Long text sent to an object late at night

I think I really like you, rely on you, want to have a long, long future with you, want to give you all the beautiful things, want to love you desperately, want to be with you every day, want to coax you when you are unhappy, want you to rely on me, and want to say good night to you every day. The road of life is very long. Let me walk with you, and I am willing to build one with you. I like to think that everything is bad. I am too sensitive to you to share everything with other fruits. You are mine. Don't touch it. I think if I really like you, I will lose my temper. If I really like you, I will stick to you. I'm too impulsive. I don't think about anything. I'm stubborn. I hope you can tolerate everything and love me. You are not the best, but you are better than anything. I will accompany you the farthest way with my initial heart and tell you a secret. I like you best in the mountains and rivers. When I met you in my teens, you became my favorite boy. You are a godsend to me, and I really like this boy who smiles with his eyes. The first person you secretly love is you, and you are the one who blushes and beats, so the one who will miss you is you. You have no idea how much I like you. I firmly believe that once and for all, I can live forever, but I hope I can hold your hand and grow old with my son. But I'm not allowed to be too nice to others in the future. I'll be jealous and stomp my feet for you to hug me. Maybe it's because I like you so much that everyone looks like rivals. First of all, I prepared a fishing rod and caught you when I met you. I envy you because you can choose to accept or reject, and I can only choose to like or prefer it. I just like to think about things. You are my dream star, my 90 thousand affection, the colorless sea I fell into, and in an instant I had a dream in my heart. Not worth living, but you are. I have a lot to say to you, but I don't know if that sentence is good or not, but I love you as long as you stay with me. From the moment I decided to like you, I knew how crazy I was. I feel that everything you say and do is right, because I like you, so even if you are indifferent to me, I still think you are a radiant little cutie with a temper, and I am probably hopeless. I don't know where it came from or when it left. Sometimes, I just feel that mental illness doesn't interest me. If you like me, please do not leave me. Although I may not make you happy and I will not be perfect, I will feel at ease with you. I don't know if you are the only one in my life. I'm not sure whether I met the wrong person at the right time or at the wrong time. The only thing I know for sure is that I like you, like you very much, and I will miss you. I send you a message in the middle of the night. You don't need to reply immediately. Remember to reply. Otherwise, I will check my mobile phone countless times a day, from expectation to disappointment, and even call you in the middle of the night. Can you talk more, take the initiative, and don't always let me talk alone? And when I am angry, can you coax me into saying something nice and don't always let me? Sulking there, you know, you coax me into making up with you. If I don't come to you, can you come to me on your own initiative? You know, I have no backbone. If you take a step towards me, I will definitely run to see you. We've been together for so long, we can't just say goodbye. We can't break up because of one quarrel. Do you have the heart? I'm not very sensible. In front of you, can I be a child who cries and gets candy? I also want to listen to your sweet words and spend every important festival with you. I want to be your hand all the time. I want to go to the seaside, go shopping, go to the amusement city and eat a lot of delicious food with you. I want to receive you every day and share my happiness and sadness, if not too much. If one day I stand in front of you with red eyes, can you just hold me tightly, let me feel your warmth, your sense of security, let me cry bravely for a while, dry my tears with your clothes and your hands, and say, don't be afraid, I am here, so be good, can you be good to me, can you take the initiative to me, I don't want to. Love advice: Don't play cool, don't play hard to get, don't be an indifferent adult, don't play cold when you are obviously concerned, don't be gentle when you can solve all problems, and don't be mean when you can talk well. 1In the autumn of 986, at the age of 23, I asked for leave to go back to Xuanbao Village, Lantian County to help my family collect crops. One evening, I just got home after harvesting rice from the field. My cousin came over and introduced me to an object, saying that you and she are both working outside, and both of them are from our place. You know the roots well, so you two are a good match, and your generations are the same. You are not at home at ordinary times, and the girl has just returned from vacation, so I'll let you two know each other first. My cousin introduced me enthusiastically and urged me to go with him, saying that people were waiting at his house. Too busy to care so much, I washed my face with water and didn't change clothes, so I followed my cousin out of the door. I came to my cousin's mansion and saw a young woman sitting on the edge of the kang. She stood up when she saw me come in, and then bowed her head shyly. She is not tall, dressed simply, with shawl hair and big eyes, quiet and beautiful. Her home is not far from mine. She works as a nurse in a nursing home. I'm a little introverted and shy. When I saw her, I was too nervous to speak. Fortunately, my cousin introduced me, so I won't be too nervous. Although we met for a short time, I felt very good and satisfied with her. Later, my cousin told me that everyone is willing, so you should take the initiative and contact her more. After harvesting the crops, I returned to the unit, and I went to Guo Town, Baoji to attend the provincial work conference held by the unit. I wrote her a short message during the meeting and then I received her reply. I'm talking to her, even though it's already started. Then, in June of 1 1, I went to Ankang to go to the countryside as a member of the cadre team of the Youth League Committee. After a long time, she and I lived far apart and didn't meet again. When I was in the mountainous countryside of southern Shaanxi, especially when the mountains were closed by heavy snow, my work and life were monotonous and my contact with the outside world was much less. I mainly rely on correspondence, so writing to her or reading her letters was my favorite thing that winter. Go back to your unit from southern Shaanxi before the Spring Festival and then go back to your hometown. I know she's back from vacation and I want to meet her, but I'm too embarrassed to go directly to her house for fear that the villagers will see her. There was no telephone at that time, so it was inconvenient to contact. I had to go to my cousin's house in the most primitive way and ask her to take me to find her and ask her out. I naively thought it was so logical to talk to her until I entered the marriage hall. However, my mother disapproves of me talking to her because she is short. I explained to my mother. Mom just doesn't want to. Looking at my deeper and deeper contact with her, my mother's opposition is getting louder and louder and more determined. My mother is so stubborn that no one can understand. I can't fall out with my mother, and I don't want to make a fuss about it. Finally, I reluctantly chose to break up.