May 2020.1blessing message

Happy birthday

I am a person who suddenly felt sad in the Spring and Autumn Period. Sitting in the car, my mother, my father, me, my father's friend and my mother's mother, I felt a little happy, and then I felt a little miserable.

Yesterday, I said that my friend has a sense of ceremony, and I think I am also a person with a sense of ceremony. Because of the sense of ceremony, we will have a lot of expectations, just like I always want to receive blessings at twelve o'clock. I expect my friends will not leave every year, but it seems that there will be a ten-minute difference every time? How many minutes? Or a minute? That's all. I used to feel sad, but now I may expect more. Just as everyone asks me if I want to eat cake, I will be happier if I receive it.

I made an agreement with myself that when I grow up to be one year old again this year, I will completely let go of the injuries I can't accept and the protective measures I took for myself. I really don't care about those words. After the ceremony of blessing myself, I clicked on their heads and pressed the green button. I don't know if I will adapt, but I hope I can let go of my troubles.

Get up too early, sum up last year.

Last year was a whole year. I had a good time, worked hard and lived a hard life.

Every time I change my name, life is a thing of the past.

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? Sometimes I really don't know whether I go to school from Monday to Friday or one two three four five six seven …

20 19. 1 1.4

I really don't want to leave my warm bed.

20 19. 1 1.5

Xiaobei likes it very much. I might need one.

20 19. 1 1.6

I didn't say what I should have said. It was all my stupidity.

20 19. 1 1.7

Be confident and you will be brave.

20 19. 1 1. 1 1

I'm afraid to think carefully. My memory has been getting better recently.

Once you have a good memory, you like to think and care.

20 19. 1 1.2 1

It's a bad thing and a bad thing.

I hope everything is over and there is a good beginning.

20 19. 1 1.23

I just didn't think I would miss deja vu more.

2020.2.23

It's not that I want to abandon this software, but that it wants to abandon me. I don't want to write when I want to, and then I forget yesterday (smiling face)

2020.3. 1

The circle is too small, I will do what you think.

No struggle, no compromise, no concern.

2020.3. 13

If you don't do your nails, you will die.

But everything will be broken by the routine of life. bang

2020.3. 15

Now I write down the date every time I write it.

Because I have no idea what day it is.

I think I'm a little nostalgic, but those who give up their lives are not doing well. Occasionally, I will dig out letters written by people I don't like, and I will also see key chains given to me by people I like. The blank book I bought many years ago is not a nostalgia for these people and things, but I probably think that they are all my past but still there.

I have a bear doll for more than ten years. Today, I looked up and it was about to be washed away. This is my birthday present. I loved it then. Now maybe it's just an old thing, a cushion and a pillow? But I still like it very much, not this item, but the meaning and happiness at that time, so I still can't bear to throw it away …

I always feel that nothing is nothing …

I found that my life state is

Want to be carefree and conceited.

Contrary to my ideal. Tut tut tut.

2020.3. 18

What kind of chaotic dream is this?

All kinds of characters appear in their work and love at the same time.

Oh, by the way, there is also a star slot in the idol.

You must have no idea who the star I'm chasing subconsciously is.

I don't know what to say. Do you really need it? [supercilious look]

I really want to see if there is any gain in the following plot.

Don't say there is still some logic running through it.

2020.3.29

Brush to the variety show and find that today is Saturday.

Pull down and find that it is the end of the month.

I didn't expect another month to pass so quickly.

I hope I will get sick soon and miss my children.

I recently read Late Night Bookstore.

I don't know why I just want to write cry.

Hey hey hey hey hey. ...

2020.3.29

Five minutes out, two hours seriously ill.

2020.4.4

I thought about turning my head black.

Then I found it was black and white.

2020.5.4

I really hate these. Send me WeChat.

People who don't reply to my wechat anymore

Don't send it to me, okay? Very annoying.

2020.5.6

It's not that nails grow slowly, but that you don't like the color enough.

2020.6.3

Ah!

