Youth literature: please wake up before spring comes.

Text/canoe

[ 1]

In March, I bought a lot of reference books from the bookstore alone, and my eyes were immediately attracted. A group of China people in suits and ties punched and kicked a teenager because he stole one of their mobile phones. The child's face was soon covered with blood and rolled in the dusty street like a cub. Middle-aged people have cruel and excited smiles on their faces, and their hands are heavier. It suddenly occurred to me that when I was young, I burned ants with a magnifying glass with my friends in the sun. At that time, I was afraid that our faces were the same.

This is totally beating people in the name of justice. I suddenly feel angry and hear myself clearly. Stop it!

When those fists came at me, I heard another sound. Don't say that.

With the help of people around us, middle-aged people finally let us go. After I helped the child up, he thanked us awkwardly. I took out the rest of the money I bought from me and gave it to him. I taught him seriously that God never shuts one door but he opens another. Don't do such things in the future. You also know from me that I gave him only one hundred dollars, and you suddenly woke up after he left gratefully. Oh, dear, I can't afford to take the bus.

I looked at you awkwardly and looked a little distressed. I waved my bus card at you. If you don't mind, just swipe my card. I take the 50 1 bus. You immediately put on an adoring look and said, Me too. Thank you, Xia Xia, for saving your life.

In fact, I should thank you for saving me, but at the moment we first met, you couldn't wait to grab my lines, so when I was in the car, I felt at ease and let you hold the secretary for me, saving two people in one day, and I was very proud.

You described your feelings at that time with great joy, as if the situation were changing and the world was in trouble. You came at the last minute with an imperial edict, putting the people under the shadow of swords and swords, imposing.

I am ecstatic. You are so cute, I am fascinated by myself. Look at you carefully, boy with single eyelid, smiling naively. You give me the book and say, here I am. I'm a little disappointed to see you walking towards the tea shop across the street, and I regret not leaving my contact information.

After getting off the bus, I called Duoduo and asked her to help me move the books at the school gate. While waiting, I saw you staggering towards me with two cups of milk tea. When you saw me, your eyes sparkled with surprise. Xia Xia, are you a big girl too? I nodded stupidly, and you quickly stuffed me with a cup of milk tea. I got off work early to buy milk tea for my girlfriend. I didn't expect such a coincidence

My eyes are about to fall off. Aren't you broke? You scratch your head and say that my girlfriend likes drinking that milk tea very much. I have been to many places and my boss knows me. Today, it is on credit.

After you left, blossoming asked me strangely, how do you know Liu Zhiqi? I shook my head. I don't know. Why is he famous? Duoduo mysteriously said that his girlfriend is very famous and the art department is a flower. I'm licking my lips. What's the big deal? I am very smart now.

But when I was drinking the milk tea you gave me, I felt a little regret spreading in my heart. The scientific name of this emotion seems to be jealousy.

[2]

The second time I met you was in the school cafeteria. I cook in pajamas and slippers. I slept comfortably, but I lost to rocks, scissors and cloth. There's nothing I can do. This is fate. I was holding a bowl of ribs in my hand, and I saw you and your girlfriend coming towards me hand in hand. I'm really sorry. Really, why are you so ostentatious? I tried to find a place to hide, but it was too late. You call me Xia, hello.

I stare at you. I have a name. My name is Zhou.

You hurriedly said, Oh, I'm sorry, my name is Liu Zhiqi, and this is my girlfriend, Lin Zhuoxin.

I smiled at her. I have heard that you are a flower in the art department. She smiled politely while covering her mouth, which made me even more depressed. Are you kidding? What are you doing as such a lady? It makes me look like a bitch. You ask me, will you come to dinner? I said grumpily, don't take a bath if you don't eat in the canteen. You are not angry at all. Instead, you smile and say to her, You see, chivalrous women are more fierce.

I realized that I lost my temper. I adjusted my mood and squeezed out a bright smile. All right, I won't bother you. I'm leaving.

Back to the dormitory, I gave all the ribs to blossoming, tossing and turning on the bed with a pillow, mumbling, I had turned my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shone on the ditch. Blossoming asked me curiously, Yan Jia, what's the matter with you? I asked her seriously, what should I do if I like a person? She rolled her eyes and said, of course tell him. I asked again, what if he has a girlfriend? Blossoming righteously said, he has a girlfriend, you have a hoe, dig it out!

