Any day

Because a person met you on a certain day in a certain year.

At that time, I didn't notice you. Because in my eyes, there is only one person. I can't be distracted to pay attention to you. Even my friend said, "In fact, he is quite handsome." I can also whisper in my mind that I am still a demon.

Yes, Yao Yao was the person I liked at that time.

At that time, I thought I would always like Yao Yao for a long time. I always tried my best to pay attention to him.

Some people say that the development process of things must need some kind of opportunity, something, or someone's intervention, which will make the outcome different.

I always thought that you and I must have met by destiny takes a hand.

Two people who were not familiar with each other are actually related.

The first time I noticed you, it was because of a pack of tissues.

At lunch, the hot air will make you sweat.

I really don't mean anything else, but I'm a little obsessed with cleanliness and can't see the flaws on other people's faces. Because of this, I quietly handed you a paper towel, pointed to my forehead and said to you, "wipe it."

You paused, took the tissue, smiled shyly and said, "Thank you."

After dinner, you talked to me intentionally or unintentionally.

At KTV, all my songs are ordered on Jay, and then you suddenly realize, "So you like Jay, too." Then one day, when I saw your space, I realized that your love for Jay was absolutely no less than mine.

You ask me, I seem to like singing songs sung by boys.

In fact, you don't understand, Jay's songs, with a touch of unclear sadness, a touch of loneliness infected my disguised strength.

That day, I saw Yao Yao and his old chat with her. He borrowed my mobile phone to relive the past with her. The lingering and warmth in his tone hurt me deeply, as if I were an outsider.

I finally realized that it was impossible for me and him. To him, I'm just a substitute.

I'm beginning to hate that he can't give me anything, but he still has endless ambiguity with me. I hate him for giving me warmth when I was most hurt, and the wound he bit on my shoulder seems to hurt again.

At that time, I always thought that except him, other men were just passers-by; I didn't expect you to sneak into my world.

Three heartbeats are also a kind of carelessness.

Year month day.

I'm telling you, I like Yao Yao.

I told you about his past. I said, I miss sitting on his lap. When he was tired, he leaned on my shoulder and brought me lunch every day ... As I said, I began to feel sad again. I said, if only he weren't so ambiguous! I hate ambiguity, I hate those beautiful things!

You said, I am a very special girl. It looks quiet on the surface, but it doesn't seem so inside.

Yes, I can't stand so much ambiguity. I often disguise myself with indifference and silence, but I can't accept cheating, betrayal and pretending to be good because I will take it seriously.

One day, I asked you out to sing.

There is a dim lamp in the box, and the fresh air of air conditioning smells intoxicating. In the middle of my singing, you brushed my hair and my warm fingertips touched my scalp and penetrated into my heart. I inadvertently looked up at you and accidentally met your deep eyes. You smile gently, show your teeth and ask in a low voice, "Are you cold?" I suddenly felt my heart beating faster and motionless. You thought I had a cold and asked the waiter to turn up the temperature a little, but I didn't find my face burning red.

I suddenly reacted as if I had never felt Yao Yao's heartbeat.

I asked my sister that a person is very ambiguous with you. You think you like him, but you never feel a heartbeat for him. When you meet someone you don't know for two days, you will blush and heartbeat. What happened?

My sister said indifferently, I understand very well that the person you think you like is probably just a kind of dependence, and the person who makes your heart beat is probably the person you like. At that moment, I blushed again.

Like is such a feeling, casual heartbeat may become a kind of love.

Fourth, can we only be friends?

I tell you, I don't like him.

Why do you think it is?

I said, because I have a crush on someone. I will blush when I see him, and I will be unconsciously nervous.

You ask me, who is that man? I was silent. My pride is at work, and I can't tell you it's you. I don't want the relationship we just established to be ruined like this.

Let me ask you, if you finish high school, would you like to fall in love?

You are a smart and sensitive boy, and you seem to notice something from my words, so you carefully ask, "Mei Mei, we will always be good friends."

I'm a little disappointed, but I can only play dumb and pretend I don't understand what you mean and promise you.

I was afraid of getting hurt, so I chose to compromise.

One day, you nicknamed me "pig head" and I nicknamed you "Benben". When we quarrel, there is always your "pig head!" "And my sentence" stupid! "

I always send you text messages when I can't sleep at night. You ask me, why can't you sleep and always send me text messages? Who am I?

I was asked silly. I really don't know how to answer you, and I'm playing dumb again. Finally, I thought about it and answered, you are my fool, I am your pig head, and we will always be good friends. I don't know why, but my heart hurts when I say this sentence.

One day, you asked me why I always called me stupid instead of stupid. Is there a difference between the two? I hesitated for a moment and replied, "because stupidity is the only stupidity of a pig's head." Other boys, I won't call him that. " You were silent for a long time, and you said, "Pig head, we are still good friends." I've always wanted to tell you that you don't have to keep stressing, because you know, from the moment you came into my life, you were more than just a friend to me. You don't know, in fact, stupidity and pig head are a bond between us, a kind of uniqueness.

