Read the text messages, right?

This is not right, but it is not necessary. I've done this stupid thing before. I always feel stupid, but I can't help it. I just secretly read my boyfriend's text message. I feel insecure. I'm afraid someone will take him away. In fact, when I told him later, he wouldn't say anything about me. My own mobile phone is always lost. I don't know if he will watch it at that time ... and I am really insecure. Now I don't watch it ... in fact, I always knew how stupid it was to do so, and it might make him hate me. I also communicated with him. He said you can read it if you want, but don't delete the message ... Now I really don't want to read it, maybe after that doubt period ... I think your boyfriend will get better after a while ... He is too afraid that you will be taken away by others!