I miss idolize. Who can tell me who to chase?

I'm a rice pig, but I'm also interested in Kim Jae Jung:1986 65438+1On October 26th, a boy was born in South Korea, and his parents divorced when he was 2 years old. He was awarded to his mother, but her mother was unable to support him and had to give him away. In 200 1 year, the boy bid farewell to the city where he lived in 15, resolutely packed his bags, left his home with eight sisters who loved him and his adoptive parents who also loved him, and embarked on a train to Seoul. When his family sent him to the railway station, they all cried. The boy heard their crying, but he didn't dare to look back, because he was afraid that he would give up this opportunity at the moment of looking back. I am also afraid that my family will see his own tears. In this way, in order to realize his dream, the boy wearing a shabby coat left his hometown alone at the age of 15 and went to a bustling city he had never seen before to find a place to stay. ?

Finally, the train arrived and the boy got off the train. He looked at the gorgeous tall buildings, noisy streets and neon-lit nights in Seoul ... so many things he had never seen before rushed at him like a wave that his heart could not bear it. Does he really want to find a place for himself in this proud and gorgeous city like the queen? The boy hesitated and his confidence in himself was shaken. ?

However, the ideal he has been holding in his heart has made him sure that if he goes home, he will never forgive his cowardice. Therefore, without any support, the boy found himself a pitifully small apartment and lived there. ?

When S.M., Korea's largest music entertainment company, held the second singing competition, the boy participated (he was not admitted when he participated in 1). The hall is crowded with young people, who like boys and hope to be hired as tomorrow's stars by the company through this competition. They are all dressed up, wearing the most popular clothes, wearing high-quality headphones, listening to the songs to be sung during the interview, and watching other contestants coldly. The boy looked at his dark gray coat and trousers and felt as if he had lost half of them. ?

He is contestant 12. He walks into the interview hall and five judges sit with a straight face. He was a little at a loss until the one in the middle asked him to prepare to sing. ?

Then, he touched them with his own voice, which was the clearest, gentlest and most powerful voice anyone had ever heard. Listening will make you feel unspeakable sadness, but at the same time, you will want to listen to his songs forever and immerse yourself in his songs forever. Even so, at first glance, his voice is too soft and fragile. ?

The boy finally won the game because he has a charming face. In that lead-free but still refined and smooth face, it is more delicate than a girl's facial features. Watery eyes are big and soft, polyester gray pupils have long eyelashes shyly, and lips are small and full. The ruddy color shows the pallor of the skin on the face. Everyone says this face is made for entertainment. ?

In this way, he was accepted by the company and signed a 7-year cooperation contract: he was an apprentice for the first two years, paid his own tuition for music and dance classes, and became an artist in the last five years. The boy who is getting closer and closer to his dream will sign the contract soon. Although he knows that his life will be very difficult in the next two years, he must never give up for his dream. ?

So, he began to live an inhuman life for two years. Because his family is not rich, he never asks for a penny from his family and does two or three odd jobs every day. When everyone was still asleep, he took a newspaper that was almost as heavy as his body from the printing house and rode a rotten old bicycle to deliver newspapers one by one. Go to a nearby construction site to do temporary coolies at noon. My suffocating face is covered with dust and cement, and my soft voice is suppressed because I dare not offend other construction workers. After the afternoon music class, in order to save money, he would rather walk for three hours to work as a waiter in a restaurant. He is silently doing the work at hand, silently shouldering the burden that a boy of 15 should not bear, silently praying that he can go to the tunnel in out of the dark two years later and let the light surround him. ?

The boy used up all his strength, but he still couldn't eat three meals and food. Every time he gets paid, the first thing he does is to pay the tuition, even if the remaining money is not enough for food and clothing. Finally, one day, the boy found that he had no money to buy something to eat. He has been hungry for two whole days, and his collapsed body should be unable to work hard, but he still works hard to pay tuition on time every month. That night in the restaurant, the boy took more than half of the noodle soup left by a guest. The soup is still warm. He can't stand the hunger. Even his hand holding the bowl was shaking, and he stopped thinking about it. The boy picked up the spoon and drank the rest of the noodle soup in one gulp. ?

