I don’t know why I want to study but I don’t have the heart to study.

First of all, like you, I have spent the best period of my life that does not belong to my own stage. I am very sorry and advise you not to do this! Let me give you a warning: you must know that Chinese education is a cram-feeding education, which is very old-fashioned and boring. However, this is a fact that neither you nor I can change now. You must accept it, because as long as you retreat now, countless people will catch up! If you think your environment is not good and that is the reason why you don't want to learn, it has something to do with it. But from the contradiction revealed in your words, you should still hope that you will get better, but you just don’t know what motivational reason to give yourself. To be selfish, for your own sake, you must study hard. Whether you want to be a personal master or someone who is looked down upon depends on your current choice. I think your family is wealthy. Without financial pressure, there would be no motivation to study. Your parents rarely talk to you, and I feel very anxious. Now I have a girl in sixth grade. I also understand your heart. You must grit your teeth and persist in studying hard. A person's highest wish in this life is to be respected and recognized by others. I know you will understand and you will study hard, you just need our encouragement. Bless you in advance. The premise is that with knowledge, the future society will open its beautiful embrace to you. Otherwise, a woman is a housewife, and her fate depends on her husband depending on how well she marries. He is a man. Even if his family has money, he will live in vain. If he has no money, he will work part-time and cannot find a good wife. At this time, you will lament the unfairness of fate or regret not studying hard. Of course, everything is over! It's too late! ! !

From what you added, you are a motivated child, but you lack the care of your parents. This is your misfortune, but do you want this situation to continue in your descendants? This is why you should work hard. As for hazy love, it is the substitute you need when you don’t have the warmth of family. Don’t do this. Do you want to leave the rest of your life to someone who doesn’t know what he can do in the future? Take a long-term view and see the future. You still have a long way to go. Change is difficult, but nothing is impossible. Make a knowledgeable good friend.

I don’t care about your score, I really want to help you get out of the shadow of now, walk over, there is a sky ahead!