Singles' Day-Sad Diary

"No, I can't come down."

"If you don't come down, I will wait for you to come down."

"Oh, can you stop being so stubborn?"

"Have you ever felt sorry for my persistence for a moment?"

"Pa", Jiang Ruosu reluctantly hung up the phone, picked up the canoe "I also fell for a long time" and continued to indulge, ignoring Ning Yuhuan, who was waiting downstairs. A few minutes later, the roar of the lion came.

"Mr.zhou, come down, I want to talk to you."

My roommate couldn't help it anymore and said, Sue, are you sure you don't want to go down and have a look?

Susu pretended not to hear and continued her "depravity". Jiang Mumu went to the balcony a little angrily and said to Ning Yuhuan downstairs, "Son, go, people are already there!" "

Jiang Re-su looked at Mywood and got it. She smiled at her apologetically and ignored him. Jiang Mumu looked at mr.zhou carefully, as if to see who she really was.

"Sue, what the hell are you thinking?"

"What do you think? Nothing is beyond the reach of eight poles. "

"That you so consumption is not a way. Do you think that escaping can solve the problem? "

Mr.zhou smiled guiltily at mywood.

"Did your Mr. Godot contact you?"

Jiang Mumu once jokingly called Susie's boyfriend "Mr Godot". Because he is like Godot waiting for Godot, waiting forever. The difference is that "Godot" is not waiting, but Mr.zhou is waiting.

Mr.zhou didn't answer, blinked and looked down at the novel. But I can't watch it anymore. All I see is the vague figure of my boyfriend. I don't know how long I haven't seen you. In the past, he was as gentle to himself as his indifference at both ends of the scale.

"Susu", Jiang Mumu called a few times and woke her up from the dreamland. Mumu and adamant wadding.

"I think this' Godot' is best to have a rest."

"What do you call this person? The somebody else advised us not to leave, you pour ... "

"That's only if he is good to you!"

"Maybe, this is only temporary! Besides, don't say it's over at the beginning, okay? "

"Is it worth it? Ning Yuhuan treats you well, and you have to follow others! " Jiang Mumu smiled and pushed mr.zhou.

"Shit, stop it, it's impossible!"

"How is it possible, the somebody else ..."

"Well, stop it, he is so good, you go after him!" Mr.zhou interrupted her and spoke her mind.

"I won't tell you, I'm going to close the door!" Say and MuMuMu picked up a stack of books and walked out of the dormitory, leaving mr.zhou alone.

Looking around the empty space, there are two incandescent lamps hanging on the white ceiling, which seems a little lonely in this huge room. A great sense of emptiness and suffocation surrounded her.

In fact, she has no idea how long her love with Mr. Godot will last.

He is always afraid and insecure, and asks in a hesitant and even suspicious tone: How much do you love me? At this time, her heart began to twitch and began to ache. Is her evasiveness or her brinkmanship disturbing him? "For my heart, for your heart, I know how much I miss you."

She is in Jiangsu and he is in Jiangxi. A word difference separates them from each other. I don't want to watch it all the time, I miss it all the time, how many revels I have endured and how many lonely nights I have spent. What everyone just didn't notice was that this love and yearning, once as strong as wine, has gradually disappeared with the passage of time, and suddenly decreased with the extension of distance, but now it is like plain rootless water. I am really afraid that our lovesickness can't stand the test of this long distance and time.

He is like "Mr. Godot" in the wood, never waiting.

She recalled the dribs and drabs related to Ning Yuhuan these days. As everyone knows, the secret code in her heart has quietly increased to his side.

The first time we met was in the dining hall in Zone 1. They also ordered squid meat pie soup. After swiping the card, Ning Yuhuan found that there was no balance in the meal card. He blushed to the ears in an instant and said shyly, I don't want it, I won't buy it. Mr.zhou looked at him in a panic, thinking that he was also an honest man, and some felt sorry for him, he said to the clerk, It's okay, you give it to him, and I'll pay for him. So, naturally, Ning Yuhuan was moved to tears. Then I asked for her number and said that another day would be a "big money" reward. Mr.zhou laughed it off.

In the next few days, the two slowly sent text messages to each other, and after a while they became familiar with each other.

I thought it was over, but I didn't expect him to really "reward me". He invited Mr. Zhou to dinner (Mr. Zhou read more than 100 SMS records and suddenly realized that there were so many intersections between them). Mr.zhou didn't refuse and went gladly. There is nothing wrong with being as comfortable as a friend after dinner, but there is no further. After that, the days were calm and undisturbed, but there was also a secular stability.