Why is noodle soup getting salty? The boy wondered, and then found that his tears fell into the bowl in ignorance. /kloc-A 0/5-year-old shouldn't have to suffer this, but he did it for his dream. ?

Later, the boy got sick and he had a fever. For three days in a row, he could only lie in that much smaller apartment, put some clothes, and felt unable to sleep. The tuition has just been paid, but the salary is less for three days. Once again, the boy dragged his hungry body and walked for three hours to work in the restaurant. He fainted once in shock. ?

On his way back, he saw a blood station. Hesitant, the stomach hurts unwillingly, and the boy finally couldn't help it. He walked into the blood station. An hour later, with hard-won money in his hand, he went to the food store and bought the cheapest biscuits to satisfy his hunger. In order to save money on buying mineral water, he even went to drink Hanjiang water to quench his thirst. ?

After two years of hard work, the boy was selected into a five-person chorus dance group. The company announced that it would be the strongest celestial body group. After the unanimous approval of all the music teachers in the company, although the sound quality of these five people is very different, they will definitely cooperate seamlessly, so the boy was lucky enough to enter the group that the company attached great importance to and avoided the bad luck of refrigeration; At the same time, as an older man, he also got four younger brothers who cared about him very much. ?

When they released their first single, they reached the top of all the music charts in Korea with only one record containing two songs, thus breaking the market where there was no Korean single in the Korean music industry. The boy finally tasted the sweetness of success. When he sees more and more letters from fans every day, he feels that it is worthwhile to suffer so much. ?

However, good things are always so short and far away for boys. At their first autograph session, none of the fans who got the admission opportunity were his fans. The boy looked at the long line in front of the other four people in the group, and his heart seemed to be hit by a blunt instrument. There is no one in front of him. Finally, in order not to let the atmosphere at the scene be too embarrassing, the staff pulled a few fans to him. When the boy tried to hide his inner sadness and kindly greeted the fans' names, the girl proudly said, "I was forced to come, and I don't like you at all." Break his heart again, but the boy didn't cry. He would rather bite his lip than cry in front of anyone, even himself. ?

Boys don't know why fans dislike him so much; He didn't know that his fans were outside in the hall, and they were as heartbroken as he was. ?

Later, he found out on the company official website that people didn't like him, not because he did something wrong, but because he was so beautiful that girls hated him. The boy raised a wry smile at his mouth. It turns out that he is a better bargaining chip to enter the entertainment circle than others. This handsome young face is the reason why everyone hates him. ?

The boy did not give up. He still smiles at all interviews every day, hoping that everyone will be attracted by his human side and his voice. But the harder he works, the greater the burden in his heart. He frequently made minor mistakes in his performance, tensed his emotions every day and deliberately controlled his words and deeds very strictly. ?

He didn't expect that the silence in front of the camera would bring dissatisfaction to the fans. They said he was playing cool and the company decided to let him out of the group. The boy is really scared. He doesn't want to leave this place, which is already his second home, but he can't help it. To put it bluntly, an artist is just a puppet who makes money for the company. If the audience doesn't like this puppet, the company must change it to a puppet that the audience likes better. ?

He didn't realize that his fans had been protesting for him in the street outside the company for days and nights. Therefore, boys cherish everything more. He practiced very hard and presented his best self to fans in return for their kindness. At the concert, the boy always glances at the audience, and the company's music teacher accuses him of not being affectionate at all, as if he were deserting. The boy smiled and nodded, but his eyes always looked around the next time he sang. The boy said that when an artist sings, he will stare at a place for the effect, but he can't, because he wants to see every fan's face clearly, so he still has to do it even if the taken image has no effect. ?

Two years have passed. Two years later, the boy sang a song.

