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After reading this article, I was very moved. What is true love? This is a pact of life and death. I hope this post will not sink, so that the protagonist of the story can listen to it with a smile in heaven.

At the beginning of the Spring Festival in 2006, another sad and graceful song "Chrysanthemum Fragrance" became popular on the Internet. The singer of this song is Tang Lei, an online singer who became popular in Chinese music with Lilacs. Like lilacs, there is a story behind this song that is wet with tears. The hero of the story is Zhang Ying, a Chongqing woman who smiles in another world.

Zhang Ying had three wishes before his death: first, he risked his life to get pregnant and wanted to leave a child for his husband; Second, I want to write a "survival diary" on my deathbed, telling her experience of fighting against the disease and igniting the hope of living for those who are struggling on the verge of death; Thirdly, I hope her favorite singer Tang Lei will write a song for herself and her husband Liu Zhongcheng to commemorate their eternal love. These three wishes touched people in Shancheng and Tang Lei. He made a special trip to Chongqing to visit Zhang Ying, and solemnly promised to write a song named Chrysanthemum for her. He asked Zhang Ying to live to the autumn when chrysanthemums were in full bloom, and he heard him sing this song with his own ears. A miracle really happened. When Zhang Ying lived to be full of chrysanthemums, after listening to Tang Lei's "Chrysanthemum Fragrance", he died with a smile in his lover's arms. ...

Network classic love: don't let that bird fly away.

Zhang Ying, who has only lived for 26 years, is a girl from a bad career. She lost her father at an early age and was brought up by her stepfather. Liu Zhongcheng, born in 1975, is from Changtu City, Liaoning Province. After graduating from a university in Beijing, he went to work in a computer company in Guangzhou. He is an expert in computer software and hardware maintenance.

Zhang Ying and Liu Zhongcheng are both internet lovers, especially those who like to play legends online. One afternoon during the National Day in 2002, the two met because of the treasure of a game, and they both had a good impression on each other. Since then, the seeds of love have sprouted in each other's hearts. In the days of love, the phone has become the most important thing in their lives, not being in the same place or having met each other.

Later, because Zhang Ying thought the network was virtual, she always had a premonition that "online dating didn't have a good result", so she broke up-don't worry about Liu Zhongcheng's feelings. Soon she has a new boyfriend, handsome and generous. But after a while, she gradually felt that something seemed to be missing between them. Finally, one day, Zhang Ying and her boyfriend had a big fight. The boyfriend turned and left. Zhang Ying didn't cry, as if he had a feeling of relief.

On New Year's Day in 2003, when Zhang Ying was playing Legend, she thought of Liu Zhongcheng again. By some strange coincidence, she dialed his number. Zhang Ying suddenly felt a little guilty from the heart. She was speechless and choked up. She said goodbye in a hurry, but didn't pick up the line. A strange emotion made her listen to the silence on the other end of the phone quietly.

I don't know how long it took, but Liu Zhongcheng's voice came over: "Why don't you hang up?" Zhang Ying's voice was harsh: "Why should I hang up first?" "I like you to hang up first, so I can rest assured." Liu Zhongcheng said quietly. Liu Zhongcheng this gentle words, finally let brinton couldn't help crying. At that moment, she finally understood that the person who had no patience to listen to her last sentence was not the watcher of her life. Love is sometimes as simple as that, and a wait can tell everything.

On June 6th, 2003, Zhang Ying suddenly received a phone call from Liu Zhongcheng. To her surprise, the number displayed on the mobile phone is actually from Chongqing! On the phone, Liu Zhongcheng couldn't help getting excited: "Yinger, didn't you say that our feelings are as empty as fireworks? Today, I will make you feel that it really exists! "

This is Liu Zhongcheng calling from Chongqing Airport. Zhang Ying, who flew to the airport, really saw Liu Zhongcheng at that moment, only to find that this tall and handsome man with watery eyes was just like the man in her dream. Liu Zhongcheng's heart was immediately filled with Zhang Ying, who had elegant long hair and a burning passion rose from her heart. Liu Zhongcheng told Zhang Ying that although he had never seen her before, he had a strong feeling of "destiny takes a hand" for her. When Zhang Ying broke up inexplicably, he always hoped that she would change her mind. Just as he was about to give up, a phone call rekindled his hope. He rushed to Chongqing without stopping, just trying to hold her hand tightly and not let her escape again. ...

On April 12, 2003, Zhang Ying put on a white wedding dress and became the bride of Liu Zhongcheng.

