The most important thing for two people to be together is trust. Tell me how many contradictions your paranoia has brought to two people.

Two people often quarrel because of suspicion. I make up too many plots in my mind, and sometimes I feel ashamed.

When two people start a relationship, mutual trust is the basic factor of emotional development. But there are always some people in life who like to be suspicious and question the people they love according to their own guesses, which will only make the relationship worse.

I always have to pay for my ghost, which makes me feel bored. Maybe I am really a person who is not confident enough. After starting a relationship, I always feel that the other party is hiding something from me, and I always try in my life. If the other person is slightly wrong, I will make up a lot of plots.

Of course, those things didn't happen in life, but I often quarrel with my lover because of such things. I know I should trust him, but I just can't.

After every quarrel, I will take the initiative to admit my mistake, hoping that the other party can give me another chance. But again and again, even I feel bored, I still can't trust him completely.

My paranoia has made the relationship between the two people very stiff, and I hardly know how to get along with him. Because of work factors, the number of times two people meet in life is not much, especially because he often travels, and every business trip is my most suspicious time.

I will guess that he has a new lover outside, how much private money he has hidden, his relationship with colleagues, and sometimes even that he has lost his job.

This bothers me a little. I don't know what attitude to use to get along with each other. I'm a little confused between reality and speculation.

Many contradictions between us are caused by my guess. I know it's wrong, but now I can't change myself.

I am exhausted because of the contradiction between two people caused by meaningless speculation. I try to trust each other, but I don't know why. I always think a lot of inexplicable things.

Maybe love needs more trust and life may be smooth sailing.