"all the year round to the present" is published in a book version ... some of it is published at a high speed, and I won't get points if I look for it myself. ...

He returned to Philadelphia in the winter when he left his childhood.

Originally, I stayed abroad for seven days because of the visa problem, and I stopped by for a physical examination after the operation. Unexpectedly, after the inspection, new projects came soon, including investment from hedge funds and cooperation between Philadelphia and China offices.

Grandpa's health is getting better and better, and there seems to be no reason to go back. Pingsheng Gu finally decided to extend his seven-day holiday indefinitely and stayed.

At Christmas, Luo Zihao and ordinary people came to visit.

Luo Zihao arrived early, but because he went to see a friend first, it was already the evening of Christmas Eve. There is a strong festive atmosphere outside, but only two big men are sitting opposite each other, watching the computer while typing.

"Today is Christmas?" Ordinary people think they are wrong in other time and space.

Luo Zihao sighed: "Merry Christmas, finally there is a living person who can talk to me."

Ordinary people can't help laughing.

It's easy for Pingsheng Gu to ignore a person. As long as he looks away, his world belongs to him. No one can bother you at all.

Wherever ordinary people go, they will spend Christmas and watch mass with parishioners.

Luo Zihao can't bear loneliness. They went to feel the festival of the church together. When they came back, it was the next morning, and Pingsheng Gu was cooking milk in the kitchen. In the quiet kitchen, there is no sound except cooking.

Suddenly a brown paper bag blocked his view. He looked up and saw Gu Pingfan say, "I have done everything for you."

He opened the brown paper bag, took out all the documents and found that there was still a part missing: "It seems that there is still a part missing for alimony."

Gu Pingfan took the bread out of the refrigerator, cut two pieces and bit it into his mouth: "My barrister, don't forget me, but your senior sister, why can't you even do these things well?" Question: Your wife Gu is also studying law. I really read it word for word, for fear of taking advantage of you. I will give it to you before the Lunar New Year. I have never represented such a thing. The two sides divorced, but they were afraid that the other side would suffer. "

He bowed his head again and again, one by one.

This kitchen is really clean, and ordinary people are not a person who can cook, but I still feel a little lonely and desolate when I look at it. She leaned against the refrigerator door and suddenly looked at him with a pout.

Pingsheng Gu aware of her line of sight, micro side head, motioned for her to have a straight talk.

"What did Tong Yan tell you when he broke up?" She thought about the wording and finally decided to be straightforward. "I actually hinted that I don't mind her leaving you first."

After a short silence, he said, "It doesn't matter what you say, it's not true."

Gu Pingfan raised an eyebrow, ate the rest of the bread in his hand and suddenly said, "I remember you were not like this when you were a child." You never let me touch your favorite food. Without this dish, you would rather eat white rice than touch anything else. TK, aren't you possessive "

There is milk in the cup. He raised it to his mouth and took two sips slowly.

It's a little hot

I used to drink it at home, and the child's words were just right from the beginning to the end.

"If you work hard, the child's eye will not be so persistent." General theory.

"If she was your sister and I had nothing to do with you, would you still say these words? Advise your sister to accept a patient who will not fully recover. "

Gu Pingfan was silent and smiled: "There is a difference between near and far. After all, I am selfish. "

"If your future husband will die at any time, will you be anxious every day? Or pessimistic and desperate. "

Gu Pingfan smiled: "crow mouth."

She didn't answer directly, but she acquiesced in this statement.

He looked at the time and tried the temperature of the milk.

Not yet.

She doesn't know how to patiently make this little thing perfect every day.

There are still some things he didn't say.

Tong Yan always deliberately hides it and doesn't want anyone to know the real situation of her family. Even ordinary people, even her best friend Shen Yao, only knew that her parents were divorced, but she didn't know how disappointing it was.

He remembered that before he was twenty-three, it was the humiliation brought by such close relatives that was hard to say.

Although I love my mother deeply, I can only live behind the sun because of my mother's attachment to a married man and my illegitimate status. The feelings that have tortured him for 23 years are also repeated in the children's words. They can't give up their loved ones, but they feel deeply inferior.

