How did you become sexually enlightened?

Perhaps many people’s sexual enlightenment is more or less similar to mine. People of our generation rarely get it through physiological knowledge education in books and lectures on pictures, but more through Pornographic texts, pornographic books, and even pornographic films have gained psychological enlightenment.

The story goes back to my junior high school days. Technology is really a good thing.

I have forgotten whether it was a sunny afternoon or not. It was probably just a normal day. I was at home reading novels online when I suddenly found a pop-up window, and then something exposed. Pictures popped up. Curious, I clicked on it. At that time, people's hearts were not that complicated, and there weren't that many routines. The website I clicked on was a website with simple pornographic articles and explicit pictures. From then on, I couldn't control it, physiologically. I don’t know if my knowledge has improved. Anyway, I have almost memorized the advertising slogans of gambling websites.

In my opinion, this is just the beginning of sexual knowledge. The pornographic articles and pornographic pictures haven’t allowed me to truly understand what sex is. Enlightenment has to come in the following stories. By chance, I When I was looking for something in my parents' bedroom, I accidentally dropped it on the floor. When I bent down to pick it up, I found a white plastic bag under the bed. Although my reason told me that this was not a good thing, I quickly took it out out of curiosity and saw a stack of CDs tightly wrapped in milky white bags. After opening it, I found something indescribable. , as if opening the door to a new world.

To this day, I still remember taking out a few CDs. They looked very simple and had no names. I was curious and put them into the VCD. It was indeed an action movie. The men and women in the film had some action. It's vulgar, but it has a plot, and the top ten tortures of the Qing Dynasty caught my attention immediately. After reading it, I carefully hid it back where I was, not daring to let my parents discover it. My childhood experience made me feel uninterested at all when I watched Japanese movies that were vulgar and reckless.

Now that I think about it, when I read pornographic texts on the Internet and peeked at my parents’ pornographic films, it became my only source of sexual knowledge. Now I can no longer find what was fresh at that time. Feeling and curiosity.