Baby, don't cry

If one day my life comes to an end, I hope my final destination is your arms. In this way, even if I drink Meng Po Tang, I can still find you with warm memories in your arms in the afterlife.

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1.

On the night of my wedding, I was lying in Chen Si's arms and suddenly asked him this question: "Chen Si, if one day we are old and dying, what do you want to be your final destination?"

As soon as the words came out, I felt a little regretful. How can I say such unlucky words on the big day? I wanted to tell Chen Si not to answer, but I was able to stop him in the future. Chen Si even smiled and said, "If one day my life comes to an end, I hope my final destination is your arms. In this way, even if I drink Meng Po Tang, I can still find you with warm memories in your arms in the afterlife. "

I can still clearly see Chen Si's expression in the dim light. He is so sincere. Although he said it with a smile, it shocked my soul greatly. At that moment, I thought I was the happiest woman in the world ...

Chen Si is a very considerate man. When I first met him, I thought he was a silly man. We were introduced by our classmates, and we didn't think

could fall in love and get married at that time. Sometimes fate is so wonderful that it is doomed to escape. Later, despite the opposition of my family and the dissuasion of my friends, I decided to marry him. At that time, his salary was only one-third of mine, and he was only an employee of a small company. There is no house, let alone a car. Some are

maybe just that tenderness. However, I was very satisfied. At that time, what I needed was the gentleness that this money and material could not match.

We have been married for a year, and we have been living in the staff apartment of our company. At that time, he was too embarrassed to move here, and he just asked me to move there. But it turns out that the scale and various benefits of our company are not comparable to that of his small company. I can apply for two rooms and one living room here, but he only has one room and one living room, so he finally moved in. He and I have been planning to sell a house of our own, a big one, so we don't have any complaints about living in an apartment now. After all, the price is so high that we just want to arrange our life properly.

As the days go by, I used to think that plain is the true meaning of love, but Chen Si's idea that gentleness and stupidity is his connotation has quietly changed. I even feel a little sad now. After marriage, daily necessities replaced the romance when I fell in love. Day-to-day life seems to be a torment, and I begin to wonder whether this marriage is heading for happiness.

Although I didn't tell Chen Si about my sadness and feelings, I wish he could feel it. Not for me, but for himself. I want him to understand that we can't go on like this, otherwise both his sharpness and toughness will disappear. But Chen Si seems oblivious. He still wants to be the same as before, and seems to be in good spirits. His writing style is very good, so he writes some manuscripts after work and occasionally earns less. But it's not as good as my half-month bonus, but he wants to be satisfied. Buy some fish and cook some side dishes for me. It's a pity that my mouth no longer smells of happiness.

I met Xiang Yu at a company management party, and it was at that time that he first came into my world. However, I haven't realized that my world has changed, just like my marriage. I sat alone on the dance floor that night, and the pressure of work and the fatigue of life made me have no spirit. After pushing off several invited colleagues in succession, he appeared. At that time, I was attracted by his magnetic voice before I saw his face. He smiled and said to me, "Miss, can you dance a song? I want to know whether the most beautiful thing tonight is this music or you in front of me?" I didn't refuse this time. He and I danced gently on the dance floor. The confused figure makes me dizzy, and I just want this song. He whispered in my ear, "Georgie! Marketing department, right? "

I'm a little surprised. Although my contacts in the company are ok, it's not that anyone in the top of hundreds of people knows me. Looking up at him, he is not very tall, about 1.75 meters. A silver suit, very decent and conspicuous. About thirty years old, a mature and determined face. "Is it strange? Not only do I know your name, but I also know your education and your place of origin. Of course, I also know your marital status. Because I am your incoming boss, my name is Zhang Xiangyu. "

At the end of the song, he whispered in my ear, "You are the only woman who danced with me tonight, and you told me that the most beautiful thing tonight is not the music, but you." With that, he turned and left, leaving me alone beside the dance floor. And there was a loss in my heart, but it was immediately covered up by a joy, because I was the only woman he danced with tonight. I don't know why, but I have a little pride. The satisfaction of vanity climbed into my heart after he left ...

It was already one o'clock in the morning when I got home. Originally, Xiang Yu said he would see me off, but I refused. I don't know whether it's a wife's responsibility to her husband or I don't want him to know that I live in a staff apartment. Chen Si hasn't slept yet. When I came back, he immediately put down his pen and pushed the manuscript aside. Turned around and brought out a bowl of Yangchun noodles from the kitchen. "Wife, this is your favorite ..."

