Taiwanese drama wants to see you:/kloc-Why did the 0/3-year-old girl commit suicide?

The other night, I heard an old father swearing in the isolation room. I said to my mother, did that girl commit suicide again?

Before the Chinese New Year, a girl 13 years old in my village committed suicide by drinking pesticides at home. Fortunately, she was found in time and was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment. Also saved. I stayed in the hospital for a few days.

When I heard the news from my mother, my heart was shocked, first shocked, then distressed, and then full of thoughts.

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I thought of Chen Yunru, who wants to see a Taiwanese drama that you have been broadcasting recently. At home, parents always prefer their younger brother, who always bullies her. At school, her classmates isolated her She always wears headphones and is alone. She is disliked by her classmates and has no friends.

When Huang Yuxuan in the 2nd/kloc-0th century crossed into the past, she took her place. Her enthusiasm, liveliness and cheerfulness make her more popular with her classmates, and her mother and brother also like her more. Even Li Ziwei, whom Chen Yunru likes, has never liked Chen Yunru before, but she also likes Huang Yuxuan.

Later, when Chen Yunru changed back to herself, she pretended to be Huang Yuxuan in order to get everyone's love. I saw a barrage like this: Chen Yunru, I advise you to be kind.

However, even so, I don't hate Chen Yunru at all, but I feel even more distressed. She really just wants more care and love, even a little.

I really cried when I saw what she said before she committed suicide.

I think at the moment when she committed suicide, she really felt that the world was not worth it, and no one in the world really loved her. I was so desperate when I wanted to die.

Before that, she played Huang Yuxuan really hard, trying to please her classmates and family around her, but she still didn't get what she wanted. She was still not talented enough, but she was caught. How difficult it is for a quiet person to become lively and cheerful and change his habits and styles for more than ten years!

If her brother and classmates didn't tell her before that, please don't change back to that annoying Chen Yunru, you used to be really annoying; If Li Ziwei hadn't said to her coldly before: Don't appear in front of me with Huang Yuxuan's face again, I don't think she would commit suicide.

Accumulation of depression and grievances for too long will only lead to a fuse and fall into the abyss in one step.

If, at that time, everyone will say to her, never mind, how are you? We all like you. Because you just said you. Perhaps, she really won't hate herself, and she won't go to the step of suicide.

03

I can't deeply understand the reason why the girl in my village committed suicide, and what makes her want to leave this world directly. I won't blame her, standing on the moral high ground. Why is it so difficult? Why not consider her parents when committing suicide and let the white-haired man send the black-haired man?

Because I am not her, I have not experienced everything she has experienced, pain and suffering, nor the psychological process she has experienced. I'm not qualified to criticize. I don't think anyone in the world is qualified to do this, including her parents.

However, I dare to guess that part of the reason has something to do with her family.

There are three sisters in her family, including her. Her father, about 70 years old, is a physically disabled person. Her mother, about 40 years old, is a psychopath. Many years ago, her mother was sick and crazy. She tried to cut her father with a knife.

She has just read the first grade, which is the critical moment for the transformation of mental health and the time for correct psychological guidance. In family education, caring accounts for a large proportion. However, how can an uneducated father and a mentally ill mother give her psychological guidance?

Other children are wronged at school, or unaccustomed and unhappy. You can still be spoiled with your mother when you go home. However, such a common move, she can't get it easily. Perhaps, a family like hers cannot avoid being looked down upon and isolated by many people.

Her family's livelihood depends entirely on government assistance.

According to my mother, the Education Bureau allocates more than 5,000 yuan to primary schools in our village every year to help poor students. Her sister is in our village primary school. At first the school gave all the money to her family. But then someone in my village was jealous and reported it, saying that she couldn't give it all to her family.

I really want to ask, there are 50.60 students in my village primary school. In Fiona Fang, who is poorer and more difficult than her family? 5000 yuan may not be enough for a month's salary and a mobile phone. However, for her family, it may be a year's living expenses.

