Graduation summary

Also known as: I can't hide it, I can't hide it, I don't want to go back to my old job and sell it badly.

There are many three years in my life, and then three years later.

Elementary school, junior high school and senior high school turn over articles every three years.

I haven't written my graduation summary, of course, for fear of losing face.

Until now, I haven't replied to the dozens of unread messages on WeChat. < p It's very routine

It's a fruitful season, and I know I'm behind

I was still working in Sports West

It rained heavily after work that day. This pure music is playing in the elevator room

The Truth That You Leave

Click it to play

The fact that the song is called You Leave

The scene makes my hair stand on end

I squatted there and listened to the whole song, which was very sour and astringent

I don't like umbrellas very much, so I walked to the subway station. It was really raining hard after a few steps.

I was here three years ago when the senior high school entrance examination was released. I am very happy because I got the best grade in grade three and the best grade in my class. I bought myself a bottle of soda and my heart was full of excitement and longing.

I never dreamed that three years later, I would feel the other extreme in the same place, with great contrast and self-mockery.

I didn't dare to buy soda, so I went home.

First of all, it's an overwhelming greeting.

Phone calls, text messages, WeChat, QQ, friends and family visits

It's also the first time in many years that you feel uncomfortable because of others' attention

and

Anger

Naked anger

In this case, you can't speak your mind

Tell me.

I choose silence, and people catch up with me and say,

"People don't care about you."

I know that there is no way to compete with others in this matter.

I know that I am behind, but I am at least sure that I know better than you.

There is no need to add too many assumptions to me and maybe

An article was published in Chaos that day <

My circle of friends is turning around

I silently clicked on the collection, because I knew I would definitely use it

There are several words in it that are extremely correct

After reading books for so many years, at least half of the time I really just wanted to make my parents look better. What can I do with those mechanical problems and math problems I did today? I really can't think of them at all. I am unhappy because I failed in the exam, mostly because of guilt. It's not that I'm frustrated with my competitiveness ...

The college entrance examination is very important. I know, many people come to me, but I didn't pay much attention to it. I can feel some words, but you are embarrassed to say them.

I didn't study hard enough, but I tried my best. If I do it again, I can't guarantee that I can handle it better than now.

"Did you really try your best?"

I'm sorry, I don't want to answer this kind of question.

I'm a competitive person, and I'm also desperate for my goal.

I say this to myself every day, so I really don't want to answer this question.

I made an appointment with myself at the beginning of the holiday, and I got myself back in nearly three months. I did a lot of things.

I listened to a lot of disgusting words. There's really no need to take it seriously.

I didn't mean it. I just quoted it.

Besides, many of them were delivered to you by themselves to scold you.

You are all my close friends, dear teachers and intimate partners.

It's too late to thank you ...

Only people with deep feelings dare to say these words.

They also talked to many people.

Like a greedy sponge. Absorbing water tirelessly

So I went to many places and saw a lot of things

I tanned myself alive

The process was very hard. People really can't think about these vague things all day.

Over and over again, they know why people always "let go" and "let themselves go".

It's like a sentence.

Tear them apart and sew them back a little.

You don't know what valuable things will stay after you are sad.

I just found out that many things are actually not seriously thought about, because of it. One day, when you calm down and think about it, you realize that you don't understand anything, and then ask yourself why you stopped eating, so the more you think about it, the more you get flustered. Finally, you can only persuade the world to be gentle. < P > Today is the day to hand in your homework. Teacher Zheng Zheng said that you haven't written it yet (forcibly touching porcelain), and Zebin doesn't know if you have finished it, but at least you have written it, and it's very hard ... Anyway, homework can't be finished. ), personally, I think it's not bad. As for whether I can make a job or not, I'm really not sure. The big deal is to replenish you in the next three years.

I've been busy coding these days. Those two inexplicable articles were written by me. I didn't want to admit it at first, but I couldn't find a good platform, so I had to put them back on my account. Everything in it was nonsense, and people didn't exist. Even the pictures were fabricated, which made me feel stupid to read, and there was no description at all. The part that was obviously the climax of the plot hurried by, and when it was time to pass by, it was gone again. That night, Chang Jie asked me if I was going to enter the "micro-novel" circle, and I said no, this level would be sprayed to death.

"Change from your own story"

It's not that bad, is it? It's a divorce and elopement. online celebrity Wen can't open his mind so recklessly. (Netizen: I'm afraid you misunderstood the word "open his mind") online celebrity Wen can't write a story well, but it's hard to say it clearly. It must be written for himself. Some things don't want people to know and want people to know. Just break something out and then force it to exaggerate. I've written three years in it, and I've already given myself an explanation, and the rest has nothing to do with me (I always send it at 3 pm to avoid the rush hour)

Ah, yes, Finally, gay, a long-time gay, said this sentence angrily, "Anyway, I know what kind of person you are whether you play or not."

I spent some time posting a few holiday summaries the other day.

I wrote in my Weibo, where there are few people.

In fact, I have been busy for so long and just want to be normal.

I really don't think I am a seventeen-year-old boy with normal mind. I always feel that something has gone wrong.

Maybe this is the beginning of the story.

I feel good about myself when I came to write a letter.

I also forgot what happened. I didn't adapt to all kinds of things. Finally, I didn't make a few friends and didn't add any organizations (unless a club is also an organization, although I think it's quite watery). I didn't sleep in the dormitory, and I didn't feel good about my grades and I couldn't get along with the people around me.

I felt terrible about myself. Dealing with personal smallness and poor self-esteem every day, in the end, only the position of Labor Committee has done a good job, but it's also quite embarrassing. Because of my poor organizational and expressive skills, I sometimes turn labor into a painful routine. In retrospect, I really feel that I have done a lot of mistakes and didn't handle a lot of things well, which leads to a feeling of silence when I talk about labor all year round. I've always wanted to find an opportunity to apologize, and I'd like to apologize to Class 15.