But your girlfriend has a stronger weapon than a hoe, her beauty, elegance, and your childhood feelings. I knew your story at that time. We grew up together and it was our first love. Your college entrance examination score is a little higher than her, but you took a copy of her volunteer form.

So even if I have something for you, so what? After all, I can only be a bystander of your beautiful love. I am a girl of science and engineering, so I'd better be practical.

Me Before You seems to be nothing, but after meeting you, I meet you everywhere. After class at noon, I passed by the school pavilion and saw you playing chess. I can't help but stop to watch the game. When you play chess, you have a slow and rigorous temperament. It took me long enough to walk from the dormitory to the canteen. You are good at using horses, and everyone who plays chess knows that such a person is calm and calm, which is a rare and malicious role. Sure enough, your horse has forced the boy to die on the Mi Zige.

You looked up and smiled proudly, but you met my cold eyes. You ask me, what can you do to turn Gan Kun around? Let me sit down and prove it with facts. You smile more happily, Zhou. You don't just know that horses walk like horses, do you? I ignored you. Concentrate on playing chess, General Shuang Bao. Your car killed my gun. You said, the little girl just doesn't have any strategy.

You really underestimate your enemy. What I really want to protect is my elephant. When you do the same thing again, I pinned your horse with a disc elephant. Once an elephant flies, like the Great Wall of Wan Li, it can resist the mighty fighter. You didn't believe that you lost to me until the end.

Your friend Tu Xiaonian is very happy that I avenged him and dragged me to have dinner with you. You didn't recover until you finished a bowl of rice. I underestimated you. I smiled. Liu Zhiqi, you lost to me today. You owe me one. If I need your help in the future, you must promise me.

You clap your chest and say, don't say one, I promise you all ten, but don't tell anyone about this. Awkward.

Tu Xiaonian smiled at me. I found him very nice, really better than you.

There is an Arabic proverb that Samara bought bread and salt under the same roof, and they have been friends ever since. Liu Zhiqi, let's count.

[3]

Hang QQ at night and chat with Tu Xiaonian. After dinner that day, he asked me for my number and said he wanted to make friends with me. Idiots know what he means, but you winked at me. I gave him QQ as soon as I got angry. I was stupid and thought you would be jealous, but you smiled so happily that I felt a little disappointed.

My online name is Daphne, and many people ask me, do you like this brand of shoes? Or do you like her? Only off-year, he said, Laurel Goddess, do you regret it?

At that moment, my breath paused slightly, and the seeds buried in my heart blossomed instantly. In fact, he understands that the ancient and sad love legend, the noble sun god Apollo fell in love with Daphne. She didn't love him, but she turned into a osmanthus tree in order to become his eternal regret, and she was swaggering and perfect in his memory.

My typing hands are shaking. I said, you know what?

After a while, he said, I just went to make instant noodles. It was Qi Zhi. what did you say ?

I'm completely stupid. Do you understand that feeling? As Zhang Ailing said, there are always people waiting for you in this world. I think, you are probably the person who knows me best in the world, but with such good people and such deep feelings around you, my efforts are all in vain. I stared at the computer with tears in my eyes.

In the middle of the night, I wrote a very sad diary. I wrote, Ah, Liu Zhiqi, are you the fireworks I've been waiting to see all my life? I know my love for you should not have existed from the beginning, but I would rather change my life than my infatuation.

I feel sick when I finish writing. Forget it. After all, I am not grandma Qiong Yao. I despise myself for saying such an unusual thing.

I didn't expect to confess to me in the small annual meeting. His eyes are sincere. Alas, Liu Zhiqi, why do I suddenly think of you? I pretended to be relaxed and told him that even if I helped you win the Liu Zhiqi, you don't have to be moved to get married. He said, I'm not kidding. I was shocked when I first heard about you. A girl is willing to stand up for a stranger, which shows that you are kind. You play chess so well, which shows that you are smart. A kind and smart girl like you will regret it if she misses it.

I can't laugh, but what should I do? You are a bug that gets into my heart, and it hurts to miss you. I'm actually quite stupid. I can't put a person next to me and follow another person. So I have to confess, Xiaonian, I really want to be with you, and I won't be so lonely with your company. But I'm sorry, it's not you I want, it's never you. When I said these words, your eyelids came to my mind, and tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.