Later, the boy fell down in a dance practice class and thought it was common to fall down. But he can't stand up, and his knee hurts too much. He could only shrink his injured right knee and tremble on the ground. Without saying anything, the captain picked him up and ran to the nearest hospital for treatment. At the moment of pushing him into the emergency room, the boy saw four familiar figures panting outside the open door and looking at him anxiously. ?

The doctor said that the boy had a comminuted fracture of his right knee and needed surgery as soon as possible. This is not a minor operation, it needs a long rest, but the boy refuses to rest. On the second day of his operation, he and other members went to the Peak Olympic Stadium in Seoul and held a meeting with their fans as scheduled. The captain carefully helped him before the meeting, from the van to the backstage of the stadium, refusing to leave, for fear that he would suddenly feel pain. At the meeting, the youngest brother was asked what he wanted to receive for the New Year next year, but his answer was that he hoped his brother's leg would get better soon. ?

During the leg injury (sitting in a wheelchair), the boy didn't like to shed tears, but this time he felt tears in his eyes. He buried his head and tried not to let the tears fall. Later, he looked up and saw the fans crying for him. The boy picked up the receiver in pain and said to everyone, "Actually, I don't hurt at all ... Please don't cry for me, but like me, let's face each other with a smile, OK?" The boy lied to his fans for the first time. His leg was operated on less than 24 hours ago. How can it not hurt? But he still bravely endured the pain and smiled at 50 thousand fans. ?

Later, the boy's leg injury finally healed, and he happily got together with his friends to celebrate. On his way home, he was arrested for drunk driving. When the captain met him at the police station, he said nothing, but the boy knew that his behavior must have disappointed everyone. ?

The boy was refrigerated by the company for two weeks. The boy knew that the punishment was already very lenient. He knows that league members and fans must plead for him, so that he won't be locked in a corner of the company forever. To this end, he insisted on apologizing to everyone at the next singer meeting, although the company felt that it was not obliged to do so. ?

This is the first time a boy cried in front of his fans. A boy, strong enough to ignore the pain of his knee just being peeled off, smiled and advised fans not to cry for his injury, but there was no tear in the whole process. He was moved to tears because he heard a few words that fans no longer blamed him. At this moment, who else doesn't feel sad for him? ?

After so much experience, the boy finally got everyone's approval, and everyone finally found out that the advantage of the boy is not only the face of the country, but also his singing is so changeable and sentimental. It turns out that he is also a man who dares to admit his mistakes. It turns out that under his stubbornness and unwillingness to shed tears, he is actually such a touching person. Fans' "We forgive you". The blow to him was so great. Perhaps the boy found everyone's acceptance and tolerance in his short five words. ?

This boy is Kim Jae Jung from TVXQ!! , the company gave him a stage name "hero in the middle". A boy always reminds himself when he wants to cry, because he is a hero. Heroes don't cry when they are in trouble. Heroes always struggle with difficulties and then overcome them. ?

A fan of TVXQ!! It is said that when she first saw Zhong, she felt that his fragile appearance like a crystal doll was not suitable for the name "hero" at all. It was not until she met all kinds of him that she discovered that under the gentle and delicate appearance, it was a kind of heroic spirit. Heroes are in the heart, heroes are in the heart. ?

And don't other fans know her as well? After so much, the boy has grown up. He lost his childish arrogance when he first debuted, and gained a maturity and vicissitudes that people will remember. It's just that the gentle voice can always make people move and want to sink into his singing forever; And that gentle and beautiful smile always makes people feel that he is an angel who fell into the world. His frank and frank personality, his strange logical thinking, his calmness, melancholy, eccentricity and childishness all made fans laugh and cry for him. This boy, he is so touching. The hero is in the game, and he really succeeded.

★ I'm here ★

I am a very emotional person in my class, and he cherishes the feelings among members? )

During the leg injury, Chang Min made a birthday wish: I hope Brother Zhong's leg injury will get better soon?

