't like it, but they don't take any practical actions to express their due apologies?

Several friends have said similar things to Qichuan on this matter. "Since you clearly know that you are unhappy, you should continue to let her know and pay attention. If she really cares about you as a friend, she will act as soon as possible. "

No one expected that after more than a week passed, Che neither apologized to Qichuan nor deleted his circle of friends.

Hold on, there's no need to hold on.

Everyone has his own bottom line, and the standard of this bottom line is different for different people. In the previous thirteen years, neither the car nor the car completely touched the bottom line set by Saichuan, or the bottom line set by Saichuan according to the friendship between two people was low and then low, even a few degrees lower and almost disappeared, and finally it was touched by the car and the car accurately and powerfully.

The longer the time, the more unhappy Kikukawa is. She recalled the development of their friendship from the beginning to the present. She should have found something wrong. Why did it drag on now?

On the night of the car's circle of friends, the two returned to the hotel room. They want to watch movies together, but they can't find the movie that everyone wants to see. Finally, they found one, and after reading it, they lost interest.

They want to enjoy snack time together, but Cheche doesn't like all kinds of snacks bought by Qichuan. Seven Sichuan specifically asked Cheche what she wanted to eat, and she said she didn't want to eat, so she didn't need to buy her share. Qichuan bought coconut juice that Cheche likes, and also bought some snacks, such as potato chips and wafer cakes.

"I hate eating waffles."

Looking at the potato chips and biscuits that have been torn and tasted once or twice, for a moment, Qi Chuan felt that the most annoying thing in the car was not only the wafer, but also herself. Otherwise, how could the car treat itself like this?

That night, they didn't talk all night, and the car with anti-noise earplugs in its ears couldn't hear what Saichuan said. Maybe even without earplugs, she couldn't hear what Saichuan said, because nothing is more deaf and blind than plugging her heart.

The next morning, as soon as they got out of the hotel, the car took out headphones from their bags and put them on, as if they were not good friends who went out to play together, but two strangers who happened to live in the same hotel together.

For this friendship, Che Che and Qi Chuan both paid something, but the content and degree of payment were different. In the eyes of outsiders, many times, Qi Chuan's approach can be said to be too concession. She knows how to reflect on herself too much, and always looks for reasons in herself. In the end, only seven Sichuan people made concessions and changes.

It turns out that the friendship between two people only needs one person to make concessions and changes, and it can seem to live in peace for more than ten years. What a terrible and unfair thing it is!

"You hold it for me!"

The rickshaw handed over the empty cans of coconut juice he had drunk, then her coat and then her backpack, walking on the soft beach, which made Qichuan's footsteps heavier and heavier.

"Please help yourself. These things are too heavy. I am tired. "

"You can't take it. What if you hold it for me first? I'm going to take pictures there. You can take some photos of me to make me thinner. "

Car car completely ignored Saikawa's mood, and it took her a long time to get her things back from Saikawa.

Have cars and cars done similar things before? The answer is yes.

Of the two, Saichuan will always be the one who has contributed the most and suffered the most. But until that trip, Cheche didn't always do such a thing and hold such an attitude. The bad practice and attitude of the car and the car made Qichuan suddenly wake up from the friendship of more than ten years.

"Time flies. I didn't expect that we had known each other for more than ten years. It's really not easy to maintain friendship now. This is also a happy thing. "

"I don't agree. I think the happiest time is just one or two years from the first day of junior high school. Later, it was nothing compared with that time. "

When I heard this sentence from Cheche, Nishikawa thought, Do you think you and Cheche will have a good relationship in the next eleven or twelve years? She can't imagine and can't imagine that her relationship with the car is so out of sync.

"Since it's so unpleasant, why didn't you tell me earlier? Even if you give me a hint, whether it is implied or explicit, you must tell me this fact in such a cruel and cruel way after more than ten years. "

Kikukawa just wanted to question Cheche directly, but she didn't do that.

In this relationship, it is not the first time that Saichuan feels that she is not respected and valued, but this time she wants to "wake up" herself. At this rate, Saichuan will really be completely sucked dry.

One afternoon, Qi Chuan commented under the circle of friends of Cheche: Delete this circle of friends, I am serious!

After a while, Cheche replied the word "Oh" below, and then deleted it.

This relationship should have ended long ago. Saikawa doesn't know how others are separated from others, and no one teaches her what to do.

In the past, when the car went to foreign art training, Qi Chuan kept in touch with her by relying on the landline of the grocery store downstairs. At that time, neither of them had any money, and the time for chatting was limited by the amount of money in hand.

"When will you finish the special training?"

"It's still a long way off! I eat instant noodles every day here, and I will start my technical exam soon. I am worried that I can't go on. "

"No, you are too talented. The art teacher saw this from the first grade. You can do it. "

Later, when they got PHS, they would contact each other by SMS. Because the telephone bill is too expensive, Qichuan will still use the landline of the grocery store when making long-distance calls.

Later, Che Che and Qi Chuan both went to college and had smart phones in their hands, mainly relying on the voice chat function on WeChat to keep in touch. After work, they still contact mainly through WeChat.

There is no need for them to keep in touch now.

Qi Chuan deleted Cheche's WeChat, Cheche's mobile phone number, her QQ number and Cheche's friends on Alipay. By chance, Qichuan found that Cheche was still on her Taobao friends list, and she did not hesitate to delete it.

From beginning to end, Che Che never contacted Qi Chuan once, and never expressed any doubt or opposition to this unilateral breakup.

Kikukawa doesn't know what's on her mind. She was depressed for a long time, and then she gradually came to her senses.

Such parting does not make Saichuan sad. She should be happy and comfortable, but she has never had such close friends in her life. After all, in the other party's view, Saichuan's good friend only existed for a year or two.

Let's stop here! We'll never see each other again, car car!

This is Saichuan's long-awaited departure.