V. Ambiguity between you and me

In one month, you and I often meet in the morning.

On the first date, I pestered you to help me make up lessons, where we first met. Who knew that my classmates saw me halfway through the make-up class? When they saw that you were close to me, they gave a thoughtful "Oh ~". You grabbed me and quickly left this embarrassing place. Since then, we have never made an agreement there.

It seems that we have done something bad, and you are always afraid of being seen by your classmates, so the place we agreed on has been changed again and again. Finally, I stopped at the gate of Wuyuan near the school.

/kloc-in June of 0/4, we still met there. You gave me chocolate. You must not know that 14 of every month is Valentine's Day. That's why I kept pestering you to give me chocolate that day. I played a little trick on you, but I was immersed in sweetness all day. Until now, I can't bear to throw away the wrapping paper of chocolate. I wrote it: September 14. Stupid delivery.

Every time I walk with you after school, my classmates see me. They always ask me who that person is. I'm always afraid to mention you. Because you said that if nothing happened, you didn't want to be gossiped. Therefore, even if I am gossiped by others, I will not tell you; I like being with you. As long as I see you, I am satisfied.

I promised to cheer for you the day you took part in the 200-meter preliminaries of the school sports meeting. You saw me leave the stadium and blew me two kisses. I pretended to ignore you, but when I looked up, my mouth rose slightly.

I don't know if you were flying on the playground, did you hear me shouting "Come on, idiot!" " "I only know that you took the group first that day. I'm so happy, I ask you to applaud. You just ran down, and your weakness made me feel bad.

The other day you went to my house to play and tease my little mouse, and you actually teased me with a little mouse. I pretended to be angry, grabbed your hand and bit hard. You screamed in pain and almost dropped your mouse. I told you to wash your hands, but I didn't expect you to be so naughty and spill water on me. So I bit your shoulder hard again, and you shouted, "bite me again!" " "

Others say that biting the shoulder is a strong possessive desire for this person. Yes, I just want to tell you that you are my stupid, and you are a pig's stupid.

An unforgettable birthday party at the age of six

You sang three songs for me at my birthday party. Severe snow, from plum blossom, and wished me a happy birthday, just patched together into "Happy birthday, Xue Mei".

I was intoxicated when I looked at your side face. I didn't expect you to look at me, too. Your gentle eyes seemed to surround me. Yi once said that if you like a person, you can see it in his eyes. At that time, we obviously had each other in our eyes.

You must not know, since then, I dare not look at you for three seconds, because I am afraid of falling into your gentle whirlpool. It's just that you don't look at me like that anymore.

We played late that day, and we went home together. We are walking in the moonlight, and gorgeous fireworks illuminate you. I glanced at your handsome face and couldn't help being intoxicated.

Halfway through, you made me stand in the middle of the square and close my eyes. So I obeyed and didn't move. After a long time, you were silent. I thought you walked away quietly, but I heard you shouting behind me, don't look back, don't look back!

Until you give me a little doll.

"Didn't you say no gifts?" I have some doubts, but more surprises and feelings!

You gently blew my bangs and said, "Pig head, I will believe you if I say I won't send you!" " Stupid! "I laughed silly. I looked at the doll in a trance and found that she had as beautiful eyes as you.

You said, dolls must be terrible. I shook my head and said in a firm tone that from then on, she was called Xiao Benben.

I quietly recorded the song you sent me that day and kept it in my mobile phone and computer. Whenever I play these songs and listen to your magnetic voice, I will think of the warm throb at that time, just like those silly beautiful eyes that I carry with me, which makes me intoxicated.

Seven ambiguities make people feel wronged.

One day, one month, one year, when we were walking together after school, we were unfortunately seen by the captain. The captain saw me walking with you and looked at me with a strange look. I can only smile awkwardly. The captain suddenly played a joke on you: "I believe that the elite members of our demonstration team will not like you." At that moment, I saw your face changed, but it seemed that you said happily, "I love this sentence." I really want to say, no, no I really like him! However, I lack such courage.

That night, you suddenly asked me, "pig head, do you still like me?" I said, "Yes, I like it." You suddenly said, "If the person you like tells you to give up pursuing him, will you agree?" Guess what? I really want to say, I can't! But I can't refuse you any more. I bit my lip hard and replied, if you like, you can. I felt a little salty liquid, and then I wiped my lips, only to find that my fingertips were reddish and I felt pain in my lips. I regret why I didn't tell you firmly. I like you very much, so I don't want to leave you.

In fact, I have long understood that if two people are too ambiguous, the person who likes them first will definitely lose first, and I can't escape this tragedy.

From now on, you will never send me a message on your own initiative. Don't come to say good night to me every day. Before, you always liked to tease me and bully me. In your eyes, I have always been stupid, I just like the feeling of being loved by you. It's just, honey, it won't happen again.