Therefore, jealousy is terrible. Money distorts human nature.

A girl of 13 years old is a great time of youth. She hasn't had time to see the outside world, how can she get tired of it?

Were you bullied at school? Or because of family reasons? There's no way to know. Education, what is education? I think the school should give more help to students from such families, even if it is only psychological counseling, it may also help students to take fewer detours and take fewer roads.

04

I find it more and more difficult to catch up with a TV series now. But, but Taiwanese drama wants to see you. It is really the best TV series in 2020, which can make me cry.

I forgot to go to the theatre, how many times I cried the paper towel, and how many times my eyes were swollen. After chasing this drama, I brushed the fragments of this drama in Tik Tok and cried to death again and again.

Not this drama, earth-shaking, but so close to reality, is a true portrayal of middle school.

Before junior high school, I was also a lively, cheerful, laughing, loved by teachers and classmates, and carefree student.

But after I stepped into junior high school, everything changed.

I can't adapt to junior high school life, my study has plummeted, I have no friends, and I am lonely. I seem to be the second Chen Yunru.

Three years in junior high school is my most unhappy three years so far.

It's just that I'm lucky, too. God is not too bad to me. In the third year, at that time, I also had a friend who cared about Chen Yunru as much as Mo. Even if Chen Yunru is not everyone's beloved Huang Yuxuan, he not only doesn't dislike her, but also sincerely treats her as a friend and cares about her silently.

I remember I was supposed to be a freshman. Once, I called my friend and his sister answered. My conversation with her is just a simple sentence about you. She said xx was taking a bath, so I asked him to call you back later.

Later, my friend told me that his sister asked him if your classmate had depression.

I think I will never forget this sentence. Because it was the first time I heard the word depression, I didn't know what it was or what symptoms it would have. All I know is that it means I was very unhappy, very unhappy. God knows how bad my life is.

The people you met later were not me at that time, and they couldn't simulate me at that time.

However, after high school, I am much happier and more cheerful than junior high school. I have a much better relationship with my classmates and made new friends, which are loved by some teachers.

I remember very clearly that in the three years of high school, I received many phone calls and text messages every birthday at 0: 00. They all have a tacit understanding and like to ask the same question. Am I the first person to say happy birthday to you?

But now the pace is fast and people are impetuous. I haven't heard anyone deliberately survive my birthday for a long time and asked me if I was the first person to send birthday wishes. The simplest is the most valuable.

At that time, according to the fine tradition of dormitory, the dormitory would spend a lot of money on cakes and snacks. The next self-study, a dormitory is full of people, chatting neatly.

At that time, I will receive many gifts, including lollipops, jellies, cupcakes, cards, wind chimes, music boxes ... students from arts classes, science classes, students from the same school and students from different schools.

The gifts they gave me have been in my collection for many years. Although it's worthless, I don't think no amount of money can buy it.

Students in science classes, who live off campus, sometimes invite me to dinner and go to the seaside.

Although the crowd is crowded and everyone goes their separate ways, this precious memory will be preserved by me forever and will not be forgotten.

05

I have a good friend. When we were having dinner last year, she suddenly told me that she was depressed. I remembered the story I saw in Weibo during that time. My first reaction was not to ask her, was it? How is that possible? Your salary is so high that you don't have to give money to your parents. Easier than most people. Have a good time? Instead, tell her that if the work pressure is too great, you should resign. Or find more friends to play with, or we can take a trip.

It was not until later that she told me more than once that she was joking that I was relieved. I think when a friend says something like this, you don't know what ta has experienced and what kind of pain and pressure she has experienced. What you should do is to give her more care and warmth, not poison tongue and doubt.

At the beginning of 2020, the pneumonia epidemic swept through, as if the whole world was telling us to learn to cherish. I hope the world can treat everyone gently and kindly, and I hope everything will be fine.