From the day they got married, Zhang Ying installed a little game "Don't let that bird fly" in the computer. They all like to play, and the more they play, the more they can realize the true meaning of marriage. There is a mansion in the game, and there is a pair of love birds in the house. It could fly away at any moment. What should I put in the basket to keep the birds at home forever? There is a menu in the game, which contains 152 kinds of daily necessities and behaviors including money, flowers, laughter, tears and kisses. Give a bird money and it will stay at home for 3 minutes. Give it a flower, but it will stay for 3 hours. Later, they finally found that a kiss, a smile, a hug, a caring word, a small gift and a short farewell can all be forgotten. And these trivial things in daily life are the magical power to nourish marriage.

If you can't give you a new life, let the living diary write down the oath of love.

Flowers bloom and fall. In a blink of an eye, in the spring of 2005, Zhang Ying was pregnant. The couple were very excited, however, something unexpected happened. 12 April 12 At 0 o'clock in the morning, Zhang Ying suddenly felt a cramp in his stomach and soon passed out. ...

Liu Zhongcheng anxiously picked up his wife and went downstairs to take a taxi to the hospital. After seeing the emergency department, the doctor told Liu Zhongcheng bluntly: "She has terminal cervical cancer. At present, the only way to save her is to have an operation and let the fetus miscarry. " Liu Zhongcheng is blind. He couldn't even hear what the doctor said later. When Zhang Ying woke up and turned to ask him about his illness, he couldn't answer, and there was a bleak smile on his pale face. Holding his wife's hand, he suddenly found his hands so cold. Sensitive Zhang Ying has read everything from her husband's eyes. She asked her husband calmly, "I wonder how long I can live?" Liu Zhongcheng was anxious: "Don't talk nonsense, the doctor said that as long as the child is knocked out, it will be fine!" At this moment, a faint smile appeared on Zhang Ying's pale face. She said to herself, "I was a girl who shouldn't have come into this world, but I came stubbornly and found my bosom lover." I am very satisfied. There is a kind of flower called fireworks. When it is most beautiful and brilliant, she will go to ruin. This is her life ... "Hearing his wife's words, Liu Zhongcheng felt a heart-wrenching pain.

One night, after hesitating for a long time, Liu Zhongcheng was about to talk to Zhang Ying about "taking away" the child, but Zhang Ying wouldn't let him talk. "I want to give birth, I must give birth to the child!" Zhang Ying seems to be getting hysterical. Her eyes were wide open and her face was red.

Zhang Ying has been praying for the safe birth of the child every day since she was pregnant. In her view, children come to prove their love. Zhang Ying looked into her husband's eyes and pleaded with tears: "I am a terminally ill patient. I can't bring you health, youth, beauty or money. I can't do what all normal women can do. I can only give you one child. Promise me, let me give birth to him, and I will be a mother once ... "Liu Zhongcheng couldn't answer, but gently wiped her tears for Zhang Ying, and his tears also fell.

In order to convince her husband, Zhang Ying posted a post on the Internet she relied on, telling her love with Liu Zhongcheng and expressing her desire to have children. She hopes to get the support of netizens and let everyone give her strength together. After the post was sent, it touched many netizens, but everyone unanimously denied her adventurous behavior. A netizen even voted online to stop her risky behavior, with 16986 people voting, and no one approved of her having children.

However, Zhang Ying still does not change his original intention. Soon, a netizen recommended a new drug for cervical cancer developed by a cancer research institute in Xi to Zhang Ying. In order to seize any opportunity, she seized it without hesitation. After eating for three days, the bleeding symptoms began to ease. Xi 'an's doctor said that if Zhang Ying aborts the fetus and actively treats it, her illness may be cured and she may be pregnant in the future. Because of this glimmer of hope, coupled with the hard persuasion of her husband and doctors, Zhang Ying finally compromised and let the fetus miscarry. Later, I learned that the disease was infertile, because her ovarian function had been lost! Knowing this result, Zhang Ying almost collapsed!

Seeing his wife's tears and despair, Liu Zhongcheng was heartbroken, but he didn't know how to comfort him. To his surprise, his wife soon got rid of despair. On May 5th, after chemotherapy, Zhang Ying asked solemnly, "After I die, I want to donate my cornea, preferably to an unmarried girl, so you two can get married. After I left, you saw her eyes as if you saw me. " Hearing his wife's words, Liu Zhongcheng burst into tears and resolutely disagreed.

This time, however, no matter how her husband persuaded her, Zhang Ying has made up his mind. On the afternoon of May 9th, Zhang Ying solemnly signed his name on the Registration Form of Organ Donation of Chongqing Citizens. After filling in all the contents, she asked her husband to send the registration form to Chongqing Eye Bank and entrusted him to go through the relevant procedures for corneal donation. Back in the hospital ward, Zhang Ying leaned in her husband's arms and said affectionately, "I'm going to start writing my survival diary. This is my second wish. I want to write down our love. When I die, you burn it in front of my grave, and I won't be lonely in heaven. "

At noon on May 13, Zhang Ying had vomiting and dizziness from time to time. She tried to lie in bed, listening to the online song "Lilacs" played on the computer. In the beautiful artistic conception created by singing, she wrote her first "survival diary" with trembling-

"Love, love me very not easy! We can finally be together, but I have to go. Can't let go, lover. I once thought that I would leave you like this; Once upon a time, I thought I would never be able to hold your hand until we were both 80 years old before going to the beach to try the soft feeling of toothless kissing. Honey, will you be sad when I leave?

