Original ending of sadness flowing against the river

The last paragraph of the original text of the novel "A River of Sorrow" is: Your heavy breathing in the darkness is the familiar fog in the alley in the early morning. Your warm chest. A huge river of slow flowing sadness and silence. Before that, Qi Ming turned on the gas and chose to commit suicide.

In the ending of the novel "Sadness Against the River", Gu Senxiang went to the warehouse at the back door of the school because he received the text message forwarded by Yi Yao. After that, Gu Senxiang committed suicide at home. Before she committed suicide, she sent two text messages, one to Qi Ming, "I hate this dirty world," and one to Gu Senxi, "Senxi, come on, don't make your mother angry. I will always love you."

When Gu Senxi checked Gu Senxiang’s mobile phone, he saw the text message sent to Gu Senxiang from an unknown number, "Are you dating Qi Ming? Then come to the school’s back entrance warehouse at two o’clock in the afternoon. I have something to say. I want to tell you." Before Gu Senxiang committed suicide, he replied to the unknown number, "Are you satisfied?"

This number belonged to Yi Yao because someone else sent her the text message. It was forwarded to Gu Senxiang, so both Gu Senxi and Qi Ming regarded Yi Yao as the murderer of Gu Senxiang. They refused to listen to Yi Yao's explanation and asked Yi Yao to surrender.

Because of Qi Ming's distrust, Yi Yao chose to commit suicide. Later, Qi Ming also committed suicide because he always had nightmares about Yi Yao and Gu Senxiang.