I used to be a burden bearer in my class. What about now?

I want to tell a different story about carrying handles.

He has been the backbone of his class since primary school. The child is willing to play with him, and the spicy strips that have been saved for a long time are also willing to give him half. Friends should ask him what to do and listen to his thoughts. Because of his excellent grades, obedient, not a rigid bookworm, he won several first prizes in provincial Olympic competitions, so every teacher likes him very much, and even some teachers always take him to some family gatherings and camping.

It stands to reason that the following story should be: when he entered junior high school, he was deeply trusted by his teachers and loved by his classmates. He studied hard and was admitted to a key high school. In high school, I tried my best to get into 985,211and reached the peak of my life. At least, that's what adults thought at that time. But when did the story turn?

At that time, he passed the entrance examination for the "top class" in junior high school with high scores, skipped the sixth grade and went directly to the first grade, becoming the youngest child in the class. There is no one to know and trust, no one to talk to, and the completely unfamiliar environment makes him feel extremely scared at the age of eleven, but this is not the source of his fear.

Zl, he will remember this name for the rest of his life. That's his math teacher, the headmaster's wife. She always does whatever she wants at school with the headmaster's husband. She likes to let students answer questions on the blackboard, but she also likes him very much. He is at a loss about the environment around his brothers and sisters. Every time he walks to the blackboard, he is particularly nervous. Either he can't do it or he has made a mistake. Amazingly, when he stepped off the platform, the problem healed itself.

Every time he doesn't behave well, zl will let him stand next to the podium and swear at him in front of the whole class: Are you the only one who has entered the top class? Have you ever won an Olympic prize before? Why are you a loser? How did your parents teach you? Just that you still don't believe it. You have to slap him twice with a book to stop. After scolding, turn to the whole class education: don't learn from him. Look at him. This is a disgrace to our class. From the beginning, he gritted his teeth and endured tears in the laughter of the whole class. It took him about a month to become numb and indifferent.

He also tried to complain to his parents, but they didn't understand that what the child said was not credible to them: the teacher scolded you for your own good! Why not scold others? You made a mistake yourself! Look at your grades now ... everyone only remembers that he is smart, but they don't remember that he is just a smart boy. He has changed. He is no longer sunny and cheerful, but always smiles. He always sits in the dark corner of the classroom and refuses to communicate with anyone. This situation lasted almost the whole junior high school.

I can't remember how he suddenly changed, but one day in the second grade of junior high school, he suddenly walked with the "gangsters" in school. The beauty queen at that time was a girl who was only 150 years older than him, right. Sometimes, as long as you don't need more fighting ability, it is enough to know enough "social people".

He once saw a girl a head shorter than him grab a boy's hair, drag him to the same height as himself, and beat him in the stomach or even in the face with his knees until the other person knelt down and begged for mercy. At that moment, he was not afraid, did not flinch, and even felt a little guilty pleasure. He began to join them and won the awe of other students. No matter who he is, he avoids him. People in the class look down on him no longer. Even the math teacher who likes to find fault doesn't know why he doesn't go to the podium behind his back anymore. He followed those people in droves on campus, and his vanity was greatly satisfied. It was also in that year that he learned to smoke, drink and take a bath in the Internet cafe.

Later, "Big Sister" graduated, and he became the new leader, but he never took the initiative to make trouble, and everyone gradually regarded him as an ordinary student. Until one time, a girl who had a good relationship with him cried and asked him to stand up for himself, saying that his boyfriend had an affair and found a little girlfriend in the middle school next door. He brought a dozen people to the boy, held his head down, forced him to apologize to his friend, and broke his nose. Girls who are mistresses have not been spared. That day, she was called out and dragged to the toilet. Four or five girls stripped off all her clothes. The other party put the PHS phone at her feet and left with all her clothes. This incident caused an uproar among the students at that time, but the school had no evidence and could only treat it as a fight. He was warned when the flag was raised at Monday's regular meeting.