In the book, he said, "If anyone sees my tears, it's Shen Changmin's fault. On his emotional birthday, he made a wish that Brother Zhong's leg would get better soon, and Chang Min was the chief culprit in deceiving my tears?

In the process of x-men, I can't bear to say cruel words. What did I say to Changmin before? Always saying sorry?

One day, accompany him when he is homesick and lonely, go to the Han River together, drink together and watch the sunset together?

I will never forget that when Yun Hao was poisoned, he abandoned his former gentleness and was very excited.

The book says: the handsome standing on the stage is the most handsome, and the handsome singing and dancing is the best! Junxiu commented that "it is really for our sake and can be expressed by words and actions." It's also handsome to be considerate of others. "

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I was brought up by my adoptive parents at school, so there is a big age gap with their family. My youngest sister is fifteen years older than him, but she has always been very filial at school and loves her adoptive parents. She said she wanted to get married early, and she already recognized her real mother?

The news related to birth mother is at:?

1? The story of a hero (Kim Jae Jung) as an adopted son is revealed. A 49-year-old Mr. Han recently went to court to ask Hero to do a DNA test to prove that they are father and son, and changed the father column in the household registration book to his own name. ?

Show up as usual?

According to Han, after he divorced the hero's biological mother, he gave custody of his son to his ex-wife, and they never contacted each other again. He recently learned that the hero had been raised by a third person without relatives, and the hero's adoptive parents wrote the hero as their own son in the household registration book without formal adoption procedures. ?

For Han, there is something wrong with the adoption procedure. The hero's adoptive parents said that they were purely out of kindness and didn't want the hero to know his life experience. The court will hold its first hearing next Wednesday (165438+129 October). The firm refused to respond to the incident, and Hero performed KBS TV programs with his teammates as usual the night before (2 1), and his mood seemed unaffected. ?

2.？ After divorcing TVXQ! member Kim Jae Jung's biological mother, in the late 1980s, the man surnamed Han gave him custody in middle school, and never heard from him again. Recently, he suddenly appeared and said, "I gave custody of my son to my ex-wife when I divorced, but I didn't know until recently that my son was raised by an unrelated third party, so I filed this complaint and asked to change the column of my biological father in the middle school household registration book to my name." He also accused China's adoptive parents of marking themselves as China's own son in the household registration without formal adoption procedures. ?

However, the court said that as long as there was no problem with China's adoption relationship, even if Han's DNA test proved that he was indeed China's father, his household registration in China could not be changed. And China's adoptive parents also said? "We just don't want him to know that he was adopted when we called him our own son." Yesterday in China, through S.M. Manager Company? Entertainment issued a statement, "many years ago, Zhonghe Office knew about his relationship with adoptive parents and biological mothers, and will continue to maintain good relations with them in the future. As a member of TVXQ!, he will concentrate on his work! ."？

He also said: "I don't know why my father filed this lawsuit. I think the present is more important than the past. " I have always lived as Kim Jae Jung and will continue to live in the future. I hope to live under the care of my parents. " ?

3.？ According to the latest news on the evening of 22nd, China's biological father has dropped the lawsuit. I also said in official website that I would be filial to my parents, but I would live as a "Kim Jae Jung".

[Edit this paragraph] Persistence in music

/kloc-When he was 0/4 years old, Kim Jae Jung, who was still tone-deaf, changed from being tone-deaf to being an angel by his own efforts and persistence in his dreams.

Rainbow sound, his fans witnessed his growth step by step. ...

The significance of the tattoo on his back reflects his unchanging faith and determination.

Side: TVfXQ? Soul (the soul of TVXQ!! )

Left and right notes are composed of English letters, which are two famous English proverbs.