At the age of twenty, her mind was not fully mature.

But because I love a man named Pingsheng Gu, I suffered much more than he did at first.

The little girl who touched the child's words for the first time, wearing a sapphire evening dress, stood in the spotlight, blinked at the accompanist and devoted herself to singing. However, in the last impression, she has begun to learn everything. She often takes her pulse carefully and always knows where she is. It's not safe.

Too many times, she just blushed and smiled at herself.

After Christmas, the new year is coming.

Because grandpa was seriously ill this year, he was specially invited to return to China for the New Year.

On New Year's Eve, all the children at home ran out to watch firecrackers. Once people are over 30, they will feel that time flies. He even remembers how the children's words spoiled in his arms at this time last year, saying that they would come to see grandpa the next day. After getting the promise, he smiled regardless of the image.

I can come with joy, but I have never even seen the face of my elders.

Pingsheng Gu seems to be particularly popular with children at home. After midnight, those bullies have had enough fun outside. They couldn't take off their down jackets one by one, so they crowded around him and asked questions.

"Little uncle, fingers crossed" The little girl crossed the index finger and middle finger of her right hand and made a gesture of prayer. "Did I do the right thing?"

Pingsheng Gu couldn't help laughing: "Did my little aunt teach you?"

"No," the little niece said gloomily, "I took my father's car yesterday, and an elder sister taught me on the radio. She said that someone had taught her that if she was afraid of failing the physics exam, she would pray for good luck. "

Perhaps it is too similar, he thought of the child's words.

The little niece stretched out her two hands, put them together and said seriously, "Grandpa should live a long and healthy life, and so should uncle."

Such a short conversation will be remembered when he returns to Philadelphia.

At the end of the meeting with Shi Fan, when all the lawyers were sorting out the documents, he suddenly said to several project assistants in China's office in Chinese, "I need a document."

In Shipin, all the people who fought with him immediately grasped the spirit and picked up a pen and paper to record.

"Last year's Lunar New Year, the exact date was the 29th of the twelfth lunar month. All radio stations in Beijing recorded evening programs from five to eleven."

The other party wrote it down, no doubt. Thinking of his particularity, he immediately said, "We will prepare the text format."

He said, "OK," and after a pause, he added. "Send me the voice file, too."

In the evening, he received something from China's office. He looked through all the documents and finally found something familiar. Although completely recorded in writing, he confirmed the children's words between the lines.

In the evening, the name of the traffic channel program is plain: I am with you.

Tong Yan is one of the two hosts.

She didn't say much about the whole program, but at the end of the program, she received a phone call from a senior three candidate. Science candidates are always anxious about their physical achievements.

It should have been high-sounding comfort and encouragement, but she just took out her own failure experience in physics and told the small audience in senior three that there was nothing to be afraid of. A man who re-examined college physics four times like himself found a job and sat here as a radio host.

Pingsheng Gu couldn't help laughing. She really remembers the experience of studying college physics again.

Looking at the lines of words, I can even imagine her expression and movements when she speaks. People who do text entry are very responsible, and even the "internship host is laughing in a low voice" is recorded in detail.

"Pray for good luck and pass the exam."

Finally, she said that someone had taught her to do this gesture before her last physics exam.

Put your middle finger on your index finger, overlap them and pray for good luck.

He looked through it for a long time and finally stood up to exercise.

At that time, she went back to school for the final exam.

On the way to the airport, she always fidgeted and rubbed her face against his shoulder. When he finally bowed his head in stitches, she asked him, "What if I can't graduate from physics?"

"I got 86 points on the mock paper last night, and now you only have psychological problems." He held her hand, put his middle finger on his forefinger and taught her to make prayer gestures. "Pray before the exam, and you will surely pass it."

Children's words mowgli oh, stretch out your hands, overlap together, seriously said:

"Cross your fingers, pass physics, graduate smoothly, get married."

Goodbye I owe you (2)

In the winter when she left Pingsheng Gu, grandma's cancer recurred.

Ordinary has been communicating various agreements with her. On the one hand, she should carefully avoid the "trap" that Pingsheng Gu dug for her. On the other hand, she should hide her psychological state of being with her bed for a long time.

