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The girl we chased together in those years.

Author Tao, a new generation novelist.

Classified education

National daquan

Source starting point Chinese novel network

Update 20 10-04-05 has been updated to chapter 10.

Chapter 1- 10 of this volume

I must find you when I miss you. ...

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[1] Part I

I am hypocritical in junior high school. I am lively and strong in appearance, but I am very fragile in heart, so I often pretend to be myself. ......

I am a very pushy person, often grandstanding, so my popularity is ok. I don't study very well. I am above average in my class. Teachers say I'm smart, so I like me very much. I also became a representative of Chinese class. Actually, my Chinese is not very good, just so-so. ......

The first day and the second day passed. By the third day, the pressure of study naturally fell on us. After my Chinese teacher stopped teaching us, I was very sad for a while. Gradually, I began to study hard. At this moment, a man appeared in my sight. She was transferred from the next day. To tell the truth, I didn't notice her at all before, just because she studied well. I began to pay attention to her every move. I gradually found that she is actually a lively person, not just studying. I started talking to her consciously. Maybe I didn't communicate with her before, and I didn't adapt at first. Later, I found out that she is a very communicative friend and very interesting. Since then, we have become friends, and I often make fun of her and my good friend (later I learned that this was the biggest mistake in my life). ......

I don't know from which day, I found that I care about her very much. I have never felt this way before. I began to miss her. I haven't seen her for a day, and I feel an indescribable loss. This feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

I think I like her. ......

The school is not far from my home. I have been riding a bike to school since junior high school. From then on, I began to go to school by bus, just because I could take her for a while. For this reason, I also have a student card. ......

After a long time, she may have realized my change. Instinctively, she gradually alienated me, and when I didn't know what to do, I made another fatal mistake. ......

There was a get-together at school that day. Yes, that's right. I remember it very clearly. On that day, I originally wanted to confess to her. In fact, I have been thinking for many days and prepared countless words to say to her. But since I took the bus, she ignored me. She seems to be running away from something. She wouldn't listen to me. I am very depressed. ......

It happened that my classmate was playing basketball, and my good friend called me, so I went with him. He is my best friend, and I have known him since the first day of junior high school. He seems to read my mind. I believed that friendship was more trustworthy than anything, so I told him. He didn't seem surprised, and said he would help me. I don't know why I trust him so much. ......

Since then, my life seems to have hope again, but ......

Everything seems to come so suddenly, so suddenly, really, when I know it's too late. ......

Gradually, I found that she and my good friend were getting closer and closer. I didn't think much at first, because they are deskmates, so I don't think I should doubt my friends so easily. It was not until one day that I took it to heart. ......

It was a fine day, and I got up early to go to school by bus as usual. When I reached the station, I saw my good friend standing there. I walked up to him in doubt and said, "What are you doing standing here?" I looked at him. "Nothing, waiting for someone." As he spoke, he kept looking at the direction of the car. "Oh." I said a word and left.

It happened that I was booking a bus that day. Soon, another good friend of mine came up and said, "Hey, are you still taking the bus here?" "What's the matter?" I asked. He sighed, "Well, you don't know anything. Do you know who Pingji was waiting for just now? " (Pingji is my best friend, and Pingji is used below) "Who, how should I know?" "Is the girl you like. They go to school together and go home together every day, don't you know? " I was confused at that time. This sentence is like a bolt from the blue. I haven't spoken for a long time. "Oh, I see." I left the parking lot silently, feeling cheated.

I wanted to ask my friend what was going on, but as usual, I didn't know what reason to tell him, so I gradually left his sight. ......

I don't know how long it took. It seems that everyone knows about it. The students are talking about it. I gradually began to escape. I decided to give up, but one day, ......

One day, my good friend Zhang Teng said to me, "Hey, how are you recently? You look listless. " "Nothing." I disguised myself as usual. "Gee, it must be about Angela" (Angela is the heroine of this book) "Hehe, it's okay." "Well, you always do. You must strive for happiness. Do you understand, Tao? " Happiness is to strive for, yes, I suddenly enlightened, yes, I am not without opportunities, I want to strive for happiness.

When I was a child, I heard on the radio that happiness is a glass ball. It fell to the ground and broke into pieces. Debris was scattered all over the floor. Everyone is picking it up. No one can pick it all up, but if you work hard, you will always pick it up a little. ......

After a while, I seem to live in sadness and remorse. I gradually feel that I can't live without her. When I see her with Pingji, I always run away. I don't know why, I can't face all this. I hate my friends. I hate that he cheated me. He took advantage of my trust in him. Maybe that's why. I don't believe in friendship until now.

A friend said that my junior high school was a song every year for three years, the first day, the rain in June, the second day, the little love in the big city and the third day. Alas, I don't know, the more I love, the sadder I feel. Really, I didn't have the courage to go to school at all during that time. I'm afraid to see everything I don't want to see. During that time, I stopped taking the bus, and I seemed to have returned to my original life. ......

