Excerpt notes from "The Biography of Lin Huiyin"

“Understand yourself and do not criticize yourself or others harshly.” Love is long-suffering

The Bible says: Love is long-suffering.

It is easy to fall in love with someone, but any long-term relationship requires the joint efforts of two people and only relies on the power of natural love. 1. Fitzgerald said: " Love is neither determined by you or the other person's own conditions, nor does it depend on the matching of natures between the two parties. The key to love is time and timing. When do you get close to her, when do you enter her heart, and when do you get close to her? It’s not too early or too late to satisfy the other person’s need for love. In the final analysis, love is roulette.”

2. First line: Miss Lin comes out in all kinds of disguises; second line. : Mr. Liang waited and waited and finally got married. Hengpi: Sincerely.

3. The quiet environment in the mountains inspired her poetry, and she often wrote poems in the evening when she felt relaxed. Every time, she would light a stick of incense, place a vase of flowers, wear a white silk nightgown, face a pond of lotus leaves in the garden, and compose poems in the breeze.

3. Before getting married, Liang Sicheng once asked Lin Huiyin: "There is a sentence, I will only ask this once, and I will never ask again in the future, why me?" Lin Huiyin said: "The answer is very long, I have to I will spend my whole life answering you, are you ready to listen to me? ”

4. Love is long-suffering

The Bible says: Love is long-suffering.

It is easy to fall in love with someone, but any long-term relationship requires the joint efforts of two people. It is difficult to maintain a long-term relationship just by relying on the power of natural love. Usually, we fall in love with someone very quickly, but we often fail to love someone because we are impatient. To truly love someone is to spend your entire life with them.

We will know many people in our lives, and breaking up is ten thousand times easier than protecting each other.

5. Meeting the right person on the road of love is like discovering a gold mine. Not only is there the ecstasy of first meeting, but there is also the joy of tirelessly digging. But if it is just a suspected gold mine, then each has to bring a shovel and return without success; or if the mineral deposit is very small, it will be mined quickly, and both parties will have to go their separate ways.

During this process, you have to go through moments of surprise, hope, tension, doubt, temptation, disappointment, and even disaster. If there is a problem in any link, or if you hesitate, it is easy to give up. All in all, it is not easy to be together for a lifetime.

In love, Lin Huiyin, who seems to have many choices, actually prefers the long-lasting relationship of "when you get old". Human life, in the infinite universe, is small and pitiful. Only the support of a loved one is the most powerful backing. The energy emitted by a life supported by a loved one is much more powerful than fighting alone.

6. "Be able to understand yourself and not criticize yourself or others harshly."

7. The love pattern of a lucky woman should be like Lin Huiyin, the most important first love in life. What I encountered was Xu Zhimo, a poet who was romantic, sentimental, thoughtful, and passionate about life. In a foreign country, from attracting each other to cherishing each other, he used the romance of a poet to satisfy all the fantasies of love for literary girls; for the rest of his life, he should be with Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng like "you are always good in the world". In addition to this, there is another infatuated man like Jin Yuelin who follows him with admiring eyes all his life. Only such a life can be considered complete and emotionally satisfied.

8. Each family has its own unique genes. The existence of genes can be better seen in strong families. Children with good family environment, open-minded parents, and pampered children are mostly innocent, upward, and full of courage. On the contrary, most of them are sensitive, decadent, and lonely, and often have negative traits in their bones. There are destructive and self-destructive emotions. This is clearly reflected in the descendants of several prominent families in the Republic of China, such as Zhang Ailing, Liang Sicheng, Lin Huiyin, and Xu Zhimo.

9. The books you have read, the roads you have traveled, and the things you have experienced are all hidden in your body and radiated out with every move and every move. Her relationship with her father also became closer because they lived together in Europe, and the father and daughter were mutual confidants.

10. “She loves her father, but hates his ruthlessness towards her mother; she loves her mother, but hates her for not living up to expectations.

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11. The most difficult moment in marriage is often when you want to pursue a perfect state, but that is ridiculous and unrealistic. The most magical thing about marriage is that after so many whirlpools and After the wave, the same person is still standing next to you, and you still deeply feel that you love the other person. Every time you argue, you will meet again, get to know each other again, and fall in love again. In your marriage, you will start a new relationship. Your marriage lasts forever and has no end.