"Yangchun Face?" I interrupted him, but Chen Si didn't seem to expect this. Because in the past, when he gave me a face, I would say, "Honey, you are so good." But I don't know what happened today. I seem to be a different person. I didn't give Chen Si a good look when I entered the room, and then I went on to say, "What else can you do except cook noodles and write?" Chen Si's face suddenly changed. Looking at his steaming face, he suddenly felt wrong. What happened to me? "I'm sorry, husband, I'm too tired, and things are bothering me at work." Xiang Yu smiled again when he saw me say this. He touched his nose with his hand and said, "Wife, please rest quickly, don't be exhausted." I felt a little guilty when I watched him put down his hand and go to the bedroom to make the bed. Chen Si was always good to me from falling in love to getting married over the years, but I was already bored.

2.

During my working days in the company and Xiang Yu, I found that he is a man with strong ability and great courage. He is always so confident that his colleagues like him very much, especially a few unmarried female college students, who rush to his office in fear, but he seems to take good care of me. Tomorrow is the weekend, and Xiang Yu sent me a message when I was about to get off work. When I got home, Chen Si told me cheerfully that he would have a rest tomorrow, just in time for the 1th anniversary of the establishment of Huxi Park, which was open to visitors free of charge. I said apologetically, "My colleagues will have a party tomorrow afternoon, and I have promised." Chen Si was disappointed, but he immediately said to have fun and pay attention to safety.

Wall Street Hotel is a five-star hotel located in the city center, and all the people who come in and out here are successful people in society. Xiang Yu invited me to eat here, so I was lucky enough to be here.

I saw Xiang Yu from a long distance. He was wearing a black suit. When I walked to the front, he actually motioned for me to carry his arm, and I was a little callous. When he said it was polite, the manners of westerners.

I didn't know what luxury is until I walked into this Wall Street hotel with him. Golden court wall, five or six-story shed roof, bright ground like a mirror, pure piano music ...

People here are all high-level people except service personnel. Most of them are foreigners, and I heard English, French and so on. Xiang Yu and I sit in a window seat. It's very secluded here. We can see other people, but it's hard for others to notice us.

at first, we talked about our work and hobbies. Later, after a few glasses of red wine, we began to talk about our school days and my marriage. Xiang Yu said with a smile, "I watched you all the time on the dance floor that day. Your quiet posture is like a perfect work of art, which all men deserve to appreciate." This made me even more dizzy, but I felt good. Xiang Yu suddenly took my hand and said, "I envy your husband. If I had a beautiful wife like you, I would not let her white hands become rough.". I want to make her happy ...

Xiang Yu's words made me a little flustered. I subconsciously took back my hand and said, "I'm not as good as you think, I'm just an ordinary woman. I have a husband and a happy family. "After that, I got up and left, but Xiang Yu grabbed my hand again, and it was so strong that I couldn't come. Xiang Yu said, "Georgie, don't lie to yourself. You are unhappy and confused. Your eyes tell me that you need someone who can understand your sorrow. Please give me a chance if you can. " I sat down and cried at my desk. Xiang Yu stroked my hair and said, "Georgie doesn't cry, don't you still have me?" I looked at him too much, and then nodded.

we didn't leave the hotel until the night climbed into the city. It's just that I didn't go home, but went to Xiang Yu's.

A person who was confused about marriage was rekindled by an unmarried man.

Third,

In the following days, Xiang Yu and I were like men and women in love. I used to hate going to work, but now I hate going home. I will take Xiang Yu's arm out of all kinds of high-end places, and I will tie a tie for him. All this was so real, but I was in a trance like a dream and never woke up. I didn't go home that night, and Chen Si didn't ask much the next day. I just said that I had drunk too much and went to my colleague Xiao Zhao's. Later, I didn't know until I got to work. That night, Chen Si called me, but I couldn't get through. I actually called Xiao Zhao. My heart is uneasy for a day.

Chen Siming knows I lied, but why didn't he expose it? Fortunately, Xiang Yu and I are very secretive. I deleted all the messages we sent in time, and those high-end clubs are not places where Chen Si can set foot. I'm just a little relieved ...

