The girl who has been in love for three years already has a boyfriend. Should I confess to her now?

/kloc-one evening when I was 0/6 years old, I came home from school and saw many people around my door. My neighbors took me away as soon as they saw me. What happened? I panicked and realized that something had happened at home. My neighbor's aunt hugged me and cried, "Girl, something happened to your family!" " "I became an orphan in an instant. My parents collided with a big truck when delivering goods, and closed their eyes forever in the hospital an hour ago! In an instant, I became an orphan from the apple of my parents' eye. God, it collapsed at once! I cried tears, but my parents could no longer comfort me.

Soon, I am in danger of dropping out of school. Although I have the support of teachers and classmates, it is a drop in the bucket. How can we afford the high tuition fees in key high schools?

People from the municipal engineering office hoped to find me, and they said, "There is someone who is willing to help you. He works in Beijing and is a college student who came out of the college entrance examination in No.1 Middle School of our city. He said that he would help an orphan, because he is also an orphan, and you just meet the conditions for his help. "

In this way, I accepted the support of Kang. I don't know if Kang Yu Ming is a man or a woman, and I don't know how old he is. When I sent him a thank-you letter and my report card, he called me, and I realized that Kang was a young man.

Kang Yu Ming helped me finish three years of high school. In order to meet him, I filled in all my volunteers in Beijing. For three years, we exchanged a letter every week, in which he kept calling me Little Sister, encouraging me to study hard, and sent me a lot of review materials from Beijing. I asked the Hope Project Office about his basic situation, and they said that he only left a phone number and knew that his home was ours, but nothing else was clear.

I was admitted to Beijing Foreign Studies University as I wished, but faced with the expensive tuition and living expenses of more than 10 thousand yuan a year, I think I have to give up. Even for Kang, who works in Beijing, this is not a small sum! Besides, he has a family and children, and his wife may not agree!

I called him and told him that I didn't want to go to college. On the third day after receiving my call, Kang appeared in front of me, and I froze at the sight of him. He is tall and thin, with bright eyes and black hair fluttering in the wind. Somehow, my heart "thumped" and jumped up: God, he is so young and handsome!

He said a word: "Swallow, we are all unhappy-forever!" " My tears came down at once. For three years, I have no relatives, so lonely; For three years, I have been pretending to be strong in front of people, but in the face of a man who has helped me for three years, I can no longer control my feelings.

"You must go to college." Kang Yu Ming said: "Money, you don't have to worry."

I looked at him gratefully, my benefactor. How can I repay him? He looked up and said, "Come on, let's eat lasagna in our hometown."

Lasagna is the most distinctive snack in my hometown, with shredded ginger and chopped green onion wrapped in red oil. He said, "This is my favorite food when I was a child."

"Me too." I said. What a sweet day. We ordered two side dishes and one person ordered a big bowl of lasagna. It was the happiest dinner I had in three years, and I paid less than 20 yuan. It's been three years, and after spending so much money on him, I should invite him once.

I felt blue when I saw him on the train. See you in Beijing! He waved and said.

See you in Beijing! Tears flooded my eyes. That day, I was wearing a blue dress that was washed white.

Deep attachment, you don't know where you have been.

School begins. Beijing station. He came to pick me up. After receiving my bag, he said, "You are black and thin." Yes, in order to save him some money, I worked all summer, delivering newspapers, delivering milk and even shining shoes. Earned 2000 yuan.

When he arrived at the dormitory, he took out a parcel wrapped in a newspaper: "Here, this is 10 thousand yuan, a year's tuition."

I paid him back two thousand dollars, and I said, "I earned two thousand dollars myself, thank you!" " "

He gave me a look. "Actually, I don't want you to get involved. If you have any difficulties in the future, let me know. Anyway, we are all in Beijing, all fellow villagers. "

"ok." I said gratefully, "You are my great benefactor, and I will repay you in the future."

He said a little unhappily, "Do you think I want you to repay me? You are an orphan, and my parents are dead. At the age of fourteen, a kind sister saved me, and I vowed to help those who needed help as much as I did! "

I see! He just wants to repay the kindness. I understand his feelings, but I don't know why, but I have an unspeakable sadness in my heart.

He bought me a lot of things, even bought tampons for girls, and my face turned red ... He helped me with all kinds of formalities. Roommate asked, "Is it your brother or your boyfriend?" My face turned redder, and I murmured, "Oh, neither." I hope he is ... oh, don't be paranoid, he just helps the poor.

I haven't been in touch often since. I started working everywhere, being a tutor, helping to cook and doing what I could at school. In a word, I want to lighten his burden as much as possible. But I always expect him to come to see me. Every time he comes, he gives me money to increase my nutrition, saying that I am too thin and yellow, and that I don't even have decent clothes, so I can buy clothes. The topic between us will always be these.