He was scared out of his wits by me. He hurriedly handed me the tissue and stammered to comfort me. Please don't cry. If we are not together, we are not together. It really doesn't matter.

The more he said I was crying, the more we stood by the road. In fact, he is such a good boy, but the first person I met was you, maybe a little early, just a little, and I would like him. It is said in "White Horse Whistling in the West Wind" that those are all very good, but I just don't like them.

Me too. He is really nice, but I like you.

[4]

Later, we often played together, and Lin Zhuoxin was amazing every time he appeared. I watched her secretly for a month and hardly wore duplicate clothes. My god, how much do you spend on buying things for her every month? But I think you seem quite willing to buy it.

Xiaonian often says that it is best to wear only the most common and simple clothes.

Since I refused him, he likes to take advantage of me verbally. You smiled at us, but I just smiled and ignored him. What is there to explain? Some words are too clear and meaningless.

Xiaonian doesn't understand that I like not only clothes, but the word, which is unique. Just as you are in my heart, you are irreplaceable.

You asked me to accompany you to choose a birthday present for Lin Zhuoxin at the weekend. You've been nagging all the way. What should I buy? I held back and held back, and finally said, buy a ring.

You despise vulgarity! I immediately flew into a rage. If you find another elegant companion, this girl won't. You stop me quickly, frown and pout and say, don't be angry, I'm kidding. I hate you, but when you pretend to be innocent, my heart melts. I'd better go with you honestly.

Is every girl in love as moody as me? Sometimes I flew into a rage because of a joke, and sometimes I smiled because of an expression.

We saw a wide ring in the counter of the pirate ship in Wangfujing. The two rings are connected, one is 925 pure silver plated with platinum, and the other is pure silver. I can't bear to put it down in my hand. The counter lady smiled and introduced us. This couple ring is called Never Leave.

You pay immediately, she told me with a smile. Your boyfriend must love you very much.

I hope you are my boyfriend, and I hope that ring is for me, but the ancients created a word called backfire to describe me. When I went back, you bought a big lollipop to thank me. I slipped it into my bag, reluctant to eat it.

That night, you wrapped yourself in crumpled wrapping paper, showing only your face and wearing a bow around your waist. Lin Zhuoxin opened the door and saw you, smiling like a flower. You put the ring on her ring finger. Happy birthday to your wife.

I hid in the stairs, holding the lollipop you gave me tightly, crying silently but violently.

[5]

On the advertising light box on the street is Lin Zhuoxin with heavy makeup. She held a cup and smiled at passers-by. This is her advertisement for a brand of red wine. The slogan is, angel or devil, only she knows.

I know a beautiful girl like her will never be submerged. When she walked in the crowd, others immediately knew what a chicken was and what a crane was. So I wasn't surprised when you told me that she was going to shoot an advertisement. Your expression is full of glorious pride, and my heart is darker.

It wasn't long before she became red and purple. The whole city is full of her bright smile. She is getting busier and busier and spends less time with you. Sometimes you will be unhappy, but how can I tell you that if I were her, I would spend all my time with you.

One day Xiaonian suddenly told me seriously, Yan Jia, you are getting less and less fond of laughing now. I was stunned and forced to smile at him. He looked at me for a long time and sighed. Yan Jia, although I don't know who you like, I know he makes you unhappy. I didn't say a word, he continued. Anyway, Yan Jia, I still hope you are happier.

I feel a damp in my heart. I must really like me, just as I really like you. As long as I see each other's smiles, I feel good. This is probably what love looks like at first. There is no pain, and I have not failed it. I finally smiled at him from my heart, but he didn't look at me. His eyes widened when he looked behind me. I turned around with my tea in my hand? Dad? Fell to the ground with a crash.

Lin Zhuoxin got off the BMW gracefully with a charming smile. She has a strange temperament all over her. She is not the one we know. Once upon a time, she was just a beautiful girl. Now, she is a star.

The owner also got off the bus, a well-known businessman we have seen in the newspaper. He kissed her on the cheek, and she smiled even more touching.

Xiaonian's expression changed from shock to anger. I caught him. Off-year, it may be a misunderstanding. Many people in their circle take part in accidental amusement? He looked at me deeply, Jia Yan. You know, this is not a misunderstanding.

