Who sent Xia Qixi's White Wedding Next Winter to my mailbox?

1

Every school has several people of the hour.

In the experimental high school of 200 1, there are two legends, one is you and the other is Lin.

You're a thug in school. It is said that you have killed people and been in prison, but these have been rehabilitated secretly by the invisible rich, so now you are still infinitely mixed in the campus and campus Fiona Fang's sphere of influence.

And Lin, I heard that besides being the first in grade, she also has certificates that others can't reach, such as piano band 10 and English band 6. She is a well-known talented girl.

You have one thing in common, that is, you are beautiful. And more importantly, Lin is Lu's girlfriend. You are together, the golden couple, so legendary that it will even be recorded in the school history book.

Of course, at 200 1, these rumors are not important to me.

The important thing is that I met you this year. Since then, 200 1 has also entered the "history book" of my memory and can never be erased.

Every winter, I dress like a bear. If I can hide in my room, I will never go out. Sugar cube forced me to accompany her to the ball game.

She likes number five on the team, so she talked to me all the way about the treasure fight on number five.

And that day, I didn't see No.5 because I saw you. Playing basketball in a white sweater with the number 7 on the arm.

I don't know how serious your cleanliness is. You have to wear a white sweater to play basketball, but that white sweater is really nice and adds warmth to such a cold winter.

I didn't ask sugar cube your name, because I met you in a group of smoking gangsters on the roof of the school. I wrote your name on the big white bulletin board, and I passed you in the crowded crowd. Most importantly, the girls on the court are calling you happily. Come on, Lou! Lu scored a goal! It's in again!

I pointed my finger at you and said, this waist is thin, "once in a blue moon."

Don't blame me for being too specific. It's incredible that a boy's waist looks like yours.

Sugar cube gave me a rude look. Lan Yan, will you stop using idioms? Every time I hear you use idioms indiscriminately, I want to have a rest directly.

I have no time to pay attention to her, but cheer for you with the girls on the sidelines. Tang Fang said the way I shouted with my arms was a little scary.

How can I tell sugar cube that I'm just venting my inexplicable feelings that I've been suppressing for a long time?

[2]

In fact, before this, I had an intersection with you.

It was a surprise inspection of the school a week ago, because after the evening self-study, there were always couples in the experimental building, and there were countless couples dating at the corner of the stairs and on the rooftop. In order to put an end to this bad atmosphere, I am also afraid that those couples will have any bad behavior in the dark, so the director of the Student Affairs Office specially led the members of the Student Union to make a surprise inspection.

I am a member of the student union. Everyone is responsible for checking a small area. I am in charge of the stairs on the east side of the seventh floor.

That night, I climbed up from the west of the seventh floor and walked east. I walked as lightly as a thief with a flashlight. Go to the east stairs, I lit the flashlight at lightning speed, accurately lit up the figure of two people, a hard stamp, induction lamp lit up.

Then I saw you, wearing a black windbreaker, and your expression was very strange. You held Lin in one hand and leaned down to kiss her lips in the other.

The sudden bright light didn't make you panic. Lin just looked at me blankly, but you just collected your body smartly and looked at me thoughtfully, not knowing what you were thinking.

Until footsteps came from behind, the voice of the director of the student affairs office, Lan Yan, what's the situation?

I just recovered instantly when I was in the same place, and I immediately waved to you involuntarily, so go, go, go.

To tell the truth, I know I neglected my duty, but I don't know why I let you go at that time. Although I know that your relationship is well known, being arrested is nothing more than writing a critical letter or calling your parents, at that moment, it seems that God has arranged an opportunity for us to get to know each other.

Hearing the voice behind you, you quickly reacted to what happened. Holding Lin's hand, you went downstairs and waved to me calmly as you walked. Thank you, beauty. Cut us some slack.

At that moment, under the dim light, you with a black trench coat and a white shirt as the background and Lin in a goose yellow skirt were as beautiful as a painting, but what impressed me most was your smiling peach eyes, shining with deep lake light.

Listening to the director's footsteps getting closer and closer behind me, I was even a little unnecessarily worried that they would come to find you who escaped, so I quickly turned and ran to them and said, well, I found nothing.

On the way back to the dormitory after the surprise inspection, I sang a song happily, just because your "beauty chairman" is right, I am the new president of the student union. I just didn't expect you to notice me, or at least remember me.

