Pang's "The History of Disillusionment", his story is far worse than you think.

A person, if there is no clear self-awareness, how terrible will it be?

In that era of the rise of grassroots stars, he once stood on the cusp of capital and became a big star with a song "My Skateboard Shoes".

The agent said he was the China version of Van Gogh, and the netizens said he was a buffoon.

I wonder if anyone remembers the name Pang Langmai?

Friction, friction, friction, I rub on the smooth floor.

At that time, the song was popular all over the country, and a boy with a rural accent in southern Shaanxi lit the song that was not sung in the beat.

The media commented that his voice was simple and his true feelings moved the audience. So, does the audience really think so?

I wanted to embrace the happiness of getting rich overnight in ordinary life, but I stumbled into a mental hospital.

Joseeh punmanlon is his stage name, and his real name is Pang Mingtao.

Why should there be a stage name full of foreign flavor? Just to wash away the local flavor, when the media asked about his parents in rural Shaanxi, he didn't even admit it.

Pang Mingtao has three birth dates. According to himself, he was born in Keelung City, Taiwan Province Province after 90. The other is 1984 displayed by Baidu Encyclopedia, and the other is the date of birth of 1979 on the ID card.

The dispute about this birth was later confirmed by his family, saying that his brother Pang Mingjun had mixed up his date of birth when filling in the household registration information, but it was too much trouble to correct it.

Pang's real birthplace is ningqiang county, Hanzhong City, Shaanxi Province. His age remains a mystery. In his spiritual world, he was born in Taiwan Province Province after 1990s, but he couldn't explain why his parents lived in Shaanxi.

Pang's father, Pang, is an honest and filial man. He doesn't have any great dreams. He just wants his family to live a healthy and happy life. His work is also very practical, and he has been a coal miner for many years.

Pang's mother, Zhang, was ill in bed all the year round, and the Pang family had a hard time.

Most children from poor families want to get ahead, and Pang is no exception. Although the academic performance is not good, the composition performance is still good.

From vocational school to society, he once wanted to earn some part-time money honestly like his father, but his work path was not smooth, and later he became fascinated with writing songs.

In 20 14, a song "My Skateboard Shoes" was popular all over the country.

How did this song come into being? The reason behind this is this: Pang wrote a mature first draft at that time, and later Huashu found a professional arranger team, and then asked Pang to record songs.

However, because Pang Lianjiben doesn't understand the knowledge of music theory, he can't shoot accurately after singing hundreds of times. Later, he could only edit the audible parts from hundreds of samples and pieced together the version we heard later.

In fact, any music enthusiast who knows something about music theory will not like listening to this song too much, because every time he listens, he will have a feeling of torturing his ears. The only redeeming feature is that the lyrics are not bad, which can satisfy countless fantastic fantasies of diaosi.

Why is this song popular? In fact, it is inseparable from the results of capital operation behind it.

Several planners and operators of Huashu found a group of contestants to write paragraphs for this song.

In addition to the performers, there are also media and celebrities, but the media dare not brag too much about the rainbow. After all, it is a fact that the singing skills are not well written, and not all the audience are not discerning.

The support of major media at that time was later described by Pang as a conspiracy, claiming that the copyright of his works was infringed. However, did he really finish this work by himself? A person who doesn't even have knowledge of music theory is qualified to arrange music?

Maybe someone will have such a question. Since Pang sings so badly, why do you have to sing this song?

Nature is inseparable from the background of the times and the leader of the wind vane in music.

In those years, grassroots stars took the lead, and Taige swept the north and south of the river with his "Rolling Yangtze River Water to the East". After mutual benefit, the masculine rising sun "spring" and the author who will never get on the hot search fall in love and kill each other. ......

The nose of capital is brighter than Ma Yun's ants, and the market cake created by grassroots stars is too big. It is necessary to find a civilian star from the masses to conquer the audience's ears.

As for the singing, it doesn't matter whether it is in tune or not. What matters is the audience's sense of identity. As long as someone is willing to pay for this sense of identity, the quality of the work really doesn't matter.

Because of this, it is not surprising that Pang appeared in the draft and became a lucky man in Beijing.

After the song became popular, Pang also benefited a lot. A grassroots who used to rely on his father's advice to work to make money, thousands of dollars in the bank account suddenly made him feel hundreds of thousands more, which naturally gave him the confidence of "I am talented and you know the goods".

As a result, people who were originally led by the nose by capital later became a little disobedient.