2020.6.6

Sometimes I really worry about others telling me stories.

Not unwilling to listen, but afraid.

I can't help but react, but I understand what this has to do with you.

Other people's lives belong to others.

But I still can't help gossiping, hahahahahahaha.

There are worries and worries, which are quite difficult and difficult to grasp.

2020.6.8

I saw a retired man today.

Judging from her daily tone and self-confidence, as well as the evaluation of leaders, she always feels that she is the kind of woman who is in control of the overall situation, methodical and pressing step by step.

The absent people who have been re-made in recent days actually seem to have disappeared into the field of vision, with a good sense of existence …

So, in fact, are we indispensable to anyone, things and things …

Time and blinking are different things.

Actually, I seem to understand her feelings very well.

She is afraid to talk to me about what I think of her.

But it's still good for me

Actually, I didn't. I just said something I should have said.

I must always know where I stand.

But I can really accept it.

Because it really has nothing to do with me. I don't care.

So you really don't need to care too much.

So I always said that I don't like other people's secrets very much.

Although I am also a person who really wants to hear stories.

2020.6. 17

Whenever I am awakened by an alarm, I get upset.

Complaints from people who don't sleep well

2020.6.20

10:26 I found that I especially like to look at my watch at this time.

Happy birthday, whether in the morning or in the evening.

It's another day of mixed food and death ... yes ~

2020.6.2 1

I found something happened the next day.

I'm sure insomnia is annoying.

2020.6.29

I'm just thinking about how to attract children to like it so much.

Because of closeness, because of equality, because of love.

I find myself a relatively rational person.

Like I always say, I'm cold-blooded.

There will be emotions, but rationality is mostly a little before sensibility.

Everything is slowly stabilizing.

2020.6.30

Often? I spent some time with you, and then

Take someone who is too mysterious.

I'm too afraid of this idea because I know.

The higher you stand, the worse you fall.

The faster you climb, the easier it is to live unsteadily.

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And I always subconsciously want to destroy this myth.

Is it treason? I don't want to be bad and I don't want to be bad.

It's too hard to accept. Haha, okay

I admit that I am a rain or shine person.

2020.7.6

What should I do if I am really angry?

I keep telling myself to control my emotions.

No big deal.

This can't solve any problems, and it will also affect each other.

But I'm still angry. Oh, nameless fire

2020.7. 15

I find that I am the kind of person who is called a similar contradiction.

If you say no, your body will go first.

I like to complain, but I don't want to trouble others.

Seriously, my thumb hurts too much.

But I really didn't react at that time.

2020.7. 18

I find that I don't believe it more and more.

Other people's promises and agreements to me

2020.7.22

I am unhappy. I am sad. That kind of unhappiness

Suddenly I feel that my father is quite eloquent.

Many people say I can talk.

I always thought my mother and I were the same kind.

Speak straight or not.

Although it is true.

But it seems that I have learned to beat around the bush more.

2020.7.23

"The more you ask others, the more trouble you get."

I suddenly felt relieved, as if something had broken with a bang.

2020.6.28

If you are as calm as water, you will be happy but not sad or worried.

What's the point? ...

The happiness that a person can bring you.

Probably let you adapt to many habits invisibly.

Whether it's a passive or active attempt

2020.8. 1

I want to know that it will take half a year in a blink of an eye.

I will never curl my long hair.

My heart can be longer.

It's too hot and obsessed to cut the big waves.

Nima nima nima

I am really angry! I just don't think such people can communicate! I'm really upset! Talk well and don't listen, and you will be bored if you talk too much. Why people all over the world don't want to get along with you for no reason! what can I do? It is tolerance again and again, and life is like this! Life makes us compromise our temper again and again! It's redundant to tell anyone! But if I don't tell you, I feel like I'm suffocating! I am so angry!

2020.8.2

I don't want anyone, because I will be jealous.

When I was young, I lost my temper when I was angry. When I get older, I will calm down first and unconsciously learn to be patient. Maybe I just want to be tacit, maybe because I'm afraid of making mistakes.