On the left is the bass symbol:? Happy? Yes? That? Powerful? Is it? That? Tears? Yes? That? Pity. ? The happiness of the strong is the tears of the weak. - A？ Latin? Proverbs ? )

On the right is the treble symbol: a? Song? Will. Longevity Preaching? Are you online? That? Memory. ? Songs are more impressive than sermons? . - ? Henry. Giles? )

Below: Hope? Where to? That? End (hopefully to the end)

= Keep? Mine? Hope? Where to? That? End. ? Stick to the end and make up your mind. )

[Edit this paragraph] Interact with fans

★ What I said to the fairy queen in the movie ★

1: "I want to see every fan's face clearly, so I will roll my eyes. If you watch TV again, you will find that the picture is not very good, but there is no way. I want to see every fan clearly "?

2. "I won't let you see my distressed figure."

3. "When I see everyone's tears, I can't help wiping them for you. This coquetry expression is still very shy. "

4. "My first impression may be cold, but I am kind and humorous"?

5. "Please remember the wonderful memories I left with us every moment"?

6. "The hero who is looking forward to seeing you again is now sleeping with a happy imagination."

7. "The hero's view of love-I believe that as long as you' understand', everything can be solved. Don't be distracted when you are in love, and you can create beautiful memories every minute."

8: "I don't feel pain at all. I laughed a lot today, didn't I? " I will laugh more in the future. "

9: "People who see my appearance for the first time don't like me easily, but people who see my essence will like me"?

10: "Please look forward to our birthday party. If you change your mind, you are dead! "

1 1.: "Occasionally, I really want to be your boyfriend ... because I really want to sue myself ..."?

12.: "Several of us, from meeting each other to trusting each other ... for ten or twenty years, will try our best to survive"?

13.: "Elf queens, please stay with us forever ... Please bring lovely children to cheer for us after 20 years, and make an appointment ~!" ?

14.: "I really appreciate all our fans, but I often feel sorry for you"?

15.: "I hope you don't catch a cold, don't catch a cold, don't get hurt, I always hope so"?

16.: "Fairy queens are like eyelashes. They lose two every day, but they will never be less, because new ones grow back"?

17.: "Without you, I might still be on a street in Seoul. I don't know what to say. Really thank you, thank you "?

18.: "If someone lacks love, give him love first. Such people need love instead of lack of love "?

19.: "Don't argue, don't make trouble, please understand before! This is love! " ?

20.: "Please cherish the love at that moment, too. This moment of affection may make people become lifelong companions, and may become people who love themselves more than anyone else. "

2 1.: "Love is ... understanding. I believe that understanding can solve all problems. I don't care when I love. Every minute will be a beautiful memory. "

22. "Small and deep love is more beautiful than huge and short love, do you know? I prefer this kind of deep love to that kind of love?

23. "If there is one thing that I can't forget, it is when I like someone, and when? And all the memories, right? "

No one likes to see the person he loves or the person who loves him cry, so please don't cry. Every time I see it, it hurts ... "

I will give you everything I can! Follow me! This sentence' Everything that can be used is for you' is a very romantic sentence in Chungcheong Island, our hometown! "

26:? "Now I can finally say, biological mother, thank you."

27: "Wherever we go, we have never been scolded because of the fairy queen, but we hate the fairy queen because we are scolded. Really really annoying. "

No matter where we go, no matter which country we go to, no matter where we are, we should work hard and strive for good results. It is our greatest comfort to be able to give these results back and forth to everyone. "

29: "Seriously, the singer you like doesn't want to be said that it is shameful to like such a singer. So we are working hard now. Please wait for us and trust us. " This one is more handsome, very handsome.

30: "What is a song for TVXQ!? ? "I don't know. I don't know why I started singing. Why are you singing? I don't know. It was the song that got me where I am today. Seriously, I don't know why I sing so hard. But there is only one reason: I am a member of TVXQ!! I like TVXQ!! S song, I like the voice of five people, I like to sing among five people. "

〓☆〓-such is alone ☆〓

A sweaty and beautiful person?

People who are plain and handsome and can be found at a glance.

A charming person with sapphire eyes (although I said "sapphire", I am not a demon ~)

When I won the first prize, I saw my brothers crying with joy, held back their tears and gave them a hug.

Until now, I still cry when I think of my first love. Do you really pay true love?

