The humble suitor’s final emotional summary

A letter

Hello, baby

First I want to say "I'm sorry" to you. I need to add a title to my homework video. I was looking for a template on Baidu Netdisk. I don’t know what curiosity drove me to click on your backup photo and say “I’m sorry” to you again. I saw something I shouldn’t have seen. Those photos may be things you never want me to see, or maybe you want to wait a few years before notifying me. But no need, I watched it! To borrow a sentence from Zhou Yangqing, "I just watched it, but luckily I did." I think I have a strong ability to collect information, so after looking at some of the photos, I roughly understood what was going on. To be honest, I am very sad. The following letter is written to you. It was definitely not written impulsively or out of calmness. I am very calm now. The following letter is my stand for a suitor who has liked you for a long time. I wrote this from my perspective. First, let me talk about my feelings after seeing those photos.

Let’s talk about right and wrong first. From the perspective of “love ethics”, you have nothing wrong. You are right. I am very happy that you are with your favorite senior “Brother Bing”. He loves you, you love him, and I bless you. I'm glad that you were able to quickly find someone else you liked after breaking up with me to make up for the trauma I caused you. But this is my understanding of men as a man. Does your "Brother Bing" really love you sincerely? I have the following two reasons: First, he flirted with you before we broke up, and stayed with you for several months after the breakup. Does he really like you, or does he want your appearance? Is such a man really reliable? Aren't you afraid that he will treat you the same as his ex-girlfriend later in the relationship? Secondly, I saw in your brief chat history that because some of your words touched his bottom line, he told you that he loves you and loves you, but you can't talk nonsense. In my opinion, this is problematic. Have you really achieved heart-to-heart communication? Are people who truly love each other bound to be together? On another level, it can also be seen that he may have machismo. If you are together, Will this kind of bottom-line thinking definitely lead to happiness in the future? Of course, I don't deny that he is very careful and takes care of you. He still likes you very much. In my opinion, he does better than me. Everyone has shortcomings, and I ask you to treat them rationally.

From a small aspect, you are wrong about "to other suitors in your relationship". I have always known that there are always many people pursuing you, and among them there may be people who liked you during the art exam training together. That man (the one without a chin, I forgot his name) or the "fatty" who has been in love with you for a long time, as well as all the suitors you have had since childhood, and of course, me. From what I found of your private photos, at least your attitude towards Xiaopang and me is very wrong. The reasons are as follows: First, I know that Xiaopang has liked you for a long time, but I did not reject it forcefully. Instead, I accepted his kindness to you (the same is true for me). At this time, I feel that Xiaopang is my comrade with the same destiny. Second, you cheated on me (and of course your sister). I once noticed that you had a boyfriend after we broke up, but I didn’t believe myself. I asked your sister specifically, and she told me: You don’t have a boyfriend. Of course in the end , I asked you again if you had a boyfriend, and you said: No (in fact, according to the time of the photo, you did already have a boyfriend at that time, and you were passionately in love). However, I believed you, and of course I still believe it to this day. I don’t understand why you lied to me. You can have a partner, but there is no need to lie to me. I foolishly kept the promise I made to you after we broke up: "No long-distance relationship. I will go there after my senior year." Looking for you, we will be together until we are ninety-nine. "After we broke up, I have been working hard to make progress, to become a good person, and I am working hard without any distractions. You are in love with someone else. . . . . . Sorry, this may just be my wishful thinking, and I took what I thought to be what you thought. Anyway, you were wrong to lie to me that you were not in love. Also, you didn’t go to Mount Tai with your roommate, but with him. I dreamed about Mount Tai’s stairs yesterday, maybe because I missed him. . . .

Forget it, this lie is based on the first lie, so I won’t go into it, but why don’t you make those photos public? Is there something hidden? Do you want others to continue to pursue you and enjoy the kindness that your pursuers treat you? Or is it just hidden from me? I'm confused~ I believe you are not a bad girl, and I also believe that you just feel that you haven't made it public yet.

