Enron's prose

Enron's Prose 1 Don't rejoice in things, don't grieve for yourself.

My life will only be dull to others. I'm about your age, but the reality is quite different. I don't want to compare. I just want to be myself, but there are people I like.

Although some people don't remember some things, when I come to a familiar place, my memory will emerge, as if everything is still in front of me, so real.

No matter how beautiful the story is, there is unknown sadness behind it;

Which do you care more about, the result or the process?

If one day I leave, who will remember?

Sorry, I said goodbye.

After Enron 2 essays came back from the countryside, I was still immersed in the freshness and joy of being a teacher for the first time. Unfortunately, it was suggested that you should never be a teacher when you met a class reunion. I have never wanted to live such an ordinary and hard life, and I can never escape the life related to books. Report on the practice of going to the countryside in summer: an ordinary life I can live with peace of mind. In fact, these ideas have long been deeply rooted, but the nine-day teaching life has given me more room to think. It proves that the problems that teachers have to face are boring, difficult and ordinary, and even kill a person's enthusiasm and ruin a person's voice. I am worried that students' sudden questions will catch you off guard ... However, nine days ago, I never felt the power of human nature so intuitively. Basic occupation is its duty. Moral cultivation and knowledge cultivation are not great and noble, but a basic obligation, far beyond the choice of personal values.

The way to acquire profound knowledge and lofty morality is so far away that I will wholeheartedly look for them from heaven to hell.

There was a delay before going to the countryside. Without adequate preparation, I didn't even see the class on the first day of teaching. I wanted to teach a Chinese reading guidance course well. I intend to reflect all kinds of Chinese learning methods and writing methods from a carefully selected material, and even grasp the inspiration in life. I want to convey my thoughts and understanding to the children. But the emptiness before departure and the compactness of the first day have declared my failure. Without the support of materials and sufficient examples, any theory is doomed to be empty. In the face of facts, I don't read widely, and I have nothing handy in my chest. Without ready-made information, my knowledge reserve is pitiful. Being a China person is really a great sorrow. Lost in all the planned changes, the Chinese class was changed into a music class. Every night when others are burying their heads in preparing lessons, I listen to music alone under the tree, which is endless disappointment and loss. Two children saw me and said, "This is the singing teacher!" " "I don't think I can just sing, although it is so relaxed and happy! Later, I prepared a course on English poetry. I teach children a way to learn English through my own temporary summary of "stealing teachers", just like a real class. When I first heard them say that I had "feelings", I felt comforted for the first time. Only this class fully integrates my real experience and original intention. Crying for myself for the first time in nine days.

But I didn't learn to sing or teach English. What I will face in the future is Chinese, and the requirements for cultural literacy are far less than mine. If preparing lessons can provide us with a better stage to show ourselves, but one day it will become like this, what can I bring to my students? Maybe we all have our own ways to "fool" the past, but we can never fool ourselves. There is still a long way to go in Xiu Yuan, and I will go up and down!

Peaceful commonness

When we were young, we were familiar with all kinds of sacred slogans about teachers' profession, such as "Teachers are the most glorious profession under the sun and engineers of human souls", but in the eyes of children, the status of teachers was not fully recognized and affirmed, and some even hated teachers. It is really not easy to be a good teacher. It's not that we have loaded many layers of great and sacred significance on the "teacher". The so-called "great and sacred" is just the professional ethics and rules that teachers should have as one of the ten thousand ordinary occupations in Qian Qian! Just like an engineer building a house without causing it to collapse and hurting innocent lives, it is not a glorious and great thing.

On the eighth night, the teaching ended. My teammates and I went to the field outside the school to play. When I walked into a remote forest in the dark, I suddenly heard a "teacher", which turned out to be our student! He is very shy at ordinary times, never dare to stand up straight, nor speak aloud, so he can take the initiative to say hello, which surprised us both. Surprised, nothing was unexpected afterwards. After he took us into the house, he hid in the house and never came out again. Chatting with his mother, I realized that his family had moved from Sichuan, and the small tile house where they live now is very crowded, making do with five households. Such a lively family did not cultivate his lively and unrestrained character. Mother said that he was as silent as ever to outsiders and his family. When I transferred here, my grades began to fall behind. In his hometown in Sichuan, he began to learn English in junior high school, but in the lower grades of his new school. These two gaps obviously have a great influence on him. Mother often goes to other places to buy tapes for him, but it doesn't help. It is difficult for a person without any English foundation to adapt to English teaching in junior high school, regardless of subjective factors. The two of us are just distressed and regret not knowing the situation earlier. Anyway, we will leave tomorrow after all! We both encouraged him to come out, went through the basic knowledge of English, marked English vowels and vowels with "Chinese marks", tested him again, and told him some English learning skills before leaving.