I don't know why, but I decided to tell her that my thoughts are getting stronger and stronger. ......

I remember it was a rainy day at the end of April. It didn't rain much, but I was very upset. I don't know how to tell her that she still has my best friend. I am ambivalent and don't know what to do. I am in a dilemma between friendship and love. Finally, I made up my mind to tell her.

I crept up behind her and looked at her back. I made up my mind to say that even if I failed, I didn't have the courage. What I said to her still haunts my mind.

"No matter what happens in the future, you are my best friend; If I don't see you in the future, I will miss you all my life; I really like you. "

She didn't answer me, just looked at me silently. I didn't dare to look into her eyes, so I turned and left. ......

then ......

Time flies like a blink of an eye. There is still one month before the senior high school entrance examination. Students are trying to review, and I am no exception. At that time, I made up my mind to be admitted to No.2 Middle School. In fact, I wanted to be admitted to the second middle school when I was in junior high school. That should be the most likely time for me to be admitted to No.2 Middle School. I study very well in primary school, and I am always in the top ten. Alas, the hero doesn't mention his courage in those days. Now I am a tiger. ......

I didn't know how to express my feelings during that time. I almost became a puppet. I've been waiting for her answer. I was and am, but I can't wait, so I buried myself in a book. During that time, I studied almost all the time. Only in this way can I alleviate my thoughts about her. ......

The senior high school entrance examination finally arrived, and I walked into the examination room with confidence. To tell the truth, now that I think about it, I have forgotten how those three days passed. ......

After the exam, I can finally rest at home for a while, but I am not happy. Get up every morning to brush my teeth, have breakfast, sit on the sofa and watch tired cartoons, lie in bed, go out to play basketball and go to the supermarket to buy something. God, no matter what I do, I'm covered in sticky cobwebs. That's the web she wove in my world. ......

There is always a feeling in my mind that I don't want to bid farewell to junior high school, really, until I wrote this serial. I really want to go back to my big family in junior high school. High school always seems so far away to me, and I am very confused.

In those days when I knew I needed to know my grades, my heart was tense again. I've been speculating about the high school I might be admitted to, even Hua Yao. Hehe, it's a bit ridiculous to think about it now. ......

One night, Zhang Teng called me and told me that I could check my scores now. I was very excited, but unfortunately there was no fixed telephone at home, so I asked Zhang Teng to check it for me. In the few minutes waiting for the result, my heart kept beating, and I could almost hear my own heartbeat. ......

Soon, my mobile phone rang, and Zhang Teng told me my grades, Chinese, math and foreign languages in a slow tone. "What's the total score?" "487.5" "Oh, thank you." I dropped my mobile phone and sent a text message to Pingji to ask him about his grades. ......

5 14, God, I can't believe this number, it's too high. ......

I was afraid to ask Angela's grades, but I thought about it for a long time. After all, they are classmates. What is wrong with asking? Actually, I'm scared. ......

Finally, she sent me a short message. I took my mobile phone and didn't turn it on for a long time. Be optimistic, I think. Well, yes, have a look. It's okay. After thinking for almost half an hour, I opened the message. ......

[2] Section II

"5 13" God, my mind went blank when I saw this score. I don't know what I should think. Is it really God's will? I dare not think about it any more. I sat on the sofa watching TV and stayed up all night. ......

Sometimes I think that maybe it was a mistake to like her at first, but now it is irreparable. What should I do? She and Pingji were admitted to a school, which is actually the last thing I want to see, but what can I do? I want to bury this memory. Maybe it's the only way. ......

After the exam, the students organized to go out to play together. They all went in pairs, only a few of them flew solo, including me. ......

It was a sunny and hot day. I went out early in the morning Looking at the blue sky, I wonder what will happen today. I will regret agreeing to go to the party. I have to let go. Maybe only in this way can I forget her. ......

I have forgotten what I played that day. I only remember that my classmates were very happy. I found a couple I didn't know before. I didn't expect Jie Ge to be so affectionate. Hehe, it's actually quite interesting. ......

I don't know how long it took. I heard a lot of news about my classmates. It turns out that many couples broke up. Probably because they didn't go to the same school. I really don't believe in love when I think about those vows. First love doesn't understand love at all. Maybe it's true. ......

School will start in a blink of an eye, and such a long holiday will end in a blink of an eye. I happened to find a photo of junior high school when I was looking for something. I should say goodbye to my junior high school, as the lyrics say, "I will firmly remember your face, I will cherish your thoughts, and these days will never be erased in my heart." I will regard you as my best memory. ......

In fact, if I can really do what I want, I am a person who will be easily satisfied. A short message can make me happy for half a day. It's really not worth it now. ......