A lovely person can't blink, but he will close his eyes in a blink of an eye. (-..-)(& gt； ..& lt？

A great guy, he can guess correctly every time he plays 322.

It's still very white, but it is said that many dark-skinned fans feel speechless because they are tanned for filming MV.

Someone who sings seriously for the bad voice of the show?

Cut your hair neatly no matter how tired you are?

Is it really a tough person to say "Please quit TVXQ!"? If you want to be an ordinary college student "for members who yearn for ordinary college life?"

A person left home alone to be a singer, full of enthusiasm for singing?

When he was expressionless, he heard a fan say "he is so beautiful" and smiled, and then he smiled again when he heard "so handsome".

In front of parents, there is no outstanding appearance on the stage, just a beloved little son-such a person?

When I was a student, I got angry when I heard the abuse of H.O.T, and had an argument with others?

Dancing and singing on the stage, not forgetting to pay attention to the injured members, a thoughtful person?

A person who looks more beautiful than a girl and is envied by countless fans?

A person with excellent reaction ability and wisdom in times of crisis.

The notice is full, even if you don't say "love is …", I believe that as long as you "understand", everything can be solved. Don't be distracted when you are in love. Every minute can create beautiful memories. Such a handsome man. ?

If you have time, I will try to answer the questions asked by fans in detail. Such a careful person?

I'm not mature enough, so I'm worried that being tired will hurt people like fans ...

Someone who can tell at a glance when standing among a lot of people?

From the previous pentatonic, through continuous efforts, I finally became an excellent singer ... such a person.

A kind person who gets up early to prepare breakfast for his younger brother who has to go to school for an exam in the morning?

A man with strict manners is greeting his predecessors and didn't even hear the announcement of the first place?

People with a lot of charm that can't be described in words?

When people like it to the extent that they think they like it, will they become more fond of it bit by bit?

[This post was posted on the official message board]?

I just love going in.

Yes,

My darling is here,

I really love you very much,

I like the low curvature of your mouth when you smile.

At that moment, you smiled like a flower,

At that moment, the world was dark,

Loving your eyes will always be like inexplicable sadness.

Makes me want to erase those unhappiness for you,

Makes me want to replace you so unhappy,

Love your heavenly rainbow sound,

I like the handsomeness of your left microphone and right scraper.

I like your persistence, your antics, your little convulsions,

Love your calmness, your melancholy and your childishness,

Love your kindness, your loveliness, your little split,

Even love your indifferent appearance,

Because I know your warm heart,

Love you,

It's not because you don't get lead, and your face is free from vulgarity and smoothness.

Not because your facial features are more delicate than girls,

Not because your gray eyes are half covered with long eyelashes,

Just love you,

Just love you,

I love you because I love you,

All along,

All along,

Only love you,

Mine,

Yes

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Hello, everyone, I am a hero.

I came a little late today, and I often feel very grateful to my fans for their love during the activities.

Like every article written by every fan, I also want to remember love and memories in this way. But if I write, I'll probably write a long paragraph ...

There are really unforgettable things, the feeling of liking someone ... all the memories come to mind instantly ... the love of TVXQ! fans for us! And the wonderful memories left by every moment with us, please remember. I, the hero, have seen you in the movie, and I will firmly remember every sentence in all the posts in this chronicle. I will also show you what I have worked hard for.

I can't reply to your posts one by one. Today, my post will answer all the questions raised by fans.

The love that the hero thinks .. I believe that as long as you' understand', everything can be solved. Don't be distracted when you are in love. Every minute can create beautiful memories.

Please don't make noise and don't make noise. Until then, forgive each other. That's true love. A moment of love is also important. Please think so. A moment's affection will also make him your lifelong companion. For those who think that loving themselves is more important than loving others ... I really don't know how to love such people.

Once again, I sincerely thank TVXQ! for supporting and caring for our fans! ... I won't forget your love. Next Thursday, the hero who is looking forward to meeting you again here is sleeping with a happy imagination ~ See you on the show!