In my junior year, a foreign company came to the school to engage in activities to help poor college students. It can cover all my tuition fees, but I have to work for it for five years after graduation. I signed the contract and then called him to tell him the news. I don't want to have any more trouble with him. I don't know why, but the thought of never seeing him again fills me with despair.

When he came to see me that day, it happened that a male classmate asked me for a manuscript of poetry reading. I drafted this poem. Male students are tall and handsome, full of sunshine. Actually, we are just classmates. That male classmate fell in love with the campus beauty, but I think Kang's expression seems a little embarrassed. He said, "I'm not bothering you, am I?"

"Of course not." I said, "Come on, let's go to dinner, it's my treat! Let's eat lasagna. "

When eating noodles, he said, "It's not as delicious as home." I tried to get up the courage to say I'll do it for you later, but I didn't say it in the end. Because he loves lasagna, I can already make a bowl of lasagna in various colors and flavors.

I told him about signing the contract and said that I would not ask him for funds in the future. He said wryly, "well, can you be guaranteed to go to school?" If not, just call me again. "

I felt terrible that night. I think I will repay him one day. However, what I hope in my heart is that I can be with him forever ...

When he left, he took out a watch from his pocket and said, "I'll give it to you as a souvenir!" " "That's a very beautiful Fiyta watch. I don't know how I put him in a taxi. When the taxi left, tears had climbed on my face.

Two years later, I graduated with the support of that foreign company. Of course, I became one of them. I didn't expect such a high salary in the first month. Of course, the first person I think of is Kang. I want to invite him to dinner.

I called him, and the voice on the receiver was: this number doesn't exist.

My heart suddenly became empty. For two years, I've been waiting for today! I want to tell him that I like him from the first time I saw him. Now, he and I are equal, and I can express my love.

But I can't find him anymore. I called my hometown and tried to get some clues about him. I hope the people in the technical room said they only left one phone number. He was an advanced individual who donated money for education in those years. We couldn't find his proof, so that number became an empty number.

In this way, I lost Kang, and he seems to be into thin air.

Kang Yu Ming, where are you? Many times I woke up in my sleep and called his name. In my heart, he is not only my benefactor. ...

Unexpected reunion, you become someone else's groom.

In the spring of 2005, I was transferred to Shanghai branch as the supervisor. Unexpectedly, I met Kang there. Unfortunately, at this time, he is already my subordinate's escort. My assistant Xiaoxue is a beautiful young girl, lively and cheerful, and soon regards me as a friend who talks about everything. She often tells me about her boyfriend and how considerate and kind he is. She said, "The greatest happiness in my life is meeting him."

I envy him in the eyes of the light snow. I think if Kang becomes my boyfriend, he will be such a man. Think about it, on the first day of college, he made my bed himself!

I said, "Xiaoxue, let me meet your boyfriend when you are free!" " "

The opportunity will come soon. One day after work, Xiaoxue's boyfriend is coming to pick her up. They have fixed the wedding date and are going to buy bedding together.

Xiaoxue and I are waiting by the window. Forty minutes later, an Elysee stopped downstairs. A man in a straight suit got off the car. Xiaoxue said, "Look, it's him!" "

For an instant, I was struck by lightning. God, how could I be him!

I am slow, like a fool. Until Xiaoxue pushed me and said, "Silly! What's the matter? Is he handsome? People are particularly good. " Yes, I am so stupid. Thousands of Baidu people are looking for him. At this moment, he is just around the corner, but he has become someone else's boyfriend! Besides, I'm getting married soon. ...

Xiaoxue ran downstairs, and I just watched her lovingly tidy up his collar. Then, Kang opened the door and let Xiao Xue get on the bus. My tears blurred my vision. The happy girl should be me, but we missed it. That night, tears soaked the pillow, and I almost didn't sleep all night.

The next day, I said to Xiaoxue, "Let me invite you to dinner." Xiaoxue is of course very happy. When Kang Yu Ming appeared in front of me, he was as surprised as I was. We looked at each other for a long time, and Xiaoxue said, "So you know each other? It's really great! "

Kang said to him, "Are you all right after all these years? Are you still alone? "

I held back my tears and said, "fortunately, I am still alone."