Unfortunately, on the first day of military training before school started, I got mumps. Too poor. My incubation period is simply too long. Mumps spread in my class during my graduation from grade three. I don't know why I survived. I was very happy at that time, but now, my God, I am in distress situation. Even the doctor said that I have strong resistance, so I have been lurking until now. ......

That's how my high school career began. Just a few days after I was seriously ill, one day Angela sent me a text message to say hello. I don't know why, but I'm still so happy to receive her message. Alas, a leopard cannot change his spots. ......

Finally, I can finally go to school. It's weird to go for the first time. No.14 Middle School is actually very kind to me. My mother dreamed of letting me go to No.14 Middle School. "No.14 Middle School is good, close to home." I don't know how many times I've heard these words. It's a little annoying. ......

One day at noon, I went to school with several former alumni to get my student ID card. That day, I heard a sad news. ......

"What, Miss Li is getting married, really? So soon? " I looked at Miss Wang. "Well, do you want to know where the wedding will be held?" Miss Wang looked at me with my classmate's homework. "Forget it, I'm not going anyway." I sat down. "No, you have to go and ask your classmates to go with you." "Why?" I looked at her puzzled. "Do you think about it, you are the representative of her Chinese class, and she likes you so much. If you go when she gets married, by the way, don't tell her in advance and give her a surprise, she will be very happy, don't you think? " "hmm." I nodded my head. ......

Actually, it's not bad news. I should be happy when the teacher gets married, but I don't know why. Hey, I just went to the wedding. I will go to anything, not to mention my teacher. ......

I posted the time and place of the teacher's wedding to the group. I thought there wouldn't be many people going, but the result was beyond my expectation. ......

It was not hot that day, after all, it was autumn. What impressed me most was that many people were getting married that day, and there were weddings everywhere on the road. Maybe it's a beautiful day. ......

That hotel is Quanjude, which is very close to my home. It was originally within walking distance, about ten minutes. If my classmates don't know me, let me pick her up. I won't ride a bike if I die. As it turns out, it was a huge mistake for me to ride a bike. ......

I made an appointment with my classmates at Tesco McDonald's next to the big picture. It is set at 3 o'clock. I arrive at about 2: 30. I can't remember now, maybe. I only remember that many students gathered there a long time ago. To tell the truth, the collective concept in our class is very poor. Never been so new. It's unexpected that so many people came. ......

She is here, too. I saw her from a distance. I didn't say hello to her. I don't know when. I heard that she broke up with Jiping. Actually, I didn't expect my chance to come. Feelings can't take advantage of people's danger. ......

I saw Pinky again. The two of us, huh, huh? When we met, we never regarded each other as rivals in love, as if it had never happened. Really, I don't know why, but I didn't have any resentment when I saw him. ......

Wedding? I can't help buying her a present when I attend. Besides, there were so many people coming that each of us contributed a little money and bought a flower basket. Spent more than 200 yuan, I can't remember. ......

Our old classmates talked nonstop as soon as they met. How have you been recently? Did you get good grades? Which school are you in? Are you dating someone? How's so-and-so going? ......

It is nothing more than these questions. I can recite them all, but I will still take the trouble to listen. ......

I looked at her from a distance and always wanted to say a few words to her, but I didn't know what to say after thinking for a long time. ......

Soon, the bus came, only one, or our teacher's own car, self-driving, well, it seems very popular now. ......

The teacher came out, wearing a white wedding dress, looking more beautiful than usual. Alas, people are cheerful when they are happy. I envy them, really, from the heart. ......

"Go in and see the wedding ceremony!" I don't know who said that. The students walked slowly into the hotel with the crowd. I saw many teachers at school. Looking at them now makes me feel very kind. That's right. The teacher who doesn't teach me is the best teacher. ......

The wedding auditorium is very grand, it seems there are more than 50 tables. I probably took a look. ......

The wedding has already started, just like any other wedding. For some reason, I'm not interested in weddings. I just sat quietly in the back. When the bride and groom kissed, all the students went to see it. Alas, there is nothing to see, and I have never seen kissing before. I still sit in the back and watch quietly. ......

I don't know why, I always feel that the atmosphere is not suitable for me, and I always feel that I shouldn't come. I touched my left eyelid. When should I go? I looked at my watch. ......

It's already dark outside, but I don't know that there are still great regrets waiting for me. ......

The wedding was much faster than I expected, and the ceremony was over soon. ......

The teacher looks very happy. She cried. Although far away, I can clearly see her tears of happiness. To tell you the truth, I am very happy for her. Teacher, you must be happy. ......

I can see from her eyes that she is happy, too. ......

The students all sent flowers, but I didn't. I don't know why, but I just don't want to go. ......

We sent flowers and left. The teacher wanted to keep us for dinner, but we didn't. I won't stay even if they want to. This atmosphere doesn't suit me. It was and still is. ......