Remember the safety buckle you bought me this Valentine's Day? But it didn't make me safe, which is our regret. The most regrettable thing is that nothing can be left to you! You will miss me, won't you? "

Since then, as long as physical conditions permit, Zhang Ying will keep writing such a beautiful heartbreaking diary as fireworks every day.

Commitment in the wind: Sing "Chrysanthemum Fragrance" for you.

In the ticking of life, Zhang Ying sings Lilac every day. Whenever she writes a diary, she plays it. It was this song that made Tang Lei, a popular online singer, appear in her last days. Lilac is Liu Zhongcheng's favorite song, and it has also become Zhang Ying's favorite. Liu Zhongcheng thinks this song represents a kind of love, which he yearns for and pursues. To this end, he became a "super fan" of Tang Lei and a super moderator of "Lilac" website.

In mid-May 2005, when everything was casual, Liu Zhongcheng came into contact with a Korean novel "Chrysanthemum Brain". This book tells the story of a beautiful chrysanthemum-scented woman, Meizhu, and the hero, Cheng Yu, who became lovers after tortuous love. But just as they are about to usher in the crystallization of love, Meizhu is terminally ill. Meizhu gave up herself without hesitation, and the baby was born ... Liu Zhongcheng almost finished reading the novel with tears, and he was deeply shocked! The fictional stories in the book are so similar to their real experiences!

Liu Zhongcheng immediately recommended the book to his wife Zhang Ying. After reading it, Zhang Ying didn't say a word. She became a crybaby.

A few days later, Zhang Ying hesitated to put forward an idea to her husband: "Can we recommend this book to Tang Lei and let him write a song to commemorate this classic love, which is also a portrayal of our love?" I heard that, Liu Zhongcheng cheered loudly and excitedly. But calm down, he is not sure about this proposal. You know, Tang Lei has become a singer who is popular all over the country. Will he write a song for a couple of strangers? For the sake of his wife, Liu Zhongcheng decided to give it a try.

Liu Zhongcheng quickly got Tang Lei's mobile phone number through a fan meeting, and dialed the number rashly. On the phone, he told Tang Lei the story of himself and Zhang Ying, and recited the opening paragraph of Chrysanthemum. On the other end of the phone, Tang Lei was moved to tears, but he didn't immediately promise to write this song, but wanted to see Zhang Ying first.

On May 29th, 2005, Tang Lei made a special trip to Chongqing. That day, when Tang Lei appeared in the ward with a guitar, Zhang Ying had just returned from chemotherapy. Leaning in Liu Zhongcheng's arms, she seems to have no pain and sadness on the face of patients with advanced cancer; Liu Zhongcheng looked at his lover who had lost his hair, and his eyes were filled with infinite love and pity. At that moment, the two lovers touched Tang Lei's heartstrings. Under the surprised eyes of Mr. and Mrs. Zhang Ying and other patients, he sang "Lilac" affectionately.

At the end of the song, Liu Zhongcheng stepped forward and held Tang Lei's hand tightly. At this moment, he could not express his gratitude, and all his feelings and gratitude melted in this tight grip. Then, Liu Zhongcheng introduced his wife to Tang Lei. Zhang Ying said to Tang Lei with tears in her eyes, "Before, whenever I listened to your lilacs, I would cry. But today I feel very happy. Because you came to see me today, I am very, very touched. You are my idol and the best singer in my mind. "

On this day, Tang Lei stayed in front of Zhang Ying's hospital bed for two hours. He read her survival diary in detail and asked about her illness and treatment in detail. When he learned that the couple had been heavily in debt to treat Zhang Ying, he was silent for a long time, as if thinking about something. While taking a nap in Zhang Ying, Tang Lei quietly called Liu Zhongcheng into the corridor and sincerely said to him, "You two are China's version of Zhu Mei and Cheng Yu. I promised to write a song for you, and I will do it. The name of this song is Chrysanthemum. I want to hold a benefit performance for Zhang Ying, so that everyone can help you, a real couple. "

Later, Tang Lei convened some friends in Chongqing and some members of Chongqing fan club. With the joint efforts of these enthusiastic people, on June 6th, in Jiefang North Square, Chongqing, a charity performance to raise medical expenses for Zhang Ying kicked off in Song of Tang Lei. On that day, the performance venue was crowded with enthusiastic citizens. Besides Tang Lei's die-hard fans, more people care about Zhang Ying. Everyone wants to see this woman who is still strong in the face of death.