I think maybe the way I cheer you up is really scary, otherwise how could I meet you downstairs in the dormitory?

You said, hello, beauty chairman.

You are wearing a black trench coat and a white shirt with your hands in your pockets. People come and go around, noisy and messy. Even though I made a speech in front of all the teachers and students, when I saw you smiling at me, I still blushed and my heart beat.

You said you would invite me to dinner to thank me for cheering for you.

I responded by playing dumb. Just watching so many people shout for gas, I just added it casually.

I think we both understand each other's ulterior motives. If you invite me to dinner because of refueling, how much will it cost you if there are so many girls outside? And I, if I just shout "Come on" casually, there are so many boys on the field, why do I just call your name? Besides, I just had dinner in the restaurant. But I accepted your invitation without hesitation.

However, that day, I didn't eat, nor was I lonely, but it was an unexpected trouble.

The light was on when we walked out of the campus. The road in front of the school is full of poplars, and there are cylindrical black street lamps on both sides of the poplars, which is very old Shanghai. Because it is a suburb, although this road is elegant, there are few pedestrians at ordinary times.

Just as you and I were walking on the road, thinking about what to say, a van suddenly stopped in front of us, and then a group of people filed out of the car.

When I was dumbfounded, I saw a group of teenagers with yellow hair grinning in front of us like in a Hong Kong drama, and you suddenly turned around and carefully protected me behind you.

But that day, I didn't hide behind you as you hoped, because your face was covered with blood, and I was greatly frightened. I screamed and rushed to the next tree, lifted the old stool that I don't know who put there, and ran out of control to the crowd.

Because of this rush, I saw blood and was taken to the hospital. And you, however, don't have any skin injuries. Because you told me you just had a nosebleed.

When I rushed over, a man with a stick dodged and punched me on the back.

I fell to the ground.

[4]

I remember thinking about it before I closed my eyes. I guess you can get married.

At least, when I wake up, I will see your handsome face.

Yes, when I woke up in the hospital, I really saw you and Lin. She was wearing a red cashmere coat next to me.

Red is the most beautiful color and the most difficult to grasp. If you dress well, you will look like a goddess. If you don't wear well, you will look particularly homesick. Lin is obviously the former.

You saw me jump on me when I woke up and ask, Lan Yan, do you know who I am?

I gave you a white eye. I have no amnesia.

You seemed relieved, smiled at ease and said, you have a rest first, and we are out.

When your figure matching Lin disappeared at the door, the whole ward was empty, empty.

I secretly curse you in my heart. Don't you know that the first thing a patient wakes up is to drink water? I sat up with difficulty and picked up the teacup on the table at hand.

The dark night sky outside the window was silent, and I suddenly remembered that before I fainted, you hugged me and asked, why are you so stupid?

Actually, I don't know. I just saw that your face was covered with blood, and suddenly I was angry with that yellow-haired boy, even killing my heart, so I ran away without fear. I think maybe that's what the book says: don't hesitate, be willing.

You didn't come back until I fell asleep on the pillow, but you came back alone and there was no forest.

You handed me a bag. Come on, eat something.

Let me ask you, how long am I going to stay here? You said, don't be afraid, I'll be here with you tonight.

I was surprised to see you pointing to the bare sofa and asking, where do you sleep?

You smiled, otherwise ... there was only one bed.

I immediately lowered my head and continued to eat, pretending not to hear. But your smiling eyebrows have entered my heart.

Fortunately, the nurse brought you an extra quilt to sleep on the sofa at night, so I slept soundly.

The white ward, the moonlight outside the window, and the people I want to see with joy have all become my sweet dreams for a long time.

[5]

Actually, I only had three stitches in my head, but you were afraid of infection, so you let me stay in the hospital for one night.

When I came home the next day, my mother almost fainted when she saw me. I told them calmly that I forgot to brake on my bike yesterday and hit a motorcycle. I fell and landed on my head first. I'm afraid they'll worry. Get dressed and come back.

Like Spider-Man, my mother immediately called me to ask for leave before flying to the phone. I grabbed her and said, I'm fine. I'd better go to school, or I'll miss the class.

I don't think it's serious except that my head has turned a little hard. More importantly, inexplicably, I hope to meet you again on campus.

In order to avoid being baptized by others' eyes, the classmates who exercise during recess will have a routine inspection, but I didn't go.

I was sleeping in the classroom when I heard a noise at the door of the classroom. I thought it was my classmates who didn't do exercises during recess. He didn't look up and continued to doze off.

