To my first love.

Hi, baby, I'm in a confused mood these days. You know, there are so many clues and complicated emotions in it that I really can't sort them out at once. My heart is hesitating, so my decision is changing these days. I have deep feelings for my wife, and she is attached to me. And my relationship with you is the first one that I really paid in my life, and I am afraid it is also the only one that is full of passion. The decision to give up any relationship is beyond my reach now.

However, the objective reality does not allow us to be in this state all the time. I have to make a decision. However, I can't give up both. So you received my decision in my last letter. As I said in my previous letter, this is not in line with my personality, but it is the only choice I can make now. I know it will be difficult, but for these two equally heavy feelings, I would rather do it, and I will do it well.

When it comes to our love, I think a lot. Our love was once considered by me to be the truest and most perfect love in the world, and this love will accompany me all my life. How many times have I thought how lucky I am to have such true feelings at the beginning of my life. At that time, I was burning all over, eager to give everything for this relationship. However, the accident ten years ago forced me to stop my crazy fantasy and my feelings suddenly dropped from boiling point to freezing point. I am in pain and feel that the sky is falling. Repeated attempts to recover, repeated painful disappointment. It took me two and a half years, exactly two and a half years, to stumble out of this unforgettable experience. But I know that my true love has been exhausted, and there will be no more in this life.

Since then, my passion has disappeared. I know that a person's passion can only be ignited once in his life, and it can only be ignited by one person. Therefore, in the later years, passion has always been an extravagant hope for me, and life is dull and orderly, just like the time that has passed quietly.

Although my wife and I have no passion for life, we have accumulated deep feelings bit by bit over the past eight years. We trust each other and are attached to each other. I know she looks rational, but there are only tears and pain in her heart. I really can't face her helpless eyes. I can't let a person who was originally full of happiness lose everything in an instant because of me. After all, I know how bitter that heart is and how painful that injury is.

From the moment we held hands in the taxi that day, I knew that our feelings would remain the same after ten years. Baby, you know what? How many times have I fantasized about being with you, because over the years, I have too many things that we have not experienced together, and too many new things that I want to experience and share with you. However, life is too short to miss, and our love can only be love but not together. Everything, everything has changed. Until today, constant communication and spiritual maintenance are our best explanations for this true feeling.

Dear, let me call you so affectionately. Maybe God will give our love a chance in this life. Whether I am 80 years old or 100 years old, I will love you wholeheartedly, and we will be together forever. Maybe God thinks that the four months he once had is the most precious gift he gave us in his life. He is no longer generous, and I have no complaints. I think you should do the same. In the world where you and I live, our love is unparalleled. What we once had was the most precious wealth in our life. I believe that even if I die one day, your name will call in my heart at the last moment before I leave: I love, I love my moon.

Life is beautiful because of defects. A beautiful life with defects is even more touching.

Without you, we must take care of ourselves and our possible future.

Love you. .

Unforgettable first lover

Cheng: Sorry! I know, these are the last three words you want to hear, but I can't hide it. For you, I have countless apologies and guilt in my heart! To be honest, my first love, three years of college romance, the ups and downs inside, only we know best. At that time, you were really good to me, but at that time, I was really ignorant and didn't know how to cherish it, so my feelings for three years were destroyed in my hands.

Really, we have been apart for more than a year. Today, one year later, you found me again and confessed to me again. I'm really confused! I don't understand what prompted you to forgive me for being so bad to you before, and I don't understand how you can be so persistent after all that has happened. I was selfish and kept something from you. It is in this year and a half that I learned how to love a person and how to cherish a feeling, and the person I love and cherish is alive.

I know you are really serious this time, and even called your parents together to mobilize me to come to your place. I know it's cruel to say this to you now, but it will hurt even more if I don't say it later! To be honest, you have a very happy family and kind parents. Please say to your parents sincerely for me: I'm sorry! I must let them down. I know they like me very much and will treat me well. When two old people told me that they would treat me as their own daughter, I was really touched! You sent me a message saying that besides my mother, you are the one who loves me the most in the world, and I am also very touched! However, should I promise you and your parents because I am moved?

My heart is really chaotic, so sad! I feel like a cold-blooded animal, snake, scorpion! Now whatever I do will hurt others, which is really not what I want! Sometimes, I even imagine myself dying of a terminal illness, which may be better! Cheng, can you understand me? I don't expect your forgiveness. To be honest, I don't know what I have given up now, and I don't know if I will regret it in the future. I just sincerely hope that you can find your happiness and find what I can't give you!