When I met him again, I was playing billiards in a billiard hall with a group of "literary giants" I met in the forum of "Yuan Feng Ge". Have fun, I didn't notice Yu Huan who had been watching it for a long time. With a bang, the black ball was also arrested. At this moment, mr.zhou caught a glimpse of him standing not far away and immediately became flustered.

"Oh, why are you here?"

"Hey, you are allowed to come, I am not allowed to come?"

"no! When did you come? Why don't you scream? "

"Come early. If I say hello to you, can I still appreciate your skills? "

"Oh, don't make fun of me."

Two people said, and sat down beside the tea table beside them. I didn't speak for a moment and smiled at each other.

"Why do girls like playing billiards?"

"Isn't the law that only you boys can play? What age is this, and there are remnants of a patriarchal society! "

"This is not a mode of thinking. On the other hand, do you often come? "

"Occasionally, look at the mood."

"So do you usually come because you are in a good mood or because ...? "

I didn't expect him to ask this question. Mr.zhou's heart rippled like calm lake water, and then it was quiet.

"What do you think?" Mr.zhou didn't answer directly, asks.

"Do you want me to learn?"

"No, it's getting late, and I'm tired. It's time to go back to sleep. " With that, he got up and said hello to his literary friends who came with him, and went out.

He didn't want to.

"Then next time you are free, let's come out to play again!"

"ok!"

Ning Yuhuan watched her go out alone, only to find that she had no companion.

"Are you alone?"

"am I not a person?" Say that finish, two people laugh wildly.

"Which dormitory do you live in?"

"East Zone B Building."

"really! Me too. I happen to be on the road, let's go back together! "

"Well, very good."

Naive Ning Yuhuan thought that Susu didn't know that she was actually different, but she also showed off in an ostentatious manner for her cleverness. In fact, mr.zhou already knows. When she first saw that Yu Huan was walking in a different direction from herself, she knew that they were not on the road. It was Yu Huan who lied that she was on her way when she saw herself going back alone. In fact, it doesn't matter to her whether to go back with her or not, because she is used to it. However, mr.zhou still has some waves in his heart, although it is a bad bridge in the movie.

I don't know how long it took, but Jiang Mumu, who came back from "uniting", dropped his schoolbag and took Mr.zhou downstairs. Mr.zhou clutched the door tightly and asked in horror, "Jiang Mumu, what are you doing? Where are you taking me? "

"He hasn't gone. He has been waiting. " Jiang Mumu said excitedly.

"who?" In fact, mr.zhou knew that she just pretended not to know.

"Ning-Yuhuan!"

"Nothing, let him be there and ignore him."

"Why are you so cruel?" Say that finish, mywood angrily off mr.zhou's hand, back to the dormitory, standing on the balcony, looking at the downstairs.

The downstairs is very messy and noisy, and many people are paying attention and watching. The loud cries are in sharp contrast to the quietly swaying candles, and the constantly dancing flames are like malicious elves laughing at Ning Yuhuan's frustration.

Someone in the crowd shouted, "If you can, let the heroine come down!" Why doesn't he want to! I have called her, but she keeps saying that it is inconvenient to go downstairs. Where it is not convenient to go downstairs, it is obviously unwilling to face it. I don't know which onlookers began to shout "take off the bill", and then a group of people followed suit, and people were buzzing. This wave of shouts of "taking off the bill" seems to cheer him up. Finally, Ning Yuhuan summoned up her courage, put her hand over her mouth and shouted, "Jiang Ruosu, I love you."

At this time, Ruosu was lying in bed with a mask on her face, reading a novel. Jiang Mumu came in from the balcony, grabbed the book in her hand and pulled off her mask.

"Are you dead? Come out and have a look. Beautiful heart-shaped candles ... "

"If you don't look, what's there to see?"

"Answer them even if you don't look."

"What is there to talk about? It has nothing to do with bees, frogs and cows. "

Seeing Mr.zhou was a little angry, Jiang Mumu knew it was useless to talk more, so he said flatly, then I'll tell him for you.

After a moment's hesitation, mr.zhou nodded and said, "Thank you."

