Some people didn’t say goodbye, but they were really separated.

There are always some flowers blooming, fragrant the time, brightening the fleeting years.

When I think of Miss Z, I always think of spring, the most beautiful season.

Miss Z and I are high school classmates. She and I have made an agreement: after the college entrance examination, we will go to the movies, KTV, and buffets together.

What I didn’t expect was that it would be the last time we met.

I came across a video on Douyin two days ago: That person who got separated, are you still in contact?

I opened the friend list, clicked on the avatar still with the best friend logo, and entered the chat page.

I want to ask: How are you doing recently? I hesitated for a while and then deleted it word by word.

Perhaps this is our ending!

Part1

During the winter vacation of my sophomore year of high school, I went home with a report card with a total score of 490.

I didn’t know how to tell my parents about my poor grades, and they didn’t mention a word.

I am already ashamed to remember that I was once a top student in the eyes of others.

My grades in high school were declining, making me feel that all my previous pride was a joke.

Not long after the new semester started, the first monthly exam came.

The result was as expected, my name was neatly placed at the end of the transcript.

My faith is crumbling bit by bit, and I really can’t hold on anymore.

The moment I saw the results, I ran out of the classroom.

Crying hysterically in a deserted corner.

During that time, I insisted on getting up early every day and became the first person to come to the classroom to read in the morning. I would also write down the key points taught by the teacher meticulously, study and review for more than ten hours a day. It is common to arrive at one or two o'clock in the morning.

But my results are still like a pool of stagnant water, with no improvement. I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and my temper began to become unstable.

Miss Z is my classmate. She broke into my world unintentionally and saw how embarrassed I was.

I thought she was going to laugh at me, as if she was looking for an outlet to vent: "I know I am not as good as you in anything, and I also want to learn as easily as you!"

Miss Z didn't speak. She hugged me gently and said in my ear: "Don't cry. You have to believe that what you want may be late, but it will never be absent."

< p>Later, I realized that Miss Z was not as easy to learn as she seemed.

She gets up at five in the morning to study. She memorizes words while walking, physics formulas while eating, and "Li Sao" while running. One set of English simulation papers plus one set of theories every day Comprehensive examination paper, until one o'clock in the morning I was still sorting out the key points of the teacher's lecture.

It turns out... everything was what I thought, and other people's results were also spelled out.

Part2

Miss z is like a light that illuminates my world. She understands me and knows what the future I long for is like.

Knowing that my grades would make it impossible to get into my ideal university, I still firmly believed in me and encouraged me.

She forces me to recite fifty words to her every day, explains math problems that I don’t know during meals, and drags me to run on the playground at night to relieve stress.

In front of her, I can be myself unscrupulously.

On weekends when I can only go home once every two weeks, my dad always tells me to study hard and get ahead...

I am already under a lot of pressure to study, so I really don’t want to I am too tired to listen to my parents' nagging again.

I remember clearly that one time I had a fierce argument with my dad, so I put my schoolbag on my back and turned around and went back to school.

When it was dinner time, I found that I didn’t have a penny on me. Miss Z asked me what was wrong. I mumbled, "I had a fight with my dad, and I didn't bring any living expenses." Miss Z didn't say anything, and just handed me 200 yuan later. "I... I'll pay you back when I get home next time."

Miss Z will always think of me. She knows that I like to eat vegetables, and she will buy my favorite vegetables every time I go to eat.

I am very stupid. I always forget the key points that the teacher teaches in class.

Every time after evening self-study, Miss Z would stay in the classroom to help me with tutoring. She said: "We will both be admitted to the same university in the future, so you must improve your grades.

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"Okay! "I made up my mind silently.

Every night, Miss Z and I walked on the road back to the dormitory. The wind blew and the dim street lights shone on us. It seemed like we were the only ones left in the world.

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Only Ms. Z kept talking in my ears, she said: "After the college entrance examination is over, I want to fall in love with a good-looking little brother.

Later, I want to go on a spontaneous trip, and later..."

Later, I can’t remember what Miss Z said. The only thing I know is Yes, she stayed with me during those difficult days.

Part3

After the college entrance examination, we chose different cities and different majors in a tacit understanding. They all chose to stay in this province, and she and I were two of them.

She was in Tai'an and I was in Weifang.

We didn't meet each other for a year. The only connection is the chat on QQ every day.

You walked with me through the worst and most difficult times, and you smiled silently when I cheered.

In the past, I was there. The two always have endless things to talk about and endless fights.

I will share every funny video I see with her,

“Hahahahaha, it’s so funny. Come on, I also saw one and sent it to you. ”

Gradually I discovered that when I sent messages to Ms. Z, she no longer responded immediately, and she would have an impatient tone every time I chatted.

I said: “ Let me tell you, my roommate said that her brother will be my sister’s boyfriend in the future, hahahaha..."

"Are you bored? I'm busy."

"I I went to the library today and saw many seniors taking the postgraduate entrance examination. I will also take the postgraduate entrance examination in the future. "

"This weekend, I slept until 12 o'clock and didn't wake up. "

"I'm telling you, I want to take the CET-4 test this year. I want to buy some study materials. "

"Today, my roommate and I went shopping in Wanda and ate Haidilao. ”

I don’t know since when, Miss Z and I no longer have the same language.

She often shares her daily life in WeChat Moments, but has no time to reply. My messages.

She likes every post from others, but doesn’t bother to visit my space.

Our conversations are no longer close. p> Looking at the cold screen, I can't imagine Miss Z's expression when she said "You're so annoying"

She was dismissive or joking.

I want to share with her things that I think are meaningful, but Ms. Z always says: “I don’t have time to read. ”

Whether I really don’t have time or just don’t want to watch it, I won’t worry about it anymore.

Part4

…It’s not that I have changed, but Either you don't care anymore, or we both have changed. We all have our own lives to go and have our own choices.

Until now, we haven't contacted each other for half a year, and I looked at Miss Z. Posted in the circle of friends: Go to the pedestrian mall with friends, arrange!

How much I want to ask her, is this how we...

I try to win her back, and post it every day! The activity is only visible to her, but my visitors have never increased.

Should I give up?

I still remember that day, the sky was blue and the sun was warm.

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We agreed to be good friends for life.

From now on, when your wedding dress comes down, I will wear a short skirt to match.

But why is it so short after graduation? Within a year, we became strangers.

Ms. Z became the most familiar stranger in my friend list.

I pinned the messages to her and paid special attention to her. .

There is also the best friend logo lying quietly on the right, which is a mockery of our fragile friendship.

-end

Someone said: In college, every day. People who get along day and night may not be true friends from the beginning.

We didn’t say goodbye, but we were really separated!

In the past, we never said goodbye. Good friends who never talk to each other,

Now, we are old friends who never talk to each other.

Every youth will grow old, but I hope everything is fine with you in my memory.

? I am Momo, I am waiting for you here!