What issue of the magazine is the missing Han?

The lost Korean Youth Digest (12, second half, 32 pages) was taken by Teng Yang from the ninth issue of Girls in 2006.

Wang had an accident to save her. She couldn't believe it was true, so she thought herself king. The article is well written, but you can't understand it without reading it carefully. The article is very delicate and touching. Don't judge without understanding! I watched it a dozen times before I came up with these. Readers' evaluation of Youth Digest is also quite high, ranking second!

Text/Tengyang Source: Girl

It seems that Han's mother didn't accept me as her daughter's boyfriend except Han didn't come home. So where did she go? I hope she is at home when I look at the store every day. I go home every day wondering if she has gone to the store.

At first, I thought it was a joke. Everyone knows that Han is a joker. When she receives a mobile phone fraud message such as "Dear customer, you spent 6700 yuan in the shopping center, which has been deducted from your bank account, please call the UnionPay customer service center to verify", she will really call the person who answered the phone and seriously ask whether the bank has engaged in any preferential activities recently. She clearly remembers spending 8000 yuan in the shopping center instead of 6700 yuan. It seems that the people on the other side of the receiver have never met such a fraud object. He (she) paused, and soon realized that he still had to cheat Han's bank card password, and then said that it was better to check the bank card password. Before Han could speak, he tentatively greeted each other twice. Han pretends to be impatient and says that I'm waiting for you to read your account and password before checking with you ... Han must be playing a game called "missing" with me. She found a place to hide and made me look for her like crazy, and then she suddenly appeared and said that she had been taken away by E.T. for an experiment.

However, a week later, I realized that this was not a joke. Han is not a patient girl: every time she quarrels with me and ignores me, she will persist for less than two and a half days. She will tease me to talk to her. Just give her a step, she will tell her that she is wrong with tears, and then we will make up as if nothing has happened. This time, it has been a whole week, and Han hasn't given me any news yet. It seems that she is really missing.

I didn't call the police. I want to find out if I did something wrong and offended Han, which led her to break up with me silently. I don't know yet.-it's possible. But I always feel that if we break up, Han will at least take her things away, but now her teddy bear is still sitting squarely on my pillow, her slippers are still standing at the door with her left foot facing her right foot, and her favorite cartoon DVD is still in the DVD player, which will automatically read when plugged in. The new goods she ordered were sent to the store, including the cheap ring she bought to make a wedding ring ... We didn't break up, and I firmly believe that she is a kind and good girl.

Han has been gone for half a month, but I still insist on getting up early every day to drink salty milk, and then go to the store to sell the jewelry picked by Han. It's just that Han's disappearance puts me in a dilemma. I seem to have lost weight, and the clothes in the closet are all big, but Han won't come back. I can't buy clothes for myself. She likes to watch me wear clothes of her own choosing. The computer in the shop is broken. I can't do anything like Han Zuo Zuo. I don't know if it's because I've been away from school for too long or because I've lived with Han for too long. I sometimes sit on the windowsill and smoke alone. When will my Han Zuo Zuo come back?

I went to see my mother. My mother likes Han very much. Han always wins her heart with some small gifts: a basket of fresh fruit or a beautiful silk scarf. She asked my mother to accept her as a daughter, so that I could not "bully" her. My mother, a kind woman, agreed. According to Han's habit, I went to see my mother with seasonal fruits. Knocking at the door, my mother froze: "Why did you suddenly come?"

"Come back to see you."

"Good boy, go and sit inside."

I went straight into my room and lay in bed. The more I thought about it, the more wrong I was: my mother looked like she was going to cry as soon as she saw me, but she didn't ask about Han-I have to take her home every time since I fell in love with Han. These two doubts make me restless. I paced back and forth in the room, trying to rush out to find Han, but I didn't know where to find her. I sat down and tried to sleep for a while, but I couldn't sleep. I saw a photo of me and my parents at the seaside on my desk, but I can't remember where it was taken. I took out a book on the shelf and wanted to read it for a while. There is a picture of a fly in it. I was so angry that I tore them up.

When I woke up, it was completely dark. I was lying in bed, and I didn't know how to fall asleep. The quilt covering me smells of washing powder mixed with sunshine. This smell makes me feel at ease and makes me feel that my situation is not particularly bad. My love will come back.

"Son, get up and eat something." Mom is knocking at the door outside

I stood up, pushed the door and went out, and found many dishes on the table. I sat down to eat.

"Mom ..." I wanted to ask her if she knew anything about Han.

But as soon as I called "Mom", she began to cry.

"What's the matter, mom? What's wrong? " I feel more and more that she is hiding something from me. Zuo Zuo, is there a problem?

"Nothing, nothing, nice to meet you." Mother wiped her tears and put the food in my bowl.

Mom's lies are so lame that I know she must have something to prevaricate. After dinner, I rushed home: Han, even if you are a mole who can dig holes, I will dig three feet to find you. I found Han's phone book and called her former boyfriends one by one: "Have you seen Han recently?"

But Han is really a joking girl, which makes me encounter great obstacles when I inquire about Han's whereabouts: one person claimed that she went to Mars, two people said that she used to be a flying policewoman who maintained world peace, and another person told me that he watched Han become a marble pillar by the moat. The most serious answer is that he is too busy to play hide-and-seek with Han's children.

I don't know what to do. I am very angry. The girl I love is missing, but no one is willing to help me find it seriously.

Han, you are not a good girl as others say. If you come back this time, I will break up with you without hesitation.

After the first month and the second day after Han disappeared for no reason, I decided to forget about Han and move to the store.