I suddenly collapsed, yes, I know, you know, but I can't let Liu Zhiqi know. You are still so angry, what's more, he cares so much about Lin Zhuoxin.

I just can't wait to protect you, for fear that you will get a little hurt, because I know that no matter how perfect words can alleviate your pain, but if I can, I am really willing to bear all my sadness for you.

However, you still know that you quarreled on the court that night, and she repeatedly stressed that she had nothing to do with that person, but only cooperated. Your eyes are red, pointing to her nose and saying, do you need to put yourself in cooperation?

She was silent, and finally said, let's give each other some time to calm down. Then turn around and run, leaving you alone in a daze on the court.

Off-year in order to take care of you, I knocked on her door. She really made me hate it. How could she shed tears for me so innocently after you were so badly hurt? She said, Jia Yan, I have my difficulties, and Liu Zhiqi, the one who can give it to me, may never give it to me. I can't accuse her of anything. Everyone has different values. But when I left, I said, Zhuo Xin, I don't know what your difficulty is. All I know is that no one can force me to do something I don't want to do. If I were you, I wouldn't agree even if others traded the whole world for Liu Zhiqi.

Infectious tears also make me cry. I sat on the steps and looked at the moon. The scenery is so cool. Liu Zhiqi, is there any way to make you feel better? I'll give anything as long as there is.

[6]

When Xiaonian found you, you were drunk in the street. We can't hold you back, so you must sit down with you. You held my hand and said, I feel terrible. I feel worse than you. I don't know how to comfort you. If I can, I will be sad instead of you. You buried your head in my hair and muttered, why are you doing this? I know you mistook me for someone else, so I'll ask Xiaonian to buy you some medicine to sober you up, and I'll coax you myself.

I didn't expect you to hug me and kiss me suddenly. I feel your warm breath coming at me, and I am dumbfounded. I smell of alcohol. When you let me go, you whispered, can we start over?

This scene was seen by Xiaonian. He threw the medicine on the ground and punched you in the face. You fell to the ground with no strength to fight back. I tried to catch him. Off-year, he was just drunk and mistook one for another. He looked at me in disbelief, Jia Yan. You're defending him after what he did to you? Suddenly, he stopped. When he spoke again, his voice seemed to be full of dust. Yan Jia, do you like him?

I suddenly felt relieved. What else can't you say? The person I like is you. From the first time I saw you, I stubbornly liked you for a long time, regardless of the outcome. I never expect you to respond even a little. I finally cried, and Xiao Nian gently hugged me. Okay, Yan Jia, I know. I won't hit him. Let's go home.

Later, your stomach bled, so we rushed you to the hospital. The doctor says you should eat lightly these days. I bought an 800-watt induction cooker to cook for you in Xiaomi state, and I forced blossoming to keep watch for me. Let me know if anyone comes to check the high-power appliances.

It's cooked. I sent it to the hospital in a thermos bucket. You said impatiently that you didn't want to eat it. I thought about it and blew it on your lips in one breath. You are finally embarrassed to insist. After drinking, you said in a muffled voice that Zhuo Xin had never done this to me.

I took her ring out of my pocket. Actually, I met her at the hospital gate. She wants to see you, but she never has the courage to set foot in the house. When she took off the ring for me, I saw a shiny necklace around her neck. This is Tiffany's new model. I read about it in a magazine. She said, Yan Jia, please give it back to Qi Zhi for me and tell him to forget me.

You played with the ring in your hand for a while, and suddenly it was thrown out of the window at lightning speed. I hurried to see that there was a meadow outside, and there was no shadow of the ring.

You said that as long as I didn't die, I would live well. Even if one day she knelt in front of me and begged me, don't think I will forgive her.

I left the ward silently. Liu Zhiqi, I want to tell you how much I want to forget that a person is not so gnashing. How much you hate her only shows how much you love her. I think if she really wants to come back to you, you won't refuse. Who can you fool by covering your ears with that?

[7]

After you leave the hospital, tell everyone who cares about you that everything is fine. It's just that Xiao Nian's attitude towards you makes you feel strange. You ask me, and I quickly change the subject. I can't tell you that he regards you as a rival in love.

Lin Zhuoxin really seldom appears in school. Sometimes she comes back occasionally and sees a large crowd around her. You said with a sigh, why do I feel that I have never known her?