Tell me about my feelings and knowledge of you. I would like to reiterate that there is nothing false in this letter. It is all what I want to say to you most, and it all represents my sincerity. First of all, the first impression. I have said it countless times, but I will continue to say it here. The first time I met you was the first day you came to Jinbang. I was standing in the south row and I was in the north. I secretly photographed you (I coveted your cuteness and long legs, hahahaha, it’s true!). From now on, I’ll be in the same group with you as much as possible. When you go to Nanjing to take the exam, our QQ chat never ends. Intermittent. The first "date" was to go as a team to register for the train certificate. After registration, the two of us walked together. Later, when I came to the Art Examination, I fell in love with you even more. I still remember that in Jinan we ate a big piece of meat called Chaos. You gave me all the meat, and you took a bite of Chaos and asked me to eat the rest (oh my God, As a country bumpkin, I have never seen such a scene. After all, there was no proper love at that time. I still understand whether men and women kiss each other, especially indirect kisses. However, I still took it. After all, I can't give up the free bargain, hahaha ), after eating Chaos, you asked me which school I wanted to go to, and I said, I want to go to the same school as you. When it was time to take the exam at Sanming College, I clearly remember you helping me line up (I took the photo all morning, thank you for your hard work!). When I arrived at the Sanming School exam room at noon, you said that the morning exam was over. I bought you some bread on the way (one of them was walnut bread to help you replenish your brain, haha). When I brought it to you, it was divided by the classmates next to you. I remember Zhang Qiqi tore off a big piece. , and then you only get a very small amount (at that time, I thought to myself, this is what I gave to you! I really don’t want to give it to anyone, because my love for you is selfish). Then we went to Weifang to take the exam together. On the train, there was a red bottle of jasmine tea. You took a sip and said it was delicious and let me try it. (The free advantage came again, I had to take advantage of it, right? Hahaha, I drank it) The classmate Fang Zenghui sitting across from us was stunned and ate our dog food ruthlessly. When we were waiting for the exam in the middle school playground in Weifang, you said you were tired, and then you lay on my lap to rest. I blocked the sun for you and looked down at you. Your face looked particularly beautiful through the sunlight. At that time , I thought about it a lot, and I remembered that you were always stupid, unable to tell the way, and did things without a plan. I really fell in love with you. At that time, I wanted to protect you all the time (at least I am a little smarter than you) ,whee,-.-). Also, we had pan noodles in Weifang, and we really want to go back for another meal. The Art Examination is over and the 100-day countdown to the College Entrance Examination has begun. Do you still remember that I woke you up at 4:30 every morning to study together for a long time? You are so awesome, and of course I am also awesome, hahahaha. Remember, I checked your college entrance examination results for you. You are really a lucky person. Of course, this is also the result of your hard work! After the college entrance examination, I confessed my love to you in the square, but you didn't agree www (I even yelled to shout louder, but you stopped me = =). During the three-month holiday, you went to work in a Jiaodong dumpling shop to earn money. The money for the mobile phone. At that time, I had a new understanding of you. You are able to endure hardships, you are motivated, you know how to share the worries of your parents, and you are filial. You are so good-looking. You can't find such a good girl even if you hold a lantern. Arrived! I met you, I'm lucky, I decided to chase you slowly. Maybe it’s because we don’t have enough fate. I want to go to the same school as you so much, but our universities are 1,500 kilometers apart. On your first Christmas in college, I prepared a small gift for you, which seemed to impress you. During the winter vacation, we often "date". I still remember that time on the top of East Lake Hill, you asked me, "Who am I?" ".