2020.8.6

I know all the ways in the world

I didn't want to do this, but now I do it subconsciously.

If I'm really angry, that's what you said.

You said I would leave, and I wouldn't stay.

2020.8.7

Vulnerable population

I want to repay when I am grateful, but we are unable to repay many favors.

2020.8. 1 1

It's too hard for me to say.

She really put a lot of pressure on me.

But I seldom elaborate on this pressure.

2020.8. 12

I feel horrible. I'm really scared

I have been looking forward to this heavy rain all morning.

I carved it when I was out.

I want to explain my feelings, but I'm afraid I forgot.

Or the next moment, the words don't convey the meaning.

Sure enough, I forgot.

Every passerby around you

I'll teach you a skill ~

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2020.8. 13

There are a group of aunts and grandfathers sitting in the room. I am very embarrassed. I called my fifth aunt and my old aunt wrong, and for a moment I was speechless. I really don't know

My fifth aunt said she didn't know me. I said she might be fat, but she said she was fat. ? (Actually, there is no need to be so sure. )

My old aunt said I was pretty, and I was thin and tall when I was young.

Everyone was crying, so it caused each other's sadness. I sat in the next room, listening to my fifth aunt crying the loudest. She remembered her sadness. She said she couldn't get through that hurdle. She said that she didn't sleep the night before. He held her hand for help and she said she felt sorry for him. Through a wall, the sound of her crying and talking made my eyes a little uncomfortable. It is very rare and difficult to draw a picture all one's life.

I think my mother is very cute.

2020.5. 15

I didn't even read it in the end, which made me feel at ease. Although I think what I did was wrong or bad, I found that I might really not care about that selfish guy. I am the only one who didn't shed a tear, except that I didn't feel lost because I didn't watch it, because I was outside my circle.

I hope I can keep going, live without pain and die without worry.

2020.8. 16

I seem to be a little anorexic again

It's so annoying. My mind has never responded to my physical emotions at a high level.

I just don't understand this.

2020.8.20

I think everyone will have it, but gradually everyone will not do it. If you do too much, you are afraid of being annoyed by others, but you are too lazy to deal with it yourself. However, in life, you will give more or less. The accumulation of all your brains is also sharing.

Slowly, we stopped talking, slowly, we lost our circle of friends, and slowly learned to digest trivial matters ... Fortunately, after all these things have passed, I can still talk, and I am grateful that there are people around me who can make you respond and give me a little warmth.

2020.8.23

Sometimes I want to turn what I think into Schrodinger's cat.

2020.8.25

Be happy, don't worry.

2020.8.27

But I just can't bear to ...

Just like every time his father left when he was a child. ...

Although it may not be as much as before.

But I still think it is mine. I can't be bullied

2020.9. 1

Sometimes I don't know if I should praise it.

Later, I thought others might not like my appearance.

Forget it, forget it, there is no need to disturb.

Then my mother was thinking.

Ask me if I eat watermelon.

I said I haven't decided yet.

She said, then I won't eat you.

Then how can I be persuaded? I'll decide yes!

2020.9.2

If you talk too much, you will lose. If you talk too much, you will be worried.

2020.9.3

Happy, happy.

2020.9.6

I suddenly want to talk about constellations. I've always wanted to write a story about myself and the constellation, and I've also recorded some half-life memories, but I've never finished it intermittently. Let's talk about the constellation around me first …

I like Cancer's sentimentality and patience.

I like Pisces, naive, romantic and kind.

I like Virgo's inner mirror.

I like Sagittarius to be bohemian and love freedom.

I also like Scorpio. Love and hate are clear. I really care.

In fact, what's wrong and bad? What is the goodwill?

Looking forward to knowing more constellations …

2020. 10. 1 1

Prepare to be a good girl.

2020. 10. 12

I am easily disappointed, and I will think twice before you do anything small. You will forget the pain every once in a while, so don't expect it!