Dormitory slogan Hua Shao

19 years old, studying in two ordinary schools, majoring in management, not serving as a class cadre in the class, with average ability, average appearance and even average name. This is my evaluation of myself.

I tried to ask myself, don't you want to learn something new to enrich yourself? For example, photography, traveling and playing guitar. The answer is that I have no time and waste money. I won't. I'm afraid I'll end up with nothing.

I gave up the opportunity to learn new things because I felt ordinary. Freshman watched TV series in the dormitory, brushed Weibo and brushed Tik Tok. Because I feel I have nowhere to go and nothing to do.

When I said yes, I did nothing, just an excuse for my laziness and confusion.

02

I have been invited many times. I was invited to study Japanese, computer application and calligraphy with my friends. I refused. I said, you go, I don't want to learn. As a result, after freshman year, students who study Japanese will become Japanese teaching assistants next semester, students who study calligraphy are getting better and better, students who study computers can skillfully operate various daily computer applications, and I am still the one who only giggles at the mobile phone.

Every night I ask myself how to make progress and what to do. However, the next day, I got up and turned on my cell phone as usual, watching the daily drip of the stars in Weibo and the funny video of Tik Tok, and continued to waste my day and my year.

It's not that I haven't reflected. I am afraid of reflection, because reflection will make me miserable. I was afraid of pain, so I chose to fall.

03

I believe that many people don't work hard for the same reason as me, because they are afraid of failure, others' eyes, or feel that they are ok, that the future is far from us, and even that tomorrow is far away, so they sleep in the dormitory, play games and brush TV dramas. From time to time, I will despise the schoolmaster who gets up early every day and goes to the library.

How easy it is to be lazy! Who wouldn't?

But is this really your ambition? Your comfort now is equivalent to renting a cheap house after graduation, to seeing a 200-yuan dress give up again and again, and to seeing a snack you want to eat but stop at the window because of its price.

You have no family background, no extraordinary talent and no beautiful appearance. You have an upward heart, but you have lost the motivation to practice.

You, what is the meaning of existence?

04

19 years old, hoping to love life and all new things. I deserve all the good things. Every day in the future, I will do what I really want to do, follow my heart and not waste the years I should cherish. The same is true for you. Whether you are 19, 29, 39 now or not, we are obliged to do what we want to do, travel, study and see all the beautiful things we want to see.

We never live up to our years, which is the greatest reward for ourselves.