12. Your main purpose is to travel to Southern Europe. It is not economical to take the train back to Russia. If you want to save money, I will spend more. You plan to go to Sweden and Norway after arriving in the UK, because Northern Europe is very unique, and the municipal government is also very strict and innovative. It is a must-go. After entering Germany, in addition to a few ancient cities, it is best to visit some of the famous fortresses on the Rhine River. Then turn back to Switzerland to see some natural beauty, and then enter Italy to spend a few more days. I thoroughly studied and understood the beauty of the Renaissance era and finally returned to France and boarded the ship in Marseille (or Spain, where Liu Zikai served as an envoy, which was very convenient for entertaining. European culture in the Middle Ages and early modern times was centered on Spain). It is best to spare time and money to go to Turkey to see Islamic architecture and fine arts, and also to see the politics of Turkey after the revolution.

13.: “Human life is full of worries. Come, knowing that there is nothing you can do about it, and be content with it as if it were your fate. ”

14. I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of ??people; if I get her, I’m lucky; if I don’t, it’s my fate, that’s all.

15. A woman, in Before you have love and see yourself clearly, there are three things that are important: traveling, reading, and mastering a foreign language. These three things are applicable to any age, and Lin Huiyin has completed them before he turned 18.

16. A literary and artistic life requires persistence and determination to follow one's own path. He is the person who walks forward in sorrow, living low-key and elegantly; he blooms silently somewhere, but sometimes he has to be left behind. Pushed to the center of the stage, he may not necessarily be invulnerable, and he will often reveal his inner fragility at a certain moment.

17. She can risk her life for the cause she loves. , spend a lifetime following this matter

18. “Every morning and dusk, the sunlight sneaks in from strange angles, touching our nerves that are still so sensitive to silence and beauty. Everything is mixed in front of you, in this world full of disasters. ”

19. I seemed to see the end of all lives in the world, and thought of the shortness and contingency of life.

20. We seemed to hear that in their living room full of friends, they drank from the bottom of the cup. At the end, cups and plates were clinking in the continuous laughter. ”

21. Lin Huiyin is not like Zhang Ailing, who likes to write out the tragic fate of characters bit by bit. Zhang Ailing likes to expose human nature and describe the ugliness or selfishness. These qualities that everyone wants to avoid are nakedly displayed to readers. Just one sentence can make people remember him for a lifetime. Lin Huiyin prefers to leave the taste to the readers to taste and think on their own. Her novels are not heart-wrenching. Sometimes, they just stop at a sigh.

22. Her poetry masterpiece "You Are April in the World" is her most beautiful poem. You only need to hold the notebook, compare it, and recite it aloud to appreciate the beauty of the rhythm of the poem. And the whole atmosphere can flow naturally from the tongue and teeth and fall into the heart, as if the ice and snow melt, the swallow returns, the white light meets the dark night, and all the flowers in the world are blooming in front of them. This is the whole beauty of a poem.

23. Her representative novel "Moying Zero Chapter" is Lin Huiyin's early famous novel using modernist techniques. It contains 4 novels: "Zhonglu", "Ji Gong", "Wenzhen", "Embroidery" "Embroidery", all named after characters, describes four characters with different destinies, all published in "Ta Kung Pao Literary Supplement".

"Zhong Lu" is about a beauty named Zhong Lu. She is beautiful, free, relaxed and innocent, like a little wild cat. She stayed away from the crowd, traveled, and fell in love wildly. She was as bright as a gypsy on the outside and as simple as a classical poet on the inside. She was a legendary figure. This is a lifestyle that many women have been obsessed with since ancient times.

The foreign-style woman, the wanton life, and the entanglement with fate make people feel sad when reading about it. They can be found in "The Story of Rose" by later female writers Yi Shu and "She is a Woman, I am also a Woman" by Huang Biyun. See the shadow of a woman like Zhong Lu. Reading it now, it doesn't feel outdated.

In fact, Zhong Lu is Lin Huiyin’s inner vision and a dialogue between Lin Huiyin and himself. Lin Huiyin is also a beautiful woman, and Zhong Lu also has her shadow in her body. However, she is not as good as Zhong Lu after all. In that way, she can live wantonly in love. Being too wanton in love always requires paying a price. In reality, her rationality is like a pair of powerful hands, always pulling her to a bright road.

"Ji Gong" writes about the fate of a smart and good-looking boy who was adopted by a big family in the old days. "Ji Gong" is a man who has "scientific interests" but does not like to fight or read scriptures. The down and out are the little people who were delayed by the big environment in the era after the change of old and new environments. The good-looking boy's ideals when he was young were casually denied by the world, and he grew mediocre after middle age. Those past events about his intelligence were left in his boyhood.

