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She chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building on New Year's Eve.

Purple condensed smoke

The moon just sits by the window, watching the full moon on August 15th, and then watching the lights outside. Everyone else is having a family reunion on the Mid-Autumn Festival, but she looks at her own shadow alone.

I can't remember how many nights my husband hasn't come home. Not because of busy work, nor because of other reasons. I just don't want to see her, and I'm not interested in seeing her. She is already dispensable in his eyes. I used to call home, but now I don't have a phone.

My best friend always envies her. As soon as she graduated from college, she found a rich husband and married herself. Better work than get married.

But is this really the case?

People always feel that others are better off than themselves, and others also feel that they are better off. In fact, the rich have the troubles of the rich and the poor have the happiness of the poor.

The moon savors the first sweetness.

I remember when I was a freshman, a senior came to pick me up. The senior is tall, sunny and handsome, two years taller than Yuer. The moon blushed when she first saw him. The senior looked at her with bright eyes.

The senior helped her carry her luggage into the dormitory, enthusiastically led her around the school, introduced it again, and asked her directly what she didn't understand or didn't understand, and asked her mobile phone number by the way.

The moon has been blushing, her heart is beating like a deer, and her palms are sweating.

Since then, Yueer's mobile phone has always received messages from seniors who want to see her under various excuses, sometimes even during class. When the moon doesn't come back, seniors will appear at the door of the classroom or outside the window, or the notes handed over by classmates. Several times, I was criticized by the teacher for not respecting teachers and attaching importance to teaching. The moon is very wronged, but she is very helpless about the behavior of the seniors.

The moon is beautiful and has the temperament of a small family. There are always many boys around her, handsome, unattractive, lively and active, always using various excuses to help her. The senior was very angry and arrogantly declared that Moon was his girlfriend and told other boys to stay away from Moon. So, the moon really became the girlfriend of the senior.

In the slow contact, the moon knows that the senior is a rich second generation. I always take her to play all kinds of things I have never seen before every holiday. In front of the seniors and his friends, Moon felt that she lacked knowledge and was really happy to be loved by such a handsome and rich boyfriend.

Unfortunately, happiness didn't last long. One day after half a year, a girl in smart clothes, Cher, found her specially and told her that her senior was in love with her. She and her seniors are both rich second generation, and they are both right. The senior is just teasing her. The moon suddenly felt that the sky was going to fall and felt inferior.

Moon was hiding in the dormitory thinking, and the senior didn't look for her, which made her feel that what Cher said was true. The senior really fell in love with others and abandoned himself.

Yueer and her senior are in the same city, and the family is just an ordinary family, another rich second generation. One is lively and cheerful, the other is silent and introverted. The moon thinks, what do seniors like about themselves? What else is there besides appearance? Is it a submissive character?

Maybe my senior and I really don't have a chance. Let's forget it. After suffering for a long time, Cher thought so. But I can't resist the yearning for seniors. I always wonder what he is doing. Why didn't he come to her? Several times, she sneaked to the back door of the senior class and looked through the door to see what the senior was doing.

In the following days, Moon really saw the seniors and Cher chatting and having classes together. Tears welled up from the moon.

However, the seniors don't seem to know what Moon thinks. They are still in class and playing happily with the boys. I seem to forget that there is another smart girl waiting for her date.

The moon has no choice but to live in its own world. She thought the senior had moved on, and maybe she really didn't deserve him. He is so excellent, good at school, handsome and cheerful. Many girls blush when they see him. I really have nothing worthy of him except my looks.

Thinking about it, Moon intends to give up painfully and concentrate on her studies.

In this way, two months passed, and one day, the senior came to Moon again and asked her to go to the movies. The moon asked him, aren't you in love with Cher? The senior was shocked: did you see it? The moon said, yes, she told me you were in love. The senior said, no, just studying together and discussing some problems. Moon's mood immediately improved, really? Senior said, really. Moon smiled through tears and plunged into the arms of the seniors, complaining that he thought too much.

In the next two months, the seniors began to neglect the moon again. Instead, they talked and laughed with Cher and even watched movies together. The moon thought, are they really just ordinary relationships?