Fortunately, his studies are still good. I got more than 620 points in the middle school entrance examination. But unexpectedly, he didn't choose a key high school but went to the famous "gangster" high school. To this end, he quarreled with his family and even ran away from home. Finally, his parents had no choice but to go.

He was like a duck to water in "Young and Dangerous High School" and soon became famous with this "Intimate Jin Lan". After that, he began to get in touch with people in society. He shouted sweetly that their brothers and sisters were smart enough to guess their thoughts, which made them happy and made them love him very much. He took him to various bars, ktv and other entertainment places, and introduced his friends to him. The way he fights has gradually escalated, from the beginning, he hit bricks and iron bars with his fists.

Once, a person with abnormal mental state harassed his friend. He called several people to put on sacks and beat each other with iron bars while it was dark. But he was still too young and impulsive, and the whole process of hitting people was monitored and photographed. He was invited to the police station to talk. Surprisingly, the police did not even blame them. This man's abnormal mental state is a cover. He robbed and beat himself intentionally just for extortion, and the police fired him. Finally, it's simple.

He is very clever. He never breaks the law. He just watched them smoke marijuana, find ducks with ladies and spend a lot of money in casinos. He never touched pornography and drugs. He enjoys the awe of his classmates, but he never bullies the weak. On the contrary, he often stands up for some weak classmates. In his mind, only one circle is called an opponent.

On one occasion, he stepped on a foot and quarreled hard. The other party threatened to punish him more than anyone he knew, and no one could keep him. He played truant for more than a month and went to other places to hide. Finally, his eldest brother came out and solved the matter. After that, although he has restrained himself a little, he still has a lot of hands. Today, in a bar, a group of people were holding bottles and swinging stools, beating their heads off. Tomorrow, a group of people are fighting in the alley. At the moment, his grades have plummeted and become a negative textbook, but he just doesn't care.

He thinks his life may be like this. It doesn't matter whether he went to college or not. He just went to a city to work and spend his life, but God didn't agree with him. That day, he was still smoking a cigarette in the Internet cafe and playing League of Legends. His aunt told him to go home quickly. He was in a hurry. He ignored the ringtone of his mobile phone and played for two hours in a row. As soon as he entered the house, Uncle menstruation was at his house, and the atmosphere was very depressing. Even so, he was a little lazy and asked what had happened. My aunt took a deep breath and told him: Your mother went to the regional hospital to find out breast cancer today, and the situation is not very optimistic. Your father fainted after hearing the news. Now, in ... life, sometimes it is such an accident to spill dog blood. At that moment, the feeling of being struck by lightning may be better. Before he finished, he turned and ran out of the door, frantically pressing the elevator. Looking at the rising number of elevators, he couldn't help rushing down the fire escape14th floor. He didn't even hit the car when he went out, so he ran all the way to the hospital. He didn't know the ward number, so he inquired one by one and finally met his father. His father is awake, sitting in bed and talking to others. He knelt in front of his father and cried with him. His father just nodded calmly and told him that his mother was on her way to the Capital Hospital. Besides, he didn't say a word of blame.

That night, he came home, took all the exaggerated ripped jeans, earrings and necklaces, and went to class in his school uniform the next day, which surprised many people. Everyone thought it was a whim, but they didn't expect it to be a year ... Later, he worked hard for this year. Although he didn't get into 985+0 1, he was also admitted to a school with Mongolian national advantages. When he went to college in other places, he became a real ordinary student, won many national scholarships, got a Taurus object who worked hard with him, quit smoking and drinking, became addicted to online games, and cultivated a normal interest in playing table tennis and board games. Now he is trying to review for the postgraduate entrance examination. Many people asked him why such earth-shaking changes had taken place. He laughed and joked, but there was no special reason and no irreparable mistake. It was just that he realized how scared his family members he didn't care about were when they might really lose them. His change was just that he tried to make up for something to save himself.

Yes, did I forget to mention that he is also a girl? What? You still have to ask me why I know so much? It's simple, because I am him.