But Chen Si's attitude towards coming home from work seems to have changed a little, I can't tell you exactly. It seems a little cold. I haven't cooked Yangchun noodles for me now. But I am also happy, because I usually eat out with Xiang Yu, and all I eat are French food, Japanese food and so on. The taste is certainly different from that of Yangchun noodles, which seems to be my favorite snack before. Slowly, when I got home, I said I was tired and wanted to rest early. And Chen Si seems too lazy to say anything. He is always laughing and writing. He and I began to enter the cold war, and the marriage gradually cracked. One day Xiang Yu and I went to a famous clothing store to measure clothes. Xiang Yu kept giving me clothes, and I planned to give him a suit, too. Xiang Yu suddenly said, "That man has been watching you for a long time." I looked up to see him, but he walked away. I looked sideways and the cloth in my hand fell to the ground. Chen Sixiao smiled

and then turned and walked away. I stood in the same place for a moment, and then I chased him out, and I cried. I don't know why just Chen Si's smile made my heart ache like a knife, but Chen Si had already disappeared at the door. At this time, Xiang Yu hugged me from behind and said, "Sooner or later, he has to know. Stop crying. Aren't you going to give me clothes?" Then he smiled and kissed me, and I pushed him away. I am angry with him for laughing! Chen Si's smile is crying, but he really laughs.

At home, I saw Chen Si sitting at the dining table smoking cigarettes, and the room smelled of cigarettes. Obviously, he didn't just smoke a few cigarettes. When Chen Si saw me coming back, he put out the cigarette and turned to turn on the air conditioner in the window. He knows that I hate the smell of smoke, and this move of his made Xiang Yu forget everything he told me and Chen Si to apportion. I cried and said, "Chen Si, I was wrong. Don't be angry." Chen Si turned to see me. I don't know if I haven't noticed his face for too long. Chen Si's originally handsome face is now full of vicissitudes. It seems that he has never had so many beards, and I don't know when he put on his old glasses again. He took off the pair I gave him and put it on the dining table. Chen Si turned his face and picked up a bowl of noodles and said, "Xiao Qi, I haven't cooked noodles for you for a long time. I'll cook them for you again today." My eyes were wet, I sat on the ground feebly, and I burst into tears. Tired of crying, I got up and went to the bed, then lay on it and hugged Chen Si and said, "Honey, I was wrong. Believe me, let's start over." Chen Si moved aside and said, "Aren't you always tired? Ok, go to bed early, I have to write a manuscript. " I tried to hold his hand and let him be next to me, but I couldn't.

I don't know how I fell asleep that night, but I woke up to find that I was covered with a blanket and my socks were taken off. The two hair clips in my hair were also placed on the bedside. When I woke up, I found that my tears flowed out again in an instant. I turned over without Chen Si. When I walked out of the bedroom, I found that Chen Si was still writing. He seldom writes all night like this, besides, it's not a weekend, he has to work. Before I could speak, Chen Si smiled and said to me, "Xiao Qi, you're up. Breakfast is ready. It's on the table. In simple words, it suddenly occurred to me that it seems that Chen Si has been cooking breakfast for me all this year. I curled my lips and was about to say something when Chen Si motioned for me to be quiet. He came over and took my hand to the dining table. At first, I thought it was an illusion. It seems that Chen Si hasn't held my hand for a long time. I smiled, even happier than when I was with Xiang Yu. I ate the breakfast made by Chen Si and thought it was much more delicious than those French dishes that Xiang Yu led me to eat ... < P > I was eating and suddenly Chen Si said, "Husband, you didn't forgive me?" Chen Si said calmly, "I have never really blamed you. I have known about you and him for a long time. Maybe you think it's confidential, but you forget that many of my classmates often go in and out of those places. They told me a long time ago, but I never believed that my Georgie would be like this. So I have been waiting for you to come back by yourself. " I quickly cried and said, "I know I am wrong, my husband, I am back." Chen Si still said calmly, "Georgie, it's my fault that you suffered after you got married. Since you can choose, I hope you can live the life you want. That would be a kind of happiness for me, so let's get a divorce.

Fourth,

Chen Si and I ended our 14-month marriage this weekend. When we came out with a divorce certificate, we were both lost. Or Chen Sixian said, "Come on, come with me to your place, and I'll pack my things." What used to be our little home has now changed its name and turned into yours. I want to cry, which is a sudden emotion. Until now, it's all like a dream, and I don't know where I am.

Back to the place where * * * lived, Chen Si began to pack up. I asked him if he had a place to live. He said he could stay with a friend first, and then apply for a dormitory. I left him to live here, but he didn't do it anyway. He said he was not a husband and wife, and it was inconvenient to live together. I tried to help Chen Si pack, but I found that I didn't know his clothes were in that cupboard and his manuscript was in that drawer. I don't care about him so much, and he still cares about me until now. He told me something about his family,