Fortunately, Gu Pingfan will soon return to the United States and formally enter the hospital for internship.

Afraid of delaying her ordinary work, she finally signed an agreement on alimony, the only condition being that all of them were credited to an ordinary joint account. Pingsheng Gu let Ordinary manage this joint account because she was afraid that she would be dragged down by her father's debt and left her some savings that could not be possessed by her next of kin.

So this condition, soon, he accepted.

By the next spring, grandma's cancer cells had finally spread to the whole body, stayed in the hospital for more than a month and passed away. She remembers that night, at 2: 43 in the morning.

Because she couldn't eat for a long time, grandma was skinny and completely out of shape when she left.

In the last ten days, father and she took turns to watch the vigil.

Grandma's eyes are red and swollen almost every day. What does she think her father has done? At first, she avoided others and advised her father to ask for money until grandma got through the serious illness. Then one day, she got off the show in the middle of the night and happened to meet a noisy scene at the door of the ward.

While the nurse and father were not paying attention, grandma ran out of the ward wearing only shorts.

When she got out of the elevator, she saw some nurses could not stop some crazy grannies. The onlookers are whispering, and the old lady estimates that cancer cells have spread to the brain, which is a bit crazy. The picture of her father standing at the gate, crying helplessly for her mother, made her lose her mind instantly.

She didn't even know how she rushed over, hugged her grandmother tightly and whispered comfort.

Even a nurse came forward and was waved away by her.

That night, she dragged her father's arm like a madman and forced him out of the hospital.

Back in the ward, all eyes of pity, sympathy, empathy or indifference were blocked by the curtains she pulled. The hard-pulled needle swollen the back of the hand, which was difficult to get into. She rubbed it gently for her grandmother and kept smiling and said, "Why are you so disobedient? You are really getting younger as you get older. "

For fear of waking up people in the same room, children always speak in a low voice.

She deliberately tells some interesting things on the show, most young viewers call, or those who don't understand when looking for a partner to get married. Finally, I couldn't help laughing myself.

"Well," grandma said in a hoarse voice, pointing to her head, "grandma knows everything here and is not confused."

The child's words are good.

"I did it to make your father feel guilty for us," grandma patted her hand. "I'm afraid I can't wait for him to wake up. In the end, only you are left."

Her nose was sour in an instant and almost shed tears.

I can only try to smile and say, "It's twelve o'clock, why don't you sleep?"

"Xiao Gu's illness this time is not very serious, is it?" The old man has closed his eyes and thought of him again. "I walked for half a year last time. This time, it should be almost nine months?"

"If it's not serious, you need to recover," her tone was distressed. "His health is not very good. When he left, he repeatedly told me not to let you know that you live here now, and I dare not let him know, otherwise he will definitely find a way to return to China. "

"Yes," the old man hurriedly patted the back of her hand. "You are still young. He is in poor health and needs to be treated by himself. It doesn't matter, grandma understands. "

Tong Yan giggled and said, "So you should take good care of yourself, or he will spare me when he comes back." As for me, I am responsible for making money hard to make you two better off, "she paused and added." Our leader asked me if I would like to report on the traffic program in the morning. The original host just wants to have a baby and rest for a few months. In this way, I have the opportunity to raise my salary again, at least the bonus will definitely increase. "

"Morning show? You start at nine o'clock now, and you have to run to the hospital again. "

"You have to struggle when you are young," Tong Yan said softly, putting Grandma's hand on the quilt. "Stop talking and go to sleep."

The old man took her hand again and said, "I feel much better these days." It is said that when I am in a good mood, cancer will naturally get better. Don't let Xiao Gu come back. If you want to come back, you must be healthy and come back. "

The child nodded. She knew grandma wouldn't mind a sick person not visiting.

But if the old man knows to be separated from him, I'm afraid it will be a fatal blow. Fortunately, grandma knew his illness very well. After the last five months of separation, such eight or nine months are easy to deal with.

She doesn't know how long such a lie can last.

Just thinking, in another day.

There was no later.

During that time, she took the longest vacation since she worked, and took care of her grandmother's descendants for a whole week.

