You are miserable because you live too seriously.

My life is terrible these days. Life is like a downpour, and fate is an umbrella full of holes. My dream is to hesitate, shrink back and doubt. Even though I am alone, I still look forward to moving on.

1

A friend told me that if you often feel pain and suddenly feel powerless in life, you must be living too seriously, so you are too tired.

The world is bizarre, absurd and true, and it has achieved nothing in the pursuit of love, but the greed for money is flourishing; Seriously frustrated everywhere, singing at will all the way.

I find more and more that we really can't take many things too seriously.

After two years of sales, my colleagues are just colleagues, but they still can't get along. My circle of friends, Tik Tok and Aauto Quicker all blocked them and had a good relationship with them. On the contrary, they just don't want to show their true selves too much in front of familiar people.

I resigned because of some personal matters. In the chat with the leader, I typed 100 to explain the reason, pressed the send button, and two words immediately popped up on WeChat: "OK".

A little frustrated, after all, I also stayed in this private enterprise for two years. From being at a loss to being heavily in debt to having no worries about food and clothing, I have gained a lot, and now I have grown up.

I may be a little arrogant, thinking that I have paid a lot in this company, so the leader should keep me. And when the leader typed those two words, I was so uncomfortable.

It turns out that many things have always been what we thought.

At the end of a job, everything seems to be zero at that moment. The boss doesn't have to pay for it himself, and I don't have to bear the pressure anymore. From then on, the mountain is high and the road is far, and we will never meet again.

I don't know why, but I'm still a little unwilling.

After two years of persistence, I finally reached this position. After a few days' rest, I went to the company and found that everyone's attitude towards me has changed. Several good female colleagues are whispering while covering their mouths.

I have a new replacement for my job, and all the people who have been replaced are smiling. The one with high salary in their eyes finally left, and the one with strong ability finally stopped blocking their aura. How can they be unhappy?

I want to try my best to follow my boss to this remote suburb, and I try my best to do this job well. But when my colleagues left and I was as busy as a bee, they were just bystanders, and I suddenly felt that I was living too seriously.

2

Serious and rigorous work, clear emotional world, but still unhappy.

You can change jobs if you don't like it, but feelings are nature, and it seems destined that I can only use these four words to describe it.

A few days ago, I said something like this in Tik Tok: "Today's society is extremely impetuous, and it is as simple as dying an ant." I can't imagine what happened in my life.

When a seemingly normal friend told me that she was going to have an abortion, I was a little panicked and a little distressed. But she was still in no mood, saying that her boyfriend was black, and they quarreled and asked me to put in a good word for her.

But a few days later, they made up and showed their love again and again in the circle of friends. When I sent them another message, it was hacked. I looked at the chat record of the other day and didn't speak again. Maybe we are ordinary people, strangers under ordinary people.

I have only been in love once, but it lasted for six years. In this relationship, I am also a loser. When I expressed my inner feelings at the top of my lungs over and over again on the phone, I found that he was watching the play like them, and I was forced to become a performer.

My sincere and pure emotional world is a joke in the eyes of others.

Every once in a while, readers will come to know me. Most of them are from Tik Tok. They will read all my articles overnight. They will tell me that they will not get married unless I get married. They will say overnight that they will always support me.

But when I don't respond, they will call me arrogant. The day before, they can say that they like me and hold me to the highest point. The day after, they can throw me from the highest point.

I can't adapt to this gap, so I pay little attention to it, and every time they tell me that they think I value affection and righteousness, and they won't lose if they know me. But all my feelings and righteousness will not be used so casually.

Panda Kai is the only one among all my readers who has no goal. I met him on 20 19. I came to Kunming to look for a job. One morning, he was moved by my article and finally rewarded me with a sum of money.

My first feeling at that time was to find him. Tell him I can't return the favor. I looked for him on the platform for a long time before I got in touch. At that time, his first sentence was: "I got married without any purpose, but I was simply moved by your article." You don't have to bear any psychological pressure, and I don't need anything in return. "

He never bothers me. He never refutes many points in my articles. He followed all my social accounts, Tik Tok and Weibo, and said he didn't want to miss anything about me.

Every time I am helpless, he will encourage me. I know there will be many strangers like him in this world, except people who don't think of anything.

My sincere and pure feelings touched them, and in the process, I finally felt the happiness of being understood.

Words are my soul window to express all my feelings. How can it be wasted? It is a comfort when I am frustrated, a treasure when I am helpless, and a guide in my lost years.

If you can't be everyone's favorite person, live your life the way you like.

three

I planned a lot of places and finally got a chance to go.

I like Lugu Lake, so come to a sunny day, pack your bags, put your camera on your back, get on the bus, choose a window seat, watch the scenery drift all the way and blow away all the unpleasantness.

The mood needs to be released. If you only live for fame and fortune, how tired it will be.

Every day I think about how to please the leaders, how to improve my performance, and how to run on my colleagues. I am not so hypocritical, so I turn a blind eye to these behaviors of others.

Seeing those female colleagues wearing extreme miniskirts and wearing the same makeup as women in brothels for their superiors, I feel a little sick when passing by male colleagues.

How sad the world is and how many people have lost themselves.

I am an ordinary star, an ordinary appearance and an ordinary family. In the vast starry sky, I am still the one farthest from the group. Because I didn't want to get mixed up with the world, I chose independence.

At work, I don't know if you think that people who do things casually can get the appreciation of their leaders, but people who speak casually live a chic and free life.

On the contrary, a meticulous and serious person is the target of public criticism and the most tired one.

I thought about quitting my job before, but I always thought too much. I think I want to earn more money and build a new house at home. I want to save my dowry and make my life at home better.

But for those so-called "I want", I fell into a circle that I didn't love and suffered a lot that I didn't like. I live too seriously, so I am too lonely.

Some people say that I am too pessimistic, but I have never admitted it, because I am not pessimistic, and I am really just trying to live.

Don't persuade others to be good, don't suffer others. I always thought that everything would be fine at a certain age, but I have experienced too many things. When I understood all this, I suddenly looked back, and the man was no longer in the dim light.

In the past, I always imagined marriage to be too beautiful. At least, I think the object of marriage is my favorite, two of a kind, the birth of my soul. I can see all kinds of things in this world, but I find that marriage is just a very ordinary little thing in life.

Naive, I regard marriage as a lifelong trust, full of sincerity, but I can't trust it. I began to understand that everything was too serious and I was really tired.

Do you know Lin, a female writer in Taiwan Province Province? Have you read Fang Siqi's lovelorn paradise?

I bought that book, too, but I only read a third of it and don't want to continue. I dare not open that book. I don't want to count my sorrows.

The bitter rain of fate soaked life. I don't deny that I feel the same way with her, but I know I'm dead like her, but I want to live.

I don't care what other people think. I came into this world. Now that I have tasted all kinds of tastes in the world, I also want to be a light chaser and fly against the wind.

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I am an egret, thank you for reading.