After voluntarily accepting nucleic acid testing,

I sent a circle of friends before going to bed last night, saying that I had volunteered for nucleic acid testing. After a while, I found dozens of messages in my circle of friends, which was unprecedentedly lively.

Click to see, like, care and question the voice: "You have two children, and you still want to be a volunteer?" Too irresponsible mother? "This sentence suddenly surprised me, really careless.

Then I began to have butterflies in my stomach, thinking, what should I do if I am infected after this? On that day, thousands of people registered for * * *, are they all quarantined? So, does my child have to get it? If so, what will the news media write? This man was infected with the virus because he volunteered, which led to the isolation of the whole community?

And what do the teachers at the children's school think? What will friends and relatives around you think? Will my neighbors scold me? God, the more I think about it, the more I wake up, and the more I think about it, the more I can't sleep. I'm afraid of hearing the notice. I was infected by COVID-19.

I know many people really care about me, and everything is risky. Looking back carefully, the protection of yesterday's day was ok. I am fully armed from head to toe. The only possible loophole is that the mobile phone has been placed under the registration desk without a transparent bag, and there is really nothing else. Moreover, we have not found anyone who has been to the epidemic area, and there are no confirmed or suspected cases. I wouldn't be so miserable. It's like a chance to win a prize.

However, it may be because of these concerns that I always feel sad. I'm going to see a friend this afternoon. Think about it or forget it. Wait another two days until the nucleic acid test results come out.

In retrospect, I don't want to say how noble I am, or I always want to prove that I am alive in some way. I am meaningful, not confused, from volunteering in an orphanage ten years ago to supporting in a temple later.

So the plan to go out to meet friends today is cancelled.