Farewell to my university, my first love, my first love and my dream.

Farewell to my first love.

X: Sorry! I know, these are the last three words you want to hear, but I can't hide it. For you, I have countless apologies and guilt in my heart! To be honest, my first love, three years of college romance, the ups and downs inside, only we know best. At that time, you were really good to me, but at that time, I was really ignorant and didn't know how to cherish it, so my feelings for three years were destroyed in my hands.

Xu, we have been apart for more than a year. Today, one year later, you found me again and confessed to me again. I'm really confused! I don't understand what prompted you to forgive me for being so bad to you before, and I don't understand how you can be so persistent after all that has happened. I was selfish and kept something from you. It is in this year and a half that I learned how to love a person and how to cherish a feeling, and the person I love and cherish is alive.

I know you are really serious this time, and even called your parents together to mobilize me to come to your place. I know it's cruel to say this to you now, but it will hurt even more if I don't say it later! To be honest, you have a very happy family and kind parents. Please say to your parents sincerely for me: I'm sorry! I must let them down. I know they like me very much and will treat me well. When two old people told me that they would treat me as their own daughter, I was really touched! You sent me a message saying that besides my mother, you are the one who loves me the most in the world, and I am also very touched! However, should I promise you and your parents because I am moved?

My heart is really chaotic, so sad! I feel like a cold-blooded animal, snake, scorpion! Now whatever I do will hurt others, which is really not what I want! Sometimes, I even imagine myself dying of a terminal illness, which may be better! Xu, can you understand what I am saying now? I don't expect your forgiveness. To be honest, I don't know what I have given up now, and I don't know if I will regret it in the future. I just sincerely hope that you can find your happiness and find what I can't give you!

Farewell to my university, my first love, my first love and my dream.

Sentence of missing the first lover

1, youth is limited, happiness is important, so why spend precious time on people who are not worth it? It will be a lifelong regret to miss the person who may accompany you for a lifetime. The pain of loss will be deeply engraved in your heart, oozing blood and tears. You can only swallow the tears and flow in your heart, slowly hiding the scars.

Walking on the beach of memory and picking up colorful shells in the past is my only pleasure after you left.

3. I really want to hug you tightly and make you feel my heart beat faster because I love you; I really want to hold you tightly and let you feel my shortness of breath, because I love you.

Since the day I met you, my heart no longer belongs to me. I look at you all over the world and miss you!

5, there are many nights, rubbing your eyes and waiting for you. Then listen to your faint message to me: I'll go to bed first, you go to bed early. And since then, my night seems to have just begun.

6. I met you in the spring night. From then on, the east, west, north and south winds are the same. It's morning. I miss you, too.

7. There is such a person that you can't help looking at each other's space, even if there is no movement.

8. I know it is not easy to meet you. It would be a pity to miss it. I don't want the rest of my life to be a memory. I want to be like you every day for the rest of my life.

9. At night, I am like hiding in a cloud and watching it with you all the time. Qian Qian's endless lovesickness has become the crystallization of a lifetime of glass. With my pen, I have engraved the bright light of your life and mine.

10, do you know someone who has been thinking about you and caring about you? Your smiling eyes, like starlight, adorn my heart curtain and shine every night.

1 1, dear Xiao Ai, how are you? You really don't know? I miss you again and again. Do you know that the lovesick tears shed for you have become a river? A person in the night, counting the days of separation, the mood is so low.

12, I will spend my whole life trying to forget and fight against my thoughts and hopes; Things are never fair. I'm playing a failed game and losing my whole life.

13, love should always surround you like sunshine, making you feel warm and bright, but don't bind you. I think this is the true face of love. Don't say you belong to me, I belong to you, I'm not half, and you're not half. We are all complete people. We need friendship and love, but we don't need cages and shackles.

14, I am a crying baby. I want to cry, I miss you, look at my face without ambition in the mirror, and then cry more and more, and regret more and more.

15, amorous feelings, or farewell, farewell, a sad life, just a sad picture, a sad farewell, a sad farewell, life is speechless, but I am too homesick and have no goodbye.

16, experience is the virtue of life and the sadness of loss. Finally, humble mistakes miss the whole world of life, and grievances are also a kind of gain and loss and sorrow.

17, missing is like saying "I miss you". I can't see or touch it, but it's the hardest to keep it in my heart.

18, the moonlight holds the ocean, and the ocean leans against the moonlight. How can I miss you on such a sweet night?

