Forty-eight days and nights of Xiaobai (2)

Xiao Bai gets up at five in the morning and goes to bed at ten in the evening. He queues at the leader's door at seven o'clock every day, waiting for the leader to get up and open the door. After the leader opened the door, he shook hands with everyone and said good morning. After the end, the people in line went to clean the cotton wool and tatami on the ground. Usually sitting and standing, you can't lean against the wall, saying that you can only rely on yourself. As a handsome boy, Xiao Bai can't go out. Every day, new leaders come to visit and condemn Xiao Bai as a judge. They packed their bags and took all of Xiaobai's things, including wallet, luggage and bank card. The leader turned over Xiao Bai's diary, read it according to the content, and attacked Xiao Bai with a smile. In this way, I can have a chance to beat Xiaobai's self-esteem, and I can know Xiaobai more deeply and put forward corresponding methods. Xiaobai began to check the safety net, including the safety net in the living room and toilet, and wanted to know if there was a chance to escape. The door is always locked, and someone will sleep on the floor at the door at night. The leader of this visit told Xiao Bai not to consider running for office. The people who live downstairs are all their people. Xiao Bai lives on the top floor, always on the sixth floor. Although Xiaobai later learned that all the people living downstairs were normal residents.

Xiaobai plays games in the rental house every day, is forced to play poker, and leads a boring life. Occasionally in class, Xiaobai listens to two changes to four, four changes to eight, and helps each other. There are five levels and three levels. If the superior does not help the subordinate, the superior will not be promoted. It is reasonable in concept, but it is contradictory everywhere. They said that middlemen should be removed and products should go directly from factories to customers. Match words with deeds, say one thing and do another; Everyone is equal, but there are strict grades; What was hit by the police was the number of people in the control industry, and they were so afraid of the police. They combine all unreasonable things with some reasonable things, and it is difficult to tell the true from the false. Xiaobai is not very happy every day. If she smiles occasionally, she will have meat to eat. Ordinary bosses will be secretly happy and think that this is the light of Xiao Bai. The leader thinks that Xiao Bai is laughing happily, which proves that he is slowly integrating into this group. One step closer to success, although this is not the case.

? When eating, the leader sits at the table, and the boss and handsome boy are at the other end of the table, sitting on small stools in two rows. Same layout as the trial. There are two pots on the table, one is poor vegetables and the other is a little salty soup. Some bosses who cook directly rinse the pot after frying the dishes and pour out the soup. Someone needs to sing before eating, and handsome guys are usually arranged to sing. Just like singing before class every time, let the handsome guys feel the collective atmosphere. Xiao Bai feels bored and helpless, and thinks it's best to put more salt in the soup. When eating in the morning, leaders can't wear socks by themselves. The boss sitting in the front row will try to dress up as a leader, and sometimes he will give it to Xiaobai to follow suit. Breakfast and lunch are a bowl of rice, a dozen shredded potatoes, Chinese cabbage slices or carrot slices, and a little salt and pepper. Xiaobai began to be constipated, because there was no oil or water, and he would be hungry soon after eating. Xiaobai eats more and more, mainly rice, and has no other choice. The fatter you eat, the easier you get hungry, and so on. Eating porridge every night, Xiao Bai feels the most painful time. If there is extra rice at noon, someone will fry a bowl or two of Chili fried rice. Most of the time, Xiao Bai can get a bowl. I am very satisfied with Xiaobai. Besides being hungrier than porridge, it is more important to have a salty and spicy taste. Xiao Bai believes that other people will be tired of eating such food, but they have already agreed in their hearts. If there is meat to eat, everyone can only get a few small pieces, mainly because there is more oil and water, which can be ignored. Xiao Bai, who never eats fat, regards the fat he gets as a treasure and doesn't want to eat it all at once. Xiao Bai thinks about when to eat, when to sleep and when not to play games and poker every day. Because he always sits on the ground, coupled with malnutrition, Xiaobai feels that his legs are not strong. If it is three or four in the morning, he may be awakened by pain.

? A few days after coming here, Xiao Bai found that the leaders and bosses were very cautious and afraid of an accident in the rental house. In case things go nowhere, they will be uprooted. When Xiao Bai is in pain, he wants to take a knife from the kitchen, either threatening himself or hurting himself, hoping to send himself out. But the kitchen knife is hidden, and Xiaobai will be followed wherever he goes. Playing games and poker will keep Xiao Bai busy and have no time to think. Every night, after Xiao Bai enters the dance floor, the bosses will discuss something in the living room. Usually some bosses can be fierce, but they don't swear. Some bosses will stay with them gently, and some bosses will get along with Xiao Bai normally. This is a strategy similar to role-playing. After a long time, Xiao Bai also understood many things.

After staying for more than ten days, Xiao Bai was forced to borrow money from his family or friends to join the club. It means that even if you can't stay, you should help your senior with one more subordinate and express your support for her. Although this is not the ultimate goal of leadership, it is nibbling at Xiaobai's heart step by step. Pay the money first, and then they'll find a way. This is a common routine. Xiao Bai finally collected all the money. He felt guilty about his friends and family. I thought I could go out soon, and I would pay back the money myself slowly. Anyone who wants to be put forward by the leaders still has to pass the examination. Even if he is gone, he should correctly understand the content of the class. The leader asked people who walked out of this door not to speak ill of this place everywhere. Xiao Bai understands that the so-called correct understanding is not necessarily the correct understanding, but according to his own understanding. Before the exam, Xiao Bai's coach boss specially went over and asked Xiao Bai if he would like to stay. Xiao Bai thinks that if he says no, something bad may happen, but honesty and frankness still say no. Obviously, for the first time, Xiao Bai failed and felt a little collapsed. Lean your head against the wall and let a boss hit the wall, although the boss remains strong. At this time, I have been in the rental house for more than 20 days, and occasionally I will talk to my family on the phone. Xiaobai needs to keep hands-free monitoring.

