Dear, beloved: What's the difference between the feelings after two breakups in childhood?

I feel that the two breakups in childhood are very uncomfortable, but the second time is definitely not the first time, and the mood is very different.

Let's start with the first breakup. They were together because Xiao Bai told a lie on the evening of the 30th. Gun in order not to let tong read humiliation, also for the sake of my brother Wu Bai, didn't expose the lie. Similarly, Tong Nian likes guns, and she doesn't explain, so the two people are in a fog together. The first breakup was made in childhood, because she knew the name was wrong, plus. I feel rude in front of the person I like. Moreover, at that time, I felt that the gun didn't like her at all, and I didn't think it would be a good result to continue pestering her. So for the first time, I thought that two people had no results and there would be no intersection. They were filled with despair and wept bitterly.

But the second time was different. It was justified to be with Han in those days. She could clearly feel that the gun actually liked her, but perhaps for some reason, or the gun didn't realize it at all, and what the gun said to her at that time was very hurtful, so she made do with it and finally went on a blind date. Childhood may feel that I have tried my best, but I still didn't stay, which is very uncomfortable.

So, it's all guns and big pig's hooves. Because of him, no one can talk. If Tong Nian doesn't have such a strong psychology, if he really believes in guns, then Han really has no place to cry.