Perhaps the character himself did not feel how cruel his fate was, and even instinctively tried to escape from the uncomfortable environment, but Lin Huiyin looked down from the perspective of a writer and read half of his life from the time he was one year old. Although "Ji Gong" finally escaped from the big family and lived a life that seemed to suit him with the woman he liked, no matter how impressive it was, it was still as Lin Huiyin lamented at the end of the article: "Because After middle age, the achievements of a machinist who has figured it out by himself without training will be limited. Even if he has considerable talent and intelligence, he cannot fight in an inappropriate environment. "Everyone in the big universe. They all look small and pitiful. In the few decades that we only have to live in this world, we cannot live completely according to our own wishes. This kind of life has an irreparable regret. It is obvious that you can reach 99 points in life, but you can only barely pass the test.

Wen Zhen in "Wen Zhen" is a girl in a big family. She is a lively, vigorous and strong-willed woman, but her humble background is still a piece of cartilage that hinders her in her fight against the world, but she also Unwilling to be at the mercy of fate, he ran away from the marriage in a cool way. No one knew what the outcome of the struggle would be, and it ended abruptly like the novel. "Wen Zhen" throws himself to fate, and Lin Huiyin throws the ending to the readers. However, can happiness really be achieved in that way? How much happiness can you get by escaping the marriage arranged by your master to marry a businessman who is in charge of accounting and marrying a young man who sells wontons? I think the author will also worry about her.

Xiu Xiu in "Xiu Xiu" is "my" child. He has suffered from family discord since he was a child. In the old family, his father is an asshole, his mother is cowardly, and he has the abnormal ethics of favoring sons over daughters. They are all destroying the growth of an innocent girl. In fact, Xiu Xiu in "Xiu Xiu" is "my" child. He has suffered from family discord since he was a child. The old family, his bastard father, his cowardly mother, and the abnormal ethics of favoring sons over daughters are all destroying an innocent girl. growth. In fact, today, more than 100 years later, this kind of family structure still exists. Children want to grow up quickly in such an environment, but they can only let time pass by slowly. Two children are powerless and unable to resist in the adult world. In the world of adults, people who are controlled by fate can change their current situation with a little struggle. Sometimes it may not be better than before, but at least it has changed and they have tried to move forward; but for children, After encountering a dangerous fate, life is often sealed in that moment that never grows up. Children are most easily ignored in the adult world, but they tug at readers' hearts the most.

24. It has been several months since my friend fell in love and has still not recovered. The troubles caused by that relationship would always pop up at a certain moment, causing her face to suddenly dim at a certain moment when she was about to recover. Sometimes, it's just because she passed by a store we went to together, heard a song he once shared with her, or even saw a certain word in his name on a piece of scrap paper.

She said that the pain was like earthworms in the soil in spring, just like earthworms in the heart, and it was like someone holding down the hands and feet, and deliberately finding the pain in the heart. point and then hammer it down hard.

25. Please try to write a letter for me, please try to draw a picture for me; even if you want to break up, please say goodbye to each other solemnly.

26. A breakup letter written by 16-year-old Lin Huiyin to Xu Zhimo

Zhimo:

I left, taking with me the brocade box of memories, which contains our Love, our friendship, the words that have been said and the words that have not yet been said are gone. I'm back home, and London makes me miserable. I know that as soon as you come back from Berlin, you will take the train station and come directly to my house. I'm afraid, afraid that your boiling enthusiasm and my own heart-wrenching feelings and fire will burn both of us to death. Forgive my cowardice. I am still an immature girl. I dare not throw myself into that dangerous whirlpool all at once, causing misunderstandings and accusations from relatives and friends, and the noise and slander of society. I do not yet have the courage to fight against all this. and strength. Nor could I prematurely lose my father's favor and the peaceful life brought to me by school and art. I lowered the sail, refused the temptation of the sea, and escaped the beating of the waves...

I said that after reading too many novels, I am no longer surprised by the experiences of life. But this is a lie, a lie from an arrogant person. In fact, I am very fragile, as fragile as a willow branch in late summer. I have said that after reading too many novels, I am no longer surprised by the experiences of life. But this is a lie, a lie from an arrogant person. In fact, I am very fragile, as fragile as a willow branch in late summer, unable to withstand any wind and rain.