Life in the shop is very regular. Let's drink a glass of salty milk first in the morning, and wait for Li Lai, the wholesaler who has a long-term cooperative relationship with us. Boss Li is a talkative woman in her forties. She often tells me gossip about other wholesalers, but she doesn't ask why I'm the only one in the shop. She doesn't ask about Han. Later, I almost expected her to talk to me about Han, but she didn't ask. Until I finally signed the word "Wang" on the invoice to end our transaction, she didn't ask again, just sighed lightly.

I suspect more and more that the whole world knows where Han is going, but only I don't know. At first, I was worried that she had been kidnapped, but I didn't receive the blackmail letter, and others looked embarrassed. I totally believe that Han left with a premeditated plan and will never come back. Korea is a disaster. I won't be stupid enough to fall in love with a girl who has brought great disaster to my life like Han: I can't help her if I don't love Han so much.

I dug out my contact book and called my old friend. But they seem to forget me and can't hear who I am. I heard their girlfriend ask, "Who is it?" They said they didn't know, and then hung up on me as if I were a unlucky person.

Finally, I thought of someone: Zhang Yifei. I really want to talk to someone. Although I was very resistant to this matter, I called Zhang Yifei.

I said, "Hello."

She thought for a moment and then said, "Oh. Is that you? "

I said, "Yes, how have you been recently?"

"Not bad, just came back from Europe."

"That's good."

"What about you?" Zhang Yifei asked me, and I knew she was just being polite.

"That's it. I opened a small shop selling jewelry. Come and have a look sometime. I sell it to you cheaply. "

Zhang Yifei smiled at the other end of the phone. I feel stupid. How can she take a fancy to what is sold in our store? She spends a lot of money now, and she has plenty of money to buy all kinds of famous brand jewelry. Why do you want to buy cheap goods like ours? I'm overreaching. Our jewelry is sold to cheap love, and poor people who have no money use it to make wishes.

"Well, I'll go and see it another day." Zhang Yifei is very polite.

I said goodbye and hung up.

I am wandering alone in the street, and there is that kind of hot smell in the bodies of warm-blooded animals on summer nights. There are few people in this remote street. We used to walk here. Han Hui suddenly jumped into the middle of the road, pretended to be killed by an oncoming car with open arms and said loudly, "Let's double suicide". No one will play this game with me now. It's not just Han who is missing, but also that cheap thing called love. They are like fake jewelry in our shop, emitting bright and dazzling light, giving people the feeling of hypocrisy and luxury, but they are worthless. I will gradually forget Han.

If there was no sudden visit from Zhang Yifei that day, I think I would go through my life with peace of mind.

It was a rainy afternoon and there were few guests in the shop. After selling the last batch of jewelry, I felt bored, so I opened a shop and did something else. At this time, the door of the store opened and Zhang Yifei flew out of the store.

I paused and stood up: "Why are you here?"

"Don't welcome? You invited me. "

"No, no, I just didn't expect you to come to our humble shop."

"I was shopping nearby, it was raining, and I didn't drive. I thought you were near here, so I came to see you and take shelter from the rain. " Zhang Yifei casually looked at the jewelry in the shop, picked it up and put it down.

Zhang Yifei is still so hypocritical: Can't shopping malls take shelter from the rain? Can't you go back by taxi? I came here on purpose. Why did you say I was on my way? I feel a chill, and I always feel that she will bring me something bad.

Zhang Yifei picked up a piece of jewelry: "How much is this?"

I took a look. That's a cheap ring from Han Zuo Zuo. It's not ready for sale, so there is no price tag:

"If you like, I can give you this. It's rare for you to take a fancy to what I have here. "

Zhang Yifei blushed at my words: "I know you are still worried about the past, but how can you not forget it after so many years?"

I don't want to talk about it. I just want to get rid of her.

Zhang Yifei looked at me and suddenly spoke with difficulty: "I heard about you. I'm sorry that he had an accident. I was in Europe at that time, and I cried when I heard the news. Although he didn't have much money at first, he was a good man. I know he doesn't like me at all, and thinks I have no connotation and am vain, but he is very kind to me and always takes care of me like a brother. The year with him was the happiest time in my life. "

I almost went crazy: "I don't know what you are talking about."

"Zuo Zuo, it was my fault at first. I know you like him and want you to introduce me to him. I know that as long as I bring it up first, you can't tell him that you like him ... but now that he's gone, can't you forgive me? "

"Shut up!" I slapped Zhang Yifei in the face.

Zhang Yifei put the ring on the table and left. I picked it out myself, and now it doesn't make sense: no one will put it on me.

There are some things that you will never forget, even if you pretend to be someone else. When Wang came to report for duty in the afternoon, I thought this man was the one I was looking for, so I ran back and forth three times. I often change boyfriends to get Wang's attention. When I was about to explain to the king, I begged me to give him a letter. Of course I knew what it was. At the beginning, I thought I was going to graduate soon, and Wang was more beautiful than me at the same level, which was the most suitable; I know that after breaking up with Wang, I went back to school to attend the 70th anniversary celebration and "ran into" Wang. I know that he secretly resigned and opened a small shop with him before deciding his future ... We had such a happy three years, and all this was finally ruined by myself: I am such a person with no idea, and I like to make fun of him. How do I know that when I stand in the middle of the road and shout "Let's double suicide" for the first time10/,there will really be a car coming? How do I know that when he rushes to push me away, he will really fall down like in the movie and never wake up?

I can't believe he's never coming back. I don't know how I can live without him. Sounds so desperate. Finally, I thought of the only way: if I become him, then Han is the one who disappears, so I won't lose him. I wore his clothes, used his name, smoked his cigarettes, and went to his house to see his mother ... I almost carefully deceived myself, but self-righteous Zhang Yifei ruined all this.

It's raining harder and harder outside the window, Han. Why are you crying?