Six months after the divorce, I sent my regards to my ex-husband late at night and received his reply. What should I do?

In a blink of an eye, my ex-husband Liu Hai and I have been divorced for half a year, and I miss him all the time.

I remember we met in the same company. He was my partner. Not long after working together, he confessed to me, and with the help of all my colleagues, I promised him.

When we first got together, he was so kind to me, obedient to me everywhere, and spoiled me to the sky. After that, he proposed to me.

When I first told my parents about it, my parents didn't agree. Liu Hai's family is very poor, and his parents still live in the countryside. My parents are worried that I will suffer when I get married. But I am determined to be with Liu Hai and promise that I am ready. My parents couldn't beat me, so I had to agree.

Soon after, we got married and changed companies to work. I still underestimate the hardships in life, maybe, but not as those who have been poor together know. After marriage, my quality of life plummeted, and we directly became house slaves, owing a lot of money, and basically every month's salary was used to repay the loan. In the first year of marriage, I didn't buy any cosmetics, and the clothes I wore were all cheap, let alone going out to play.

Liu Hai's work is getting busy. She often can't go home until late at night, and sometimes even spend the night outside. I can only stay alone in an empty bed. Between us, sometimes it is rare to say a word a day.

I couldn't stand it any longer, so I asked Liu Hai for a divorce. At that time, Liu Hai begged me not to divorce him. But I've had enough and decided to divorce him.

After the divorce, I regained my freedom, improved my quality of life and reduced my stress. But I feel very lonely. I want to send a message to Liu Hai many times and ask him to remarry. But I can't save face. After all, I filed for divorce.

Until I got off work tonight, I met my colleagues who used to work in that company together. He doesn't know I'm divorced. He asked me, "Do you and Xiaohai have children?"

Hearing that sentence, I collapsed on the spot and tried to hold back my tears. I ignored him and ran straight home.

I opened the address book, entered a lot of words, my grievances and life, and made a request for remarriage. Finally, it was deleted when it was posted.

I re-entered: "How are you?" I sent it directly.

Soon, as soon as the phone rang, he returned the message. It says, "I'm fine, thanks."

Then came another "I'm getting married. I hope you can bless me. "

I looked at the information and couldn't help it any more. I can't help crying. I tried my best to control my emotions and replied to him, "I wish you a long life together."

How wonderful it would be if time could go back? If I had survived that time, I might have children by now. Unfortunately, without if, we can never go back.