Touching love story

The first day I left you.

I cried under Xizhimen Bridge, and I was stupid alone.

Holding a photo of our Qinhuangdao in your hand, you smile so brightly. I said, I will give you a lifetime of happiness, and you fell on my shoulder with a smile. Now, my h, where are you? ....

Today's Tiananmen Square is beautiful and heartbreaking.

How I wish you would take my hand and walk through here.

On September 26th, it was the first time that I held your hand here and started our three-year spring, summer, autumn and winter together.

You are very good to me, and you are impeccable. I am stupid enough to only play games, ignoring your feelings again and again, and making you wait again and again until you fall asleep beside me.

I regret it. I hate it. ....

You said you wanted a promise, and now I bought a diamond with the money from selling the game account. Her hand is shining beautifully, but she can't find the owner who can bring it.

The day after I left you.

On the bus today, a child in a woman's arms cried. A woman lifts her clothes to breast-feed her children, and a man takes off his coat and covers them. What a happy picture. I turned my head and my eyes were blurred. The outside world is beautiful, but it's cruel in obscurity.

You cried because of your mother that day, and you were very sad. I hugged you and it hurt. I want to give you a home, a complete home, a home that makes you feel happy.

My fault, I lost you. ...

How I want you to know that there are friends in your world and only you in my world.

On the third day of leaving you.

Our Long Yin guild will get together. You know most of the people who come. When I was in the till KTV, I clicked back to the past. Yes, how I want to go back.

You once asked me when I would go back, and I said, go back to the first time we met, relive your memories and bring sweet days.

You smiled, I smiled, and we said we should cherish the present.

But now, I can only walk between lovers on the road, listening to others calling my husband over and over again, and only the shadow under my feet is with me.

"I want to go back to the past and try to hold you in my arms. My shy face is a little childish. I want to see the world you see. I think in the picture of your dream, you can feel sweet as long as you are together. I want to go back to the past and try to keep the story going. At least I won't let you leave me and distract your time. This time, you will hold it tighter and you won't be able to stay. Want to go back to the past ... "

You always complain that I seldom sing to you. I sing now, I sing now, I song for you, my dear H, can you still hear me? . .

The fourth day away from you.

I went to work today and haven't slept for three days. I'm still not sleepy, and my heartache makes me paralyzed.

The mobile phone rings, and the advertising ringtone of OPPO is your special ringtone. After listening for three years, I can listen to it several times a day.

I'm glad you called me.

I took out my mobile phone as fast as I could, and there was nothing, nothing. The colleague next to me said it was mine.

The loss at that time was beyond words and unbearable.

H, I haven't thought of your ringtone for a long time. I haven't heard you call my husband on the other end of the phone for a long time. My heart hurts, it hurts.

I said, every time you hang up, you have to hang up first I don't want you to hear the "beep" disconnection, which is very frustrating. I don't want you to lose. This feeling is borne by me.

I once told you that my mobile phone is on for you 24 hours a day. Even if you have a stomachache in the middle of the night, you can find me and I will always be by your side.

Now, it never wants to ring again. . . I will never hear you call me "husband" sweetly again. . .

The fifth day of leaving you.

Today, after visiting the market, I passed by the cinema and saw our favorite pirates of the Caribbean. I bought two tickets and two popcorn.

I sat there and put the popcorn on my left, as if you were still with me.

You never understand why you are always on my left. Now I tell you, because then you can be closer to my heart. You will never know why. You left. .....

Someone asked me if there was anyone in this position. I said angrily, did you see anything? ! Can there be no one? ! The man left without saying anything.

I told myself that you went to the toilet, but it took a long time. Women are really troublesome!

It's already ten o'clock at night after reading it. I left with an unused ticket, and the bitter popcorn was still there, not moving at all.

The reality of this novel plot, am I crazy? . But I really miss you by my side, holding my arm and saying, honey, let's go home. . . .

But the bitter popcorn must have been eaten by some cat or dog.

Dear H, you said I was a dog and you were a bone, but now I can only tell myself with tears in my eyes that I accidentally lost my favorite bone. . . .

Six days after I left you.