When Xiaoxue went to the bathroom, we suddenly fell silent face to face. We looked at each other, and he smiled: "You have become a big girl, and you are still so beautiful. I remember the first time I visited you. You are thin and small, wearing a blue skirt! "

He remembered that I was wearing a blue skirt! I held back my tears and said, "Do you remember that lasagna? Do you remember this watch? "

I said, putting the watch I had worn for three years in front of him. Xiaoxue just came back. She said, "What are you looking at? I'll watch it, too. Ah, Fiyada's watch is for advertising, right? " Once you have it, you have nothing to ask for. " Who sent it? Who sent it? "

My heart is like a thunderbolt, "once you have it, you want nothing more"? Maybe ... Kang Yu Ming avoided my eyes. Kang, Kang, so your mind is hidden in this watch. If I had known this advertisement, it wouldn't be like this today. My heart is very sour.

On National Day, they got married. On the wedding day, I was the maid of honor, and I also wore red clothes. A guest said to me, how can you wear red? Isn't this a bride comparison? I know in my heart how much I want to be his bride, even if it is fake!

I got drunk at their wedding. I ran out and threw up. He followed me, supported me and said softly, "Stop drinking, you will make me feel bad!" " "

A sweet word made me burst into tears. Yes, he has been a man who loves me very much since I was sixteen. Ten years later, he is still distressed. Why would I miss this person who loves me deeply?

Someone is calling him a toast. I finally understand that everything is irreversible. He is someone else's husband.

After the banquet was over, I was drunk and unconscious. I insisted that he send me drunk. I joked, "Xiaoxue, lend me your groom for an hour!" " "

He drove me, and I don't know who put a song on the bus: "Maybe I will have you if I give up." If I never see you again, will I think of you again ... "I was in tears and never pretended. Tonight, I want to tell Kang that I once loved you like that. I shouted, "Stop the car!" "

The car stopped in a quiet street, and I said to Kang, "There is a saying that I have buried in my heart for many years, Kang, I love you! I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. Do you know how much I love you? " I said "I love you" at least a thousand times with tears in my eyes, and said "I've been looking for you like crazy." I didn't expect to see you again, and I didn't have a chance. "

I'm waiting for his verdict. He sighed and pulled me into his arms: "Stop it, you are breaking my heart!" " "I said he was my benefactor, and I always felt that I was not worthy of him, so I never dared to express myself. He said, "You know what? Swallow it! Originally, I went to my hometown to see if anyone could help you go to college, because I was just laid off. Seeing you, my heart moved, and I made up my mind that no matter how difficult it is, I must provide you with college education! When I found myself liking you more and more, I blamed myself. I am afraid that you will look down on me and say that I have ulterior motives; I'm also afraid that people will say that I support you and take advantage of you. Every time I go to school and see you come back, I will be happy for several days. How distressed I am to see you lose weight like this in order to make me subsidize less money! But what made me sadder was that you didn't want my money later. When you signed a contract with that company in your junior year, I knew I should quit. I saw that boy in your dormitory that day, and I thought, only such a boy deserves you. What am I? But still unwilling, I gave you that watch with the last glimmer of hope. I think everyone knows the advertising slogan. If you love me, you will find me. Unexpectedly, I was waiting for your silence ... "

Kang went on, and I listened with tears. A beautiful relationship was just missed. He was afraid that others would misunderstand his intention to donate money, but I always thought I was a poor ugly duckling. When we meet again, this feeling can only be a memory!

I cried and told him my crazy love for him. In the blend of tears, we kissed madly together ... I was wearing a red skirt and he was wearing the groom's clothes. Think of today as his wedding!

His cell phone rang again and again, and I suddenly remembered that today, he is the hero and groom!

The mobile phone stubbornly rang and he answered the phone. It's xiaoxue. Xiaoxue said, "The guests are waiting for you. Come back quickly. Don't make me an awkward bride. "

We are tug-of-war with emotion. The first person to let go will definitely fall. I choose to fall. Who told me not to say my love bravely? "You go," I said. "Go home quickly. I'm already satisfied. At least I know that you once loved me, which is enough. If there is an afterlife, let me make your hometown lasagna. I will meet you earlier and never miss you again! "

Kang Yu Ming just left, and he waved to me. Through the mirror, I saw tears on his face like a waterfall.

A few days later, I applied to go back to Beijing. The city of Shanghai is destined to be the heartache of my life. And my fate with Kang may have to wait until the next life.

Every time I look at that watch, I immediately remember that once I have it, I want nothing more. I think it was the most beautiful, brilliant and melancholy first love in my heart, and I will cherish it in my heart forever, forever. ...

This is a true love story from the family magazine Love Must Say. The reason why I put this beautiful, sad and sad article in my diary is to let my dear friends remember that I love him (her) and say it! ! !

Remember, don't miss the golden opportunity! ! !

Let me show you this story. It's quite touching. You are thinking about what you should do.