How much is 2000 words? Is it a lot? Not much more, it’s just the beginning

Benben gave me a task to write 2,000 words. I have been thinking about this a few days ago. Is 2,000 words too short? It’s quite a lot. It takes a lot to write. Is 2,000 words too much? It’s not much. Just like when I sent a text message that night, I thought about it for a while because I couldn’t finish what I wanted to say. Now it’s 2,000 words. I think it’s the same. No one has. I couldn't finish it within this number of words, so when Benben asked me to write this that day, when I was thinking about it, I didn't think about how many words to complete and how to write it, but how I wanted to be like the text message that night. How to write carefully is the most important thing, right, Benben?

That night, I was thinking about how to send a text message to say everything I wanted to say the most, but no matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t finish it, because there were many seemingly plain things that I wanted to say. It doesn't have to be dramatic to be touching, a lot of it has to be in the ordinary bits and pieces, and there are many things that can make people feel deeply inadvertently. Just like the text message that night, I also thought about it in many ways. First, I want to post it at what time, so that I will see it when I see it. I want to post it one minute early, so that it will be the New Year when I see it. I want to post it one minute late, so that I will see it as soon as possible in the New Year. What do I want to do? I wrote it. After thinking about it a lot, I looked back. When I was thinking, I mainly wanted to express the words I wanted to say every second. It would be better to just send it to Benben. I think no matter what I wanted to say, it would be all right. If you want to express such an idea, then it is better to just say it how you think. Although there are no gorgeous words, but there is a real idea and a real heart, this is worse than that.

I usually write down a lot of things. Although I write about some small things that happen in daily life, at least I write down every bit of daily life, so that I can know what happened in the future, just like you. When asked about the stupidest thing I have ever done, I didn’t think so at the time, because I thought that as long as the things I have done are worth it, there is no such thing as stupid or not, just like the house design I am doing now. I don’t think I will use much of it, but my mood when doing it is different. I am not doing it with the mood of a designer, but I am thinking about what you will do here. , how can I make you more comfortable? I will think of you when I do it, and I will always think of you, so I am doing it happily. Although it is not really used when I use it, it can even be said to be useless, but I think But it’s the mood when you do it. You say whether it’s stupid or not, I don’t think so. As long as you don’t think it is, that’s fine. What other people think of it is their business. I just think it's right.

Stupid, maybe I’m not very good at writing, so I say this, but I really think so, don’t say I’m just trying to be lazy.

I usually say the same thing to you when I talk to you on the phone. I happily take out the phone and call you. In fact, many of the things I say are useless, but I am happy to call you. I can have a conversation with you and listen to your voice, but I don’t care about what you say. So sometimes when I talk to you on the phone, I just say what comes to mind and don’t care about what I want to say. I think you are the same. Yeah, I just talk about this kind of thing when I have nothing to do. Haha, I don’t think I’m just trying to deal with things when I’m on the phone with you. What I want to say when I’m on the phone with you is not important. The key is to be able to talk to you. , this is the happiest place for me to talk to you on the phone.

I am talking about you Aza because something unpleasant happened. Although I can’t tell who is right and who is wrong, I can’t tell who is right and who is wrong. It’s just that I sometimes see you talking about me and feel that you misunderstand me. If you know me, you will be anxious. It'll be fine after that. Hey, as I write this, I'm thinking about whether you were drinking or drinking too much. I haven't even bothered to write this anymore. Don't blame me, although it's my fault for not writing it earlier. , but now I really wonder if you are drinking too much, and I have no idea what to write. Fortunately, I just called Benben, who sounded pretty good, and I didn’t drink too much. When I was about to make a call earlier, I realized that my phone had run out of battery again. As soon as I called Benben, he yelled for a fine. Just fine, just fine. Phone It's out of power, no matter what the reason is, it's not good. If you don't agree, I think Benben will have something to say again.

Just now, Benben said on the phone that I didn't care. In fact, after reading this, I knew that I was thinking about how Benben was doing now, but I didn't look at my phone when I was writing, so I didn't know that the phone was out of battery. But I think Aza people must not have thought that I am writing this and writing these things. Haha, Aza people, after reading this, do you feel very sorry for me? Firstly, I am writing seriously, and secondly, I am thinking of you while writing. What's going on over there? I didn't even notice that my phone was out of battery. Hey, I asked you to tell me. It's really depressing. Fortunately, I just had a phone call with Benben, and now that I’m back, I haven’t drunk too much. good.

Benben, I feel much better when I write now. I don’t have to worry about it. Otherwise, I would always be thinking about whether you drank too much and wouldn’t be able to write well.

Actually, I have been thinking about how to write these days, but to be honest, after thinking about it, I still think about the things I have said to you before, and the things you have written about, and writing them again is not as good as before. My mood now is always a little different from my previous mood. Just like the piggy bank you mentioned, I am not in a hurry to get one to recharge. I want to find a good-looking one to use, because there are other To achieve this function, I want a good-looking and special one to represent my longing for you. I also thought about it a lot when I was writing this. I originally wanted to write about a lot of things, including all the unhappiness we had in the past few days, as well as my mood at the time. Later, I thought about all this I have told you, and what I want to tell you now is that I miss you every second, and my heart does not change. This cannot be replaced by anything else. Although it doesn't sound like much, it is heavier than others. Nothing else can replace it. Just like the text message that day, it doesn’t matter how many you wrote, and it doesn’t matter when or where it arrived. What matters is what you think in your heart, what you want most, and this is the most important. So, When writing this, I decided to write it like this a few days ago. What matters is not the number of words or when it will be written, but what I want to say to you in the end. Although I have been talking to you every day, I haven’t said it yet. If you say enough, you will naturally not say anything else. I am happy to say this. As long as you are not tired of hearing it, I will tell you this every day. If you insist on saying a certain number of words, then I will repeat it and you listen. Anyway, 2000 There are not many words. As long as you don’t get tired of hearing this, just keep talking. You can see how many more words you have to say than the 2,000 words you said. There is no end. 2000 words is nothing, it’s too easy. These were my thoughts the other day when I was thinking about how to write, what do you think? Do you think I'm being lazy, or do you think I need to write something else? Can you give me some suggestions? But at least you have to think it's better than me repeating this, otherwise don't mention it, okay? I'm thinking about what better suggestions you have for me to listen to, but to be honest, I can't think of any better suggestions you can give me than this one. How about you bring it up for me to listen to, but if not If I'm good, you'll be in trouble, so be careful I hit you. . .