But after a while, I suddenly felt a faint breath in front of me. I suddenly opened my eyes in surprise and saw your enlarged face appear in front of me.

You squinted and smiled. I thought you weren't coming today.

I said, I'm afraid I'm behind in my homework. You looked at me thoughtfully. Oh, I thought it was because of me.

When you said this, your peach eyes looked like Wang Bibo, and I almost blurted it out.

But I woke up in an instant. I opened my textbook to suppress my throbbing. I said calmly, you seem to talk to girls like this often.

Thinking like this, I suddenly felt uncomfortable, so I lowered my head and pretended to read and stopped talking.

You lie on your side and don't say a word. When the bell rings outside, you stand up and go outside. But before I left, I whispered a word, like a stubborn child defending himself. You said, I've never talked to anyone like this before.

Your explanation, like a gentle oath, presses on my heart. I am disappointed to see your figure disappear in the corner of the classroom.

I like you. What about Jia Lin? No, no, it should be said that you are together, so what should I do?

I came last, and she was the first.

I met Lin on my way home from school. Her smile is like a lake, she said, do you have time to sit together?

I waved to her, and I really had nothing.

This sentence is true, even if I have a coveted heart, I have no intention to fight for it. Besides, Lou doesn't like me either.

Im excellent pupil continue to laugh, a shoo-in, she said, I know, I just want to treat you to something to eat, thank you for letting us go in the last raid, by the way, thank you for helping Ji Ming stop the gangsters.

No, it's simple. I hurriedly refused and left.

Lin is indeed the daughter of a merchant family. She is a chess player. It just reminds me that when I first met her, she kissed you and made me run away.

This also made me realize the fact that she loves you, and it's okay for me to stop halfway like this.

[6]

I began to avoid you, eating without going through the stadium, staying indoors after class, and even hiding in the bathroom during recess.

Sugar cube says I'm hiding from you like a jackal.

But she said, Lan Yan, I agree with you. If you rob Lu with Lin, you will drown in the saliva of the whole school.

You see, even our friends predicted our unreasonable ending.

But when I received your call at midnight, I still couldn't refuse your invitation. You said, I just broke up with my friend and passed by your door. Do you want to see me?

I came downstairs and saw you. I think it must be that the moonlight that night was so touching. Otherwise, I'll run over as soon as you reach out. It seems to be repeated many times. You held me in your arms and murmured, Lan Yan, I want to see you.

I looked up and a gentle kiss slipped down. Mix it with the alcohol in your mouth.

When I woke up the next day, I thought last night was just a beautiful dream. But when I touched a small and delicate cross around my neck, I was completely awake. This is not a dream. You put the cross on for me.

I began to feel inexplicably agitated and sad. Because I don't know what I am. A third party that everyone punishes?

I said, Qiming, don't contact again. I said, Qiming, I'm sorry. I also said, Qiming, I don't want this.

However, I didn't say a word I pressed one message after another, but deleted one after another.

I can't say these words because I can't bear to part with you and because I know your past.

It was late at night in the hospital, and I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

So I chatted with you, and the short contact made me feel that you are not such a cruel person as rumored. So I smiled and talked about the rumors about you at school. I said, hey, I heard you killed someone.

But you were silent. I was embarrassed at once, and I explained that I was only joking.

But you speak softly. That night, I learned about your life.

You said your family belongs to a business family. A few years ago, my father was a winning general in business and merged several companies, so he made many enemies. Once my father went to the company and never came back. Because, on the way, his car suddenly failed to brake when turning, and directly hit the front wall. A car accident claimed his life.

The police collected the test results and identified it as an accident.

But you don't believe that my father's car is a famous car, and it has just been changed for two months. There is no reason for such a question.

After your father died, your mother took over the management of the company. You occasionally helped your mother until you attended a cocktail party, and your suspicions were confirmed.

I went to the balcony to have a rest because I felt a little uncomfortable.

But as soon as you walked to the balcony door, you heard someone talking outside. The speech only proves that there is someone. The key point is that this person has a low voice and your father's name is actually in the speech.

You were listening at the door, and you vaguely heard it. Yes, his wife is in charge of the company now, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

You can let him die, or you can let his wife step down.

Huayang will be dissolved soon.

Ok, I'll wait for your news.