Today, I went back to school by bus and arrived at Deshengmen. I was shocked. The waiting line is very long. We used to face it together, but now what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do？ . .

I shed tears, others look at me like a fool, but if my stupidity can bring you, I will be as stupid as me.

You didn't appear until I got on the bus. How I want to go back and say "H, hurry up, old position". . . .

Habitually sitting in the front row of the back door, habitually sitting in the aisle, the only thing I am not used to is not having you. .....

You get sleepy as soon as you take the bus and always fall asleep in my arms. I hold you and watch you sleep so soundly. I am very satisfied.

Now, in an empty place, I can't smell your hair anymore, and I can't hear "husband, I'm sleepy." . . "

This road, a two-hour drive, is all about you, all about memories, so long. . .

When I got to school and got off the bus, I was in tears. My eyes are full of memories, my mind is full of you, your smile.

I ran back to the dormitory. I was afraid I couldn't stand it.

My h, I can't smell you. I know you're gone. Dogs can only buy things and eat by themselves, and take this ordinary road by themselves.

In order not to think about you, I plan not to leave the dormitory, but when I get back to the dormitory, there are many memories of the bedding you gave me, my clothes you wore, our lunch box. Why are my memories everywhere? I want to escape, but I can't. . . . H, I miss you so much.

Finally, I chose to live at the school gate and fix the network for my boss there. I'm afraid my friends in the dormitory will ask me, where is your H? Is it back?

I'm afraid my friends will ask about you. I don't know how to answer. I'm afraid my memory will resurface.

Why can't you be together when you love each other, my H, where are you? . . I know it's wrong, and so does the dog. . . .

Seven days after I left you.

I finally got up the courage to go to the canteen last night, and I couldn't stand it as soon as I entered the door.

It has been here in spring, summer, autumn and winter for three years.

I wandered around the canteen, trying to find a place without memories and have a quiet meal, but I couldn't find it! ! ! I can't find it. . . .

Everything that happened has been forgotten by you, and these memories have disappeared in the wind around you. .

I went to buy a loaf of bread to go back, but I completely collapsed when I saw all kinds of chicken feet. This is your favorite. I bought you all kinds of chicken feet.

You smiled and said, thank you, husband. I was very happy then.

These pleasures, you have forgotten. . .

I dare not go to Shuangxin Supermarket because I am afraid I will go crazy. . . . We can find everything there with our eyes closed. Do you remember our tacit understanding? . .

H, how I wish you could take my arm again and say, "Dear, what shall we eat today?" . . . ? "

Do you remember? You don't eat fat, I will. I'll eat what you can't finish. I'll eat what you can't finish.

Honey, if you have something to eat, I will help you eat it. Dogs are no longer picky eaters and will never make you angry again. . . .

Eight days after I left you.

My colleagues at work asked the same question as my friend asked the other day. He asked me, how old are you this year? I asked in surprise, how do you know? He said, you've been a little backward recently.

Yes, I don't believe in fate, but this series of things made me believe in the existence of fate.

In January, I rented a house. I want you to live in a place that is not as big as other people's toilets. In spite of your objection, I rented a second bedroom. As a result, I was cheated by the real estate agent for more than 2000 yuan.

In February, I got a job, but I still didn't discuss it with you. I got a job in a big suburb and didn't know anything about it. Because of the convenience of doing personnel, I also pulled you into the company. As a result, I quarreled every day because of work pressure.

In March, we returned to my hometown in spite of your opposition. Your sudden family affairs worry me. The moment I put you on the train, my heart was broken, because I couldn't be with you when I was studying for my driver's license. Because of this, you are even more disappointed in me.

In April, the school cleaned up your girls' dormitory, and you had nowhere to put a lot of things. Go back to Beijing to get thick clothes, or make money by playing games. A week together, let you wait until you fall asleep, but didn't accompany you well. Your requirements are so low that I can't satisfy just shopping.

In May, you chose to work in a hotel near Xiangshan, saying, Husband, let's work here together after you get your driver's license! I said yes. I used to pass the "Four Seasons Ecological Park" by bus again and again when I was at work, but I never thought that this was the place where you and I separated a few months later. You are in the building and I am outside.