On that day, Zhang Ying also went. She wore an inconspicuous blue coat and always sat on the stage watching the performance with a smile, while Liu Zhongcheng was already sobbing. After singing in Tang Lei, Chongqing disabled singers and college students' bands also took to the stage to encourage Zhang Ying to fight the disease bravely. The staff walked around the crowd with donation boxes. A pair of enthusiastic hands stretched out and everyone donated money to the box. Two hours later, the donation was nearly 20 thousand yuan.

Zhang Ying, who has always been calm, was excited by her deep love. She walked slowly onto the stage and sang Lilac with Tang Lei. The staff moved a stool and asked Zhang Ying to sit down. The two of them sang "Lilac" sentence by sentence: You said that you love lilac best, because that's your name. How exquisite the flowers are, but I can't escape the wind and rain. How many beautiful dreams have been woven in the shaky life, and you left me in such a hurry, leaving me with a lifelong concern. ...

At this time, the audience was silent, quietly listening to the songs of Zhang Ying and Tang Lei, and the beautiful melody echoed over the mountain city for a long time ... After singing, Zhang Ying bowed deeply to the audience and said with deep affection, "Thank you Tang Lei! Thank you! I am just an ordinary woman, but I am lucky enough to have so much love. My 26-year-old life is radiant because of today. Even if I die immediately, I will have no regrets ... "Before Zhang Ying finished, Tang Lei couldn't help it any more. He was in tears: "Can you wait for me for half a year? I will definitely write chrysanthemums for you. Whenever people sing this song, they will think of a girl named Zhang Ying. " Zhang Ying nodded firmly: "I am waiting ..."

Because of this agreement, Zhang Ying, who was repeatedly issued a critical notice by the hospital, actually lived in the autumn when chrysanthemums were all over the sky. However, Tang Lei's songs have never been sung.

In fact, Tang Lei, who was in a different place, never forgot his agreement with Zhang Ying. It's a pity that the brokerage company has arranged his schedule until the end of the year. Busy running down every day, facing the night outside the window, he can't find inspiration and passion for creation. As long as he has time, he will communicate with Liu Zhongcheng online for a while, hoping to feel their true love from his little memories. And the book "Chrysanthemum Brain" beside Tang Lei's pillow, which he knows by heart.

During the National Day in 2005, Tang Lei decided to ask for leave from the company. He wants to go back to his hometown in the northeast and stay in the lush wilderness. He believes that inspiration will come unexpectedly. One evening, the air was very dull, and at night, a heavy rain fell all over the sky. In the heavy rain, Zhang Ying wore a red dress and smiled with a strong and sad expression. The photo with a trembling shoulder turned out to be like eyes. Tang Lei excitedly picked up a pen and paper and recorded the mood at this time.

At the beginning of June+10, 2005, Zhang Ying began to experience many deep comas. Liu Zhongcheng realized that his wife's time was running out. He made a hasty phone call to Tang Lei. Tang Lei told him that all the lyrics and songs have been written, and the later orchestration is currently under way, which is estimated to be completed in two days. As soon as the work here was finished, he came to Chongqing without stopping. 165438+ 10/2, Zhang Ying suddenly opened his eyes in a coma, as if expecting something. Liu Zhongcheng knew that his wife was waiting for that song, but he was really embarrassed to rush Tang Lei again, so he had to hold his wife's hand tightly. At noon 12, Tang Lei appeared in the ward with a guitar on his back. Liu Zhongcheng quickly fell in his wife's ear and whispered, "Tang Lei is here, singing chrysanthemum flowers for you." Two tears fell from the corner of Zhang Ying's eye.

Tang Lei sat in front of Zhang Ying's hospital bed with a dignified face, fiddling with the strings and singing "Chrysanthemum Terrace" affectionately: I once had a dream that you could be my bride, looking forward to the night, hoping that chrysanthemums would reveal their fragrance. Once young and frivolous, how many children are affectionate, flowers bloom and fall, things change, and years flow like dreams. You once said that chrysanthemums are in full bloom in autumn, and I will put on that beautiful red dress for you, vowing to float away like flowers in the wind, leaving eternal wounds when youth leaves. Autumn has come, the leaves are red, and I have harvested the sadness of this season. The chrysanthemums are in bloom and smell everywhere, but you are no longer with me. ...

In the song, Zhang Ying smiled and left safely. This season is the most poetic. She comes from autumn and goes back to autumn.

Today, Chrysanthemum Terrace has been sung all over the streets. Every time I hear this song, Liu Zhongcheng will tell himself: Zhang Ying has never been far away. ...