Moon had no choice but to call her senior. The senior said that Cher made a bet with him. Cher said he was afraid to accompany her to the movies. How can he be so timid as a man? The moon is speechless.

Two months later, the senior had a good impression on another school girl, Jing Er. Moon thinks the senior is a bit too playboy. She is good to this and that, like Duan Yu's father. The moon complained to the senior, who said that the moon's mind was too small. We are just classmates, just playing together. His girlfriend has only one moon. The moon is very happy.

College life is spent when seniors woo other beautiful girls again and again. The moon is always afraid that her boyfriend will be hooked up by other girls. Every time she complains, the senior immediately takes her out to play several times, and she feels that she thinks too much.

The senior said he would marry her after graduation. The moon is very happy. Her own family is ordinary and her heart is not big. It would be nice if she married a good husband and had another child, and the family could live in harmony.

The senior kept his word and really married the moon as soon as he graduated. The senior finally became her husband, and the moon felt that she had fallen into the honey pot. Not too sweet.

Moon continued her studies, and her husband began to contact the family business, leaving early and returning late every day. When the moon came home, her husband had not come back. When her husband came back, she was already sleepy. Her husband smelled of alcohol, so she got up again to wait on him.

Sometimes, the moon feels that she and her husband live in two worlds. My husband asked Moon to stay at home and teach her children as soon as she graduated. Don't go out to work, just have him to support her. He is Yu 'er's God.

Gradually, the moon smelled the perfume of her husband. She never uses perfume and always likes the feeling of nature. She questioned her husband, who said that there was a beautiful woman to accompany the wine when socializing, and he didn't do anything himself, just taking part in accidental amusement. It is a fuss to say that the moon is small-minded.

The moon thought, is she too sensitive?

Time flies, and the moon has graduated in a blink of an eye. She obediently listened to her husband and married at home, but without children, she couldn't teach them. Read novels and learn to make up. But after a long time, I feel upset again.

My husband gradually stopped going home, either on business or business, and the family gradually became deserted. The moon feels like an abandoned cat. Occasionally complain to my husband, who says he is busy and plays by himself. Don't always be raised and melodramatic like a child! The husband's words made the moon feel that she had been slapped.

The moon thought for a long time and chatted with her best friend. She said, you can't stay at home like this, or go out to find a job. It won't be so boring to get in touch with society. The moon once wanted her husband to go out and look for a job. As a result, her husband flew into a rage: Where do you put my face when you go out to look for a job? Didn't I give you enough money? The moon is too quiet to go out and look for a job.

My husband still hasn't come home I used to call him, but later I didn't even have a phone. The moon doesn't know what her husband is doing and who he is with, and she doesn't dare to ask her in-laws.

One day, my best friend called to tell her, and she couldn't help telling her that she saw her husband and different women cuddling into the high-end hotel opposite their company twice! Moon is dubious. Call her next time her best friend sees it.

The moon began to lose sleep. What was her husband thinking, cheating? Didn't he say it was a social event? Isn't it necessary for business? The best friend must be wrong? She doesn't believe that if she didn't like her at the beginning, how could she marry a girl from an ordinary family?

The moon doesn't want to get another call from her best friend.

However, my best friend's phone call came again only a week later, telling her to go to her company at once and not to drive. Moon took a taxi and rushed over. My best friend asked her to go directly to the hotel to block people, but Moon didn't dare. She flinched in the company of her best friend and stared at the door of the hotel.

Three hours later, the figure of her husband finally appeared, as well as the enchanting figure of Cher. The moon's brain is blank. She didn't expect her husband to have contact with Cher, even so blatant! Where did he put himself?

The moon can't help it. She called her husband, and he was furious: Are you too idle at home every day and don't follow me? The moon said no, only occasionally. Husband said he just went to the hotel to talk business with Cher, but Moon actually believed him. Moon told her best friend about it and said that her husband was just going to talk business. My best friend sneered and said, then wait for my next call.

Another week later, my best friend's phone came again, and the moon came. The moon rushed over again, with her newly bought telescope, intending to see it clearly. When my best friend saw her telescope, she was so angry that she was too weak. See for yourself. The moon said, what should I do if he doesn't do bad things? My best friend said, smarter than you, isn't it?