I can only laugh quietly. Ideal and reality are two different things and can never be confused. You see, I've been very sensible since I liked you. Love always teaches us something.

We will play chess together in our spare time. You are smart enough to know how to kill my elephant. But I still have a way to beat you, the pawn you despise. When they cross the river, they are often more useful than cars.

Occasionally shopping together, you can really turn a blind eye to Lin Zhuoxin's billboards. I don't know about you, but at least on the surface, you are quite calm. I think it doesn't matter, just like I can't be your girlfriend, but staying with you is a stable life and a quiet life.

This is another form of love.

But you still know that I like you. There was something wrong with my computer that time. You come and fix it for me. I happened to see the big lollipop on my desk. The more I look at it, the more familiar I feel. I finally couldn't help saying, don't look, you bought it. Silly girl has never been willing to eat.

I can't wait to find a hole to drill down. You looked at me for a long time and asked me softly, Yan Jia, do you like me? I rushed to say, yes, I love it.

I rushed to hit her and she ran out at once. You hug me and say, Yan Jia? If I stop you at once, I like you is my business. You don't need pressure. We are still the same as before.

You rubbed my hair and sighed lightly, but you didn't say anything after all.

[8]

On Christmas Eve, you gave me the only coat. You said, I'm sorry, I've known you for so long and I haven't given you a decent gift. I was so moved with that big bag that I couldn't even speak. Alas, why do you always know me so well? Even just, you know.

I gave you an apple, and you called me stingy, but I didn't have the courage to tell you its meaning. Someone told me that on Christmas Eve, ask twenty-four people with different surnames for ten cents each, and buy an apple for the person you want to bless, and he will be safe all his life.

For you, I have no other thoughts, just want you to be safe and happy.

Tell me, will you spend Christmas together tomorrow? I have something to tell you. My face suddenly turned into a blooming rose. Good, good.

I started dressing up the next afternoon. I took out the most beautiful clothes and put on perfume, my favorite Issey Miyake. But no matter how I dress up, I don't think I deserve you.

They asked me to play together, but I didn't go. I smiled and said, I have to wait for Liu Zhiqi.

They are all back, and you still haven't called me. I spent all my cosmetics. I called my name carefully, and I smiled at her. I'm fine. But as soon as I turned around, tears came crashing down. I summoned up the courage to call Xiaonian, and he faltered. Lin Zhuoxin called him. He went out and hasn't come back yet.

Snowflakes were floating in the sky, but my heart was colder than ice at that moment. I collapsed on the bed without taking off my clothes. Liu Zhiqi, I really hate you a little.

In the middle of the night, Xiaonian suddenly called me. Yan Jia, come down. I'm downstairs in your dormitory. I ran down, he held my shoulder and said very seriously, Yan Jia, we are going to the hospital now, no matter what happens, you must calm down, you must!

In the car, he told me that Lin Zhuoxin and the rich businessman's wife knew about it. At Christmas, the rich businessman's wife took many people to the hotel to pounce on them. Lin Zhuoxin was beaten black and blue. When he was in a panic, he only remembered your phone number. You would have come to me, but after all, you went to her first. In order to protect her, you were knocked unconscious from behind, fell to the ground and fell in a pool of blood.

Xiaonian holds my hand, Yan Jia. The doctor said that Qi Zhi will probably become a vegetable, so you must calm down.

I'm white and bloodless, and I can't move. When I arrived at the hospital, I accompanied Lin Zhuoxin to take a statement. I opened your mobile phone trembling and saw an unsent message in the draft box. You said, Yan Jia, in fact, I always knew it was you.

In the cold hospital corridor, I finally burst into tears. I don't think you want to say goodbye to me in such a muddle. After crossing the Naihe Bridge and drinking a bowl of Meng Po soup, you forgot me completely. You still owe me a promise. Do you remember the first time we played chess, you lost to me? You said that if I needed your help, you would say yes.

The promise you owe me has not been fulfilled. You can't stay asleep.

Liu Zhiqi, I knew you would wake up. It's only a matter of time. I searched in the grass for a long time that day before I found the ring you threw away. I've always collected well. I don't want your love and forever. As long as you wake up before spring, even if you forget me after waking up, we can get to know each other again in the first season. Maybe you'll like me. At that time, I will definitely take out my ring and let you put it on me personally.