After watching Separation, I threw away a lot of things at home.

I feel much more relaxed at home recently, because a lot of things have been thrown away at home.

On the surface, there seems to be no big change at home, and my husband doesn't seem to feel the change either, because what he throws away is everything in the cupboard, drawer or under the bed.

But I am relaxed because of these invisible changes.

Everything comes from a book, and a good book always leads people's thoughts and behaviors.

After reading it, it is memorable, and it also invisibly applies the ideas in the book to life.

Japan's Eiko Yamamoto's "Break Free" started me to give up what I should have given up in my life a long time ago.

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Besides many books, there are some things in my bookcase that used to be valuable to me.

There are two diaries recording junior high school and senior high school life, a collection of essays written by myself in senior high school, a record of classmates in junior high school, and some certificates of junior high school and junior high school.

I'm trying to clean them up I treasure them in my heart. As for their use, I'm not sure.

Only diaries and essays are taken out and read for a year or several years, and the rest are basically unchanged. This time I had a thorough communication with these objects.

I looked at those certificates: excellent league member card, three-good student card, composition award-winning certificate. . .

I asked those certificates: Why did I keep you? The certificate seems to say to me:

Because you are proud of us.

Because you are excellent in primary school and middle school.

Because you want this Excellence to follow you forever.

Because you don't want to give up the good old days.

I am startled, yes, I don't want to give up my glory, but those are the good times of the past.

Who cares about them? I live in the present. If they can inspire me to work harder now, it may be useful.

But they don't work at all. I always take my past self to comfort my present self: you are an excellent person.

But in fact, it seems to be a joke. Am I good? The past is not important, what matters is the present.

So throw away the certificate and let me face my present life bravely instead of living in the good old days.

There is also the alumni record. What I cherish most is the friendship in junior high school. Every sentence in the alumni book moved me.

I am reluctant to give up the friendship at that time, but after more than 20 years, why do I still keep it?

Because I am addicted to the past friendship, but I don't cherish the real friendship. I don't have much contact with those classmates now.

We have our own home and children, and we are in a hurry every day.

Only occasionally can I see each other's dynamics in my circle of friends. It seems that they have thrown their junior high school life into the abyss of history and tasted the ups and downs of life on the road of reality.

And I stay alone in the campus of junior high school:

I walked alone on the glass fiber pile in the waste glass factory where we played together.

Pick up crystal clear glass bodies of various shapes.

In that crystal clear, I saw my partner at that time.

At night, I was alone on campus, looking at the starry sky and admiring how beautiful they were.

The night sky echoed with said:

I'd rather have a moon than stars all over the sky.

That voice was still a partner at that time.

However, should I go back to the present from that campus? If I miss them, I will contact them often.

Or contact many other friends now, so that they can continue in my life and not get lost.

So throw away the classmates' records, I want to return to the real friendship and cherish all the current friendships.

As for diaries and essays, they are the constant strength and source of my writing, so I won't let them leave me.

It seems a simple thing to throw away the certificate and classmates' records, but it has experienced a long understanding in my heart.

I think as a student, I will cherish a kind of beauty, not regret.

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When I was sorting out the ornaments in the jewelry box, I saw a ring that I bought with my first boyfriend. I wonder why I have kept it until now, but I always don't take it with me and I can't bear to throw it away. I asked Huan Huan: Why did you follow me to this moment? The ring says:

Because you personally picked me at the mall.

Because you like my simple and elegant style.

Because you think I'm valuable

Because you think I have something to do with him.

I am surprised! My inner world, let a small ring reflect a lot of content. Yes, because I like the structure of the ring itself, and the price is not cheap when I bought it, but I think it has something to do with my previous feelings. I shouldn't give up on my hand. I think some relationships are self-made, and the previous feelings have long since ended. Why should I leave a reason? Wear it if you like, or throw it away if you don't like it. At this moment, I don't seem to like this ring anymore. I just take it out and put it in the trash can.

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Before cleaning up my room, I felt that I was not rich. I felt that I lacked many things, but in fact I had many superfluous things, or I had many things that I didn't need to buy.

I tidied up the cupboard and found that many cups were old and would not be used again, but they were not thrown away. I took them out one by one and looked at them. I didn't throw them away because I thought I would use them again, but when they were old, I wouldn't use them. I only changed the old one when it was useless, because I felt embarrassed and didn't want to throw it away! But now that I think about the days to come, I guess I won't use them either. Throw them away

I cleaned the wardrobe many times, and every time I screened out some clothes and put them in the donation box of the community, but I also screened out some clothes that I didn't usually wear, but I couldn't bear to give up and put them in the closet. But I still think I won't need it again when I clean the closet next time, but I just can't bear to throw it away. This is very difficult. I imagine how wearing that dress will make me feel? Finally, I chose a few pieces to throw away and left a few pieces for storage!

For my clothes, I may be willing to throw them away for a long time, even if I don't wear them for a short time. This seems to be a human feeling, even if it is a meaningless feeling, I will be very sad when I give them up.

In fact, it is of great significance to carefully taste the word "poor". We have been living in a world rich in material things. But we think we missed a lot.

What are we missing?

Why do we refuse to throw away things we will never use?

What do we want to keep?

If I hadn't met a break, I might have kept the habit of not willing to throw things, making the room more and more full, and at the same time making my brain accumulate more and more!

Then my heart died slowly like a submerged ocean of matter!

The refrigerator is always full of things we never remember to eat, and finally we throw away the oldest ones because they can't hold.

The wardrobe is always full of clothes from the four seasons, but we always have no clothes to wear.

If one day you are really submerged in the material ocean you made, don't you know how you got into it?

So from now on, don't choose the unnecessary, give up the unimportant decisively, make the living space clean and bright, and make your brain awake and full of strength!

It may be difficult, but start cleaning from a small corner, a cupboard, a drawer, a desktop, a pen container and a wallet. . . . . .

Leave all those unimportant things behind! Living at this moment, our life and happy mood are also at this moment! Hold on, hold on.

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