How to outsmart? The moon stood there.

You can go to the front desk of the hotel and ask, just say that that person is your boss and you need to see him urgently. See which room he entered in the hotel? Hide and watch? Best friends hate iron and don't produce steel.

The moon nodded foolishly and looked around to make sure no one noticed her. Then she stepped into the hotel carefully and asked the front desk, hello, miss, the man who just came in is my boss. I have something urgent to find him. Which room is he in?

The receptionist gave her a look, told her the room number and continued to play with her mobile phone.

The moon pressed the elevator and looked at the rising numbers, and her heart beat faster. After the elevator stopped, she looked around and found a corner to hide. Waiting for her husband to come out.

As a result, it was almost dark when my husband came out with a woman in his arms. When the moon sees it, the eyes will fall out: it turned out to be a quiet child. Moon suddenly felt depressed and couldn't help but rush to her husband. How do you explain it?

My husband started to be stunned, and then slapped him: Shit, you psycho woman followed me again and raised me for nothing every day.

Are you still looking for trouble Moon was slapped and almost fell: What's your relationship with her? Last time you and Cher came here, today you and Jinger came here?

Husband: Do you care where I go? Did you make money? Do you support your family? You haven't done anything, and you're still looking for trouble? Are you full?

Moon: I didn't make money or support my family. Didn't you tell me not to work? Didn't you say that I went out to work and humiliated you?

Husband: I told you to die. Will you die? I look like I'm dying every day, and I get bored looking at it. Do you really think you are a fairy? Let's go!

Jinger began to watch the drama arm in arm. As soon as he heard the greeting, he took the man's arm affectionately.

Moon didn't go home and collapsed at the door of the room like a fool. She didn't wake up until her best friend called. My best friend rushed over and took her home.

The moon seems to have lost its soul. It doesn't talk, eat, drink or sleep. In her simple world, he always thought that her husband only loved her, but the truth was so cruel. She kept mumbling: how can he find another woman? Why is he looking for another woman?

My best friend called her parents in case she was unhappy. Parents rushed to take their daughter home.

The moon is still in a daze, not talking, not eating, not drinking and not sleeping. Parents call their son-in-law to ask what's going on. My husband never answers the phone and never tells his parents every month.

Moon lives in her parents' house, and her husband doesn't call. There is no Mid-Autumn Festival, there is no New Year's Day, and the year is approaching. My husband still disappears without a trace, leaving her alone.

My best friend made some phone calls, which made Moon want to open up. If you really can't, divorce, find a job and live your own life. The moon is still hard. She has always been obsessed with cleanliness. She can't accept that her husband sleeps with another woman.

Parents also advised their daughters to relax. Men who work hard outside will inevitably come into contact with many women who love money. What can some women do to throw themselves at each other? This is the world. People are so rich that they just turn a blind eye.

Moon suddenly remembered a sentence: If a man cheats, he certainly doesn't love his wife that much. Only when you don't love, don't you care if the other person will get hurt?

The New Year's Eve arrived in a blink of an eye, and the condition of the moon was much better. She went back to her home. There is a layer of dust at home, and my husband hasn't come back yet.

The moon's heart is getting cold. She bought some vegetables, made herself four dishes and one soup, ate some slowly, and then sat in front of the dresser, crying and making up. Just after painting, it was erased and painted. Over and over again, my face was rubbed out with some redness and swelling, but my eyes were swollen.

She quietly listened to the distant firecrackers outside, put on the white wedding dress she made when she got married, went to the balcony, glanced at the distant lights and said to herself, I wish I had come to this world in purity and left without taking away a trace of dirt!

Then she jumped down like a beautiful snowflake.

The man was awakened by the phone in another woman's bed. He was shocked by the news that the moon jumped to her death, and secretly scolded her: If you die, you will die, so don't worry!

It is said that Yueer's parents talked to her son-in-law, who paid 300,000 yuan.

Six months later, the man remarried.

The next year came, and the moon's grave was covered with weeds. ...