Jiang Mumu ran downstairs and felt a little sorry to see Ning Yuhuan, who was full of expectation and tension. The onlookers have dispersed, and no one wants to spend hours reading a fruitless confession. Seeing Jiang Mumu come down, Ning Yuhuan seems to have started the rescue. His face is full of excitement. He asked, where is mr.zhou?

"She's not feeling well and won't come down."

"What's the matter? What's wrong with her? "

"Nothing serious, just a little cold."

"To see a doctor? ..."

"Don't ask again, don't worry, I will take good care of her. Also, she asked me to tell you not to embarrass her like this in the future. "

"……"

NingYuHuan feel dejected, self-effacing turned around, lonely with steps as if one thousand pounds to leave, leaving a worried mywood.

Doesn't she know what I'm thinking Isn't his mind clear enough? The first time I wanted to protect her was when I was at school, I organized a teaching in a small village. I met her and traveled alone. Recall that when the flowers met yesterday, the early winter had just arrived. Soft and weak sunshine, such as bright yellow neon, is scattered on every flower, and the smiling flower brightens her eyes. Clear and shallow sunshine, like a silver ribbon, hangs on every tree and adorns the moss road with various colors.

At that time, she wore a silver bun and a long white dress, fluttering like the spring breeze, leisurely walking on the mossy slate. Look at her oblique SLR, simple bag, meaning to go into battle lightly. It is obvious that she is traveling alone.

Look at her eyes as clear as water, as bright as a mirror, flashing the most primitive innocence. How quiet and open-minded her heart should be to have such a calm state. Look at her quiet face, indifferent to the world, giving people an illusion-this is a kind of scenery in itself. She is enjoying the quiet and green scenery, but she is the scenery in the eyes of others, decorating their eyes.

It was at this moment that Ning Yuhuan wanted to get close to her and get to know her, but she didn't want to contact her. He thought he would miss him, but he didn't expect to go to school with her, and he also derived the scene in the cafeteria that day. The moment I really wanted to protect her was when I was sent back to the dormitory that night. It pains me to see her lonely back. At this moment, he vowed to protect her.

"Is he gone?"

Mywood front foot just stepped into the dormitory door, mr.zhou asked eagerly.

"Go ahead," Jiang Mumu replied gloomily.

"What's the matter with you? Are you bullied by him? "

"No, you bullied me." Mywood didn't good the spirit said.

"How did I bully you?" Mr.zhou asked with a big smile.

"Are you, are you, always let me do such cruel things. If I can't find a boyfriend in the future, I will live in your house. "

"Ouch-I still have a passion for jade."

"You didn't see how sad he was. It's so distressing! " Jiang Mumu also said, and put on airs covering her heart.

"Well, when I divorce my Mr. Godot, I will obey him."

Jiang Mumu jumped for joy when he heard this.

"This is what you said, remember to keep your word!"

"Hey, Jiang Mumu, be honest, have you been bought by him?"

"What makes you think that?"

"Then why do you always defend him?"

"On my conscience, I really didn't!"

"Who believes it?"

Jiang Mumu changed his fake smile and asked solemnly, ask yourself, who is good to you?

"Godot and I are just indifferent, so he just ..." When it comes to the back, mr.zhou's throat tightened and he choked.

In fact, Mumu is more uncomfortable than mr.zhou. They met as freshmen and lived in the same dormitory. There are always four people in the dormitory, one of whom dropped out of school, and the other "walks with the moon" every day, hardly seeing anyone. Only the two of them are often together. Although they have completely different personalities, they have become people who can rely on each other during their college years.

Regarding the love between Mr. Su Su and Mr. Godot, Mu Mu actually disagreed very much. The two are long-distance lovers. In Jiang Mumu's words, instead of keeping this illusory love that seems to exist in fact, it is better to end it as early as possible and start a new relationship during this wonderful time in college.

Besides, in her view, this love is maintained by Mr.zhou's efforts and persistence, just like a dying old man struggling. She told mr.zhou more than once that in love, the active party must not be a girl. But mr.zhou always has his own theory: if you love someone, don't care who takes the initiative, you should fight bravely, so that no matter what the result is, you won't regret it.

"Love is a fool. Jiang Ruosu, you are a big idiot. " Every time Jiang Mumu hates iron not to produce, he growls at mr.zhou.

From then on, Jiang Mumu no longer cared about her and Ning Yuhuan, nor encouraged her to leave Mr. Godot.

Who can say that mr.zhou's persistence will have no result? Who can say that if Mr.zhou and Ning Yuhuan are together, there will be results?