It pains me that my husband cheated on me. I trusted him so much that he betrayed me. Now it really feels like the sky is falling. I hate them?

How can there be no human body? There are more men who cheat now. If you think you need to raise a child with him, you have to put up with his infidelity. If you think it's impossible, then find evidence of his cheating and let him compensate you. When you get better, you will have more energy to take care of the children, you know? I believe you can walk through this pit. You have to live a better life for your children.