His words are like a bomb in your heart. Huayang is the name of your father's company. When you look through the door, you are the enemy your father set up in the mall.

You strongly resist your desire to rush because you don't want to scare them.

However, after that, you went out and bought a knife and hid it in your body.

People can be very strong, for example, in the face of catastrophe, they can also survive. But people can also be very fragile. For example, if you stab a knife, your life will fall into the air.

You find an excuse to negotiate a contract with that person and only meet him.

When he sat side by side with you to sign the contract, you chose to give it a go.

I remember your tone that night. You said ironically that people sometimes become fearless of the people they love.

Once upon a time, you were an obedient son under your father's knee. You never thought that one day, you would … kill someone.

You said that when you saw him fall in front of you, you didn't run or escape, but you were relieved, as if you had fulfilled your long-cherished wish. You were smiling until you were taken to prison by the police.

You were sentenced to life imprisonment. But you are under 18 years old, and you are suspended for three years.

In those three years, your mother kept spending money to dredge relationships and even sold shares in the company, just to save you. Because, she doesn't want to lose your son after losing her husband.

At that time, your father Lin, a family friend when your father was alive, also came forward to help. The rumored invisible rich man is him. At last you were safe, but your father's property disappeared overnight.

And you're still with Lin. You were childhood friends, and Lin liked you since childhood. Although you regard her as your own sister, she has been firmly by your side during this whole year's changes.

[7]

I received your message as soon as I got to school. You said, Lan Yan, I will break up with Tong Jia.

I called anxiously, and I said, Qiming, don't do this.

You ask me painfully, so what? If you don't talk now, there will be no chance in the future.

Yes, you told me last night. After you were with Lin, you found that she was too controlling. For example, you just want to stay in your hometown, but she insists that you accompany her abroad.

If I am happy when I hear you say that you like me, then my heart will be full of heaviness when I hear you say that you want to break up with Lin.

I want to meet you at the abandoned basketball court in the school.

I don't look at you. I said coldly, Ji Ming, I actually helped you twice. For the first time, I thought Lin studied very well. If she was punished, it would be bad for her reputation. The second time was because I was the president of the student union, and I couldn't watch my classmates in trouble.

God knows how false I am, but I have no choice. I'm a third party. I'm nervous. Even if I look a little fake now, I will.

Then there was a slight sigh in my ear, and you stepped forward and held me in your arms. You said, don't move. Let me hug you.

I really stood still and dared not move. My heart took the place of my movements and kept beating fast.

I hope time stops at this moment. You hug me, and I feel like I have the whole world.

However, a shrill female voice sounded. How could you? !

I turned my head in surprise and saw Lin Jia's pupil not far away. She is no longer as safe as when she first met. She looked unbelievable and frightened, like a wounded white rabbit, and immediately ran away with red eyes.

I met a man who stood still like me. You said, go after him.

You turn around and hug me, Lan Yan. You wait for me here, and I will explain to her.

After that, you ran away quickly. Before your running figure disappeared from my sight, I shouted to you, Lu, don't give up on her! I don't like you!

You didn't look back. I don't know if you heard it.

It's just that I slowly squatted down and began to cry.

Qiming, the moment I saw Lin's eyes red, I knew we couldn't be together.

Because, I am so scared, we get happiness in the process of hurting others.

And that day, I have been standing in the same place waiting, and you, as I hoped, did not come back.

Even though I bravely told you that I didn't like it, it was dark and you really didn't come back, and my heart was still very sad.

Maybe your heart melted at the sight of Lin's tears. Maybe you won't come again, which is a hint that you will go back to her.

Think like this, when you walk, there will be water surging in your eyes. I have been looking up at the stars in the sky, even though it was just before the stars came out.

But you can't see the stars. At least you can keep the diamonds from falling.

The next day, as soon as I started class, I saw my classmates talking in succession. I sat in my seat, and sugar cube leaned in and asked me in a low voice, Lan Yan, are you from Ji Ming?

I rolled my eyes at her. Do you have a fever today?

She said strangely, that's strange.

I said what happened.

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? Last night, Lin killed himself.

……

Suddenly something in my heart collapsed with a bang. Qi Ming ... that's you, standing in my heart, but being razed to the ground by this news at this moment.

[8]

The news made me fidget all day, but when I got home, I was shocked by another news.

Because, dad has been unemployed for twenty years. He sighed in confusion and didn't understand the reason. And that night, I received a phone call from Lin and smiled gently on the phone. She said, the hard way is to propose a toast.