According to Pang, he came up with a solo album, but the company didn't allow it. He felt that the company did not consider his long-term development except using him to make money, so he sent a farewell message to his assistant and left Huashu.

According to Pang's post, he signed a 28-20 overlord treaty with Huashu, and he had to sign the contract at that time.

Then, why sign a contract when you know it is unreasonable?

Later, Pang felt that everyone was using himself, so he left Huashu in a rage.

As we all know, many artists want to leave their own companies without paying a large amount of liquidated damages, and it is difficult to get away with it. If it's true, they just need to send a farewell message to their assistant, and they can quit the environment they don't like. Such a company may make Eva Huang and Yuqi Zhang curious, right? After all, it is not easy for them to terminate the contract with their original company.

It is said that due to Pang's departure, Huashu lost a lot. They didn't expect Pang to be so ignorant of the "rules of the game" that what could have been mutually beneficial ended in both sides. That year, he talked about 200 performance fees for Pang, and earned 50,000 yuan for each appearance fee. As a result, because Pang left angrily, it became an empty joke to draw water in a bamboo basket.

In the early days of Pang's solo career, he also received some performances with the reputation of "skateboarding shoes", each of which cost 20,000 yuan, which made him feel that his departure was correct.

Blind self-confidence made him supercilious. He even rejected major local TV stations and even ignored Beijing TV. He declared that he would sing on the international stage.

In order to have an international style, he repackaged himself, and his name should also have an international style, so he chose a name that combines Chinese and western styles: joseeh punmanlon. Since the name can be changed, the date of birth and place of origin can be changed by the way, so the post-90s generation in Taiwan Province Province appeared in front of the world.

However, netizens don't buy it. Someone spoofed his photo and put it together with the photo of Laoganma to make a couple photo.

Maybe some people think he is crazy and lonely, so at 20 15, Xiao Bai appeared. This business-minded agent used to be a down-and-out singer.

In the first few years, with your help, Pang's national tour was not bad, with hundreds of people each, which was not bad. When the income is the best, there are hundreds of thousands a month.

However, with the gradual decline of Pang's popularity, fewer and fewer people attended the concert. Seven people watched the concert, and 14 security news made Pang a laughing stock.

But it's not as those who have been poor together know, what's more, his brothers have to settle accounts, and there is a big rift between him and his agent Xiao Bai.

On the one hand, the ridicule and attack of the whole network, and on the other hand, the "good brother" who broke the news to the media that he had mental problems, Pang's spiritual and material world was in crisis.

On 20 18, the news of Pang Jin's mental hospital spread all over the country, and it was his agent who broke the news. When the big news spread all over the country, Xiao Bai quickly boarded the hot search.

After Pang was discharged from the hospital, he was very dissatisfied with the practice, because he had been using his studio. According to Pang, he only got 700,000 yuan after dividing the income of 2 million yuan with the company. At first, Xiao Bai gave him the idea of selling shoes in the studio, and he didn't like it himself.

According to Pang's father, Pang has been taking drugs that inhibit mental health and spends at least 2,000 yuan on medical expenses every month. All the expenses for the son's hospitalization are borne by the father.

Pang's living environment is not good now. His house is surrounded by walls and his clothes are simple. Returning to his hometown in Shaanxi, he was interviewed by reporters, but he never mentioned the imaginary "Taiwan Province Province in Shaanxi".

When the reporter asked him what his plans were for the future, he said that he would always insist on writing songs or broadcasting live, and he would always insist on it.

When the reporter asked him, what would he do if there was still no improvement after 20 years?

Pang Langmai was lost in thought and didn't answer this question.

There is no shortage of "exquisite egoists" in this world. They take their own interests as the center, confuse black and white, confuse audio and video, and have different views in the face of different audiences. They have only one purpose, that is, they don't want others to take advantage of them.

However, no matter which industry or group you belong to, mutual benefit and win-win can be achieved. Without use value, you don't even have the qualification to be a tool person, and you are doomed to be abandoned by capital.

This truth, the real post-90s Hua Chenyu, is obviously more thorough than Pang's. He not only sang the cover version of skateboard shoes, but also got the copyright. As for this song, why didn't the original author Pang get the copyright? The reason is intriguing.

Some netizens said that Pang had at least one masterpiece to remember, but he couldn't remember Hua Chenyu's masterpiece. However, this is not important. The important thing is that the latter has achieved fame and wealth, and many people like it.

The workplace tests not only talent, but also emotional intelligence. A person with a clear sense of self will not go astray.

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