H, I am the same age as myself this year, and I regret not listening to you. When we visited Yanqing Wal-Mart, you asked me to buy red underwear, red belt and red rope, but I didn't listen, just to save some money, and I didn't buy anything useful.

But now, I want to buy it. I will buy it now.

If you change your mind when I buy these things, I'm willing to buy 10 thousand pairs of red underwear, 10 thousand red belts and 10 thousand red ropes in exchange for your sentence.

"Husband, I'm back. . . "

The ninth day of leaving you.

Today, I tried to buy iced black tea on my way home. It's still the one you and I like, Master Kong's. As before, I closed my eyes and opened the bottle cap, hoping to see "another bottle".

H, remember As long as you stay with me, the first bottle of black tea we bought will definitely win the prize, without exception. . .

But, H, now I never win every time I buy black tea. . . .

I bought ten bottles at one go today and took them home. I closed my eyes and opened them one by one. No, I didn't! !

I know, without you, my luck is gone. H, you are just like me, aren't you?

Happiness, where is it. . .

I miss you taking me shopping again. Dogs are no longer afraid of being tired and will never buy this or that again. The dog will follow you very obedient.

Never, never lose him. . .

The dog just wants one more bottle, just one bottle. . . . "One more bottle" and start over. . .

Ten days after I left you.

Today, the company finally released customer projects in Shenyang, Tianjin and Shanghai.

I applied for a business trip without hesitation, because Beijing has too many memories.

Yours, mine and ours. . .

I'm afraid staying in Beijing will make you even more unhappy. So, I chose to leave.

I went to your company that day. You told me that you eat Dove chocolate, drink lattes, make fresh fruit platters and have many friends every day. You said that you like your present life and have a good life.

Looking at the tall hotel, I know you have found the happy life you want.

But, H, are these really what you want?

It was already ten o'clock when I got home, and the last bus passed me.

I suddenly remembered that sentence, "two things that people can't miss in this life: the last bus home and someone who loves you deeply."

When we first saw this sentence, I was laughing. I said, how is that possible? I never miss the bus home.

Looking at the taillights of the bus, I know that I missed it all. . .

Perhaps, I choose to leave today, which will give you more space and more happiness. . .

The eleventh day of leaving you

Today, I choose to go to Shanghai

Flight at 3: 30 pm, MU5 156.

At the moment we arrived at the airport, there were many parting pictures and many people were crying. I walked numbly with a box, and the couples around me were hugging each other. How I wish I could see you, how I wish you could hold me from behind.

And I, in addition to memories, only memories.

Remember? I said I would never fly. I'm afraid of falling. I was scared.

But when I boarded the plane, I had no fear, no fear. Yes, only sadness.

I'm leaving, h, leaving the city with you.

When the plane took off, I looked at Beijing, getting smaller and smaller, and the city with you was far away. I can only tell myself that you have your own career and life you want.

Dog, it's time to go. . .

The twelfth day of leaving you

Today, I had dinner with a client, and an order of 820,000 was made. Part of the reason is simple. I basically used everything I learned from you on the desk.

Teacher Guo once asked me to learn more from you, but I didn't listen. I was arrogant at that time and thought I would do more than you, but now I think about it, I am really wrong.

Later, when I asked you to teach me, you stopped teaching. You said you were tired.

Today, the clients I received looked at them in suits and ties, driving a BMW X6.

At the same time, I lost you, although my heart is very painful, but I still have to go on, I still smile happily. I wear a mask, and no one can see me behind it.

My friend said that I want to live more like a man and add my wounds and tears to my heart.

Yes, men, the burden on their shoulders will increase with age.

I am strong in front of outsiders and invincible with iron. No matter how hard it is, I never flinch, because I know you are behind me. . . .

But in front of you, I took off my whole body armor, like a child, and you called me childish and immature.

I never understood why I should be so strong in front of you.

My stay and visit have become your troubles and frustrations.

The moment I left, you and I waved at each other, and my tears saw your face expressionless.

I understand now that it is not enough for a man to have sincerity for a woman.

