My boyfriend who broke up sent me a message saying that I was afraid when I saw your news and phone number? What does this mean?

I don't know how long you've been in love, how old you are and why you broke up. But since I have been hurt twice, I still try to analyze it. Maybe he still loves you, and he loves you very much, but you always ask him, or he is strict with himself. His previous sweet words in front of you suddenly felt very difficult to do, but he was trying, but you kept putting pressure on him. He was depressed, he felt inferior, and he didn't know how to face you, but he was really distressed and helpless. He is afraid of you texting him because he knows he still loves you. He is afraid that reading your message will be sensational, and he will involuntarily think of the lingering conversation before, and then he will be sad and sad. So when he is really hurt, he will subconsciously protect himself. I'm afraid to touch that string. I'm afraid I can't control myself. I'm afraid my disguise will collapse in front of you. In fact, I still have to explain this question clearly in the future, because we don't know the experience between you. Maybe you still love him, but you are afraid of getting back together, so bored and confused, so you can't see the future you want, you hesitate, you struggle and you hesitate. ...