I am divorced and have a son with my ex-husband. My son is ill now, and my current boyfriend won't let me go back to see him.

The problem is that your boyfriend is wrong and impulsive, so it is so easy to say suicidal thoughts. Obviously, you can't stimulate him any more. Calm down and talk to him slowly. If you really love him, persuade him well and tell him that it is your own flesh and blood. You should do your duty as a mother. If you can't do this, you will be ashamed of your mother. You just went to see your son. That's the meat that fell from you. Think about it in another place. If his son is ill, he will be very anxious, too. Tell him well that men are sometimes very insecure, and try to show that you have great feelings for him. But as a mother, you can't let your son get sick without seeing his mother. If you don't love him so much, I advise you to end it as soon as possible. Such a man will think of suicide at any time. How many reasons will appear after remarriage?