A paragraph written to your predecessor after breaking up, and then formally bid farewell to this relationship (recommended reading)

It's really a pity. I don't want to lose it, but there's nothing I can do. Seriously, the feeling of wanting to give up and being reluctant to give up is really tormenting. I can't get in touch with you with your vx, but I can't hear from you. I dreamed of you looking for me countless times, but I woke up and turned on my cell phone, and there was no news. One encounter, one acquaintance, leaving a lifetime memory. Everything can be deleted, but memories can't be deleted. Now I've figured it out, even if I like it again, I have to give up. It's not that I don't. I just don't have the courage to keep pestering you, and I don't have the persistence. I'll let you go and let me go by myself. If one day you get my text message or phone harassment, it must be that I am drunk. I apologize for all my untimely appearance and my indistinguishability. I have bothered you before, and I won't bother you again. I must take care of myself for the rest of my life. I have never regretted loving you. I am like a stubborn gambler. I am greedy and persistent to you. I believe again and again, and swear again and again that I put all my happiness in my life. I tried my best, but I still lost blood. After all, I have reached a dilemma, and I feel so sad. Later, I learned that love without love is the normal state of life. ?