Husband's message to his wife!

I think this boy cares about this girl in his heart, which can be said to be particularly concerned, but men are philandering. Maybe he can't control his inner devil, but he cares or likes this girl very much (please forgive me for not using love, because I don't know what love is). He was ambivalent. He didn't want to hurt the girl, but he felt unable to control himself. Contradictions and remorse deeply tormented him. In order not to cheat the girl, he can't lie. Because he cares too much, but he is too young, maybe he is a playboy ~, the boy is very poor and helpless, and he doesn't know what to do. He hopes that the girl will forgive him, but he can't control the devil in himself, so he hopes that the girl will abandon him, so maybe there will be less inner condemnation, which may be a good choice for the girl's future. ....

The reason why I read this letter like this is because I have had similar feelings. I broke up with another girl on the phone and cried miserably, but I called downstairs. Finally broke up, broke up. I brought it up, and I still cry sometimes until now. She kept me, but I didn't cherish it, because I knew I couldn't control my inner devil, so I hoped she would break up with me again.

Even if the devil is ourselves. .............