I remembered the nightmare that day. I dreamed that you said, "I'm sorry, pig, I can't accompany you." You should take good care of yourself ... "I woke up in my sleep and found my face covered with tears. I was so scared that I immediately sent a message asking you, "Idiot, you won't leave me, will you? ! "You said firmly," Well, no, I will always be with the pig! " Don't be afraid, pig! "

You often say, "Pig, if you are lonely, come to me and I will accompany you."

I remember at that time, you were always afraid that I would be angry. I said that if I don't reply to your messages, there are only two possibilities. One is that I am angry, and the other is that my mobile phone is off. Sometimes I don't see your news and forget to reply to you, so you think I'm angry. Sent several messages to apologize to me. When I said I wasn't angry, you were as happy as a child.

Another time, I texted you, and you didn't call me back for a day. I'm in a hurry. I'm afraid something will happen to you. Until the evening, you finally replied to me and sent me a lot of information. You said, "pig head is not in a hurry, I'm fine, and my mobile phone is dead." Remember, there are only two possibilities for me not to reply to text messages in the future. One is the problem with my mobile phone, and the other is that I am dead. " I immediately replied, "Bah! Bad doesn't work. Good spirit! " How could I let you die!

You gave me so many promises that I believed them.

I have been afraid that one day, we will become the most familiar strangers, and it finally happened. In your world, my existence has been diluted by you. Whether I exist or not probably doesn't matter to you.

Eight is stupid. I am not used to it without you.

One day, I saw Liu Bei and Sun Shangxiang in the ultimate Three Kingdoms, and inadvertently thought of you and me.

When Sun Shangxiang disappears and Sun Shangxiang is absent, Liu Bei will be very anxious and miss him. I think, if one day I disappear like Sun Shangxiang, will you look for me like Liu Bei? It's a pity that I'm not a smart Sun Shangxiang. I don't have her wisdom and courage. So, even if I like your determination as much as she loves Liu Bei, you don't want to be my Liu Bei.

And I don't want to leave you and let you lose me.

Benben, I miss you so much. Every time I think about you, my stomach hurts. I remember telling you before that I wouldn't eat, and you kept scolding me and telling me to eat. You always look distressed when I have a stomachache. When I vomited badly, you asked me if I was still uncomfortable. Your mobile phone is broken, and you are afraid that I can't find you, so you memorized all my mobile phone numbers just to send me a text message and ask me if I am ok. But now, I dare not tell you anymore. I'm afraid you think I'm annoying and pretentious. I vomited several times and there was blood in the water. I was not afraid of death before, but now I am afraid of death. I'm afraid I'll never see you again, and I'm afraid you'll forget me slowly.

Idiot, you don't even call me a pig now. You used to like to blow my bangs and affectionately call me "pig head". Guess what? Now when people blow my bangs, the breeze always reminds me of you. I will close my eyes to feel the smell, but when I open my eyes, my dream will always die.

I always understood that I am not your pig head. But you are still my fool. I didn't break my word. I really won't call the second boy that again, but I can't guarantee who your next pig head will be.

I realized how unaccustomed I am without you. I said that I would be friends with you forever, which was my excuse to comfort myself. Actually, I just want to arrange a reason to be with you. If I really like someone, as long as I see him, I am really satisfied. No matter how painful, I can only smile in front of you. It's not your fault that I like you. I don't want you to sympathize with me. I can't stand it. If you are sad, please let me cry alone; If you are sad, please break my heart alone. ...

I'm really lonely without you. I miss your voice and your smile. Wherever I go, it's your shadow. I am lonely, because when I miss someone, I am the loneliest. You once said, pig head, you are the most beautiful when you laugh. However, without you, how can I tell myself with a smile that your happiness is what he cares about? !

Stupid, I began to forbid myself to swear and be rude. I bought a lot of skin care products and forced myself to learn to be a girl. I used to be careless and always angry. You must think I'm too headstrong, but now I won't. Will you come back? No, you can't see what I have changed for you.

When I send something, you always say, "Thank you." But I never want you to say thank you. Those two words are so strange. I am most afraid that you will finally say to me, "Thank you for liking me, but I can only say sorry to you." I don't want this ending!

I put down my dignity and temper just because I can't let you go.

On a certain day of a certain year, I remembered the bits and pieces with you, and those memories became sporadic fragments. No matter how hard I try, I can't piece together a complete story. Well, you and I didn't start, so there won't be an ending.

Let me ask you, do you think I like you as a burden?

You said, no, just don't think it's worth it.

Do you know what is worth and what is not? Love is not worth or unworthy, only willing and unwilling.

But I have never regretted liking you and Benben. It was the warmest day, the happiest day and the saddest day in 17.

I said to myself, you have grown up.

I told myself that liking is a process, and only persistence can make such feelings better.

Why don't I hate your affair with me? Because, from the beginning, I like you.

Because I like it, I am willing to be ambiguous.

Because I like it, I am willing to wait.