19, I only love you all my life, and only you will bring me complete, complete, true, true, eternal, harmonious and beautiful, deep and warm happiness!

20. I like to miss you quietly, play an elegant tune, brew a cup of faint scented tea, hold a thick novel, and look for your shadow between the lines.

2 1. Time has not erased my memory of you, and the region can't stop me from missing you. The footsteps of missing did not stop because of separation. Your sincerity and sincerity will accompany me all my life, just like a precious bottle of wine, which makes me intoxicated from time to time. Love you forever!

22. Sometimes I really want to forget you and only remember the world. However, I often forget the whole world and only remember you.

23. It's not that love can't let you go, that memory can't let you go, that fate can't let you go, but that you can't let yourself go.

24. I stare into your eyes, beautiful and sad; At this moment, let my heart stay for you; It is always when I can't sleep that I admit that I am lovesick, which also makes this moment eternal.

25, the scenery shuttles, the sea of people ripples, a miss, a loss, a true feeling, a feeling, but helpless.

Although I avoid seeing you, I still miss you in my heart. In fact, there is a kind of missing, called avoiding and not seeing.

27. Meeting you is fate; Like you, it is destiny takes a hand; Falling in love with you is what I have to do; I miss you because I have to. I will love you with all my heart. I love you.

28. Looking at the past reincarnation and pondering the past encounters, the agreed vows have gone without a trace. Looking at the tears in front of me, looking at the dreams in my heart, the haggard in the wind and the experience in the rain, who foolishly walked into my heart and waited for sadness, fell in love with regret, and dreamed of waiting for tears in love, washing away the language of missing and erasing the fragility of traces, still waiting for the miracle in my heart. The dream cried sadly and walked away.

29. Take marriage as an example. I am on the left and you are on the right. Say I love you, it's really me, and it's you who are happy; Write a short message, friendship is me, happiness is you. Dear, may you always be healthy, safe and happy!

I want you to know that there is someone in this world who will wait for you forever. No matter when and where, you know there will always be such a person who loves you and waits for you.

3 1, I miss you very much. I miss you so much. It's a pain that slowly erodes my heart. Always remind me that you exist in my heart and always exist in my life, not fade away.

32. The night was quiet and I didn't say a word. The night is so deep that I can't see the dark side. Who blindfolded me and couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality? Who has lost his memory and self since then?

33. There is a strong wind in this city at night, which blows away magnanimity. You always miss home when you are tired and miss him when you are lonely.

34. Long time no see, suddenly I miss you very much. With a gentle greeting, I wish your sky will always be sunny, your heart will always be young, happiness will always accompany you, health will always care for you, you will be happy and take care of yourself.

35. Tears wash the world of mortals, waiting for the end of missing, but there is no clear dusk. Tears are the best time. Looking forward to the waiting of the starry sky, my heart is surrounded by feelings. Candlelight erases the edification of prayer and crosses the moving waiting. The telephone call of drama never begins. Yesterday, the brokenhearted sublimates, but the future medicine citation wipes away today's tears, and the scars on my face give up the previous vows and commitments.

36. I always feel that every night is so calm, but every time I miss you, it hurts so much. I don't know why I always think of you, just like a calm night when the wind blows for no reason.

It only takes ten minutes to fall in love with him, but it takes a lifetime to forget him, and the result is unforgettable.

38. When I miss you badly, it is also faint. Just like a person who has been hungry for many days, he smells the smoke coming from the kitchen, but he knows it is not his own.

39. Missing is the comfort and sustenance when life is lonely, and it is the communication of the past, present and future.

40. Invisible scars are the most painful, and tears that can't flow out are the most wronged. If you are sad, just savor it slowly. If you are sad, just bear it alone.

4 1, I thought that one day, I would completely forget my love and forget you, but suddenly one day, I heard an old song and my tears came down, because we heard this song together.

42. I can't escape the restricted area of harassment. The crazy breath abandons the tears of this world and keeps the weaving of crazy love. Simple goodbye, you can't see the eternity in your heart. It's not too late to turn back, but my heart has paid all the unimportant things. I miss my heart like a coquette, endure bad reading, fail to live up to my eyes, can't step down silently, and sometimes look forward to the insignificant arrival.

43. There is only one name in the world, which will make me so worried. It is like an invisible thread, with one end firmly tied in my heart and the other in your hand. Dear, I miss you all the time!

44. Time can't put out the wine of true feelings, and distance can't open the hand of missing. Miss you until the end of time, forever.