Later, instead of going home, she shared a house with her colleagues. That home, Pingsheng Gu was in a hurry to return to China and bought it for her and grandma in a hurry. When she broke up, he insisted on keeping it for himself. She refused everything, but the house seemed to do her a favor and gave grandma a white lie.

The granddaughter she misses will be fine. Anyway, someone still regards her as a treasure.

When the purpose of the lie was over, she dared not live in such a big house alone. Because the live traffic program in the morning and the evening program are done at the same time, and there are planning meetings during the day, she entrusted the house to the intermediary. I thought that Beijing's housing purchase policy was strict in the past two years, and the house would not be sold so soon.

According to the agent, this is a really good house with feng shui. If I don't have to get rid of my children in a hurry, I will slowly find the right buyer and try to raise the price. But in just one month, someone paid the full amount directly.

The day she went to sign the agreement, it was hot and dry, and it happened that she caught a cold. She wrote down the bank account that she knew by heart and didn't want to go to the bank again. People who buy houses have a good temper and follow the intermediary to transfer money to the bank.

She stayed in the house with the young real estate agent, doing nothing but simply walking slowly around the house.

Here, there. Look carefully.

The small intermediary didn't know, thinking that she had just dropped something: "What is Tong looking for?" She smiled shyly: "I can't bear to part with it until I find anything."

"If the old ones don't go, the new ones don't come," the small intermediary laughed. "It is said that this house is sold at a really good price because of its good feng shui. You can buy a good one with a little more. Children want to buy again, I have it now. "

Because of the morning and evening classes in the past six months, she has lost a lot of weight, and her body is even thinner. Because she is a DJ on the radio, she doesn't have to show her face, and she dresses casually, still like a student.

Such a beautiful girl can sell such a house by herself, even without any family constraints. Small intermediaries naturally think too much and feel that they have business to do.

She listened in distress situation and shook her head to explain.

There is an upper limit on the withdrawal from that joint account, but the deposit is completely unrestricted. She looked at the numbers in the passbook and suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction like a nouveau riche.

Mr. Gu, you must forget that the gift is a unilateral legal act and does not need your consent.

Teacher gu's contract law exam 9 1. Even if he dies, this part of the property will not have anything to do with his father, and it belongs to him completely.

When Christmas approaches, "I am with you" becomes an emotional special line. You can even order songs for the audience occasionally according to the instructions of the leaders and the needs of the program to set off the atmosphere.

She specially invited Amy to participate in the program planned on Christmas Eve.

However, in just three years, Amy became a very promising local TV host because she hosted a talk show. Even when I came to Beijing, a traffic station to do a program, many viewers called early to express their excitement.

"I'm really not used to you asking me to call you Xiao Ke," Amy and she entered the studio early and sat in the swivel chairs, unable to help laughing. "Why not use your real name? I think your name is particularly easy to remember. It doesn't look like a name that ordinary people can call out at all. If you say its stage name, no one will doubt it. "

"Not as high-profile as you," Tong Yan threw the manuscript to her. "I don't want my old classmates to hear me hosting the program. I can imagine how they laughed when listening to the program."

"Take your time," Amy patted her shoulder seriously. "When I hosted the program, my mother specially saved it online and sent it to all relatives. Don't be embarrassed. "

"Be content, I am proud of you."

"Two," yawned the director. "An elderly woman was chatting with her old classmates on Christmas Eve, and she didn't answer the phone? There is no date for the end of the program? "

The two ignored the provocation of the director and continued to chat in a low voice.

Until ten o'clock sharp, I immediately resumed my professional voice and cut into the working state.

Tonight's special program is a talk show hosted by famous female anchors Amy and Xiao Ke. Two women with excellent voices chat and occasionally answer the phone, mostly ordering songs or wearing memories of their Christmas Eve.

"Xiaoke's old classmates and I," Amy handed over a look, "she once had a very sensational love in college. I dare say that every night, a girl will poke a villain in the dormitory to curse her and get such a good love. Tell me, have you ever spent a very romantic Christmas Eve with a popular lover? "

"Yes, that night, we kissed for the first time, very vulgar, in the cinema."

