I took care of my ex-wife when she was ill and my wife went to the hospital to make trouble. After I left, I received a short message, and I was disappointed with my feelings. What should I do?

My ex-wife's name is Fang Fen, and we got married in our twenties, when we were young and impulsive. My ex-wife was pregnant before marriage, and we didn't get married until my daughter was one year old, but the marriage only lasted four years. When my daughter was five years old, we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce for various reasons, but as I grew older, I felt more and more sorry for my ex-wife.

Two years after my divorce, I married my present wife Lili. She is four years younger than me and spends a lot of money. Almost all her monthly salary is spent on cosmetics and clothes, and she never does housework. At first, I took a fancy to her beauty, but after I got married, I thought it was more important for a woman to be virtuous and keep a house. In the fourth year of divorce, my ex-wife suddenly fainted, and my daughter called me in despair, but sometimes a series of things touched me deeply.

After the onset of Illicium verum, I quickly took her to the hospital. Looking at the woman I once loved, I am almost skinny now, and my heart is very sad. I went through the hospitalization formalities for my ex-wife, took her for various tests, and saw her fall asleep gradually after receiving treatment, only to find that my clothes were soaked. At this moment, I remembered my daughter who had been sitting quietly on the bench in front of the door. I hugged her and comforted her not to worry.

Looking at the eight or nine-year-old villain in front of me, I suddenly remembered that Fangfen was born prematurely. After she was born, the doctors worried about whether she would survive. Her ex-wife didn't give up taking care of her, and now her daughter is thriving. But after all, I am still a child. Looking at my sleeping mother, my daughter asked me with tears: "What happened to my mother? Will it be okay? I am so scared! " I don't know how to answer her. I can only hold her and wipe her tears.

A few days later, Fangfen underwent surgery, and she stayed in this city alone. I don't trust, stay with her in the hospital. At that time, I told my wife about this situation and she agreed. But what I didn't expect was that a few days later, when I was delivering food to my ex-wife, I heard a vicious scolding from the ward: "You bitch, why did you bring this leprechaun?" Still want to destroy our family? You don't even look at your disgusting face! "When I rushed in, I saw my wife pointing at my ex-wife and daughter and abusing them!

I took my wife away, and she questioned me at the hospital gate: "You didn't buy me more than 1,000 bags I saw last time. Why do you want to help this woman pay more than 20 thousand for surgery? " I immediately understood the source of my wife's anger. I'm not jealous, just because I didn't buy her a bag. I took out my bank card and sent my wife away. When I returned to the ward, my ex-wife drove me away with a livid face and transferred the operation fee to me when I left!

I feel uncomfortable looking at the bank information in my mobile phone. I didn't cherish a good woman, and now I can't control my marriage. I'm really lost in the emotional world. What should I do?