Have a confused heart

People often say "forty is not confusing". For everyone, the confusion in the heart should be different. Some people are confused about family, some people are confused about the workplace, some people are confused about parent-child relationship, and some people are confused about interpersonal communication. ...

I am over 40 years old, but these days I am puzzled by the indissoluble bond with the hospital. Recalling my 40-year-old days, I have been wandering in the hospital. Either there is something wrong with my cervix or I have high blood pressure after my physical examination. I want to exercise to reduce fat, and my knee has synovitis. Cholecystitis broke out again after the onset of herpes zoster. Think about it, maybe this is what my friend said, the reason for many years of bad living habits, and now it has accumulated to produce bad results. I managed to stabilize my physical condition for a while, and my husband accidentally fell on his shoulder while riding an electric car, so I had to appear around the hospital again.

Let me tell you a joke. Running back and forth between hospitals like this has turned me, a self-proclaimed fearless person who used to be able to talk and laugh with doctors under semi-anesthesia, into a coward who can now see a doctor in a hospital and my blood pressure can soar to 170. Even this time, he wanted to be hospitalized for a minor operation years ago.

Forget it. In retrospect, maybe God asked me to think it over. Is it worthwhile to do this operation before the Spring Festival and contribute all the holidays to the hospital? Of course, I know that everything has two sides. If I don't stay in the hospital, I may feel uneasy. I don't know if it will delay the illness and produce lesions. However, if minimally invasive surgery is performed, the heart will be more stable. After all, it is anesthesia and anti-inflammation, which will always cause some harm to your body. Maybe there is a more reliable way to relieve the current symptoms, or the current symptoms are only temporary changes and can't represent anything.

I think there should be nothing useless in the human body, and their changes are constantly reminding us to pay attention to something. As for the solution, everyone has his own choice. No matter what the result is, as long as he can face it positively and is willing to bear the consequences of the choice, don't just regret it. Now use the holiday to relax, spend time with parents-in-law, actively exercise, maintain a healthy diet, use moxibustion, soak your feet, cook health tea when you have time, and accumulate positive energy. I think it should have a little effect on relieving symptoms, so I'll think of something later!

In short, I hope everyone will be healthy and safe in the new year, including myself!