You never said you needed a good mobile phone. You said you wanted to buy an Ipad4. You said you were reluctant to buy snacks before. You said that you are eating every day now.

My wound is deep and painful.

Invisible bottom, intangible pain. . . . .

The thirteenth day of leaving you

Today, I went to the World Park, saw the bench, and suddenly thought of you, the lovely bone of the dog.

Wooden bench, kissing couple, you and my back.

Calculate, you should get used to life now!

You said you didn't want to recall the past, and all you remember was my fault.

I can only smile, smiling at you; You tell me, it's okay.

I heard the girl say to the boy, "Say, do you love me?" The boy said, "What do you think?" .

Just like us.

H, I seem to hear you complaining in my ear again, always blaming me for seldom saying those three words.

Well, yes, it's deep, but it's hard to say

The inner acidity, on the contrary, will not say.

Sweet words are mostly said to irrelevant people.

When love is dull after all, the weight of the word "I love you" is not as good as before.

Maybe love is really to be said, but I will only express it with actions. You know dogs.

Dogs can't talk sweetly and have a stupid mouth.

H, I really hope you can understand whether you are happy or not, regardless of your past, present and future.

The dog is always on the bench under the buttonwood tree.

Love never leaves. . .

The fourteenth day of leaving you

Today, my colleague played two songs, and the lyrics shocked me. .

One is never to exist, and the other is love that never breaks up.

Very symmetrical, very contradictory name.

I don't know if you've ever had a particularly happy day.

Today, the company chatted at the same time after dinner. The manager asked me if I had a girlfriend, and I decisively said "yes".

To this day, I thought you were my girlfriend, and I can still feel your tenderness.

Accustomed to your concern, accustomed to your nagging, accustomed to everything about you.

but ...

When you have your own business, you will be promoted from waiter to foreman immediately. You have your own life, too. Maybe you don't want to see mine anymore.

The dog sent an English short message two years ago, saying that he would love bones for life and never give up.

This kind of oath, now in your eyes is already a kind of bondage.

You have forgotten everything about us, but it's just our misunderstanding. Perhaps no one can explain these misunderstandings clearly in the end.

We, so separated, time slowly washed away our memories.

When our memory is forgotten by time, we really miss it.

The fifteenth day of leaving you

Today, a colleague told his story:

At that time, when he heard others say that his wife was bad at work, he often said how bad and terrible his wife was.

Wait until one day, another woman appeared in his world, and he was at a loss.

Although colleagues nearby have never met his wife, they are all encouraging him to break up with her because they think his wife is really bad.

Everyone thinks that this woman who just came to the company is sincere to him.

Later, he finally chose his wife instead of this woman.

Now this man is our CFO and his wife is our sales manager.

He said that when love encounters twists and turns, the first thing that comes to mind is not a person's fault, but a person's love.

Go to the end and look at a person's heart. The so-called horse power is known from far and near, and people will see it for a long time.

H, no matter what the future holds, the dog really wants you to be really happy, even though it's not the dog who stays with you in the end.

Perhaps, in the near future, there will be another person around you and me to continue our love for each other.

It's not like you send me steamed bread to buy soybean milk every day.

The weather is getting colder. It's not you who knitted my scarf.

You're not the one who sent me medicine and water with a cold and fever.

You are not the one who bought me clothes and shoes.

It's not you who is waiting for me after work.

It's not that you hold my happy smile and get into my arms sadly.

I am not the one who holds up two umbrellas when it rains.

I'm not the one who turned into a snowman at the door and waited for your national examination.

Tanabata saved a month's meal money to buy you Chow Tai Fook, but it wasn't me.

It's very cold. I'm not the one who warms your hands and feet.

I'm not the one who helps you finish the food you can't finish.

It wasn't me who bought brown sugar and boiled sugar water last month.

Everything you and I have no longer belongs to us.

Love that has never left has felt your indifference and your firmness.

I'm still under the buttonwood.

Sit quietly.

Even if I'm not the last person with you. .

The sixteenth day of leaving you

H I just found out today that we are strangers.