"Wow ~" Amy narrowed her eyes and went crazy with envy.

Even the director was happy, and kept saying in the earphone: "self-explosion, self-explosion."

Light music background, both European and American old tunes.

After she finished this sentence, she seemed to be in a good mood and naturally changed the subject. It's just that the next phone call turned into how to date on Christmas Eve. Some people even told her excitedly that the first kiss was in the cinema or something, and she felt that she was really in trouble.

The disadvantage of inviting acquaintances is that you want to reveal your past all the time. At the end of the program, the intestines of children's eyes were green with regret, and Amy remained firm, revealing that she had won the third place in the campus singer contest and was best at singing difficult foreign songs.

The director was immediately aroused, and she ended up with an oratorio, and then gradually entered the original song.

She was overwhelmed by coercion, and suddenly remembered that when she first separated from Pingsheng Gu, she sang a song that had been circulating all night, and finally sang softly.

Jessica. Simpson 200 1 old song "When You Tell Me You Love Me".

The tone before was unexpectedly sad, but it reminded her of the first time I saw him that night. I would have no idea, standing in a new world of fire trees and silver flowers, not knowing what to do next and how to date.

When you told me that you loved me,

Do you know that this will take me the rest of my life?

I was packing when I received the news from Tong Yan. The mobile phone vibrates in the trouser pocket until the suitcase is covered. She said: I want to separate …

... sorry, I didn't make it to the end. Fingers fumbled on the keys for a long time, and I didn't know when I lit a cigarette and finished it. The cigarette has been put out, leaving a long ash on the cigarette end. I want to put it in the ashtray. Such a move, the ash dispersed, no longer condensed together, but dispersed. I silently looked at the ashes scattered on the ground and saw water dripping beside me, melting the ashes and blurring my vision. Give me some time and let me think. I started unpacking, putting pants, shirts and ties on the bed one by one, smoothing wrinkles one by one, supporting them with hangers one by one, and hanging them back to the wardrobe one by one. I remember the way she ironed my shirt before I left, the way she put the ring on her hand, the way I met her again at school, and the way I saw her for the first time in the hospital. Non-iodine was a battle for me a long time ago. Although we didn't win the war completely, we didn't lose either. My mother's departure broke me down After that, my home was a dispensable decoration, and it was empty. Some people say that God will give you what he takes away. Therefore, in the words of children, there is a home. We all hesitated at first, but I felt from the bottom of my heart that we should be together, warm each other, comfort each other, support each other and comfort each other. Sometimes I feel selfish. Because of physical reasons, I may not give her more happiness than others, but I really work hard. I don't want to pressure her, but after all, ...

… Tong Yan is a good girl, please forgive me for describing her so flatly. I didn't go back to China except to attend her graduation ceremony. I just want to see her again, that's all. In the days to come, every day is the same, because there is no child to speak. ............................ said ordinary, childlike innocence went to the radio to be a host. Ordinary said that grandma died when she was a child. Ordinary, childlike, and always single. Ordinary said that yesterday was the anniversary of childhood grandma's death. The moment I heard the voice of the world again, the moment I heard her voice on the program for the first time, and the day I listened to her program every day, I was silently thinking, thinking and feeling. Her voice, like oxygen in blood, is deeply buried in my mind, so that I can breathe, think and pretend as if nothing had happened. Many nights, in my dream, you came back to me until I reached out and touched the other side of the bed. The cold would push me back to reality, but I still liked this dream and enjoyed it. Actually, I have. But I can't selfishly drag you into the world I think is beautiful. It turns out that the water under the bridge in this world is not the most uncomfortable, but the most uncomfortable thing is to suddenly look back over and over again. When I was so close to you, I knew that the desire to hold you in my arms was like a crack that broke out in an instant, spreading, scurrying, winding and winding, and finally reached my heart, leaving an indelible mark. Listening to your slow words on the other end of the phone, it seems that we didn't meet yesterday. So we've always been here, always together. Meeting is an accident, falling in love is a test, and parting is a disaster. Then, let's take a look again, all my life, all the year round.