Fool, I gave you the answer the next day, you are my girlfriend! I confessed my love and you agreed! I can finally love you legitimately (you may not know that on the day I confessed my love to you, I got up early, sent gifts to a friend’s house near the KTV house, and went to Triangle Garden to buy flowers, specially bought Plastic flower, because my love for you will never fade, it has not faded now, and it will never fade, because I have identified with you in this life, hahaha). Then we went to Jinan to accompany your sister on her art exam. After we fell in love in Jinan, the first thing that touched me the most was when I finished drying your hair in the hotel and you stood in the corner crying. I asked Why, you said, were you reluctant to let me go after the winter vacation. At that moment, I didn’t cry on the surface, but you made me cry. At that moment, I knew that you loved me. It was the first time I met a girl because she loved me. Crying, at that moment, I recognized that you are my forever. Then the day before leaving school, you made Coca-Cola chicken wings for me, along with a letter that I was not allowed to open and a pack of toilet paper with the word "福" (that was the first time a girl made something for me, and later I found out that you also made it Twice, that was the first time a girl cooked something for me, and at that moment I recognized you for the rest of my life). This was also the second time you touched me. You are really a little fairy who knows how to love people! Needless to say, I was moved for the third time. Yes, it was the calendar and the newspaper. The box showed your full intention and it was a surprise every time you opened it, not to mention the handmade calendar. , it really moved me to tears! (I have always kept those things. The reply calendar has been written down, but... before I had time to read it,... we broke up. I kept all the things, including the pack of toilet paper with the word "福" and the birthday I didn’t let my roommate touch the gift box. Later, I cut the box open and took it home to treasure. I never allowed my roommate to touch the snacks you gave me. As I said, my love for you is selfish. So far I still have one pack of Wangzai milk left, hee hee). We have been together for just half a year, and three-quarters of it was in different places. Only half of the winter vacation was our love time. I often feel that God is unfair to us. I love you so much, and you love me too. I, however, made us live in different places again and again, and the only time we existed was only for a short two weeks. I think if we were not in a different place, we would not be separated and we would be together for a long time. So after we broke up, I made that "voluntary" promise to you: "There will be no long-distance relationship. I will go find you after my senior year and we will be together until we are ninety-nine." (Screenshot of the promise, after we broke up. I have always been reluctant to delete the chat history. If you want to see it, I always have it here!) After we broke up, I went to Suning, where you were teaching, to look for you. When you didn’t see me, I cried in the hotel and wrote it down for you. That promise of "self-willingness". I summed up the reasons for the breakup. The main reason is that I am not mature enough and do not understand girls' hearts. It is the repeated quarrels in different places that break your heart. So after the breakup, I allowed myself to grow up step by step. I didn’t want to be the same as my roommates, and I worked hard to improve myself. I just wanted to change myself and make myself better, so that I could be the one I couldn’t find even with a lantern on. However, I have overlooked one thing, that is, the promise I made to you was only unilateral and my wishful thinking. Until now, I have been treating you well and thinking that you still like me, which is also my wishful thinking. Now, I want to use your words to ask you: "Who am I to you?" So your little unilateral deception is very harmful to me. Now that you have someone you like, you should tell me not to let me keep holding on to an "empty fantasy" and stupidly work hard for it. I am so tired and my love is humble.

Now let me talk about the advantages I think I have. I am attentive and take care of people (as others say). It is true that I am good to you, and it is also true that I take good care of you. I hope you will feel this over the years. Yes, I am responsible and willing to work hard. This is what I need to find a man. I dare to say that I have these! Although I'm not handsome, I'm not too handsome either. Haha, I'm narcissistic. I have a lot of shortcomings. I can't say sweet words, I can't flirt, and I'm too lazy to flirt, because I've only recognized you for a long time.

Although in my three years of college, I had two seniors first, and then another one hinted at me, and there was another one who was chasing after me asking about WeChat, hehe, he didn’t give me (don’t criticize, tell the truth, let’s be narcissistic, hahaha , there are many, many more people pursuing you than me) So I am still single, let myself improve, and wait for you after graduation. However, knowing that today I accidentally opened your photo backup out of curiosity (sorry again), my "fantasy dream" was ultimately self-willed. Let me say it again, you are not wrong, you just made a few mistakes that deceived me. Thank you again for having you, baby!

I don’t blame you, and you have nothing to blame. I was really upset after seeing the photo. After calming down, I wanted to give you my true words over the years. My feelings for you are endless in my memory, but now I still write to you. After all, I am not good to everyone. You are the only exception. It has a special meaning. This letter can be regarded as Let me sum up my feelings for you. I'm still a little angry. I have been chasing you for two years, but you let Li Tongzhen catch you in two months! ! ! ? To be honest, I really envy him for those portraits and backgrounds.

In addition, I will give you a final "teaching lesson". If you decide that your current boyfriend is not considering me and another "fat man" or other pursuits, please break off the relationship cleanly. , for the good of you and others.

We are all adults and always face choices. If you still have feelings for me and want to promise my vow to you, please send me a text message saying "a heart". I will continue to hold on and wait for you. If you don't want to commit, just treat me like a willing fool and text me "a skull" back. It can be regarded as the end of our unclear relationship over the years. This letter is all my true words. I don’t know if you understand it or not. Anyway, I wrote it. This letter is for this purpose. Whether we start a new beginning or end here depends entirely on your decision. This is not to force you, nor is it to put you in a dilemma. We are all adults. We should have goals in doing things and stop being confused. Think carefully and please get back to me within this week.

(It’s daybreak outside, and I actually wrote a letter all night long. I am sincere in my sincerity. Please do! Answer! Answer! Reply to the text message

I would like to write this letter ( Again, no lies)

From a humble pursuer

April 29, 2020, 5:20 am

(Don’t show it to anyone! Please give me some respect for my efforts. I don’t want my feelings for you to become a joke in other people’s mouths. It’s best to delete it after reading it)