My mobile phone, your exclusive bell rang and you asked for your bank card password.

Your phone call, no persuasion, no nagging. Is so cold, so heartless.

If you don't finish it, it will be shattered by the sound of disconnection from you.

Your departure made me understand my previous mistakes and learned how to love someone.

You left.

Maybe, I really should bless you.

The seventeenth day of leaving you

Dude, my favorite movie "Moonlight Box" was released again.

It was not until the end that I really realized the practical significance of this film.

Supreme treasure returned to 500 years ago for the person he loved most, only to find that the person he really loved was. When Xia Zi was in danger, he gave up the easy life. Xia Zi's death, let them never go back to the past. Finally, the Supreme Treasure can only stand at the gate and silently bless Xia Zi and another man, whether they are happy or not. He finally

Or chose to leave.

The sentence at the end of the movie used to look just exaggerated, classic and even tacky.

Now it sounds really painful, beyond words.

"There was a sincere love before me, and I didn't cherish it. I regret it when I lose it. The most painful thing in the world is this. If God can give me another chance, I will say three words to that girl: I love you. If I have to add a deadline to this love, I hope it is 10,000 years. "

You said not to recall, we can't go back to the past.

But h, do you know anything about dogs? How much the dog wants a moonlight box, going back to three years ago, when we met and when we fell in love.

The dog will hug you tightly and hold you, and will never make you feel unsafe again.

Never leave again. . .

The eighteenth day of leaving you.

H, I bought shredded pork with Beijing sauce for dinner today. You know this is my favorite food. You know what food I like, what fruit I like, what I like to use, and what I think when I encounter problems. Similarly, I know you.

We are so familiar with each other, saying a word many times at the same time, thinking about one thing many times at the same time, holding each other's hands many times, which is so tacit.

Our past, I don't want to let go, watching it pass, I want to stop it, but I can't catch it.

You said you wanted a happy and safe home. I am working hard for this goal now, but would you like to be the hostess of this family?

The people behind were discussing the snow in winter, which suddenly reminded me of the snow scene in our university.

In cold winter, the wind is blowing. I bought sorbet to eat. Everyone is watching us. You smile like a flower and say, honey, we are so stupid. Yes, we didn't have a realistic relationship in society at that time, and we came all the way stupidly. Pure love, without any impurities, is like a glass of clear water, completely bottomed out.

Your hands are red with cold. My hands are always hot. I will warm your hand. Your feet are cold. I will warm your feet. You said it was cold, so I bought you a hot water bottle to hold every day and put your hand on my back to keep warm.

I know now that what I have done is not what you really need. What you need is a sense of security, a shelter from the wind.

The driving school exam time is not fixed, which makes me delay day by day, and I can't realize my promise of returning to Beijing as soon as possible. Being in the same city as your ex-girlfriend made you doubt me. You know who I am better than anyone, but you still misunderstand me and make you feel insecure.

I understand now, but you will never understand.

I don't have you with me. . .

Nineteenth day after I left you

I suddenly called out your name when I slept last night. The noise was so loud that I woke myself up.

The guy playing cards asked me who to call, yes, who to call me. . .

Looked at his watch, three o'clock in the morning.

Turn on your cell phone, but there is still no news from you. In the mobile phone photo album, you are still snuggling next to my shoulder, still smiling so brightly.

I have insomnia again.

At six o'clock in the morning, open your little tin box, and your favorite earrings are still lying there. They asked me where you were.

Can you take them away? My heart hurts.

I get dizzy when I smoke, but I can see you and feel that you are still by my side.

It seems that you still ask me on my shoulder, "Honey, let's go for a walk."

In the street, I seem to be able to hold your hand and help you with your bag.

"H, let's buy this. Very useful. "

After a cigarette, there is nothing.

The traffic around me is shuttling, I can't hold your hand any longer, so let you follow me closely.

Without you, I am still alone, walking on the road that deviates from our plan.

I'm changing, and the only constant is missing you. . . .

The twentieth day after I left you.

I continue to eat a meal every two days. I went to weigh myself today, 1 13 kg.

Twenty days ago, we were together My weight 136 kg.