I immediately understood what was going on. I said angrily, Lin, what do you want? I have never done anything wrong to you. Why are you doing this to me? You didn't do my father's job!

And over there, it was a gentle smile, and then hung up the phone.

I dare not tell my father because I made him lose his job. I hid in my room and dialed the phone secretly, but it was turned off over there.

Suddenly, I felt desperate.

That night, it was snowing heavily and the window was white.

And actually appeared in his sleep. He firmly said to me, Lan Yan, I will definitely hold a wedding with you in winter. I asked him in surprise, how did you know I was going to have a wedding in winter?

He smiled. It's written in your diary. Don't worry, I promise you, next winter.

The dream was beautiful, but when I woke up, tears slipped quietly. I took that little cross and it burned my palm.

I thought it was Lin's revenge, quietly, but skillfully. Let dad lose his job, and let the family break the economic source. But I don't want to. But this is really just the beginning.

The next day, I got a call from my father at school. He said anxiously, come on, your mother is in hospital.

I left my textbook behind and rushed out in despair.

I rushed to the hospital and asked my father what was going on. My father said that my mother was out shopping and was hit by a skidding car on the corner.

Looking at the lights on in the emergency room, I'm worried.

The doctor finally came out and said that the patient was safe, just a leg, and I'm afraid I'll lose it.

My eyes went black and I fainted on the ground.

When I woke up again, my father fed me hot water to drink. Dad's eyes are sad. He said, Lan Yan, don't scare me. Your mother is still in there. You can't have anything more.

I struggled to smile at my father with the corners of my mouth. I'm fine, but I'm just scared.

Dad's dismissal and mom's unexpected troubles have cast a frost on this family.

But I had doubts about my mother's accident and asked my father. My father just said that a car skidded because of the heavy snow.

But when I think of Jia Lin's gentle laughter on the phone, I feel creepy.

I don't know if she, a young lady from a prominent family, will have a more vicious heart than I thought.

That night, a phone call verified my idea.

Lin is still smiling gently. I said angrily, Lin, do you have any hatred to report to me! How can you be so cruel! You have no parents!

Im excellent pupil finally stopped laughing, she said coldly, smoke haze, this is you asked for it. If you keep this attitude towards me, do you believe that other disasters will befall you tomorrow? Ha, it's easy for me to make your family disappear from this earth.

I hung up and called anxiously, but my phone was still turned off.

[9]

If I have never felt despair in my sixteen years of life, then at this moment, I feel despair.

I have no power or wealth to compete with Lin. Not only that, I'm worried about whether there will be any new accidents at home tomorrow. Finally, I gave in, picked up the phone and called Lin.

I said, please leave us alone.

Im excellent pupil smiled on the phone, is still gently gently, just like the last time she said she would invite me to dinner, a shoo-in. She said, you begged me. You kneel down and beg me, promise to disappear in front of my eyes at once, and I will let you go.

I hold the phone and feel weak.

When I was with Lu, I felt I was right. We love each other and deserve the whole world. But at this moment, I suddenly realized that I can't destroy the happiness of others at will under the guise of love.

As I am now, I finally paid the price for my luck.

After hanging up the phone that day, I really went downstairs to Lin's home.

You can laugh at me or sympathize with me. But at that time, I was really helpless at the age of sixteen.

I dare not tell my parents that I put them in this situation. I can't reach Lou either. The whole world suddenly turned gray in my eyes.

When I knelt down at the Lins' downstairs, people came and went, pointing at me. I looked down and tears welled up in my eyes.

Not only because of humiliation and sadness, but also because of many, many fears.

If I kneel down and let Lin let my parents go, why not?

The snow-covered ground is extremely cold. My legs melted the snow on the ground, and the ice water soaked my pants and got into my pants, so cold that it penetrated into my bones.

There is still a light snow in the sky. I shook my hand and dialed the telephone. The moment the phone was connected, my teeth trembled with cold. I trembled and said, Lin, I knelt down, please ... let my parents go.

At the other end of the phone, Lin finally stopped laughing softly. She smiled impudently. She just said, OK, let me see your sincerity.

So that night, I didn't go home. I kneel from afternoon to night and from night to dawn.

If you ask me who was the most beautiful snowman in the community that day, I will definitely tell you that it was me.

The next morning, I was taken to the hospital by passers-by.

