The living conditions of Ji Yingnan.

After the incident, Ji Yingnan's Weibo and personal space ushered in an unprecedented huge amount of visits. Because she didn't want to hear some questions and curses against her, Ji Yingnan set her Sina Weibo to a mode where only friends can comment, but there were still many messages on her space. "This girl told me that she also experienced the same deception. More unfortunately, she also has an innocent little life and asked me what she should do. " Ji Yingnan opened his personal space with his mobile phone and pointed at a message with a wry smile: "I don't know what I should do. Someone actually regards me as an expert in this field." Ji Yingnan showed two cuts on her wrist. "I want to die more than once, but I can't get a statement. I am unwilling. Now I often run to our old place in the middle of the night and cry loudly on the roof. I sometimes have a feeling that old Fan Yue will suddenly appear, hug me and dry my tears. There are too many memories on that roof. We used to play games with dogs on it. My mother danced beside us. My father smiled at us. My sister took a video of us with DV. At that time, I felt that I had found my own happiness and my family was very happy. "

The beauty of the past made Ji Yingnan unable to face the cruelty of reality, although she later learned that Fan Yue had no loyalty to her in the four years that seemed to be loving before.

To others, Ji Yingnan's view of love seems strange. Although she claimed to die with Fan Yue, she told reporters that her daily life is to embroider cross-stitch for Fan Yue's parents at home. Because before the incident in 2009, Fan Yue told her that his parents would get married for 50 years in five years. So Ji Yingnan bought a 1.8-meter-long picture of Songhe Yannian, and planned to embroider it and give it to her in-laws before her wedding. "I am very stubborn. I'm one-track-minded When I decide what to do, I must finish it. I've been embroidering day and night these days, and I'm almost finished, but I can't send it out anymore. "

"After the incident, he looked for someone to intimidate me and vilify and insult me in front of my friends. When I went to his unit to report the situation, I grabbed him and let him make it clear. He even hit me. Until now, in addition to threatening me to infringe on his reputation and portrait rights, he is looking for me to talk about conditions. " The day after the online report, Ji Yingnan got through to Fan Yue's mobile phone for the last time. In this recording, Fan Yue said the most: "What do you want?" When the reporter asked the same question, Ji Yingnan said, "I don't know how to untie my heart. Unless we die together, I don't know why I want to talk to him, but I think he should do something to get my forgiveness. "