H, you said I should be fatter, but I can't be fatter now. I'm sorry

I didn't mean to. I really, really lost my appetite.

There are many delicious foods in the street, such as Mongolian barbecue, mutton kebabs, and your favorite foods, such as mala Tang, Taiwan Province sausage and fried ham.

But it pains me to see them. I have bought it for you many times, and you always smile and say, thank you, husband.

Then we eat it all at once.

Now, I won't buy it again.

Because there are no more greedy cats scrambling to eat, I can't eat alone.

H, don't worry about it when you eat in the future. . . .

Dogs can't rob you of food any more. . . .

Leave your second1day.

Open the memories of you and me, open the past us.

H 0: 17:4 1 husband. I'm going to bed!

X 0: 18:00 well, then go to bed.

H 0: 19:22 Husband, my man, my dear, I fell asleep, dear, you also fell asleep, dreaming of me!

X 0: 19:46 mm-hmm

H 0:20:33 No, that's not enough.

X 0:22:04 Good night, wife.

H 0:22:4 1 No, add another name.

Good night, dear wife.

X 0:23:56 Okay, good husband.

X 0:24: 19？

H 0:24:44。

H 0:25: 10 husband, I really want to do this all my life!

X 0:25:42 Well, go to bed early.

H 0:26:00 All right, turn it off.

X 0:29:45 mm-hmm

A burst of heartache welled up in my heart, wringing it like a knife.

Facing the three years of spring, summer, autumn and winter, never give up. You forget too much and only remember what you think.

The story of dogs and bones is not on the last page.

If time goes backwards, if they know the ending, will they cherish each other and never part?

But in the end, fate chased them and missed each other.

I passed by in a bustling metropolis. . .

The 22nd day after I left you.

H, today is the end of this article.

1 1 The man started chasing you, and your aloe vera died. 17 You broke up with me, and the little tiger cross stitch you gave me opened. Today, I learned that you were with that man, and the red rope you bought with me was broken.

You are not on my friends list, and my wife's group is empty. You have deleted me.

Your mother called me the other day. Didn't you tell her we broke up? She was surprised.

She said that for three years, although she has never seen me, she has regarded me as a member of your family. You can't see how happy I am to hear this.

Memories once exulted in photos and chat records, and I burst into tears countless times.

I listened to your lovely recording again and again until my heart broke again and again.

I dreamed of you again at night.

You and I went back to school, the same dinner, the same joke, the same you said, honey, I can't finish it. . .

After dinner, we sat on the bench where we kissed you for the first time.

I hold you. Kiss your forehead and say that we will be together forever.

I really want to set the time at that moment and never pass. . .

At dawn, I put the quilt over my head, trying to fall asleep quickly, for fear of waking up, and you left. . .

Finally, I woke up.

You left and never looked back.

I sat on the bed alone, looking at the wallet you gave me, and looking at our photos, which said, "Hold your hand and grow old with your son."

I finally understand that no woman in this world is prepared for herself in advance. The problem is not them, but myself.

Life is not a pencil word, which cannot be erased.

I used to be too playful for you and often ignored your feelings. I didn't know my heart until I lost you.

All my efforts to keep you are in vain, and your mother and my mother's suggestions have become your troubles. The reason, only you and I can understand.

At this moment, I really grew up.

You made me realize my past mistakes, and you taught me how to cherish a person.

Love someone.

Although our story is not over, maybe this is a better way for you to pursue happiness ... at least, we loved each other.

I, bless you.

No matter what the future holds for you and him, you must be happy.

Take care of yourself.

The dog is missing. .

Dogs can see the beginning, but they can't guess the end. .

"Young people always have extraordinary courage. Nothing is impossible in their minds. They confidently said that even if we live far apart, even if things change, we can't change love, so confident and unscrupulous. And distance and time are slowly coming, with that persistent acidity, which can only be filled with thoughts and memories. Some people seem to give in and start another love. Some people try their best to guard the hope of not knowing the direction. The same thing is that everyone can't let go of the story that didn't write the ending. "

I want to use this article to pay homage to our lost love.

For a lifetime, keep it in mind.