I knelt all night, but I burned for two days and two nights. The first thing to wake up is not to talk to happy parents, but to look at the mobile phone.

I didn't put my heart down until I saw the short message in my mobile phone.

That short message was sent by Lin. Very good. I see your sincerity. You can carry out the next agreement.

But as soon as I sat down, I got a heavy slap on the face.

The mother next to her took her father's hand and screamed, What are you doing? You old deathless thing! How can you smoke smog!

I looked at my father in surprise. My father said angrily, Do you know parents who don't know how their bodies are affected? If you don't cherish them, you don't respect them.

The mother beside me has been wiping away tears. She took my hand and said, silly child, how can you do something stupid?

Dad's eyes suddenly turned red. He shook off his mother's hand, turned and walked out.

Facing my mother who lost a leg in a wheelchair, I burst into tears.

As if to release all the grievances suffered together these days.

Mother wiped her tears and said, silly child, why are you crying? As she spoke, she reached out and wiped my tears, but her own tears kept falling.

I don't know how much my parents know about these things.

Because when I was ill and told them that I didn't want to stay in this city, they actually nodded.

Besides, I moved as quickly as possible. Before moving, they told me earnestly that if I went to a new city, I must live as before.

I nodded hard. I will live up to their expectations as before.

I called you once before I left, but my phone was turned off.

In the old house, I lost my mobile phone card that I used for a year, and I also brought my luggage.

[ 10]

It was the winter of 200 1, and since then, I have been afraid of winter.

Because every winter, I will keep thinking about what happened that year that tore my heart out.

I will think of your face, your hug, your smile and your kiss. I regard that little cross as a treasure. Because this is my hope to live. So, Qiming, now I have the honor to see your wedding in 2007.

Six years can really subvert a lifetime.

For example, I went to a good university, graduated and found a promising job.

For example, your business marriage with Lin was very successful, and her family successfully helped you to start a new company and let you inherit your father's footsteps.

For example, your wedding was really successful.

You wore a white sweater, a white suit and a beautiful diamond ring for the bride.

Lin is really beautiful. In fact, without the injury of that year, I would think that she was a fairy who fell into the mortal world.

Of course, she is still a fairy now, because no one will know what she did in those days, and I am afraid she will forget herself.

I remember I got a call from her before I left. She said, Lan Yan, I'm sorry, I have to protect myself.

I stood in the crowd and saw your wedding, which caused a sensation in the whole city.

I gradually backed out. The child on the roadside pointed at me and said to his mother, mom, mom, this aunt is crying.

Seeing his mother take him away quickly, I bent down and cried even more sadly.

In fact, I know that you have been with Lin since she committed suicide. She cried and threatened not to contact me again. And you just want to, when she gets better, explain it to me. So, I promised her.

However, when she is discharged from the hospital, you will only see empty seats when you come to me again.

You told sugar cube these things because you asked sugar cube where I was.

And sugar cubes, tell you what I told you. She said, Lu, actually, she doesn't like you very much. She doesn't want to hurt you and Lin anymore. She transferred to another school.

Don't you believe it? Sugar said you tried your best to search my file and check my address, but my file has been transferred.

You disappeared like air in front of me, crying like a child.

Qiming, you never know what I did that winter. It doesn't matter. You know, when I was kneeling in the snow, I was thinking, fortunately, it wasn't you I was kneeling on.

After that, you will ask the sugar cube once a day if Lan Yan has contacted you.

But every time the sugar cube shakes its head.

Gradually, you stop asking. I thought you really forgot about me.

However, on the eve of your wedding, sugar cube called me.

She said, you called her again and asked her if she had contacted me.

It turns out that after graduation, you have been asking Sugar Cube to keep in touch with you.

Sugar cube still says no to you as I say.

Because I have heard about you intermittently in recent years, you are excellent, and you have started a company, still called Huayang. You have a strong background and are a rising star in the market. You see, Lin gave you much more love than I did.

I think it's best for you. I lacked yours, and you finally got it somewhere else.

I have a small cross in my hand, which is the only gift you gave me.

I raise my hand to take a taxi. Say to the driver, the airport.

Qiming, forgive my sudden crying, just as my tears are for your happiness to see you off.

I know that from now on, you will continue to be strong in this city without me. And I, I will heal in a city without you.

What you promised me in your dream finally came true, and a white wedding was held in winter. Although, the bride is not me.

But, Qiming, bless you.