? Although Xiao Bai didn't become the boss, he didn't have to be scolded by other local leaders often. Because a new handsome boy replaced Xiao Bai, the routine that Xiao Bai was treated at first was staged several times after another new handsome boy. Xiao Bai knows that if he agrees to stay, many things will become easier. Xiaobai insists on his initial intention. I don't know why, but he also wants to keep his word to these unreasonable people. To achieve results, bosses and leaders should identify with the people around them from their lives, and then identify with the things around them. This is also one of the reasons why everyone should follow a set of requirements in collective life. Xiao Bai believes that as long as you don't help deceive people, staying awake is the right bottom line. After the failure of the first assessment, Xiao Bai was ridiculed by the leader, saying that who can withstand the pressure here and not choose to stay and go out is definitely a great person. Xiao Bai vaguely felt that this may be the last straw that the leader deliberately pressed him.

Xiaobai's second assessment was more than 30 days after he came here. The leader decided to let Xiao Bai pass first, and then try to become the boss. The assessment content is also much easier, which also confirms the ulterior motives of the first assessment. Xiao Bai should eat and sleep to anesthetize himself. Even the leaders feel that if they are really unhappy, how can they eat with such peace of mind and sleep with snoring? Some newcomers come, afraid to eat, afraid of poisoning, afraid to sleep. Slowly, the leader gave up and promised to let Xiaobai go at the end of the month. Xiao Bai doesn't quite believe it, because the things promised by the leaders will always change their minds, giving people a feeling of dealing with it first and then trying to find a way. In order to promote the realization of this promise, Xiao Bai occasionally tells the person in charge of the room, that is, one of the higher-ranking bosses, that he will leave at the end of the month. Xiao Bai believes that the boss will definitely give feedback to the leader about his words and deeds. When the family asked Xiao Bai if he could go home on National Day, Xiao Bai agreed on the phone and said that the train ticket was at the end of the month. The person in charge of the room and other bosses told the leaders in detail after hearing it. The owner and the person in charge of the rental house will live in other rental houses, and people from other rental houses will also come here. Xiaobai tried his best to do the same thing to several responsible persons. How much influence a leader can gain depends on God's will.

One day, a box of cakes was put on the chair in the corner. This is a birthday cake from the leading classmates. Xiaobai found this cake in the morning. His eyes never left before dinner, and everyone else was drooling. Long-term boring diet makes everyone helpless at the moment, except for the leadership's dinner. Xiao Bai doesn't know what the leader did with the cake. He thinks about it all day. The leader came back and began to say that this cake could be shared with them. Xiaobai swallowed saliva and couldn't wait to urge him in his heart. A plate of cake was assigned to Xiao Bai. Xiaobai doesn't care about the ridicule of the people next to him. He eats a lot, and the cream that he usually feels tired is not a problem. Xiao Bai stuttered for a plate, and finally he was a little tired and satisfied. The cake that you can't eat at ordinary times, now the box looks very clean. At least this time, after eating porridge for dinner, Xiaobai felt less hungry.

The second day of Mid-Autumn Festival came one after another. To my surprise, Xiaobai and the bosses were assigned a red plastic bag. The bag contains a handful of melon seeds, peanuts and a small packet of moon cakes, as well as a large piece of old-fashioned moon cakes. Old-fashioned moon cakes may be handmade, with thick skin and few fillings or five kernels. When he is outside, Xiao Bai can't eat a few mouthfuls of expensive moon cakes. Now the old moon cakes have become treasures.

On this day, the leader asked Xiao Bai to sit downstairs for a while. Xiao Bai is not without the idea of running for office. I don't know why, but he is bound physically and mentally. Or, Xiao Bai knows their mode of operation among the bottom people. Only the pain of losing freedom is real. The first time I went downstairs, I was arranged to see my senior. Once before, when I went to rent a house, my senior visited Xiaobai, and Xiaobai would look at her like a stranger. The senior left a sentence "I am still alone", which is one of the reasons why I was able to go downstairs and chat with my senior. The senior said that she wanted to call her brother, too, but Xiaobai was silent. Chatting with the leaders this time, I got some responses. I sat on the flower bed, looked at the moon together, and chatted one build what did not build. Xiaobai doesn't know if it has fallen.

Usually, Xiaobai will chat with the boss around him and say that there is no freedom. The leader also wants to show Xiao Bai a chance to be free. After all, the purpose of leadership is to make Xiaobai stay and intimidate, which is just a means. The leader and Xiao Bai talked about it upstairs, and finally asked Xiao Bai if he had never had such a Mid-Autumn Festival. Xiaobai smiled.

At the most exciting moment, bosses bought a big fish during the day, and now it is made into fish soup. It should be fish dipped in starch, fried, and then boiled into soup. Let's share more. Xiaobai was assigned to a big bowl, and it felt a little strange at first glance. There is no other choice but to eat one piece after another. Xiao Bai ate the fish skin, and some bones were boiled and chewed, so he swallowed as much as possible. Xiaobai thinks this is the most satiated time in more than forty days, and it is estimated that he will never eat this feeling again after going out.