The first year of high school is really too confused. One thing after another, I can't extricate myself from my memories. There are many excellent people in the first year of high school who have been promoted to the second year of high school before they have time to make friends. Frankly speaking, it's a pity. Many things have passed before I realize their existence. It's a shame to be a classmate for a year but can't remember anything.

The next days will be more memorable

This is an unexpected experience for me, and I don't want to go into details. I have been playing with inferiority for a long time, and I haven't seen good results for a long time. No one has complained about helplessness, a relationship, and a person.

I once watched a video about drugs, which explained why people are addicted to drugs. No matter who they are, they always have to establish a connection with something in an environment, which may be a person, a video game or drugs. Once this connection is established, people will get a sense of security from it, and once this connection is terminated, people will become restless and insecure. I was in an awkward position at that time. I want to do something to save myself, but I find that I don't know who to look for, and even feel that my own affairs are nothing at all. It's embarrassing to say that I don't know anyone, and I'm anxious and insecure.

"I probably just lack a success"

I comforted myself so much, so I continued to knock on my head ...

Then I collapsed ... It was too much

. Then the whole world seems to have changed.

Actually, it's hard to believe that since I was a child, my teacher's comments were "steady and capable". One day I will drive myself crazy because of emotional breakdown.

Even in retrospect, I feel very confused.

It seems that the boy who cried bitterly was not me.

I don't know how to describe that time. Everything is particularly sudden. The sentence "Just get through it". I'm sure I lost my ability to think calmly at that time. I never felt it before. Maybe it was just because of poor grades, no one to tell me, insecurity, smallness and helplessness at first. It wasn't the last straw that crushed the camel. So did I, and I fell into the trap unconsciously. It was terrible. < P > I don't want to talk about those days anymore. Maybe it seems silly now and I shouldn't be responsible for myself, but it just happened, towards an me.

In those days, I survived by reading and music. The feeling of powerlessness from top to bottom, the ubiquitous anxiety, panting and sweating, which I thought would be a mental illness when I was a child, actually appeared so truly. It was really an unpleasant experience.

However, this is only the beginning ...

This is probably the most disappointing time for me to grow up.

I have a very good friend.

In all kinds of helplessness, I tried to find her. For various reasons, I didn't wait until my salvation was tortured by depression. I subconsciously grabbed her like a straw.

Later, for various reasons, it was like suddenly one day you. Life straw can't save you, so you start to blame it, so that you forget the reason why you became like this in the first place

In the worst case, I did the worst thing

A lot of things happened, and I started to find many people because of it

In the wrong track, dreaming my own big dreams in the Spring and Autumn Period

It's like the opposite direction. This is bound to be a rollover battle.

It's getting worse and worse. I can't describe it.

I can only say that the situation is terrible.

It should be described as a big change of temperament.

It turns out that people can change many things in a very short time.

I really don't want to explore the cause, what happened and why.

I'm not a fool. I won't suddenly lose my mind like in TV series, and then start to swell up and do something crazy, and then I will fall

Anyway, that's it. I experienced a dark day

It was also my most emotional day

There is really nothing worth remembering

I ruined a relationship and a very good friend. I'm sorry to add so many storms, and the words of apology are too much.

Maybe it's hard work. I've been busy for more than half of high school before I finally learned a lot, and then I started my high school life, at least my sober high school life. At this time, it's like a ruin. When you turn around, you find that a lot of mess needs to be cleaned up. People can't live in their own world. Even if you are riddled with strange things, the best way to save yourself is heart to heart. I never thought that my sober mind could consider so many things at the same time. Maybe I had too many troubles in the past and inadvertently unlocked new achievements. I was thinking about many things every day, how to improve my grades, how to solve social problems, how to solve this, and how to avoid that. People think too much and don't care about it. On the contrary, the more I think about it, the more energetic and fulfilling I am. When I became a monitor, I actually just want to solve social problems, and I can deal with all kinds of people in my class under the pretext. Others are just routine operations. In fact, I am very happy, and I am very happy with Xiao Yao. In fact, I really want to do more. It's just that things have been constantly broken, and many practical problems have come one after another. Many things are beyond my power. As a monitor, I think about some project, but I can't help myself, so I want to resign. Of course .. In fact, many things are added to myself. I wish I could be honest and responsible for what the good class group and Zheng Zheng told me. I just felt that I was unwilling to do this, and I would definitely blame myself, so I went to Chang Jie, and finally spilled a panic. Teacher Zheng Zheng said that he was a perfectionist and simply stopped doing it. Where can I find such a good class teacher ... Later, I met too many good people and made a video for myself in the New Year. Chang Jie commented that the days after

to be honest, it was not bitter at all. Although I didn't sleep for a few hours a day, I especially thank A Liang. I can't praise you too much (so buy me a rechargeable version quickly). My grades in the future were basically raised by your teaching me to do the problems. Why didn't I find you so kind before lying in the trough? It's really nerve-racking.

There are really too many people to thank. It's not easy to talk about it here.

We need to talk about it in detail.

(Changjie: I dare say this is the running account)

Thank you, Changjie. Although they are all men who have slept together, I still have to be polite so that you won't give me dog food again. I can't believe that you listened to it from beginning to end, and you didn't know how many people were scared off halfway. It's really invincible. Without you, I'm sure I can't hold on. You always get up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, disturb my study and throw up in the toilet next door, which makes me almost throw up, but you are still a person. You said that if something happens in the future, remember to call you, and I will hug your thigh. After all, you are all in the same bed, right

(I won't sort it out, and I don't know who will row the trouble.